Love The Roommate

I put the last touch being the earrings and stared at myself in the mirror.

It was Friday now, three days had passed since that little accident with the coffee.

I had seen Alex here and there, not much. But we talked normally. But it was just... Normal. So normal it's not like old times.

But at least we talked.

Now I stood in front of the mirror to see my creativity in choosing clothes.

I went with wearing a dark blue before knee dress with jacket jeans on it. The dress's sleeves stopped on my elbows, do if it got so hot I could just take the jeans off. And I went with white sports shoes with them. I kept my burette hair lose. And put so light make up. But I made the eyeliner heavy as always. I always love making it heavy. So it's more obvious. And also because I like how it got my blue big eyes out. I put small accessories on too like my ring that I never take off for some reasons. And some bracelets.

I got my black backpack that never leaves my side and took off to go meet Kelvin for our date.

Kelvin stood there, wearing black trousers with a gray shirt. His blonde hair styled in a messy way as always. Oh, he looked hot.

"Hey, gorgeous!" He said as he peaked my lips.

Yes, kissing had been taken as an action in the last three days. I didn't mind really. His lips felt wonderful and warm.

"Hey, handsome!" I smiled back, tangling my arm with his.

Here starts our date! Yay, I am excited, aren't you?

•••

"I really enjoyed the night," I said as I got out of the restaurant with Kelvin beside me.

It was nine thirty now. The food was amazing! And the night too. We talked and laughed and got to know more about each other. I really liked it.

"Yeah, me too." Kelvin smiled back as he stared at me.

"What?" I smiled as I stared back at him.

"You are so beautiful." I looked down as I blushed at that.

"Thanks." I said shyly.

I glanced up to

beautiful, and the blush makes

kissed him. Slowly and softly as he

between the kisses as he sensed I meant something else.

I whispered back as

a while we finally pulled away for

roommate isn't here for the night. Come and spend some time with me?"

didn't even hesitate as I

grin back. His

mention worried me a

•••

"Wait," I pulled away.

and sat on his bed as he turned on his laptop.

on Netflix started, so

far but I really didn't mind as Kelvin laid me

and kissed, our hands roaming the others body as if memoriesing

did the same with Kelvin's shirt. I was left in only my black bra and

Leaving us skin to skin.

turned hungrier as

on my bra clasper now as he moaned. "Jessy, oh

to explode as I opened my eyes

ran in my head

This isn't Alex.

pulled away,

bra in place as I sat up

the matter?" Kelvin seemed in a daze as

I- I can't do this." And with that said, I quickly stood up and

it. But- its okay,

you don't understand. This is-" I said as finally got everything in place. My dress, my shoes and my jeans jacket

I took a deep breath and sat in front of

can't. As I opened my eyes to look at your handsome face," I put my hand on his cheek as I continued. "This isn't Alex, that's what ran in my head. I like you. But I like Alex too. And I don't know what to do. I never even kissed him or got intimated with him and yet I like him. But I thought if I am with you then I will forget about it. But that seems like a bad idea now

at me back with hurt. As his tears ran past my hand that was resting on