Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look

the fuck

of

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

you okay?’ Rylan

wasn't but I would never admit that

understand what exactly

he knew I

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

really blinded by love or is

I'm still

"I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

say something but I

believe anything I would have said

Axel said, pushing him

dried blood that was still on his

clean up

I wasn't sure whose blood it

at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged

had absolutely no idea what she said to me,

she was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language

I knew this

already looking at me,

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long

reached down a

tensed up from

hell

pulling his hand

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off into

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

it was the least I could

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible to do

asked still

question, I don't

him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

can you teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

to say

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen

motives are nothing but completely

him, looking

in his eyes was now

past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

said,

outside the

ready to be doctored,

walking

he just did, I

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel

hard and got a cleaning cloth

a

looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel,

the cloth with warm water, and

I

stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare,

kept me

was different, the usual badass exterior melted

searched his eyes trying to understand the strange

couldn't

crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but

went back to work cleaning

his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used to do

placed the band-aid on his

confused by

there you

words rushed out of

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was

were furrowed and small frown made

could even see his eyes harden back to the way

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

door to already see Rylan sitting on

he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can give that to him,

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

person here that I somewhat

to water, I never wanted to any

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

him to

I could never

started getting off my bed and

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

always seems to see me like this,

the girl

what happened

cheek on the top of

Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

my head

Rose think? She'll probably

less than a month and already made

are you

soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure