Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look

the fuck

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

said, pushing Camila out of his

Rylan asked, looking me

but I would never admit that

understand

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

on her boyfriend, which I guess

by

things considered, I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

spoke, shaking

mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

believe anything I would have

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that

to clean up from his fight with

I wasn't sure

in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

what she said to me,

to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark

I kept staring into those big brown

thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his

froze and he tensed up from my

hell are you

pulling his hand away from

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

persisted, I mean it was the

look, furrowing his

make it impossible to do the

still looking

I don't really know why I

to see that his hand heals properly since it

you teach me to defend myself if your hand

to say

by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

motives are nothing but

assured him, looking back to

faraway look in his eyes was

2 weeks I never saw any

said, walking towards

the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored,

smirked before walking into

everything he just did, I followed after

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

hard and got a cleaning cloth from the

a first-aid

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and

hissed as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our

brown eyes kept me

was different,

his eyes trying

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

and

on his mind,

I went back to work cleaning

band-aid on his wounds when

head snapped

doing? The small action felt

reminded me of when my

on his knuckles and drew

was so confused by Axel's sudden

you

out of

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing

my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel

at the floor now, he

small frown made it's

I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

to already see Rylan sitting

what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give that

doesn't? I don’t

the only person here that

feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

don't hate me,’ I

him to see

I could never

my bed and walking towards

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

seems to

the girl

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on

tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all people was

just shook my head not answering his

probably want me out of

less than

are

a soft but somewhat demanding

I'm sure it's