Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

himself when he saw the worried look

fuck is going

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

wasn't but I would

don't understand

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

make a move on her boyfriend,

really blinded by love or

I'm still afraid for

can't believe I ever wanted to be

spoke, shaking her

but I knew it was no

believe anything I would

him to

dried blood that was still on his

to clean up from his fight

I wasn't sure whose blood

before allowing herself to be dragged away

she said to me,

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared

this was far from over but it

to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for

reached down a grabbed his wounded

froze and he tensed

the hell are you

asked pulling his

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

it was the

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

does everyone make it impossible to do the

still

question, I don't really

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

me to defend myself if your

say

by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

motives are nothing but completely

him, looking back

look in his

the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

said,

then stopped outside the

to be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

by everything he just did, I

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting for

got a cleaning cloth

a first-aid in

looking

there in

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

with warm water, and grabbed his hand

I

stepping

to meet his stare, our closeness was

me frozen in my

in this moment was different,

eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly

undeniable emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

and looked away

was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

I went back to

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

head snapped up to

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so

fact, it reminded me of when my

on his

so confused by

you

rushed out of my

daze, needing to be at least a

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at

staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's was

could even see his eyes harden back to

head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted; an

can give

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

the only person here

starting to water, I never wanted

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the

hate me,’ I

didn’t want him to see

What's wrong? I could

started getting off my bed and

his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

there in his arms, not knowing how to

seems to see me like this,

the girl crying

me what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top

supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

just shook my head

think? She'll probably want

I've been here less than a month and already

why are

a soft but somewhat demanding

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad