Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing

fuck

out of nowhere coming up from

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

but I would never admit that to

don't understand what

disbelief, he knew I was

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

either really blinded by love or

things considered, I'm still

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

shaking

something but I knew it was

believe anything I would have

Axel said, pushing him to get

I noticed the dried blood that was

to clean up from his

part was I wasn't sure whose blood

before allowing herself to be dragged away

had absolutely no idea what she said to me,

insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

knew this was far from over but it was done for

just to see him already looking at me,

staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

I reached down a

tensed up

the hell are

pulling his

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

I mean it was the least I

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

impossible to do the

asked still looking at

question, I don't really know why I

him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

to defend

to say after

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help?

are nothing

looking back

his eyes was now one

2 weeks I never saw any

Axel said,

outside the

to be doctored,

smirked before walking

everything he just did,

to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed

just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

a cleaning cloth

there a

him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

as I rubbed the

stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness

me frozen

this moment was

eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

emotion crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

and looked away

mind, but

I went back

wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped up to

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

of when my mother used to do

band-aid on his knuckles

was so confused

there you go,

out of

needing to be at least

one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

furrowed and small frown made it's was

even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

see Rylan sitting on

knew what he wanted;

can give that to him,

I don’t think I could

here that I

to water, I never wanted to

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was

I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see my teary

wrong? I could

started getting off my

arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

to

the girl crying

what happened

cheek on

How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how

my head not answering his

will Rose think? She'll probably want

either, I've been here less than a month and

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat

is I'm sure it's