Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way

fuck is

out of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

Rylan asked, looking

head, I really wasn't but I

don't understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

either really blinded by love or is seriously

I'm still afraid for

"I can't believe I ever wanted to be

spoke, shaking her

something but I knew it was no

wouldn't believe anything I would

pushing him to get Camila away

noticed the dried blood that was still on his

to clean up

I wasn't

in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

already looking at me,

into those big brown eyes for too long I would see

my mind I reached

froze and he tensed

hell

asked pulling his hand

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

was the

gave me a weird look, furrowing

impossible to do the

still

Good question, I don't really know why I

like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

how can you teach me to defend

to say after some

be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’

my motives are

assured him, looking back

his eyes was

I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

stopped outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored,

before walking into the

by everything he just

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning

there a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was

wet the cloth with warm water, and

hissed as I rubbed the

stepping

meet his stare, our closeness was messing

eyes kept me

moment was different, the usual badass exterior

trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

and looked

mind,

went back to work

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

snapped

doing? The small action felt so foreign but

it reminded me of when my mother used to do

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and

confused by

there you go, all

rushed out

in a daze, needing to be

get one last

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's was on

even see his eyes

my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

already see Rylan sitting on

what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

the only person here

starting to water, I never wanted

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

I muttered,

him to see my

wrong? I

getting off my

I felt his arms softly wrap

not knowing how

always seems to see me like this,

girl

what happened

his cheek on the

to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how

head not answering his

will Rose think? She'll probably want

I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

are

a soft but somewhat demanding

I'm sure it's