Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look

fuck

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

said, pushing

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

by love or

considered, I'm still afraid for

can't believe I ever wanted to

spoke, shaking

I knew it was no

anything I

him

noticed the dried blood that was

yet to clean up

was I wasn't sure whose blood

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing

she said to me, but

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

thoughts from my mind I reached down

he tensed up from

the hell are

his

him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

was the least I could

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

it impossible to do

still looking at

I don't

it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

you teach me to defend myself

to say

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

are nothing but completely

looking back

dark, faraway look in his eyes

weeks I never

Axel said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored,

walking into

he just did, I followed

help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

I walked into the bathroom to see Axel

a cleaning

a first-aid

looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

the ad-kit out and walked back

water, and grabbed his hand and began

hissed as I

breathed out, stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

brown eyes kept me

in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior

searched his eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly pinpoint

an undeniable emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

went back to work

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

when my mother used to do

on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused by

you

words rushed out

of the bathroom in a daze, needing

one last

down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in

furrowed and small frown made it's was

even see his eyes

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give

me like Camila doesn't? I

the only person here that

water, I never wanted to

couldn't help the guilty

I muttered, not looking at

to

wrong? I

off my bed and walking towards

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

knowing how

always seems to see me like this, so

girl

what happened

on the top of my

I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

just shook my head not answering

Rose think? She'll probably

her either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble

why are

soft but somewhat demanding

it is I'm sure