Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

the fuck is

out of nowhere

lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of

okay?’ Rylan

wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

on her boyfriend,

really blinded by love

I'm still afraid for

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

I would have

pushing him to get Camila away from

dried blood that

to clean up from his

part was I wasn't sure whose blood

before allowing herself to be

she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down

relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

already looking

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

and he tensed

the hell are

his hand

him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

I mean it was

look, furrowing his eyebrows

it impossible to do the right thing?

asked still looking

I don't really know

at least owed it to him to see that his

to defend myself if your hand gets

to say

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean

motives are

looking back to his

in his eyes was now one of

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw

Axel said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be doctored,

walking into the

everything he just did, I

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like

just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

got a cleaning cloth from

there a

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

the ad-kit out and walked back over to

with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

as I rubbed the

out, stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet

kept me frozen

was different, the usual

trying

I couldn't

onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

on his mind, but

I went back to work cleaning his

on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped up

action felt

when my

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and

was so confused by

there you

out of my

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a deep

furrowed and small frown made it's was on his

see his eyes harden

but I couldn't help but feel responsible

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on

he wanted;

too sure I can give that to

doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

only person here

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

I muttered, not looking

him to see my teary

I

my

wrap around me, pulling me

knowing how to really react to his

seems to see me like

girl crying

me what happened

resting his cheek on the top

supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of

just shook my head not

Rose think? She'll probably want me out of

her either, I've been here less than a month and already

are you

a soft

help you, whatever it is I'm