Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops

the fuck is

of nowhere coming up from

outta here,’ Axel said,

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

on her boyfriend, which I guess I

either really blinded by love or is

things considered, I'm still

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

shaking her

my mouth to say something but I

I would have

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away from

noticed the dried blood

yet to clean up

sad part was I wasn't

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

absolutely no idea what she said to me,

it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of my

my lungs, I knew this was far

over at Axel just to see him already looking at

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown

reached down a grabbed his

tensed

the hell are

pulling his

told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

I mean it was the least I could

look, furrowing

does everyone make it impossible

still

I don't

that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

how can you teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

say

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help?

are nothing but

looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one

I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

said, walking towards

outside the bathroom and looked towards

to be doctored,

before walking into

he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

a cleaning cloth

there a

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

with warm water, and grabbed his

I

breathed out, stepping away

looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me

Axel in this moment was different, the

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't

onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

I went back

wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped

action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

it reminded me of when my mother used

band-aid on his knuckles and

was so confused

there you go, all

out of

daze, needing to be at least a

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel

at the floor now, he looked as

and small frown made it's was on

see his eyes harden back to the

get the image out of my head but I couldn't

door to already see

he wanted; an

sure I can give that to him, not

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

the only person here that I somewhat trust

starting to water, I never wanted to any

couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

me,’ I muttered,

to

What's wrong? I could never

off my bed and walking

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

girl crying

what

resting his cheek on the top

happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or

just shook my head not answering

think? She'll probably want me out of

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less

are

asked in a soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's