Klempner - Twenty-Six Years Ago
The air is glacial, but although the breeze whips through my hair, I’m not cold. Instead, invigorated, I feel strong and ready for anything.
Standing by the frozen sea, I watch the wind drawing snow across the ice in a whirling dervish of frozen granules that lash around my feet. And I think of the last time I did this, here, with her.
Valentine’s Day coming up… I’ll be back in time.
Get her a present…
What would she like?
Something regional? She loved Helsinki…
Some of the local food?
Then I remember her bending over the porcelain, throwing up gravlax and vodka in equal measure…
Maybe not…
Jewellery?
Still persuading her to wear the emeralds I gave her…
A piece of art?
?
?
Perfect.
I head for the town centre, searching for galleries and craft shops, not knowing just what I’m looking for.
But I’ll know it when I see it…
Most are full of the kind of useless knick-knacks that are met with an ‘Oh, how lovely. You shouldn’t have.” greeting, then get pushed to the back of the cupboard: I-Heart-Helsinki fridge-magnets, overpriced chocolates and tee-shirts, dolls in fake Laplander costumes.
Weirdly, some of the gift shops are stocked with mementoes which seem to me completely out of place. Who comes to Helsinki to buy posters of London buses or ‘New York They named it twice’ tee-shirts?
Am I missing something?
Nope…
And then, there it is.
Beautifully painted by some local artist with more Js and Ks in the name than English allows: a scene of the frozen sea, painted from almost where I stood only a couple of hours ago with ice grit-blasting my clothes. A couple stand hand-in-hand looking out over a glinting scene of white and blue, and in the distance, a lone figure sits fishing.
The price, like everything in Helsinki, is horrendous, but who cares? Money is nothing. Mitch is…
… Mitch.
Padded and carefully gift-wrapped, I tuck the package under my arm and head back for the ferry port.
Time to go home…
Home?
When did I ever think of home before?
She’s waiting.
*****
Michael
“How is she?”
bowed. “The same. Not good. I’d say she’s gotten past denial, but I almost wish she’d cry… Get it out of her system. Instead,
mourning the loss of a
over gaining
Both bereft…
…
What a fucking mess.
“… Discovering she has a psychopath for a parent. It’s going
eyes squeezing closed for a moment. “I think,” he says, “part of the
father who never
back of his head. “How the hell do we
deals with it. We simply wait for her to come out of her funk. However…” I raise a forefinger… “… What we might try is to deal with the
“Like?”
she last have a bath? Or a
we got back. Just sits there wallowing in pizza boxes and boil-in-a-minute noodles. I’m happy to cook anything we can get down her, but first, we have to get her attention.” He jerks his chin towards the lounge. “You want to get in
a seat, rock the chair back, cross my ankles up on the table. “No, I don't think so. Not this time. On
to mine.
at a
silence, then, “Maybe you’re right.” He stares into nothing for a long second, then, “Come on then. You’d better be there too but stay in the
him through to the lounge. Charlotte sits on the couch, hugging her knees, gazing
What’s she thinking...?
… Feeling….?
Fear?
Loss?
?
?
Humiliation?
speaks. “Charlotte?” There’s no softness in his
maintaining her vigil of
arms folded, “I expect you to look at
to face him.
“Come here.”
to stand before him. “Yes, Master?” But she doesn’t
Yes… humiliation…
face is sallow. Clothes are creased, spotted with what look like tomato
Doesn’t smell great either…
am your Master. You will behave appropriately when we speak. Your face lowered in submission is acceptable. Your head
Her voice chokes. “Master…”
“Listen to me, Charlotte. Nothing has changed. Nothing. You are exactly the same person you were
I’m not. I…” The
Finally crying?
Good…
sake let
what she wanted and took on
“Charlotte faced down everything life threw at her. I saw you do it. I saw you auction yourself to the highest bidder; to me; because doing so would take you where you wanted to go. Even though you knew it was
terrorised your childhood and who threatened you with assault and gang-rape. And just because that man might be, genetically, your sire… I don’t say father… that does not mean he has any power over you. Klempner has no hold over
didn't have choices, but Charlotte does. And one of those choices is whether or not
her sobs subsiding a
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