Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s

the fuck is

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

you okay?’ Rylan asked,

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

blinded by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid for

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew it was no use and

anything I

pushing him to get Camila away from

when I noticed the dried blood that

clean up from his fight

wasn't sure whose blood

in Spanish before allowing herself

had absolutely no idea what she said to

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

looking at me, his

if I kept staring into those

from my mind I reached down a grabbed his

and he tensed up from

the hell

asked pulling his

you need to clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

I mean it was the least

gave me a weird look, furrowing

everyone make it impossible to

still looking at

question, I don't really know

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly

me to defend

to say after

be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

my motives are nothing but

him, looking

faraway look in his eyes was now

the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than

Axel said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be

smirked before walking

by everything he just

let me help him? I felt like someone threw

I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a

him, looking everywhere but

in that

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who

warm water, and grabbed

as I rubbed the

out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our

kept me

moment was different, the

his eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

mind, but I

went back to work cleaning

put the band-aid on his wounds when

snapped up to

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so

when my mother

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and

confused

there you go,

rushed out of my untrained

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at

my better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

was still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made

swore I could even see his eyes harden

the image out of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting

knew what he

I'm not too sure I can give

if Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

person here that

water, I never

get me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

hate me,’ I muttered, not

him to see

I could never hate

getting off my

wrap

not knowing how

seems to

girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on the

am I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

my head not answering his

think? She'll probably want me

I've been here less than a month and already made

why are you

in a soft but somewhat demanding

it is I'm