Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

the worried look that made its way

the fuck is going

of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that

understand what exactly

of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

tried to make a move on her boyfriend,

blinded by love or

things considered, I'm still afraid

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

shaking

something but I knew it was

I would have

said, pushing him to

noticed the dried blood that was still on his

clean up

I wasn't sure

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to

absolutely no idea what she said to

language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of my

relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes

thoughts from my mind I reached down a

he tensed up from

the hell are

pulling his

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

it was the least

gave me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

it impossible to do the right

asked still looking

question, I don't really

to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

to

decided to say after some

why can't he just accept

my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking

his eyes was now one

2 weeks I never saw

said,

the bathroom

ready to be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking into

by everything he just did, I

to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from

there a first-aid in

him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

water, and grabbed

hissed as I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping

to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

brown eyes kept me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was

trying to understand

couldn't

emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

his mind, but I already knew

I went back to work

his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind

snapped

doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

me of when my mother used to do the exact same

band-aid on his

so confused

you go,

words rushed out

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

my shoulder to get one last

staring down at the floor now, he

were furrowed and small frown made it's was

even see his eyes harden back

out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

my bedroom door to already see Rylan

what he wanted; an

I can give that to him, not now

doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

here that I somewhat

to water, I never wanted to

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

me,’ I muttered, not looking

to

What's wrong? I could never

started getting off my bed and

his arms softly wrap

knowing how

how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

the girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on the top of

what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out

my head not answering his

think? She'll probably

I've been here less than a month and already made

are

asked in a soft but

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not