Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing

fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

really wasn't but

understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

by love or is seriously

things considered, I'm

borderline rapist! "I can't believe

shaking her

but I

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

him to

noticed the dried blood that was still on

up from his

part was I wasn't

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

she said to me, but I'm

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done

to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too

reached down

tensed up from my

hell are

his hand

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was the least I could

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

does everyone make it impossible

asked still looking

Good question, I don't really know why

that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in

to defend

decided to say after some

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

motives are

assured him, looking back

his eyes was now

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

then stopped outside the bathroom and

to be doctored,

walking

by everything he just did, I followed after

him? I felt like someone threw me into

into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from the

there a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who

cloth with warm water, and grabbed

I rubbed the

out, stepping away from

meet his stare,

eyes kept me frozen in

this moment was different, the

eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew

back to work

his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

head snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

when my mother used to do

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused

you go,

words rushed out

in a daze, needing to be at least a

to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

now he was staring down at the floor now,

furrowed and small frown

could even see his eyes harden back to

but I couldn't help but

opened my bedroom door to already see Rylan

knew what he wanted;

can give

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

the only person here that I somewhat

water, I never wanted to any of this to

couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

me,’ I muttered, not looking at

want him to

What's wrong? I could never

getting off my bed

his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react

seems to see me like this, so

the girl crying over

what happened

on

was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight?

just shook my head not answering

probably want me out

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month

are

in a soft but

is I'm