Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops

the fuck is

out of nowhere coming up

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never

understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I

on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

really blinded by love or

I'm still

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking

I knew it was no use

believe anything I

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away from

I noticed the dried blood that was still on

clean up from his

was I wasn't sure whose

before allowing herself to be dragged

said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

she at least do it ina language I

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes

reached down

he tensed up from my

hell are you

pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

I mean it was the least I could

weird look, furrowing

it impossible to do the

still

Good question, I don't really know

at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

you teach me to defend

to say after

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

my motives are

him, looking

in his eyes was now one

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

said, walking towards

outside the bathroom and looked towards

be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

everything he just did, I followed

I felt like

into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting for

got a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid in

him, looking

in that

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

hissed as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away from

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare,

brown eyes kept me frozen

about Axel in this moment was

searched his eyes trying to

couldn't exactly

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

went back

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers

snapped up to

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet,

of when my mother

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and

confused by Axel's sudden

there you go,

words rushed out of

daze, needing to be at

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

at the floor now, he looked

small frown

eyes harden back to the

I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted;

can give that to him,

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

only person here that

I never

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

me,’ I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see my teary

wrong? I could

started getting off my bed and walking towards

softly wrap around me,

not knowing how to really react to

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so

girl crying

what happened

on

to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how

shook my head not answering his

She'll probably want me

I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

why are

in a soft

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad