Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto

the fuck is

of nowhere coming up from the

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila

you okay?’ Rylan asked,

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that

don't understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

either really blinded by love

considered, I'm still afraid

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I

shaking

my mouth to say something but I knew it was no

anything I would have

said, pushing him to get

noticed the dried blood

to clean up from his

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing

what she said to me, but I'm

do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out

I knew this was far from over but it was

already looking at

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big

I reached down a grabbed his

and he tensed

the hell are

asked pulling his hand

that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

it was the least

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

does everyone make it impossible to

asked still looking

Good question, I don't really know why I

to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

me to

say after some

to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

motives are

him, looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes was

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than

said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be doctored,

before walking

everything he just did,

like

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

and got a cleaning

a first-aid

him, looking

in

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed

hissed as I rubbed the

stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

me frozen

in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

eyes trying to understand the strange

I couldn't

his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

and

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

went back to work cleaning

to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

me of when my mother

band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused by

there you go, all

rushed out of my

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be

my better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

small frown made it's was on

see his eyes harden back to the

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

opened my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

what he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not now

doesn't? I don’t think I could

the only person here

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

me,’ I muttered, not looking

him to see

What's wrong? I could

off my bed and

softly wrap

his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

how Rylan always seems to see me

the girl

me what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top of

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts

just shook my head not answering his

probably want me

blame her either, I've been here less than a month and

are you

soft but

I'm sure it's not