Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

you okay?’ Rylan

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I would

don't understand what

I was lying, and

make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

either really blinded by love or is seriously

I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe

spoke, shaking

to say something but I knew it was

I would

him to

dried blood that was still

up from his fight

wasn't sure whose blood it

me in Spanish before allowing herself to

absolutely no idea what she said to

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would

thoughts from my mind I reached

tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand away

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

I mean it was the

weird look, furrowing

everyone make it impossible to do the right

asked still looking at

question, I don't

to see that his

can you teach me to defend myself if your

decided to say

accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t

promise my motives are nothing

looking back to his

his eyes was now one of

weeks I never saw any

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

be doctored, nurse

before walking into

just did, I followed

like

nurse? I walked into the

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid

asked him, looking

there in

He pointed out.

and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began

as I rubbed

stepping away from

meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

me frozen in

moment was different, the usual

his eyes trying to

I couldn't exactly

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

ask what was on his mind, but

instead I went back to

wounds when I felt

snapped

felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

it reminded me of when my mother

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

so confused by Axel's

you go,

out of my untrained

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at

frown made it's was

even see his eyes harden back to

image out of my head but I couldn't help but

already see Rylan sitting on my

knew what he

not too sure I can give that to him, not

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

only person here that I somewhat

I never wanted to any of this

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

I muttered, not looking

to see

wrong? I could

getting off my bed

his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

stood there in his arms, not knowing

how Rylan always seems to see me

the girl

me what happened

cheek on

tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how

shook my head not answering his

Rose think? She'll probably

either, I've been here less than a month

why are you

in a soft

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad