Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

fuck

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked, looking me

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what exactly

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying,

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which

really blinded by love or

things considered, I'm still

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted

shaking

but I knew it was no

believe anything I would have said

him to get

dried blood that was

clean up from his

was I wasn't sure whose blood it

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

to me, but I'm guaranteeing

least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over

just to see him already looking at me,

looked away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those

mind I reached down a

and he tensed up from my

hell are you

pulling his

I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

it was

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

it impossible to

asked still looking at

I don't really know why

least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

can you teach me to defend myself if your

say after some

by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

are nothing but completely

him, looking back

his

I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

Axel said, walking towards

the bathroom and looked

ready to be

walking

by everything he just did,

him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed

the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

and got a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid

asked him, looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

cloth with warm water, and grabbed

as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away from

up to meet his

me

this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

eyes trying

couldn't exactly

crept onto his face, one

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

instead I went back to

on his wounds when I felt fingers

head snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact same

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused by Axel's sudden

you

rushed out

needing to be at least a

to get one last glance at Axel before making

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he

and small frown made it's was

even see his eyes harden back to the

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

already see Rylan sitting on my

he wanted; an

can give that

I don’t think I could handle

only person here

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty

I muttered, not looking at

want him to see my teary

What's wrong? I could never hate

started getting off my bed and walking

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

arms, not knowing how to really react

to

girl crying

what

on

do to me? Or why Camila hates

head not answering

She'll probably want

either, I've been here less than a

are you

in a soft but

it is I'm sure it's not even that bad