Love The Roommate

I put the last touch being the earrings and stared at myself in the mirror.

It was Friday now, three days had passed since that little accident with the coffee.

I had seen Alex here and there, not much. But we talked normally. But it was just... Normal. So normal it's not like old times.

But at least we talked.

Now I stood in front of the mirror to see my creativity in choosing clothes.

I went with wearing a dark blue before knee dress with jacket jeans on it. The dress's sleeves stopped on my elbows, do if it got so hot I could just take the jeans off. And I went with white sports shoes with them. I kept my burette hair lose. And put so light make up. But I made the eyeliner heavy as always. I always love making it heavy. So it's more obvious. And also because I like how it got my blue big eyes out. I put small accessories on too like my ring that I never take off for some reasons. And some bracelets.

I got my black backpack that never leaves my side and took off to go meet Kelvin for our date.

Kelvin stood there, wearing black trousers with a gray shirt. His blonde hair styled in a messy way as always. Oh, he looked hot.

"Hey, gorgeous!" He said as he peaked my lips.

Yes, kissing had been taken as an action in the last three days. I didn't mind really. His lips felt wonderful and warm.

"Hey, handsome!" I smiled back, tangling my arm with his.

Here starts our date! Yay, I am excited, aren't you?

•••

"I really enjoyed the night," I said as I got out of the restaurant with Kelvin beside me.

It was nine thirty now. The food was amazing! And the night too. We talked and laughed and got to know more about each other. I really liked it.

"Yeah, me too." Kelvin smiled back as he stared at me.

"What?" I smiled as I stared back at him.

"You are so beautiful." I looked down as I blushed at that.

"Thanks." I said shyly.

look down." I glanced up to see him

are beautiful, and the blush makes you look more beautiful."

I leaned in a kissed him. Slowly and softly as he

whispered between the kisses as he sensed I

back as the

we finally

Come and spend some time with me?" Kelvin asked

didn't even hesitate

made me grin back.

mention worried me

•••

"Wait," I pulled away.

on his bed as

is just the movie we picked on Netflix started,

as Kelvin laid me

kissed and kissed, our hands roaming the others body as if

I did the same with Kelvin's shirt. I was left in only my black bra and panties. But I

followed. Leaving us skin to skin. Only little clothes between

kisses turned hungrier

hand was on my bra clasper now as he moaned. "Jessy,

pump in my head seemed to explode as I opened my eyes slowly and stared

in my head as

This isn't Alex.

away,

in

Kelvin seemed in a

sorry, Kelvin. I- I can't do this." And with that said, I quickly stood up and collected my dress as I clasped

But- its okay, I understand." Kelvin smiled,

got everything in

with confusion. I took a deep breath and sat in front of him on the

Like really do I like you. I feel so safe with you. And I was more than willing to continue what we started because I really trust you. But- I can't. As I opened my eyes to look at your handsome face," I put my hand on his cheek as I continued. "This isn't Alex, that's what ran in my head. I like you. But I like Alex too. And I don't know what to do. I never even kissed him or got intimated with him and yet I like him. But I thought if I am with you then I will forget about it. But that seems like a bad idea now as I

As his tears ran