Life After the Storm

As the sun is beaming in my eyes, I have no way of escaping it. I come to the exception that it is just time to wake up. As I sit up in bed and I reached my arms out to stretch. I then notice Landon is still sleeping. I'm surprised that he stayed over. I can't help but stare at him, he is so handsome. I want to just snuggle into his smoking hot body, but I decide to get a shower instead. I Want to look my best when he wakes up.

I try to get out of bed as discreetly as possible, so I do not wake him. I tiptoe to the bathroom, trying not to make a lot of noise. I then shut the bathroom door, letting out a breath, knowing I can breathe now. Landon has been so stressed out with all that has been happening, allowing him to rest awhile longer won't hurt anything.

I then walk over to the shower and turn the water on until I get it to the perfect temperature. I then begin to undress as I look in the mirror. I see my growing stomach realizing I'm going to be a mother soon. I am terrified that I'm going to be a terrible mother. I even forget I'm pregnant sometimes, how am I going to be able to take care of a baby. I'm not sure how everything is going to even work out.

I never wanted to be a mother this young, but sometimes you're not given the option of what you want. I just hope that I don't suck at it. I am scared that I won't be as great as my mother was. She was so amazing and always knew what to do, what to say.

As steam begins to cover the mirror, I then remember I came in here to shower. I got lost in my thoughts, worrying, will I be good enough? I know that there are going to be challenges, hoping I will be able to conquer them alone? Will I be able to put my child first no matter the cost?

As I go to turn around, I jump as I see Landon standing in the doorway. “You are so beautiful, Lilly, I wish you could see what I see when I look at you.”

As I'm standing there naked, I can't help but feel a little insecure. Landon's body is like a brick of muscle, he is so sexy, way better looking than me. I smiled at him, “you scared me, would you like to join me for a shower."

“There's nothing more that I would want to do, but I have to go check on Jayden. I left him with my housekeeper, she said she'd watch him for the night, but I think it's time for me to go,, will you come over later.”?

“Of course I will get a shower and I will come over, maybe you can make me some breakfast.”

“I would love to make you breakfast, what would you like?"

make, but I would love

that sounds great, let's say I

plenty of time to get a shower and

him. He then puts his lips gently against mine as he kisses me. I then feel his hand travel down my body as he grips on to my ass. My body begins to go crazy for him. As

with the other. I begin letting soft moans out, not being able to stop myself from wanting the pleasure I desire. As I imagine all the

him, I don't want to be with him. Why would I scream out his name, fuck? I become frustrated and I finish washing myself. As I

a voice and realize it's star. “Lilly, he is our mate, you can't help the feeling

love him like I love Landon. I don't want to be with Ivan, I want

so, but you have a child with Ivan, and he is your mate. So, Ivan

know what to do. I will settle this another time right now. I need to get dressed, and

to. In the next 2 months, you become a mother. For some reason, we are connected to both Ivan and Landon.

want to ignore Star, but I know she's right. I don't respond to her, I just don't want to think about it. I go into my closet and I pick out clothes to wear. A pick out a pair of blue jeans and a purple T-shirt. When I go to put the jeans on, I realize that they are too small. As I look through the closet to find something, all I can find is a pair of leggings. They are tight, but they will do it for

hiding this pregnancy any longer. I sigh in irritation now, just feeling blah

that there are no pack members out and about. Shocked how things have changed so much since the attack. Wondering how long will

his little arms around

missed you