Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops

the fuck is

of nowhere coming

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

Rylan asked, looking me

wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what exactly

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

by love or

considered, I'm still afraid for

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

spoke, shaking

my mouth to say something but I knew

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get

I noticed the dried blood that was still

to clean up

was I wasn't sure whose blood it

Spanish before allowing herself to

to me, but I'm

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

I kept staring into those

thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

tensed up

hell

pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

persisted, I mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

does everyone make it impossible to do the

asked still looking at

Good question, I don't really know why

owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it

how can you teach me to defend myself

say after some

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean

motives are nothing

looking

dark, faraway look in his eyes

past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said,

outside the

be

walking

by everything he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

warm water, and grabbed his

as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away

mistake of looking up to meet

brown eyes kept me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was different, the

searched his eyes trying to understand

couldn't exactly pinpoint

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

to ask what was on his mind,

back to work cleaning

was just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

snapped up

felt so foreign but

it reminded me of when my

on his knuckles and

was so confused by

you

words rushed out of

in a daze, needing

to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of the

now he was staring down at the

furrowed and small frown made it's was

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to

image out of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting on my

knew what he wanted; an

I can give that to him, not

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

only person here that I somewhat trust

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

I muttered,

him to see

I could never hate

off my

softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

knowing how to

Rylan always seems to see me like

girl crying over

me what

on

am I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all people was defending

my head

think? She'll probably want me

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made

why are

a soft but somewhat demanding

help you, whatever it is I'm