Love Aint Always Pretty

Chapter 93: 93 Mágoa

Mágoa

- a heartbreaking feeling that leaves long-lasting traces, visible in gestures and facial expressions

Origin: Portuguese

93

SAVANNAH'S POV

"I'll deal with Damon after Tracy's burial." Those were the words Nick said to me.

At some point, I have concluded that life really is unfair and uncertain. Unfair, because at some point the good people dies and the bad people lives. Uncertain, because we don't know how our life goes and when the people close to us will be gone or will return.

After Tracy's burial, all of us felt drained by how early she left us. I haven't even talked to her when I came here. I was planning on surprising her when me and Nick would fix things between us, but it's too late. She's gone and we won't see here anymore. It just hurts me as much as it hurts Nick because it felt like I lost a sister. A person very dear to me. A best friend and a loved one.

Patricia Veronica Wilde

1989-2017

"You'll always be in our hearts as a daughter, a sister, a friend and a best friend."

I take a good look at her tomb and the words engraved on it just rips my heart out from my chest. This will be one of the greatest loss in my life that has affected almost the people close to me. Nick wraps his arm around me and kissed my hair. I wiped my tear that was crawling on my cheeks.

"We'll be okay. She's in a better place now." Nick comforts me.

"It won't be the same without Tracy, Nick." I say.

"She's looking down at us from above. She's happy for us."

I see Dakota walking towards us with Hugh carrying Dani. Nick briefly hugs Dakota and shakes hand with Hugh then kisses Dani's forehead.

"Thanks for coming today." Nick tells them.

"Tracy has been a part of my life too. She's gone too soon." Dakota says.

"Everything will be okay daddy. Aunt Tracy is already with God." Dani says.

Nick smiles.

Dakota moved her eyes at me, "I'm glad you're here for Nick."

I smiled at her.

"Don't let him go this time. He's been crazy searching for you ever since you left for England." She gazes at Nick then looks back at me with a smile.

"I'm sorry I got in the way. He really loves you so much." She adds.

Nick takes a gentle grip on my arm and smiled at me.

"I was hoping on seeing your child today, is she here?" Dakota asked.

"She's in Aries' car, asleep." I answered.

She nods. "Well maybe we can have dinner together some other time? Dani told me Lissa is such a nice girl."

I smiled at her. I wasn't really expecting to be friends with my ex-boss. She was all over Nick that time and now look at us, I guess time makes you grow up and forget about everything that happened in the past, even the craziest mistakes we've done.

"We better go. Say goodbye to daddy, Dani." Dakota tells her daughter.

Nick moved closer to her and hugged Dani tight as he kisses her forehead.

"Be a good girl, alright Dani?" Nick said.

Dani nods and then she opened her arms to me too. I hugged her as well and the thought of it just makes me happy. "I'm happy I have a second mommy." She whispers to me.

I pulled myself away and smiled at her.

"Lissa will be very excited to see you again." I tell her.

"And I'm happy Lissa is my sister. I'm very happy aunt Savannah." She smiles.

At first I was really worried that she won't like Lissa because she'll have to with share Nick's attention, even though I know Nick isn't her father, but it turned out to be the least I expected it to be. Dani really likes Lissa and she treats her as her older sister. I don't blame them for not telling Dani about the truth yet, I'm just happy right now that everything is okay right now, between me and nick then with me and Dakota.

"We'll be going now." Dakota bids goodbye and I watch as Dani waves at us. Of course I waved back, she wasn't the kind of child that's hard to love.

I turned my attention to Nick who was already looking at Tracy's tomb. I held his cheek and he quickly looked at me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

He takes a gentle grip on my waist and kissed my forehead then wraps his arms around me. "I'm glad you're here with me right now babe."

I smiled.

I missed that. "Say that again please."

He looked down at me. "Say what again?"

"The word you called me."

"You love hearing that

I nod.

you babe." he

words to me. I tiptoed

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still need to move on with our lives and even though I lost a great sister, she will always be

my parents this weekend and I'm bringing

he just munches on his food. "I'm excited to

at her. "Me too,

asked Nick and I was just looking at him. He looks

us daddy.

uncle Aries." Lissa

Aries looks at me.

weekend for a convention Lissa. I would love to go but you know how

Lissa pouts.

will

looks back at Nick.

"Yes.

at Nick. "I'll be texting

sorry I didn't tell you right away. There were some things I needed to do. By the way, I'm with Lissa and we'll be coming

I've seen you. There are a lot of things I wanted to

need to explain a lot of things.

next to me. He had a glass of wine on his hand while the other

bugging you?"

shakes his head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just thinking

"Things like?"

and looks straight ahead. "Shouldn't we do

we file a case against him. I wanna tell them first. I

so mad at that bastard

but

and stared at him. "If you're worried about how my father thinks, don't worry about it. I'm sure he'll feel worst now cos

we had a fight with your father in the past doesn't

I slightly smiled.

and I feel sorry to hear about that, I truly am. But I hate it how you put it

so mad at my dad for what he has done to

not mad at him. He only wanted what

my arm with his hand. "We'll go to your parents. We'll

I nod. "We will."

head. I moved my head to him and started kissing his lips. He kisses me back and our tongue began fighting each other. I feel totally alive again when I felt his lips on me. He begins to move me down on the bed and he hovers his body on top of me. I placed my hand on his neck and our kiss begins to ignite. His lips moves down on

"Mommy? Daddy?"

Lissa." I pushed Nick off of me. Nick begins to sit down on the

at Lissa who was busy rubbing her

"Yes baby?" I breathe.

with you and daddy? I can't sleep on my

heavily. "Don't you like your room

I smacked him

to score." Nick says

smiled at myself. "Come here honey. Of course you can

placed her in between us. I

you okay?" I asked

He smiles then

"Goodnight baby." He says.

Lissa kissed Nick's cheek and then

baby." I

pulled his head up and looks at

his cheek and he leans in to kiss my

We hear Lissa giggling.

sleep little girl." Nick nozzles

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came and we finally arrived home to my parents'. I was amazed that they still lived inside our old house despite the financial crises they have been through. I helped Lissa off the car and Nick was the one bringing our bags. We were only staying

take a grip

He smiles ruefully. "Yes."

Ingrid who opened the door and God she grew up really

were the things she's been through while I was away for almost six years. We pulled ourselves from each

"Oh Nickie." She weeps.

grown up really great. You

"You've gotten wrinkles too."

I laugh.

squats be feel us. "Wow. The resemblance really shows." She says while glaring at

Ingrid. Your aunt. That sounded too old, but hello cutie

Ingrid." Lissa

opens the door wider, "Come

The warmth of the place was still familiar to me and not a move from the furniture nor the

mom and dad?"

weekend. Cameron will be here

"Busy?"

nods. "I'll show

I can find

Lissa was holding my hand and she was just quiet, probably shy. When we got inside my old room, not

old room." I tell

like it mommy. It's

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