Love Aint Always Pretty
Chapter 8: 8 Sirsnība
Sirsnība
Translation: Sincerity
Origin: Latvian
8
SAVANNAH'S POV
Around two in the afternoon, I was inside a coffee shop reading this new novel that I borrowed from the library. Then I saw Billy on the same coffee shop, looking for a table.
"Billy!" I called out to him.
He turned to me and waved then started walking towards the table. Billy reminds me of my gay best friend Kurt who was always been bullied cos he was gay. Kurt was also a nerd and wore glasses like him. He was older than me and Billy exactly resembled Kurt. And I always feel sorry for nerds who gets bullied just cos of how they look. People in high school and in college are always so judgmental.
"Hi. How are you?" I asked.
"Great." He answers, wiping the sweat on his forehead.
"No frat guys that are haunting down your ass?" I asked before taking a sip from my frappe.
He pulled out a long list. "Nope. But they've asked me to buy them frappes on my own expense."
I gaped. "No they didn't?"
He nods. "It's okay. Today's the last day anyways. And tomorrow's the final day."
"This... I-Week you're telling me. What do they make you do?"
"It's some mental games and physical activities for five days of hell before the real initiation." He says.
"Like what?" God I'm so curious.
He exhales. "Some late night work sessions, servitude, demeaning remarks and yelling, there were some surprise requirements too, and some kangaroo courts. I had to memorize long stupid poems and I had to recite the Greek alphabet backwards and forwards before the match burned my finger."
I was appalled when he showed his finger. It was a little reddish.
"I had to face the spotlight by 2AM standing stone-faced while getting cursed by the wimpiest guy in the chapter who was inebriated by them. I always had to say yes sir to the brothers. I had to eat horrible foods. I gave up sleep and lived in squalor. And I have to continue carrying items around the campus for them." He continues.
I shake my head, flattered by what he just said. "Why... why do you want this?"
"Because I've never had friends in high school. I was a sore loser and nobody would want to be my friend cos my older brother Kurt is gay." He says.
My eyes narrowed. "Kurt Kingsgrove?"
He nods. "Do you know Kurt?"
"Yeah. He's like my best friend. But I didn't see you in my school. I didn't even know he had a brother."
"I went to a different high school so people in school won't know he's my brother. When the entire school found out, I felt like his shadow was following me everywhere I go. I'm embarrassed that he's gay. That my brother is gay. I never asked about his friends too so I didn't know you know him. Sorry."
"It's fine." I say softly. He's embarrassed that his brother is gay. Kurt is a fun man and he doesn't really look gayish when you stare at him. He doesn't even dress and try to act like a woman.
"I wanna be cool. I wanna have cool friends so girls will like me. I wanna prove to those who bullied me that I'm not like Kurt, that I'm not gay. If I'll join this fraternity, I'll be one of them and I'll gain brothers. I want to join the Spring Pledge Class someday so I'll be allowed to haze the next men who'll join next years for Phi Delta Theta." He said so proudly of himself.
"Hazing?" I asked in disbelief.
He nods. "Hazing is prohibited in the chapter. It's printed right in the Phikeia Manual."
hazing going
By 1AM I think. Based on my research, lots of recruits like me will be forced to do calisthenics, or maybe dropped
that only happens in movies. He's so thin and I don't think his body can take being paddled long enough by those heartless guys. Looks like this is so important to him and he's so eager to join it. He's so eager
tomorrow. Don't tell Kurt about this. I don't want his gay ass to show up anywhere
him ruefully.
watch him as he walks away from me. I pity him. He's Kurt's brother and I feel really bad right now. I really feel bad for him. He doesn't need to join some fraternity to gain friends and just to prove to them that he's different than Kurt. I'm sure there are other ways to be cool but some college women always gets interested to men who are badass and cool.
•••••
Tracy says as she starts to
laptop
She sits on her
cos I was one of those women he played with. Aries is the type of man that
I just nodded.
haven't seen him being with the same woman longer than one month. And be careful around those women he used to see, cos they'll hate you to death. They don't want to
try to stay
my mind. "Tracy do you know where they usually
was surprised by my question and she just told me she's not allowed
•••••
As I kept walking, I see Nick and Alec together with these other two men, heading to a car while talking and laughing,
gasped inwardly. "What the
when some men who were passing by were kicking him. They were just looking
see he's helpless
see he's holding back he's tears and didn't want to cry. Why did he even sign up for this torture?
again.
I said while reaching for the book away from
the stuff too. He walked up to me and grabbed the stuff from my hand. Billy quickly grabbed it from Alec as if he was scared to let Alec bring
you
helping him. Did you see the way those kids kick him like he's some kind of dog?" I said
that doesn't mean other kids can bully him too. Do you even see how he's so scared of you guys?
week, genius." One frat man
my eyes at
friends with Tracy. But please be careful around other frat men of Phi Delta Theta, you're not allowed to help the recruits like
gonna do anything about this Nick?" The other
right at me and I think Alec was waiting
fine Savannah. Thanks
I hear Nick
such an
as he follows the other two who were also
have any exams but I think I was just used to reading
Missed me?"
laughed softly. "Hey little sis. Had eaten dinner
no, will you drop by here and bring me my favorite steak on that
can do baby
pout. "I haven't had dinner yet but I'll
starve yourself. I'm actually on my way for a meeting with dad and some
Same old Cameron.
was surprised. Dad never takes him to
know. Next week
"Dream
way, It's Friday tomorrow. Wanna spend the weekend with me? Ingrid's been
really
pick you up there
morning will be fine. I'm
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