Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried

the fuck

out of nowhere coming

this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

Rylan

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I would

don't understand

knew I

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

by love or

considered, I'm

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking

mouth to say something but I knew

wouldn't believe anything I would

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get

the dried blood that was still

clean up from his fight

wasn't

Spanish before allowing herself to

no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out

this was far

at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

my mind I reached down

and he tensed

hell are

pulling his hand away from

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

persisted, I mean it was the least I could

look, furrowing his eyebrows

does everyone make it impossible to do the right thing?

still looking at

Good question, I don't really

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

can you teach me to defend myself

to say after

my words, why can't he just accept

my motives are nothing

looking back to his

look in his eyes was

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

outside the bathroom

be

before walking

everything he just did,

felt like someone threw me into

the

hard and got a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid

looking

there in

He pointed out.

and walked

and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

hissed as I

out, stepping

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

searched his eyes trying

couldn't

his face,

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

what was on his mind, but I already knew he

I went back

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

head snapped

felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

me of when my

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused

there you

rushed out of my untrained

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of the

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he

were furrowed and small frown made it's

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they

to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

opened my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

he wanted;

too sure I can give that to

if Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

here

feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

hate me,’ I muttered,

him to see my teary

I could never

off my bed and

softly wrap around me, pulling

in his arms, not knowing how

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

girl

what happened

his cheek on the

me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

head not

Rose think? She'll probably want

been here less than a month and already made trouble

why are you

soft

I'm sure it's not even that bad