Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said,

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

I really wasn't but I

understand

knew I was lying, and

tried to make a move on her

either really blinded by love or is

I'm still

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

believe anything I

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him

when I noticed the dried blood that

clean up from his fight with

I wasn't sure whose blood

in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away

no idea what she said to me, but I'm

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out

lungs, I knew this

to see him already looking at me, his dark

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a

and he tensed

the hell are you

asked pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

was the

gave me a weird look, furrowing his

everyone make it impossible

asked still looking

don't really know

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

how can you teach me to defend myself if your hand

to say

seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

my motives are nothing but

him, looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

Axel said, walking towards the

then stopped outside the

ready to be doctored, nurse

walking into the

just did, I followed after

me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado

I walked into the

got a cleaning cloth from the

there a

him, looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

I

breathed out, stepping

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me

Axel in this moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to understand

couldn't exactly

onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

mind,

went back to work cleaning his

put the band-aid on his wounds when I

snapped

The small action felt so

of when my mother used to do

on his knuckles

confused by

you go, all

words rushed out of

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

to get one last glance at Axel before making

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked

and small frown

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they

out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

door to already see

what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

here that I

I never wanted to any of this to

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

me,’ I

to see

What's wrong? I could never

my bed and walking

I felt his arms softly wrap around

there in his arms, not knowing how to really

seems to see me like this, so emotionally

girl

what

on the

happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to

my head not answering his

probably want me out of

blame her either, I've been here less than a month

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that