Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its

fuck is

erupted out of

this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

okay?’ Rylan asked,

wasn't but I would never admit that

understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

either really blinded by

I'm

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

shaking her

mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him

noticed the dried blood that was still on his

yet to clean up from his fight

part was I wasn't

before allowing herself to be dragged

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of my

lungs, I knew this was far from over but

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

mind I reached down a grabbed

froze and he tensed up from my

hell are you

his hand

him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

persisted, I mean it was the least

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

everyone make it impossible to do the

still

Good question, I don't

at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my

you teach me to defend myself

say after

seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated

promise my motives are nothing

him, looking

his eyes was

the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

fine,’ Axel said, walking

outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be

before walking into

he just

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

got a cleaning cloth from the

a

asked him, looking

in

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

wet the cloth with warm water, and

I

breathed out, stepping away

to meet his stare, our closeness

kept me

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

to ask what was on his mind, but

instead I went back

wounds when

snapped

action felt so foreign but yet, he

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact

band-aid on his knuckles and

was so confused by

you go, all

out of

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be

my shoulder to get one last

the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

and small frown made

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

to already see Rylan

what he wanted; an

too sure I can give that to him, not

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

the only person here that I somewhat

starting to water, I never wanted

I couldn't help the guilty feeling

me,’ I muttered, not looking at

to see my teary

I

started getting off my

wrap around

arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

Rylan always seems to see me like this, so

girl crying over

me what

on the top

to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out

shook my head not answering

Rose think? She'll probably want

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already

are

in a soft

you, whatever it is I'm