Masters & Lovers Box Set Three

I twirl my fork into spaghetti tinted a brilliant green with pesto. Spaghetti is a food which, while I’m partial to it, I normally reserve for eating in decent privacy. There’s nothing like having sauce down the front of your shirt to ruin your credibility. However, given the nature of the conversation I want to have…

…. Promised to have….

… with Ryan, I accepted his recommendation.

Won’t do any harm to pass a few compliments to his relative…

And the food is indeed excellent.

“Parmesan?” Ryan passes me the grater. “They make the pesto here. Grow it themselves in the gardens at the back.”

“Really? Great idea. I’ll suggest it to Michael and Charlotte. He’s looking to build up the hotel restaurant and she’s looking for excuses to grow things.”

And I dry up.

How the hell to begin this…?

Ryan forks up pasta, chewing, sipping at an excellent white Sauvignon and occasionally glancing up at me. After a few minutes, he says, “So, what is it can I do for you, James? I gather it’s not related to the project?”

“No, it’s not. The fact is…”

The fork perches half-way to his mouth. “Yes?”

“We had an incident with Kirstie at work…”

His face clouds over. “An incident? What’s wrong? Her work’s not up to scratch? I’ll talk to…”

I interrupt. “Her work is excellent, and even if it weren’t, it would be Kirstie herself I would speak to about it, not you.”

His feathers settling, “What then?”

My mouth is dry. I swill a little wine around my mouth. “Kirstie came into work one morning, obviously upset.” Ryan’s head tilts. “She’d been crying and had tried to cover it up under the make-up. Even if her position did not place her on the front desk meeting the visitors, that is clearly not acceptable.”

“Crying? What was she crying about?” His expression is neutral, his voice flat.

“You didn’t know?”

“No. I didn’t. If I had, obviously I’d have gotten to the bottom of it myself. So, what did she say?”

“Straight off, nothing, but later she asked to see me.”

His face tightens. “To see you? Why did she want to see you? Is this to do with Charlotte?”

“No.” I scoop up more pasta, chewing slowly to buy myself thinking time. “Kirstie wanted to talk to me in my capacity as her friend and as a Dom.”

Ryan stiffens. “What?”

to ask my advice regarding… her relationship with

I understand you correctly? You have been discussing my

“Yes, but…”

He looks around, scowls and leans forward over the table. But his voice is lower. “What the fuck is my sex

all. Except that the only reason I had the conversation with Kirstie was that she

know how you met her? At the clubs in

help. Don’t you want

pressed flat, bolt upright in his seat, “Alright then, what

own rising

which won’t

“Kirstie is your sub…”

The syllable

I understand it, you are fairly new

juts then pushes down into

“So?”

that perhaps you haven’t caught all the nuances

about James?” Once more, heads turn in our direction, this time to meet the flash from his eyes and turn away again.

Stay cool…

phrase ‘The Doms have the control. The subs have the power.’ mean anything

of it, yes.

beginning to annoy

control, it is not unconditional, and it is not without limits. The sub always has the final

in his

has a safe word. And if that safe word is used, then it is for the Dom to stop whatever is happening. Not to question it. Not to get annoyed. To stop. That is at the

eating. The food lies forgotten in front of him and his hands are fisting. One of the waiters saunters over, radiating fake nonchalance.

Between gritted teeth, “Fine.”

to me. Then he retreats beyond

out of earshot, Ryan’s gaze rises to mine. “What exactly

“She tells me that…”

your

are involved, she calls her safe

away; face

Can’t leave it there…

Get the message home…

stop. That’s how it works. Otherwise, it’s not Domination, it’s bullying; abuse.

eyes, almost black, snap back to mine. Yanking the napkin from his lap he hurls it on the table,

could have

virulent green sauce unappetising, and the

take a mouthful of the wine, washing it around my mouth, but even that tastes

Crap…

I call for

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