I lay in the bathtub as Lydia washed my hair after Lucian had left to let me sleep some more. I knew she wanted to ask something but didn't know if she should, so she was silent.

"He kissed me," I said. Her eyes sparkled.

"Really? Finally!" she said, "How did it feel?"

"It felt..." I remembered when our lips touched the warmth that spread through my body and when our lips separated the emptiness and coldness that came with it. I wanted more, "It felt good," I said.

"But you just kissed nothing more?" she asked.

"No,"

"Don't worry there will be more," she said.

"Lydia?"

"Yes, my lady,"

"How does the first time feel?" I asked. She sensed that I was worried it would hurt and that I wouldn't like it. Just the thought of being naked in front of a man made my cheeks burn.

"Don't worry. I am sure his highness will be gentle since he seems to care for you" she said reassuring me "trust me, no man would have waited so long for the woman to agree. He would have taken you whether you liked it. I was actually worried for you my lady but now that I got to see his highness I am sure he is a good man and will take good care of you."

Everything she said was true. He never denied me anything and treated me well. I should be more understanding toward him and try to get close to him, but why am I afraid? Am I afraid of him? Or afraid of myself around him? It's like I don't have control over my body and mind around him, and his gaze and scent make me feel things I have never felt before.

"And you have to admit your husband is one very good looking man. I can see how the maids drool over him," she smiled "he must have a lot of mistresses," she continued but regretted it when she realized what she had said.

"I am sorry" she whispered with sad eyes, "I didn't mean to..."

"It's fine "I cut her off "It's not like I don't know". This was just my fate as a woman.

She knew my taste and what suited me best so

is the special

your best since you have such a

I said as another maid

where would you like to eat your

in the mirror. I was wearing a wine red dress with long loose sleeves but bare shoulder. It was

half. A straight lower half and a curlier upper half

said satisfied

are happy, my

the garden where breakfast had

mean his highness had breakfast?" I asked

is unwell," she said. If the

smile "thank you

lady?" his

"Yes"

"Please protect uncle Lucian"

"Why?" I asked curiously.

brothers or exile them. Unfortunately, most of them or almost all killed their brother to

A soldier who seemed to be a higher rank according to his clothes, maybe

I help you?" he

the crown prince

have gone to visit the king and I am sorry but no one else is allowed to visit," he said politely. I had a

we met before?"

brought you here on your wedding day." If he was one of Lucian's men

following

you safe" he said with his deep voice. Was the

escort you back, my lady. It's not safe for you

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