Love Aint Always Pretty

Surprisal

- the state of being surprised

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SAVANNAH'S POV

Seeing Nick holding our baby, just puts me into tears. I'm crying too much that I want to tell him already that that baby is his but then what will Damon do if he'll know Nick is the father? I don't want to ruin Nick's image now that he has his own family too even though I know that's not his child from Dakota, he's still publicly known as the father.

I wouldn't want to ruin that.

"She's beautiful Savannah." Nick turns to me with tears in his eyes.

I opened my arms to him and I didn't even say anything anymore because I'm already too exhausted. Nick bends down and placed my baby on top of me as I carefully wrap my arms around her. I tiring smile plasters on my face and I'm too happy to see her finally out of me. I'm so tired but hearing her cry is just beautiful music to my ears. My tears filled my eyes and they're falling on my cheeks but I feel so relieved to see the fruit of our love. She's already on my hand and I'm already holding her.

"Congratulations." The doctor says to us.

God! I'm definitely not having a second child just yet. That was tiring!

"What will you name her?" Nick asked.

I take a longer look at Nick and I was thinking of possible names that I could name our baby. I think deeply on everything we've been through and what could I name her that relates to us. I want a name what would help me remember Nick. I want a name that would have an impact to me when Nick will be gone away. This scene won't last long. The day after this, he'll go back to his own family in New York. Finally I had one in mind, I smiled at him.

"Melissa." I say.

Nick stares at me eagerly and I know something is on his mind.

"Just like--"

"Your mom's." I cut him off.

I smiled again. "I want to name her Melissa, like your mother's."

He stares at me for a while and kissed my forehead.

•••••

"Have you informed Damon?" I ask Nick while he was busy cleaning up the table after he ate.

It was already ten in the evening and I'm sure as hell Damon is already out of his mind thinking where I could have gone since last night. I don't want to inform him that I finally delivered the baby out because he won't really care about it anyways. The doctor had cured my bruises too and I'm worried if Nick had informed Dakota that he's with me.

"After what he did to you? He doesn't have the right to know about this." He says angrily.

"Nick he's still my husband."

He angrily place the plate down on the table and I flinch. "Damn it Savannah!"

He adds, "He clearly doesn't deserve you! Nor your baby! Look at you for gods sake! A rightful husband won't hit his wife!"

I sigh.

I curse the moment he saw my bruises.

"He did this to you while you were pregnant? Does he even know how to take care of you?" He asked.

"Nick. Calm down. I'm alright."

"You're not alright!" He exclaims.

He runs his fingers through his hair.

"I'm so mad at him for hitting you. How long has he done this to you? Was this the thing you were about to tell Aries when you accidentally dialed my number instead?" He asked.

I couldn't say anything to him because he is undeniably angry right now and I'm scared of what he could do to Damon. I don't know why I'm defending Damon after what he has done to me. I don't know why I'm scared for Damon now that Nick knows what he's done. And even though I want Nick and Aries to beat his ass for what he did to me, I can't be that evil.

"Nick. I'm alright now." I say.

"You're not safe with him."

"I am."

"God Savannah! You are not! You're not! He's fucking hurting you and that's not okay with me!"

cheek and I

finger on you but

than this." He

smiled. "People deserve second chances

you give me one

My heart breaks.

at me, hurts like a knife stabbed on my back running down along by spine. It hurts so much to think about it and I know we're both hurt by this situation we are in. And me, stuck in between wanting to tell Nick the truth

name your baby after

my head to

won't let me?" I

not saying I won't allow you to. I just want

Because it's yours.

"I don't know. I just want to name her after your

He nods.

onto each other and before he could pull his head up to look at me, he kissed the back of my hand. He looks up

second name." I

"Shouldn't Damon do that?"

my head. "I

definitely like it too. Melissa is also his baby and it

"Nirvana." He jokes.

"That's a band. Be

"Okay. Sorry. How

smile. "Nicole?" I

birth to

shyly smiled. "Melissa

and his eyes

like something is missing on it."

"Nicole." He repeats.

names that we could use anymore because I

"Nicholeen." He blurted out.

My brows creasing.

Nicholas, and your second name which is Coleen."

smile suddenly appears on my face and I quickly loved it the moment when I heard it from him. He went quiet and just looked at me as if he said

was joking."

allow that. I'm sorry. I'll think of another one."

head.

at

"Melissa Nicholeen." I say.

"It sounds complete now. It's

smiles back and says, "Melissa Nicholeen.... Patricks." His voice weakens when he

and felt a little

Melissa Nicholeen Wilde.

Better.

opens wide and my heart jumped when I saw Damon standing by the doorway. I don't like this. I really don't like where this is gonna go. He looks at my hand holding onto Nick's hand. Nick looked at me and then moved his head to where I was looking. He quickly stood from the bed and

night. I left him out of the blue without telling him where I was going. And now, I'm in one room with a man holding his hand. Thirdly, he's mad for sure because Nick saw my bruises. I wish I could stand from my bed but

me a call where the hell you were." Damon starts while he steps in

inhales and exhales

helped me." I say as an excuse, hiding the

to exclusively have your little date with Mr. Wilde behind my back?!" Damon

are other patients in here.

"Screw you." Damon spits.

uses his body to cover me. He doesn't want Damon to come close to me. When Damon was close enough, Nick grabs his elbow tightly and

near her again and I'll hit you." Nick

arm so strongly away from

don't scare

scare the living shit out of me Damon

"She's my wife. Mine and not yours

gasped and wanted to pull

I yelled then I feel my wound opening a little.

to Damon and pull him away from Nick but I couldn't reach them. Nick wiggles

demanded, I don't want to yell anymore. My wound is

I beg but

much and it frightens me. Nick's eyes are full of rage and I

kill you! You hear that? I'll kill you!" Nick

crawls on the ground and curls like a ball. His lip and

say weakly. My stitches