Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

fuck

confused voice erupted out of nowhere

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what

I was lying, and I knew

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid for

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking her

but I knew it was no use

wouldn't believe anything I would have

pushing him to get Camila away

when I noticed the dried blood that was still

has yet to clean up

part was I wasn't

before

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done

over at Axel just to see him already looking

scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes

mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up

hell are

asked pulling his hand

I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

it was

a weird look,

does everyone make it impossible to do the

still looking at

don't

like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly

how can you teach me to defend myself if your hand

say after

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

promise my motives are nothing

assured him, looking back to his

look in his eyes

me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom

to be doctored,

walking into the

he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see

hard and got a cleaning cloth from

there a

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back

warm water, and

as I

out, stepping away

to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

moment was

trying

couldn't

onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

to ask what was on his mind, but I already

instead I went back to work cleaning his

the band-aid on his wounds when I

head snapped

doing? The small action felt

when my mother used to do the

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and

so confused by Axel's sudden

there you

out

in a daze, needing to

one last glance at Axel before making my

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

and small frown made it's

see his eyes harden back to the

head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

what he

I'm not too sure I can give

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

here that I somewhat

feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

me,’ I muttered, not looking

him to see my teary

What's wrong? I could

off my bed and

softly wrap around me,

not knowing how to

to see me like this, so

girl crying over

me what

resting his cheek on

Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates

just shook my head not

probably want me out

either, I've been here less than

why are

asked in a soft but

you, whatever it is I'm sure