Love The Roommate

I put the last touch being the earrings and stared at myself in the mirror.

It was Friday now, three days had passed since that little accident with the coffee.

I had seen Alex here and there, not much. But we talked normally. But it was just... Normal. So normal it's not like old times.

But at least we talked.

Now I stood in front of the mirror to see my creativity in choosing clothes.

I went with wearing a dark blue before knee dress with jacket jeans on it. The dress's sleeves stopped on my elbows, do if it got so hot I could just take the jeans off. And I went with white sports shoes with them. I kept my burette hair lose. And put so light make up. But I made the eyeliner heavy as always. I always love making it heavy. So it's more obvious. And also because I like how it got my blue big eyes out. I put small accessories on too like my ring that I never take off for some reasons. And some bracelets.

I got my black backpack that never leaves my side and took off to go meet Kelvin for our date.

Kelvin stood there, wearing black trousers with a gray shirt. His blonde hair styled in a messy way as always. Oh, he looked hot.

"Hey, gorgeous!" He said as he peaked my lips.

Yes, kissing had been taken as an action in the last three days. I didn't mind really. His lips felt wonderful and warm.

"Hey, handsome!" I smiled back, tangling my arm with his.

Here starts our date! Yay, I am excited, aren't you?

•••

"I really enjoyed the night," I said as I got out of the restaurant with Kelvin beside me.

It was nine thirty now. The food was amazing! And the night too. We talked and laughed and got to know more about each other. I really liked it.

"Yeah, me too." Kelvin smiled back as he stared at me.

"What?" I smiled as I stared back at him.

"You are so beautiful." I looked down as I blushed at that.

"Thanks." I said shyly.

down." I glanced up

are beautiful, and the blush makes

in a kissed him.

the kisses as he sensed I meant something else. Which

back as the kiss continued

while we finally pulled away

night. Come and spend some

I didn't even hesitate as I

me grin back. His

roommate mention worried me

•••

"Wait," I pulled away.

room and sat on his bed as

thing is just the movie we picked on

going far but I really didn't mind as Kelvin laid

and kissed, our hands roaming the others

same with Kelvin's shirt. I was left in only

soon followed. Leaving us skin to skin.

kisses turned hungrier

bra clasper now

seemed to explode as I opened my eyes slowly and stared at Kelvin as he continued kissing

ran in my

This isn't Alex.

away,

in place

What's the matter?" Kelvin seemed in a daze as he stared

And with that said, I quickly stood up and collected my dress as I clasped my bra back. I quickly pulled

you want to do it. But- its okay, I understand." Kelvin smiled, as if

understand. This is-" I said as finally got everything in place. My dress, my shoes and

a deep breath and sat in front

like you. Like really do I like you. I feel so safe with you. And I was more than willing to continue what we started because I really trust you. But- I can't. As I opened my eyes to look at your handsome face," I put my hand on his cheek as I continued. "This isn't Alex, that's what ran in my head. I like you. But I like Alex too. And I don't know what to do. I never even kissed him or got intimated with him and yet I like him. But I thought if I am with you then I will forget about it. But that seems like a bad idea now as I am still thinking of him. And I don't want to fool you. I like you. But I can't do this to you. I am sorry. I am so sorry." The words were rushing out as I stared

As his tears ran past