Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

Rylan asked, looking me

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that

don't understand what

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

blinded by love or

considered, I'm still afraid for

"I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

shaking her

something but I knew it was no use

anything I

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away

dried blood that was still

clean up from

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood

before allowing herself

to me, but I'm guaranteeing

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done for

at Axel just to see him already looking at me,

into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up from

the hell

asked pulling his

him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off into

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

was the least

a weird look, furrowing

impossible to do the right thing?

asked still looking at

don't really know why

see that

to defend myself if

say after some

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

are

looking back

his eyes was now one

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

said, walking towards

the bathroom

to be doctored,

smirked before walking into the

by everything he just did, I followed

me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

the bathroom to see

swallowed hard and got a

a first-aid in

looking

there in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

I rubbed the

out, stepping away

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen

this moment was different, the usual

trying to

couldn't exactly

his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

and

mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

back to

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

head snapped

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign

of when my mother used to do the exact

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

confused

you go,

rushed out of my

a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

furrowed and small frown made it's was

his eyes harden

image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my

he

can

if Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

the only person here that I somewhat trust

eyes starting to water, I

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

to

What's wrong? I could never hate

my bed

when I felt his arms softly wrap

his arms, not knowing how to really

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

the girl

what

on

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates

shook my head not

think? She'll probably

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made

why are you

a soft but somewhat

help you, whatever it is I'm