Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and

the fuck

of nowhere coming up from the

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never

understand what exactly

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

blinded by

I'm still afraid

can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

shaking

say something but I knew

anything I would

him to get Camila away

I noticed the dried blood that was still on

to clean up

I wasn't sure whose blood

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

what she said to me, but

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done for

already looking

them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

my mind I reached

and he tensed up from my

hell are

pulling his hand

I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

it was the least I could

a weird look, furrowing his

everyone make it impossible to

asked still looking at

Good question, I don't really

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was

can you teach me to defend myself if your

say

just accept my help? "Listen

are nothing but

him, looking back to

look in his

the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

Axel said, walking towards

then stopped outside the

be doctored, nurse

before walking

everything he just did, I followed after

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

hard and got a cleaning cloth

a first-aid

him, looking everywhere but

in

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

I

breathed out, stepping away

up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

kept me frozen in my

was different,

trying to understand

I couldn't exactly

his

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

instead I went back

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

snapped

action felt so foreign but yet, he

when my mother used to do the exact

on his knuckles and drew myself away

so confused

you

out of my

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least

better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a deep

frown made it's was

see his eyes harden back to the way they were

but I couldn't help

door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

what he

sure I can give that to him, not now

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

here that I

I never

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was

I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see my

What's wrong? I

getting off my bed and walking

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

stood there in his arms, not knowing how

hate how Rylan always seems to see me

girl crying

what happened

his cheek on the top of my

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all

head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably

been here less than a month and already made

why are you

in a soft but

I'm sure it's not even that