Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 93: 93 Mágoa

Mágoa

- a heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces, visible in gestures and facial expressions

Origin: Portuguese

93

SAVANNAH'S POV

"I'll deal with Damon after Tracy's burial." Those were the words Nick said to me.

At some point, I have concluded that life really is unfair and uncertain. Unfair, because at some point the good people dies and the bad people lives. Uncertain, because we don't know how our life goes and when the people close to us will be gone or will return.

After Tracy's burial, all of us felt drained by how early she left us. I haven't even talked to her when I came here. I was planning on surprising her when me and Nick would fix things between us, but it's too late. She's gone and we won't see here anymore. It just hurts me as much as it hurts Nick because it felt like I lost a sister. A person very dear to me. A best friend and a loved one.

Patricia Veronica Wilde

1989-2017

"You'll always be in our hearts as a daughter, a sister, a friend and a best friend."

I take a good look at her tomb and the words engraved on it just rips my heart out from my chest. This will be one of the greatest loss in my life that has affected almost the people close to me. Nick wraps his arm around me and kissed my hair. I wiped my tear that was crawling on my cheeks.

"We'll be okay. She's in a better place now." Nick comforts me.

"It won't be the same without Tracy, Nick." I say.

"She's looking down at us from above. She's happy for us."

I see Dakota walking towards us with Hugh carrying Dani. Nick briefly hugs Dakota and shakes hand with Hugh then kisses Dani's forehead.

"Thanks for coming today." Nick tells them.

"Tracy has been a part of my life too. She's gone too soon." Dakota says.

"Everything will be okay daddy. Aunt Tracy is already with God." Dani says.

Nick smiles.

Dakota moved her eyes at me, "I'm glad you're here for Nick."

I smiled at her.

"Don't let him go this time. He's been crazy searching for you ever since you left for England." She gazes at Nick then looks back at me with a smile.

"I'm sorry I got in the way. He really loves you so much." She adds.

Nick takes a gentle grip on my arm and smiled at me.

"I was hoping on seeing your child today, is she here?" Dakota asked.

"She's in Aries' car, asleep." I answered.

She nods. "Well maybe we can have dinner together some other time? Dani told me Lissa is such a nice girl."

I smiled at her. I wasn't really expecting to be friends with my ex-boss. She was all over Nick that time and now look at us, I guess time makes you grow up and forget about everything that happened in the past, even the craziest mistakes we've done.

"We better go. Say goodbye to daddy, Dani." Dakota tells her daughter.

Nick moved closer to her and hugged Dani tight as he kisses her forehead.

"Be a good girl, alright Dani?" Nick said.

Dani nods and then she opened her arms to me too. I hugged her as well and the thought of it just makes me happy. "I'm happy I have a second mommy." She whispers to me.

I pulled myself away and smiled at her.

"Lissa will be very excited to see you again." I tell her.

"And I'm happy Lissa is my sister. I'm very happy aunt Savannah." She smiles.

At first I was really worried that she won't like Lissa because she'll have to with share Nick's attention, even though I know Nick isn't her father, but it turned out to be the least I expected it to be. Dani really likes Lissa and she treats her as her older sister. I don't blame them for not telling Dani about the truth yet, I'm just happy right now that everything is okay right now, between me and nick then with me and Dakota.

"We'll be going now." Dakota bids goodbye and I watch as Dani waves at us. Of course I waved back, she wasn't the kind of child that's hard to love.

I turned my attention to Nick who was already looking at Tracy's tomb. I held his cheek and he quickly looked at me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

He takes a gentle grip on my waist and kissed my forehead then wraps his arms around me. "I'm glad you're here with me right now babe."

I smiled.

I missed that. "Say that again please."

He looked down at me. "Say what again?"

"The word you called me."

love hearing that don't

I nod.

you babe."

I tiptoed and reached for his lips then kissed

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lives and even though I lost a great sister, she will always be with me. I know she will always be watching us and I'm sure she's happy for me and Nick.

weekend and I'm bringing Lissa with me." I

Nick and he just munches on his food. "I'm

smiled at her. "Me too,

just looking

us daddy. That will be fun."

too uncle Aries."

Aries looks at me.

France this weekend for a convention Lissa. I would love to go but you

Lissa pouts.

your Daddy will

at Nick. "You will

"Yes. Sure.

"I'll be texting mom

There were some things I needed to do. By the

sweetie. It's been so long since I've seen you. There are a lot of things I wanted to say. And

story mom. And you do need to explain a lot of things. I'll tell you when I

hand while the other was on my back. I keep my eyes looking at him and I can't believe we're this close after being away from each other for so long. He moved his head down at

bugging you?" I

his head sideways.

"Things like?"

glass and looks straight ahead. "Shouldn't we do something about Damon

before we file a case against him. I wanna tell them first. I wanna hear what my parents have been hiding from me cos

me closer. "I'm sorry. I'm just so mad at that bastard that I want to put him

calling me lately but don't worry I'm not

how my father thinks, don't worry about it. I'm sure he'll feel worst now cos we're

that about me. Just cos we had a fight with your father in the past

I slightly smiled.

do. And I've heard about your father's secret addiction to casino since before and I feel sorry to

just so mad at my

He only wanted what was good for you.

with his hand. "We'll go to your parents. We'll tell them

I nod. "We will."

He kisses me back and our tongue began fighting each other. I feel totally alive again when I felt his lips on me. He begins to move me down on the bed and he hovers his body on top of me. I placed my hand on his neck and our kiss begins to ignite. His

"Mommy? Daddy?"

me. Nick begins to

fixed myself and stared at Lissa who was

"Yes baby?" I breathe.

you and daddy?

heavily. "Don't you like your room baby? Mommy and

smacked him

about to

at myself. "Come here honey. Of course you can

walks closer to the bed and Nick carried her up then placed her in between us. I gaze at Nick

okay?"

course." He smiles then kissed Lissa's

"Goodnight baby." He says.

daddy." Lissa kissed Nick's cheek and then she

I

pulled his head up and looks at

he leans in to kiss my

We hear Lissa giggling.

little girl." Nick nozzles onto her stomach and she

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the car and Nick was the one bringing our bags. We were only staying here for a night. We

I take a grip on Nick's

He smiles ruefully. "Yes."

doorbell thrice and finally the door opens. It was Ingrid who opened the door and God she

her tight around me. She begins to cry and God knows what were the things she's been through while I

"Oh Nickie." She weeps.

really great. You just

"You've gotten wrinkles too."

I laugh.

Ingrid squats be feel us. "Wow. The resemblance really shows."

That sounded too old,

aunt Ingrid." Lissa

opens the door wider,

of the place was still

mom and

Bought some groceries for this weekend. Cameron will be here too. He's

"Busy?"

show you your

find our

where I was still in high school. Lissa was holding my hand and she was just quiet, probably shy. When we got inside my old room, not a single

was mommy's old

giggles, "I like it mommy.

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