Marriage Beyond Redemption

Chapter 28 I Am Not Good Enough for You

Alwyn didn’t know what had happened to Peyton these days. Before, she clearly had a strong desire for life, but now there was nothing in her eyes and it seemed she neither longed for life or death.

Peyton was like a still lake with no ripples now.

“Is it because of Nolan? Is it him who hurt your hand?”

Peyton shook her head. “No.”

“It’s about him, isn’t it? You are nothing like the genius girl I used to know.”

Alwyn’s expression changed and he couldn’t bear to tell Peyton the truth. Looking out the window at the dancing snow, he sighed, “Maybe Nolan did love you that winter, but this winter he has chosen someone else. So you should not indulge in the past.”

In the eyes of others, Peyton was blinded by love and had lost herself, but no one really knew what had really happened between her and Nolan.

Peyton was well aware that Nolan no longer loved her, and even if he had given up revenging on her, Paula’s death was his deepest grief and he would be deeply trapped in pain all his life.

Now that Nolan had decided to marry Helena, Peyton intended to find everything out within the limited lifetime she had. Peyton hoped that Nolan would not make things difficult for Kason if Kason woke up.

Peyton believed it was good for both Nolan and her.

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When Alwyn turned to look at Peyton again, the frail Peyton seemed gone and there was more firmness in her eyes.

Alwyn sighed, “Now that you’ve made up your mind, I have nothing else to say. Peyton, you know what will happen after taking out the infusion port. Will you regret it?”

“Alwyn seems to ask me that all the time…” Peyton thought. And then she replied with a smile, “Of course, I won’t.”

Peyton stripped off half of her clothes to reveal an arm and her fair shoulders. The wounds on her arm had healed.

Peyton didn’t want to have anesthesia, which made things much simpler. It was just a small surgery, and Alwyn could manage it alone.

fall off, the subcutaneous tissue of her arm was damaged and there was a large bruise

dealt with Peyton’s wound. When her newly healed. wound was re–opened by a sharp scalpel, the pain spread from her limbs to her heart and it made her feel suffocated.

felt so distressed to

said gently as he went on with the surgery, “If it hurts,

Peyton still clenched her teeth and gripped the

quickened the movement. By the time the wound was stitched. up, Peyton’s hands were numb with pain, her body was

some warm water and sat across from her,

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world’s top brain surgeons, to do a craniotomy for your father, your father has an 80% chance of

a car accident. No.

recovered a little after taking some water and a short rest. Despite the burning pain in her arm and the

you. You don’t have to worry about

contact with any men, and I don’t want to cause

I just want to know what is on your mind. Why can’t you just move on? Why don’t you just let go of yourself? You should get out there and see how

even stumbled even when she just tried to stand up. She smiled weakly, “I fell in love with Nolan from the first moment I saw him. I’ve loved him for so many years. I…

away for her, but he couldn’t.

down Peyton’s thin chin, and she said with a bitter smile, “I know it is very humiliating for me to do that. But the thought that Nolan will marry another woman makes me suffer even more. If there is no meaning in

read a passage recently. It says if you are destined not to be

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enjoy the process of being with him or will you just turn around

had not met Nolan, I would have chosen to turn around and walk away. But sometimes everything is predestined and I can’t escape. I made a final agreement with Nolan that after

leave with her right hand covering her left shoulder and staggering with each step. She didn’t look back.

step by step in the cold corridor, and the snow was blowing outside, and she

the window as

lips, and Alwyn thought, “What’s she holding on to after all this? Is it

was like a devout believer, sticking to go after her

Dalton’s mansion, the lights were all on. Looking at the warm mansion in the

three years ago.

wrapped by the warm air in an instant. She changed her shoes and walked a few steps. Then she