Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look

fuck

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit

don't understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying,

to make a move on her

really blinded by love or is seriously

considered, I'm still afraid for

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

shaking her

my mouth to say something but I

wouldn't believe anything I would

said, pushing him to get Camila away

when I noticed the dried blood that was still

up

wasn't sure

in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

ina language I could understand?I watched as they

I knew this

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

staring into those big brown eyes

reached down a grabbed

froze and he tensed up from my

the hell are you

pulling his hand

to clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

it was the least

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

make it impossible to do the

still looking

I don't

that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in

teach me to defend

decided to say after some

to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

are

assured him, looking back

in his eyes

past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

said, walking towards

stopped outside the bathroom and looked

to be

before walking into the

everything he just did,

I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

the bathroom to see Axel sitting

and got a cleaning cloth from

there a first-aid in

him, looking everywhere but

in that

He pointed out.

and walked back over to

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

eyes kept me frozen in

in this moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to

I couldn't

onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

was on his mind, but I

went back to work cleaning his

his wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

of when my mother used to

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

so confused by

you

out of

the bathroom in a daze, needing

get one last glance at Axel

on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now,

and small frown made

could even see his eyes

out of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can give that to him,

doesn't? I

here that I somewhat trust

water, I never wanted to any of

do anything wrong but I couldn't help

hate me,’ I

him to see my teary

I could never hate

getting off my bed and walking

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to his

in his arms, not knowing how

how Rylan always seems to see me like

the girl crying

what

his cheek on the

to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila

just shook my head not answering

think? She'll probably want me

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than

why are you

soft but somewhat

is I'm sure it's