I sat on the bed waiting for Lucian to come after eating dinner without him yet another night. There were a lot of things we needed to talk about but I didn't want to fight with him again.

Because that's what you think about me. You think I am a beast who beats and kills people then you would think that I can burn them as well right?

His voice echoed in my head. I never thought of him as a beast I just thought that he was different. He looked hurt before walking out of the dining room as if he didn't want to see me again and I wondered if he really wouldn't come. Would I have to sleep alone again? I didn't even get the chance to thank him for bringing Lydia and Ylva.

I decided not to sleep alone and go look for him. I looked everywhere but couldn't find him. Where could he be?

"Do you know where I can find his highness?" I asked a guard.

"He is in the barn, Your highness."

I made my way to the barn where I found Lucian feeding his horse. It was dark inside and the only light came from the full moon. As if sensing my presence he looked around until his eyes landed on me.

"I was looking for you," I said walking closer to him.

"Why?" he asked clapping his horse.

"It's just that we have been fighting a lot lately and we never spend time together...I never see you these days and I just...I just.."

"You just what?" he said taking a step closer.

"I just want to spend time with you"

"Why?"

mean by why?"

he pulled me closer. "Why means why? why do you want to spend time with me? do you like me? do you miss me? do you want me? you're not scared anymore? that I might kill you, beat you, or burn you?" I could hear the hurt in

you scare me sometimes but you treat me well

with my answer but his eyes softened and he let go of my arm " It's late you should go to sleep, I will stay here

with you"

attention to his horse. I sat down on a haystack nearby where I could still see him and talk to

got no response. I tried to come up with something to talk about while my eyes studied him in the darkness. He looked different as if he belonged

to go for

to the corner of the barn. I saw nothing because it was too dark but walking closer I saw them. How could he see them from far away? Or maybe

I would change but walked almost

"You scared me."

need help getting out of

expect me to

dark" he smirked. It was true.

"I can manage myself"

you need help," he said and

to see that he wasn't nearby and began to undress, but yes it was really hard to untangle the ropes

he said and started to untie the back of my dress without waiting for a reply. Now and then his hand would touch

bother me. Lucian was waiting outside with his horse

you want to go?" he

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is fine,"

never felt so free before. We went to the market and walked among common people and I was so fascinated by the whole thing because I had never been to a market before and never walked

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