Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

the worried look that made

the fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand

knew I was lying,

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking

say something but I knew it was no use

anything I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him

blood that

up from his fight with

wasn't sure

at me in Spanish before allowing herself to

no idea what she said to me, but

least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

looked away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

mind I reached down a grabbed his

tensed up

the hell are

pulling his hand

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

persisted, I mean it was the

gave me a weird look, furrowing his

make it impossible to do

still

Good question, I don't really know why

see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

teach me to defend myself if

say after

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

are nothing

looking back to his

look in his eyes was now

for the past 2 weeks I

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be doctored, nurse

walking into

he just did, I followed

going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning

there a

looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping

looking up to meet his stare, our

brown eyes kept me

Axel in this moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to understand the

couldn't

crept onto his

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew

went back to work

band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped

felt so foreign but yet,

my

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself

so confused by Axel's

there you go,

words rushed out of my untrained

a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in

frown made it's was on his

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to

my head but I couldn't

door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give that to him,

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

person here that

starting to water, I never wanted to any of

couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

I muttered,

him to see

wrong? I could never

off my bed

arms softly wrap

not knowing how to really react to his caring

to see me like this, so

the girl crying

me what

cheek on the top of my

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of

shook my head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out

blame her either, I've been here less than

are

asked in a soft but somewhat

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad