Life After the Storm

As the sun is beaming in my eyes, I have no way of escaping it. I come to the exception that it is just time to wake up. As I sit up in bed and I reached my arms out to stretch. I then notice Landon is still sleeping. I'm surprised that he stayed over. I can't help but stare at him, he is so handsome. I want to just snuggle into his smoking hot body, but I decide to get a shower instead. I Want to look my best when he wakes up.

I try to get out of bed as discreetly as possible, so I do not wake him. I tiptoe to the bathroom, trying not to make a lot of noise. I then shut the bathroom door, letting out a breath, knowing I can breathe now. Landon has been so stressed out with all that has been happening, allowing him to rest awhile longer won't hurt anything.

I then walk over to the shower and turn the water on until I get it to the perfect temperature. I then begin to undress as I look in the mirror. I see my growing stomach realizing I'm going to be a mother soon. I am terrified that I'm going to be a terrible mother. I even forget I'm pregnant sometimes, how am I going to be able to take care of a baby. I'm not sure how everything is going to even work out.

I never wanted to be a mother this young, but sometimes you're not given the option of what you want. I just hope that I don't suck at it. I am scared that I won't be as great as my mother was. She was so amazing and always knew what to do, what to say.

As steam begins to cover the mirror, I then remember I came in here to shower. I got lost in my thoughts, worrying, will I be good enough? I know that there are going to be challenges, hoping I will be able to conquer them alone? Will I be able to put my child first no matter the cost?

As I go to turn around, I jump as I see Landon standing in the doorway. “You are so beautiful, Lilly, I wish you could see what I see when I look at you.”

As I'm standing there naked, I can't help but feel a little insecure. Landon's body is like a brick of muscle, he is so sexy, way better looking than me. I smiled at him, “you scared me, would you like to join me for a shower."

“There's nothing more that I would want to do, but I have to go check on Jayden. I left him with my housekeeper, she said she'd watch him for the night, but I think it's time for me to go,, will you come over later.”?

“Of course I will get a shower and I will come over, maybe you can make me some breakfast.”

“I would love to make you breakfast, what would you like?"

you make, but I would

say I will see you

to get a shower and to get ready.

front of him. He then puts his lips gently against mine as he kisses me. I then feel his hand travel down my body as he grips on to my ass. My body begins to go crazy for him. As I watch him walk out the door, I want to stop him. So, I can

satisfied I begin to think of him as my hands travel over my body. I grab my breast with one hand as I begin touching my pussy with the other. I begin letting soft moans out, not being

release what the fuck I said, Ivan no. I don't love him, I don't want to be with him. Why would I scream out his name, fuck? I become frustrated and I finish washing myself. As I finish up, I rinse off and then shut the water off. I step out, grab my towel to dry myself, I become angry

realize it's star. “Lilly, he is our mate, you

I don't love him like I love Landon. I don't want to be

so, but you have a child with Ivan, and he

that Star is right, but I don't know what to do. I will settle this another time right now. I need to get dressed,

months, you become a mother. For some reason, we are connected to both Ivan and Landon. I am connected to their wolf, and you are connected to their human. No

want to ignore Star, but I know she's right. I don't respond to her, I just don't want to think about it. I go into my closet and I pick out clothes to wear. A pick out a pair of blue jeans and a purple T-shirt. When I go to put the jeans on, I realize that they are too small. As I look through the closet to find something, all I can find is a pair of leggings. They are tight,

mirror and I see my belly hanging over my pants, I hate it. There is no hiding this pregnancy any longer. I sigh in irritation now, just feeling blah and not looking forward to breakfast. I hurry and put my shoes on and rush out the

members out and about. Shocked how things have changed so much since the attack. Wondering

to me as he puts his little arms around me, “I missed you so much Lilly, I was so excited when

missed you too,