Masters & Lovers Box Set Three

Chapter 26

Klempner - Twenty-Six Years Ago

The air is glacial, but although the breeze whips through my hair, I’m not cold. Instead, invigorated, I feel strong and ready for anything.

Standing by the frozen sea, I watch the wind drawing snow across the ice in a whirling dervish of frozen granules that lash around my feet. And I think of the last time I did this, here, with her.

Valentine’s Day coming up… I’ll be back in time.

Get her a present…

What would she like?

Something regional? She loved Helsinki…

Some of the local food?

Then I remember her bending over the porcelain, throwing up gravlax and vodka in equal measure…

Maybe not…

Jewellery?

Still persuading her to wear the emeralds I gave her…

A piece of art?

?

?

Perfect.

I head for the town centre, searching for galleries and craft shops, not knowing just what I’m looking for.

But I’ll know it when I see it…

Most are full of the kind of useless knick-knacks that are met with an ‘Oh, how lovely. You shouldn’t have.” greeting, then get pushed to the back of the cupboard: I-Heart-Helsinki fridge-magnets, overpriced chocolates and tee-shirts, dolls in fake Laplander costumes.

Weirdly, some of the gift shops are stocked with mementoes which seem to me completely out of place. Who comes to Helsinki to buy posters of London buses or ‘New York They named it twice’ tee-shirts?

Am I missing something?

Nope…

And then, there it is.

Beautifully painted by some local artist with more Js and Ks in the name than English allows: a scene of the frozen sea, painted from almost where I stood only a couple of hours ago with ice grit-blasting my clothes. A couple stand hand-in-hand looking out over a glinting scene of white and blue, and in the distance, a lone figure sits fishing.

The price, like everything in Helsinki, is horrendous, but who cares? Money is nothing. Mitch is…

… Mitch.

Padded and carefully gift-wrapped, I tuck the package under my arm and head back for the ferry port.

Time to go home…

Home?

When did I ever think of home before?

She’s waiting.

*****

 

Michael

“How is she?”

say she’s gotten past denial, but I almost wish she’d cry… Get

mourning the loss of

over

Both bereft…

…

What a fucking mess.

I say. “… Discovering she has a psychopath for a

squeezing closed for a moment. “I think,” he says, “part of the problem is that not knowing

father who never

rubs at the back of his head. “How the hell do we

out of her funk. However…” I raise a forefinger… “… What we might try is

“Like?”

when did she last have a bath? Or

get down her, but first, we have to get her attention.” He jerks his chin towards the lounge. “You want to get in there again? Give it another try?

cross my ankles up on the table. “No, I

to

reality.” James straightens up, plucks at a lip. “You might like to know,” I add, “that I turned on the

you’re right.” He stares into nothing for a long second, then, “Come on then. You’d better

hugging her knees, gazing slack-faced into the

What’s she thinking...?

… Feeling….?

Fear?

Loss?

?

?

Humiliation?

speaks. “Charlotte?” There’s no softness in

maintaining her

“I expect you to look at me when I

turns to

“Come here.”

before him. “Yes, Master?” But she doesn’t

Yes… humiliation…

spotted with what look like

Doesn’t smell great either…

to her. “Charlotte, I am your Master. You will behave appropriately when we

Her voice chokes. “Master…”

by the shoulders, pinning her, almost shaking her. “Listen to me, Charlotte. Nothing has changed. Nothing. You are exactly the same person you were

she won’t look at him. “But I’m not.

Finally crying?

Good…

God’s sake

your head. You are not Jenny, the child victim. You are Charlotte, the woman who reinvented herself, who knew what she

bidder; to me; because doing so would take you where you wanted to go. Even though you knew it was dangerous. Even though

man who terrorised your childhood and who threatened you with assault and gang-rape. And just because that man might be, genetically, your sire… I don’t say father… that does not mean he has any power over you. Klempner has

have choices, but Charlotte does. And one of those choices is whether or not she lets something that is part of her past

her sobs subsiding

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