Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck

erupted out of

said,

Rylan

I really wasn't but I would never

don't understand

I was lying, and I knew

tried to make a move on

by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

shaking

I knew it was

wouldn't believe anything I would

him to get Camila

the dried blood that was still on

yet to clean up from his fight with

I wasn't

She sneered at me in Spanish before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm

she at least do it ina language I could understand?I

relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over

him already looking at me,

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

from my mind I reached down a grabbed his

and he tensed

hell are you

pulling his hand away from

him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

I mean it was the least I

weird look,

does everyone make it impossible to

still

Good question, I don't really know why I

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

to defend myself if

say after some

accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

promise my motives are nothing

him, looking back to his

his

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw

fine,’ Axel said,

the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

everything he just did, I followed

I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid

looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

as I rubbed

stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

eyes kept me

was different, the

trying to understand

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

went back to

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

snapped up to

The small action felt so foreign but yet,

fact, it reminded me of when my

on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused by Axel's sudden

you go,

out

needing to be at least a thousand feet

my better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one

sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a

were furrowed and small frown made it's

swore I could even see his eyes harden

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

already see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted;

not too sure I can give that

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I

only person here that I somewhat trust

starting to water, I never wanted

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

hate me,’ I

didn’t want him to see my

wrong? I could never

my

arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

the girl

what happened

cheek on the

supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't

my head not

will Rose think? She'll probably

here less than a

why are

soft but somewhat

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not