Masters & Lovers Box Set Three

Chapter 26

Klempner - Twenty-Six Years Ago

The air is glacial, but although the breeze whips through my hair, I’m not cold. Instead, invigorated, I feel strong and ready for anything.

Standing by the frozen sea, I watch the wind drawing snow across the ice in a whirling dervish of frozen granules that lash around my feet. And I think of the last time I did this, here, with her.

Valentine’s Day coming up… I’ll be back in time.

Get her a present…

What would she like?

Something regional? She loved Helsinki…

Some of the local food?

Then I remember her bending over the porcelain, throwing up gravlax and vodka in equal measure…

Maybe not…

Jewellery?

Still persuading her to wear the emeralds I gave her…

A piece of art?

?

?

Perfect.

I head for the town centre, searching for galleries and craft shops, not knowing just what I’m looking for.

But I’ll know it when I see it…

Most are full of the kind of useless knick-knacks that are met with an ‘Oh, how lovely. You shouldn’t have.” greeting, then get pushed to the back of the cupboard: I-Heart-Helsinki fridge-magnets, overpriced chocolates and tee-shirts, dolls in fake Laplander costumes.

Weirdly, some of the gift shops are stocked with mementoes which seem to me completely out of place. Who comes to Helsinki to buy posters of London buses or ‘New York They named it twice’ tee-shirts?

Am I missing something?

Nope…

And then, there it is.

Beautifully painted by some local artist with more Js and Ks in the name than English allows: a scene of the frozen sea, painted from almost where I stood only a couple of hours ago with ice grit-blasting my clothes. A couple stand hand-in-hand looking out over a glinting scene of white and blue, and in the distance, a lone figure sits fishing.

The price, like everything in Helsinki, is horrendous, but who cares? Money is nothing. Mitch is…

… Mitch.

Padded and carefully gift-wrapped, I tuck the package under my arm and head back for the ferry port.

Time to go home…

Home?

When did I ever think of home before?

She’s waiting.

*****

 

Michael

“How is she?”

“The same. Not good. I’d say she’s gotten past

loss

panicking over gaining

Both bereft…

…

What a fucking mess.

“… Discovering she has a psychopath for a parent. It’s going to take time and support to get

bridge of his nose, eyes squeezing closed for a moment. “I think,” he says, “part of the problem is that not

perfect father who

He rubs at the back of his

only thing that deals with it. We simply wait for her to come out of her funk. However…” I raise a forefinger… “… What we might

“Like?”

she last have a

Just sits there wallowing in pizza boxes and boil-in-a-minute noodles. I’m happy to cook anything we can get down her, but first, we have to get her attention.” He jerks his chin towards the lounge. “You want to get in there again? Give it another try? I think this needs

seat, rock the chair back, cross my ankles up on the table. “No, I don't think so.

eyes shift to

straightens up, plucks at a lip. “You might like to know,” I add, “that I turned on the

then, “Come on

hugging her knees, gazing slack-faced into the

What’s she thinking...?

… Feeling….?

Fear?

Loss?

?

?

Humiliation?

speaks. “Charlotte?” There’s no softness in his

her

arms folded, “I expect you to look at

then turns to face him.

“Come here.”

her self-hug to stand, then shuffles across the room to stand before him. “Yes, Master?” But

Yes… humiliation…

unwashed since God-knows-when, hangs in greasy rat-tails and her face is sallow. Clothes are creased, spotted with what look like

Doesn’t smell great either…

when we speak. Your face lowered in submission is acceptable. Your

Her voice chokes. “Master…”

Nothing has changed. Nothing. You are exactly the same person

won’t look at him. “But I’m not. I…” The words

Finally crying?

Good…

God’s sake let

what she wanted

to go. Even though you knew it

don’t say father… that does not mean he has any power over you. Klempner has no hold over you unless you give it to him. And you

but Charlotte does. And one of those choices is whether or not she lets something that is

her sobs subsiding a

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