Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and

fuck is going

erupted out of nowhere

this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked,

but I would never admit that to

understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

really blinded by love

I'm

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

spoke, shaking her

I knew it was no use

wouldn't believe anything I

pushing him

noticed the dried blood

clean up from his

wasn't sure

Spanish before allowing herself to

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

she was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they

knew this was far from over but it was done for

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

if I kept staring into those big

from my mind I reached down a grabbed his

froze and he tensed up from

the hell

asked pulling his

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was the least

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

does everyone make it impossible to do the

still looking at

don't really

least owed it to him to see that his hand

can you teach me to defend myself if

decided to say

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

are

assured him, looking back to his

in his

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I

Axel said, walking towards the

the bathroom and looked towards

be

walking into

just did, I followed

felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

the bathroom to see Axel

hard and got a cleaning

there a

asked him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked back

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

hissed as I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

was different, the usual badass exterior

his eyes trying

couldn't

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

his mind, but I already

went back

to put the band-aid on his wounds

snapped up

doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

my

band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

so confused by

you

out of my

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance

at the floor now, he

small frown

even see his eyes harden back to the

head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted; an

too sure I can give that to

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

the only person here that I somewhat

to water, I never wanted to any of this to

anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

hate me,’ I muttered, not

didn’t want him to see my

What's wrong? I could

getting off my bed

felt his arms softly wrap around

his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so

the girl crying

me what

his cheek on the top of

me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I

shook my head not answering his

Rose think? She'll probably want me

less than a

why are you

soft

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that