Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried

fuck is going

out of

Axel said, pushing Camila

Rylan asked,

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit

don't understand what exactly

I was lying, and I knew this conversation

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

either really blinded by love or

considered, I'm still

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

shaking

mouth to say something but I knew

believe anything I would

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to

noticed the dried blood that was still

up from his

was I wasn't

me in Spanish before allowing herself to

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the

relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

into those big

mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

was

look, furrowing his eyebrows

make it impossible

asked still

don't really know

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was

teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

say

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

promise my motives are

looking back

in his eyes was now

the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of

fine,’ Axel said,

outside the bathroom and

to be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking into

just did, I followed

going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a

him, looking

there in

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel,

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

as I rubbed

stepping away

meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

me

in this moment was

trying to understand

couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

on his mind, but I

went back to work cleaning his

was just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when

head snapped

felt so

of when my mother used to

on his knuckles and drew

confused by Axel's sudden

you

words rushed out of my

in a daze, needing to be at least a

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel

on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was

frown made it's was on

his eyes harden back to the way they were

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

my bedroom door to already see

what he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not now

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

here that

water, I never

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

I muttered, not looking at

to see

What's wrong? I could

getting off my bed and walking

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around

not knowing

how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so

the girl

me what happened

resting his cheek on

tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel

my head not

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out

been here less than a month and

why are

asked in a soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that