Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and

fuck

out of nowhere

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

Rylan

I really wasn't but I

don't understand

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

on her

by love or

things considered, I'm

rapist! "I can't

shaking

something but I knew

anything I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away

dried blood that was still on

clean up

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

me in Spanish before

idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language

I knew this was far from over but it was

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even

if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

froze and he tensed

hell

pulling his

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

was

weird look, furrowing his

it impossible to do

asked still looking at

don't really

see that his hand heals properly since it was my

can you teach me to defend myself

decided to say

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

motives are nothing but

assured him, looking back to his

his eyes

weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

stopped outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored, nurse

walking into the

everything he just did, I followed after

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel

swallowed hard and got a cleaning

a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere but

in

He pointed out.

out and walked back

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

as I rubbed

out, stepping

to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

eyes kept me frozen in my

in this moment was different, the

eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly pinpoint

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he

back to work cleaning his

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

me of when my mother used to do the exact

on his knuckles and drew myself away from

so confused

there you go, all

words rushed out of my

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

now he was staring down at the floor

furrowed and small frown made

his eyes harden back to

out of my head but I

see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

knew what he wanted; an

I can give that to him, not

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

only person here

water, I never wanted

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

him to see

I

started getting off my bed

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how to

to see me like this, so emotionally

the girl

what

whispered, resting his cheek on the

what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell

shook my head

probably want me out

blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

why are

a soft but

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that