Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its

fuck

erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

nodded my head, I really wasn't but

understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

by love or is

things considered, I'm still afraid

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking

but I knew it was no use and shut

I would have said

said, pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that was still on his

to clean up

wasn't sure whose

before allowing herself to be

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down

this was far from

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his

into those big brown eyes for

mind I reached down a grabbed

he tensed up

hell are you

asked pulling his hand away

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

it was

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible

asked still looking

Good question, I don't really know why I

to see that his hand heals properly since it was my

teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

say after

can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

motives are nothing

looking back to his

faraway look in his eyes

the least, for the past 2 weeks I

Axel said, walking

outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking

he just did, I

me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the

a

there a first-aid

looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked back over to

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

I

out, stepping away

looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me

this moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

an undeniable emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

and looked away

ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

I went back to work cleaning

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds

snapped

small action felt so foreign but yet,

me of when my mother used to do the exact same

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused

you

out of my

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

my better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made

even see his eyes harden back to the way they

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted;

too sure I can give that to him,

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

here that

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

get me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not

to see

What's wrong? I

off my bed and

felt his arms softly wrap

knowing how to really react to

to see me like this, so

girl crying over

me what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top

I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how

head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

here less than a

are

soft but somewhat demanding

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad