Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he saw the worried look that made its way onto

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

Axel said,

Rylan asked,

really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what exactly

he knew I was lying,

to make a move on

by

considered, I'm still afraid

can't believe I ever wanted to

spoke, shaking

to say something but I

anything I would

pushing him to get

blood that was

up from his fight with

was I wasn't sure whose

in Spanish before allowing herself

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

lungs, I knew this was far from over but

to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

reached down a grabbed his wounded

froze and he tensed up from

the hell are

pulling his

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

mean it was the least I could

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

does everyone make it impossible to

asked still looking at

I don't really

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in

can you teach me to defend myself if your hand

say after some

can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

are nothing but completely

him, looking

his eyes was now one

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom

be

walking into the

he just did, I

felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to

a cleaning cloth from the

a

asked him, looking

in

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who

water, and

I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping away

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

brown eyes kept me

this moment was different, the

searched his eyes trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

instead I went back to work

on his wounds when

head snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but

of when my mother used

his knuckles and drew

was so confused by Axel's sudden

there you go,

words rushed out of my

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

my shoulder to get one

was still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

were furrowed and small frown made it's was on

even see his eyes harden back

head but I couldn't help but feel

already see Rylan sitting on

what he

too sure I can give that to him,

Camila doesn't? I don’t

the only person here that I

to water, I never wanted to any

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not

want him to see my

I could never

my bed and walking towards

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

knowing how to really react to his caring

how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

girl

me what

cheek on the top

to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how

my head not answering

probably want me out of

I've been here less than a month and already made

why are you

a soft

help you, whatever it is I'm