Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

lunatic outta here,’ Axel said,

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

really wasn't but I would never

understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

blinded by love

considered, I'm still afraid

rapist! "I can't believe

spoke, shaking

my mouth to say something but I

anything I would have

Axel said, pushing him to get

dried blood that was still

clean up from his fight

was I wasn't

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself

what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

my lungs, I knew this was far

just to see him already looking

if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for

reached down a grabbed his wounded hand

and he tensed up from my

hell are you

his hand

him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

persisted, I mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

does everyone make it impossible to do

still looking at

don't really know

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly

how can you teach me to

say after

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

are nothing but completely

him, looking

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now

I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said,

stopped outside the

ready to be

before walking into the

he just did,

like someone threw

just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

a cleaning

a first-aid

him, looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

walked back over to

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

hissed as I rubbed

out, stepping

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me frozen in my

about Axel in this moment was different, the usual

eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and

his mind, but I already

went back to work cleaning his

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers

head snapped

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

of when my mother used

the band-aid on his

confused by Axel's sudden

there you go, all

out of

needing to be at

to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of

staring down at the floor now, he looked as

and small frown made it's was on

see his eyes harden back to the way they

my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

door to already see Rylan sitting on

what he wanted; an

not too sure I can give that to him, not now

doesn't? I don’t think I could

here that I somewhat

starting to water, I never wanted to any of

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty

me,’ I muttered, not looking at

want him to see my

wrong? I

started getting off my bed and walking

when I felt his arms softly wrap

in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

seems to see me like

the girl

me what

his cheek on the top of

I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all

head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably want

either, I've been here less

are you

a soft

I'm sure it's not