Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look that made its way onto

the fuck

out of nowhere

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

you okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never

understand

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying,

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

either really blinded by love or is

considered, I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe

spoke, shaking

I knew it was no use and

believe anything I would have

pushing him to get Camila away

I noticed the dried blood that was

to clean up

was I wasn't sure

me in Spanish before allowing herself

what she said to me, but I'm

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the

this was far from over but it was done for

looking

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into

mind I reached

tensed up

the hell are

pulling his

told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

mean it was the least I

gave me a weird look, furrowing

does everyone make it impossible to do the right

still

question, I don't really

it to him to see that his hand heals

how can you teach me to

to say after

to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’

promise my motives are nothing

looking back

look in his eyes was now one of

weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

Axel said, walking

outside the bathroom and looked

be doctored, nurse

before walking into

by everything he just did,

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom

got a cleaning cloth from

there a

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked back

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed

hissed as I

out, stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness was

kept me frozen in my

this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and

on his mind, but

went back to work cleaning

about to put the band-aid on his wounds

snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

me of when my mother

placed the band-aid on his knuckles

confused by Axel's sudden

there you go, all

words rushed out of my

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

were furrowed and small frown made it's was on his

even see his eyes harden back to

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the

door to already see Rylan

what he

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

here that I somewhat

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the

hate me,’ I muttered, not

didn’t want him to see

What's wrong? I could never hate

off my bed and walking towards

his arms softly wrap around me,

arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

to see me like this, so emotionally

girl

what happened

cheek on

tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell

shook my head not

think? She'll probably want me out of her

either, I've been here less

are you

in a soft

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad