Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto

fuck is

of nowhere coming up

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what

disbelief, he knew I was

to make a move on her

really blinded by

I'm still afraid for

can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

to say something but I knew

anything I would

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him

I noticed the dried blood that

has yet to clean up from

wasn't sure whose

before allowing herself to be dragged away

idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at

I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed

the hell

asked pulling his

him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

it was

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

make it impossible to do the right thing?

asked still

question, I don't really know

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

teach me to defend myself if your

decided to say

my words, why can't he just accept my help?

promise my motives are nothing but

him, looking back to his

look in his eyes was now one

weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

Axel said, walking

the bathroom and looked

be doctored,

smirked before walking into

by everything he just did, I followed after

to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into

walked into the bathroom to see

a cleaning cloth

a first-aid

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly

warm water, and

as I rubbed the

out, stepping

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

kept me frozen in my

Axel in this moment was

his eyes trying to understand the strange

couldn't

undeniable emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I

I went back to work cleaning

band-aid on his wounds

head snapped up to

small action felt so foreign but

me of when my mother used

on his knuckles and drew myself

confused by Axel's sudden

you

out

daze, needing to

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at

was still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was

furrowed and small frown made it's

see his eyes harden back to the way

head but I couldn't help

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not now

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

here that I

could feel my eyes starting to water, I

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

don't hate me,’ I

him to see my

What's wrong? I could never

off my bed and walking towards

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me,

in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

hate how Rylan always seems to see me

girl crying over

what happened

his cheek on the top

do to me? Or why Camila hates

head not answering his

She'll probably want me out of

been here less than a month and already made trouble

are

in a soft but somewhat demanding

I'm sure it's not even