Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto

the fuck

confused voice erupted out of nowhere

here,’ Axel said, pushing

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

my head, I really wasn't but I would never

don't understand

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

blinded by love or

things considered, I'm

"I can't believe

spoke, shaking her

something but I knew it was no use and shut

anything I would have

said, pushing him to get Camila away

when I noticed the dried blood

up from

sad part was I wasn't sure

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of my

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done for

looking at me, his

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing in

mind I reached down a grabbed his

froze and he tensed up from

hell

his hand

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

persisted, I mean it was the least

look, furrowing

everyone make it impossible to do the right

asked still looking at

question, I don't really

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since

to defend myself if

decided to say after some

my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking

in his eyes

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never

Axel said, walking towards

then stopped outside the

be doctored,

walking into

just did, I followed after

help him? I felt like

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom

got a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid in

asked him, looking

there in

He pointed out.

out and walked back over

and grabbed his

I rubbed

out, stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet his stare,

brown eyes kept me frozen

moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

instead I went back

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

reminded me of when my mother used

the band-aid on his knuckles

was so confused

you go,

out of

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

get one last glance at Axel before making

he was staring down at the floor now, he

frown made it's was on

see his eyes harden back to the way

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel

door to already see

knew what he wanted; an

not too sure I can

I don’t think I could

person here

I never wanted to

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the

I muttered, not

him to see my teary

wrong? I could

getting off my bed and walking towards

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

not knowing how

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like

the girl crying over

what

his cheek on the top

supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

shook my head not answering

Rose think? She'll probably want me out

less than a month and already made trouble

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even