Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he saw the worried look that made its way onto

the fuck is going

of nowhere

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

my head, I really wasn't but I would

understand what

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

a move on her boyfriend, which

really blinded by

considered, I'm still afraid

"I can't believe I ever wanted to be

shaking her

say something but I knew it was no use

believe anything I would have said

said, pushing him to get Camila

dried blood that was still on his

to clean up from

part was I wasn't sure whose blood

sneered at me in Spanish before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

I knew this

just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up from

the hell

his hand away from

him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

was the least

weird look, furrowing his

make it impossible to

asked still

I don't really know

owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

can you teach me to defend myself if your hand

say after some

by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

are nothing but completely

looking back to

his

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom and

ready to be

smirked before walking into the

everything he just did,

going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

I walked into the bathroom to

a cleaning

there a first-aid

looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began

hissed as I rubbed the

out, stepping

up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me frozen in my

was

searched his eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

and looked

what was on his mind, but

went back to work

wounds when I felt fingers

head snapped

doing? The small action felt so foreign but

of when my mother used to

placed the band-aid on his

was so confused by Axel's

you

words rushed out of my

the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in

were furrowed and small frown made

his eyes harden back to the way they were

image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

knew what he wanted;

sure I can give that to him, not now

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

the only person here that

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

I

didn’t want him to

I

started getting off my bed and walking towards

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

there in his arms, not knowing how

how Rylan always seems to see me like

girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on

do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

just shook my head not answering his

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

been here less than a month and already made

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat demanding

me help you, whatever it is I'm