Klempner - Twenty-Six Years Ago
She’s gone.
What now?
I stare out of the window of the apartment I bought for her, overlooking the harbour with its yachts and pleasure boats, ice-cream kiosks and artsy-craftsy shops. Sunshine glints outside on the water, gleams on fresh paint, blue and white, and on polished timber decks, then spills into the room. But there’s no warmth in it. Tugging my jacket around me, I hiss as pain stabs through my hand. Gashed flesh swollen and heated, seeps blood.
I should dress it…
…
Later…
I thought I had it.
I thought I had her.
I really did.
…
…
It’s so cold.
Walking through to the kitchen, I limp a little where my ankle twisted as I fell…
Would he really have run me down?
… then clumsily, working with one hand, I make coffee, splashing in a hefty measure of whiskey, then more until the cup teeters on overflowing.
You had me fooled, Larry. You really had me going. When you left, I was coming to see you… and then I saw them…
Returning with the drink to stand in the scant heat of the sunshine, I watch holidaymakers and tourists going about their moronic activities. Hot alcohol and caffeine sear a trail down my throat but still, there’s no warmth inside me.
She was coming to see me…
Coming to say she’d be with me…
Shivering, I drain the dregs.
Bitter as bile, churning and toxic, regret wells up inside me…
Enfolds me in its harsh embrace…
Overwhelms me…
There’s not enough air. Pain draws a band around my chest, tighter; ever tighter.
Dropping to my knees, I cover my face.
Hide from the world…
Is this all there is?
Hide from myself…
She ran to him…
me and
Conners...
up to
… Lighting the darkness.
another, sucking at the air until my head clears and I'm able to stand. Using the window ledge to support myself, I pull myself upright again,
against them; small, cold
?
object. A butterfly dangles from its chain, twinkling silver as it
How…?
?
?
something which strains
streaming from sliced fingers and
She was wearing it.
His gift…
boils inside me. Fists clenching, the pain lances through me, waking me, making me feel alive
Conners.
*****
James
in his
we
across there tomorrow and see what the area looks like. I don’t want a
not planning on knocking on
wouldn’t be right. But I want to check at least that there’s a
“Fair enough.”
*****
Michael
A classic city edge…
the address. Written in a careful hand, printed capitals,
of movement, but paintwork is fresh and clean; floral curtains drape inside, the door-knocker is of brightly polished
I can bring her
*****
Charlotte
leans back against the vehicle, arms folded, legs crossed at the ankle. My Master paces up and down a little, then settles, watching as I
at a downstairs window; movement
to move. My feet drag. My heart flutters and
Enough already…
knocker in one hand, I rap smartly on the door. It rat-tats, echoing through the
What if she answers?
Will I recognise her?
she know who
turning lock, the clunk of a bolt
face. A young man, perhaps thirty.
looking for
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