Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way

fuck is

of

said, pushing Camila out

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

I really wasn't but

understand

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

by love or is

considered, I'm

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I

shaking her

my mouth to say something but I

anything I

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila

dried blood

has yet to clean up from his fight

I wasn't sure

at me in Spanish before

no idea what she said to me, but I'm

me couldn't she at least do it ina language

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

into those

reached down a grabbed

and he tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand away

told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

was the least I

me a weird look, furrowing

impossible to

asked still looking at

Good question, I don't really know why I

owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

can you teach me to defend myself

decided to say

accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

are nothing

him, looking

his eyes was now one

for the past 2 weeks I never saw

Axel said, walking

outside the bathroom and

ready to be doctored, nurse

before walking into

he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me

the bathroom to see

got a cleaning

there a first-aid

him, looking

in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was

with warm water, and grabbed his hand

hissed as I rubbed the

out, stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me

in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior

his eyes trying to understand

I couldn't

onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I

went back to work

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles

was so confused by Axel's sudden

there you go, all

out of

in a daze, needing to be at least

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he

and small frown

could even see his eyes harden back to the

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

already see Rylan sitting on my

what he

too sure I can give

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

person here that I somewhat

I

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

to see my teary

I

my bed and walking

his arms softly wrap around me,

in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

Rylan always seems to see me like this,

girl crying

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on

to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to

my head

think? She'll probably want

blame her either, I've been here less than a month and

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat demanding

I'm sure it's not even