Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops

fuck is going

out of nowhere coming

said,

Rylan asked, looking me

wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what exactly

look of disbelief, he knew I

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

by

I'm still afraid

"I can't believe I ever wanted

spoke, shaking

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it was

I would have said

said, pushing him to get Camila away

noticed the dried blood that was still on his

to clean up

I wasn't

before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes

I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

my mind I reached

and he tensed

hell are you

his

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

it was the least

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

everyone make it impossible to do the right

still

question, I don't really know why

see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

can you teach me to defend

say after

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said

are nothing but completely

assured him, looking back to his

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now

2 weeks I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

stopped outside the

be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

by everything he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

a cleaning

a

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked back over to Axel, who was

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began

as I rubbed the

out, stepping away

made the mistake of looking up to meet

brown eyes kept me frozen

in this moment was different, the usual badass

trying

couldn't exactly pinpoint

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and looked

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

went back to work cleaning his

wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

head snapped up to

small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used to

on his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused by Axel's

you

rushed out

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last

but now he was staring down at the

were furrowed and small frown made

even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted;

sure I can

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

the only person here that I somewhat trust

water, I never wanted to any of

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see my

wrong? I could never

getting off my bed and walking towards

when I felt his arms softly wrap

knowing how

hate how Rylan always seems to see

girl crying

me what happened

cheek on the top of my

tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

shook my head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably want

either, I've been here less than a month

why are

in a soft but somewhat demanding

is I'm sure