Love Aint Always Pretty

Sirsnība

Translation: Sincerity

Origin: Latvian

8

SAVANNAH'S POV

Around two in the afternoon, I was inside a coffee shop reading this new novel that I borrowed from the library. Then I saw Billy on the same coffee shop, looking for a table.

"Billy!" I called out to him.

He turned to me and waved then started walking towards the table. Billy reminds me of my gay best friend Kurt who was always been bullied cos he was gay. Kurt was also a nerd and wore glasses like him. He was older than me and Billy exactly resembled Kurt. And I always feel sorry for nerds who gets bullied just cos of how they look. People in high school and in college are always so judgmental.

"Hi. How are you?" I asked.

"Great." He answers, wiping the sweat on his forehead.

"No frat guys that are haunting down your ass?" I asked before taking a sip from my frappe.

He pulled out a long list. "Nope. But they've asked me to buy them frappes on my own expense."

I gaped. "No they didn't?"

He nods. "It's okay. Today's the last day anyways. And tomorrow's the final day."

"This... I-Week you're telling me. What do they make you do?"

"It's some mental games and physical activities for five days of hell before the real initiation." He says.

"Like what?" God I'm so curious.

He exhales. "Some late night work sessions, servitude, demeaning remarks and yelling, there were some surprise requirements too, and some kangaroo courts. I had to memorize long stupid poems and I had to recite the Greek alphabet backwards and forwards before the match burned my finger."

I was appalled when he showed his finger. It was a little reddish.

"I had to face the spotlight by 2AM standing stone-faced while getting cursed by the wimpiest guy in the chapter who was inebriated by them. I always had to say yes sir to the brothers. I had to eat horrible foods. I gave up sleep and lived in squalor. And I have to continue carrying items around the campus for them." He continues.

I shake my head, flattered by what he just said. "Why... why do you want this?"

"Because I've never had friends in high school. I was a sore loser and nobody would want to be my friend cos my older brother Kurt is gay." He says.

My eyes narrowed. "Kurt Kingsgrove?"

He nods. "Do you know Kurt?"

"Yeah. He's like my best friend. But I didn't see you in my school. I didn't even know he had a brother."

"I went to a different high school so people in school won't know he's my brother. When the entire school found out, I felt like his shadow was following me everywhere I go. I'm embarrassed that he's gay. That my brother is gay. I never asked about his friends too so I didn't know you know him. Sorry."

"It's fine." I say softly. He's embarrassed that his brother is gay. Kurt is a fun man and he doesn't really look gayish when you stare at him. He doesn't even dress and try to act like a woman.

"I wanna be cool. I wanna have cool friends so girls will like me. I wanna prove to those who bullied me that I'm not like Kurt, that I'm not gay. If I'll join this fraternity, I'll be one of them and I'll gain brothers. I want to join the Spring Pledge Class someday so I'll be allowed to haze the next men who'll join next years for Phi Delta Theta." He said so proudly of himself.

"Hazing?" I asked in disbelief.

He nods. "Hazing is prohibited in the chapter. It's printed right in the Phikeia Manual."

is this hazing going

forced to do calisthenics, or maybe dropped off somewhere blindfolded and had to walk backwards then we

to him and he's so eager to join it. He's so eager to get initiated. Why did I have to ask him about this anyways? Now I feel like it's my responsibility if he'll get into critical condition after hazing. The barista

tell Kurt about this. I

smiled at him

gain friends and just to prove to them that he's different than Kurt. I'm

•••••

away from Aries." Tracy says as she starts to

head up from my laptop and

sits

flirt Savannah. He flirts with every new girl he sees. Nick hates him cos I was one of those women he played with. Aries is the type of man that will just

I just nodded.

being with the same woman longer than one month. And be careful around those

the warning Trace. I'll try to stay away from him."

came to my mind. "Tracy do you know where they usually

she just told me

•••••

lunch around here in WSU. As I kept walking, I see Nick and Alec together with these other two men, heading to a

gasped inwardly.

when some men who were passing by

that. Can't you see he's helpless already?" I spit at

and helped Billy. I could see he's holding back he's tears and didn't want to cry. Why did he even sign up for

you again. Thanks."

reaching for the book

me and grabbed the stuff from my hand. Billy quickly

what are you

you see the way those kids kick him like he's some kind of dog?" I said out

doesn't mean other kids can bully him too. Do you even

a week, genius." One frat man

rolled my eyes

Delta Theta, you're

you gonna do anything about this Nick?" The other

eyes looking right at me and I think Alec was waiting

"I'm fine Savannah.

going." I hear

he's such an

around Savannah." Alec says to me as he follows the other two who were also following

exams but I think I was just used to reading notes in advance. My dad taught me to be like that since I was a kid and now I'm bringing the habit with me. All of a

Missed me?"

laughed softly. "Hey little sis. Had eaten

no, will you drop by here and bring me my favorite steak on

do baby

"I haven't had dinner yet but I'll get myself some a little

for a

Same old Cameron.

never takes him to

know. Next week

"Dream on

just wait and see. By the way, It's Friday tomorrow. Wanna spend the

you really

up there tomorrow around seven in the

about Saturday? Saturday morning will be fine. I'm sure Ingrid still