Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look

the fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

said, pushing Camila out of

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I

don't understand what

of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

blinded by

I'm still

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be

spoke, shaking her

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

anything I would

pushing him to get Camila

when I noticed the dried blood that was

to clean up

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to

idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

she was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language

left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done

see him already looking at me,

scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

mind I reached down a grabbed

and he tensed up from my

hell are you

his hand away from

told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

persisted, I mean it was the least

a weird look, furrowing his

everyone make it impossible to do the

still looking at

I don't

to him to see that his hand heals properly since

you teach me to defend myself

say after some

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

motives are

him, looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one

the least, for the past 2 weeks I

fine,’ Axel said,

then stopped outside the bathroom and

to be

before walking into the

everything he just did, I

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel

got a cleaning cloth

a first-aid in

looking

there in that

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

with warm water, and grabbed

as I rubbed

stepping away from

to meet his stare,

brown eyes kept me

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass

his eyes trying

couldn't exactly pinpoint

onto his

Vulnerability.

and looked away

on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

went back

his wounds

snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

it reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact same

band-aid on his

so confused by Axel's

there you go, all

out of my

daze, needing to be at

get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

at the floor now, he looked as if he

were furrowed and small frown made it's was on

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

he

can give that to him, not now

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

person here that I somewhat

starting to water, I never

I couldn't

I muttered, not looking

him to see my

wrong? I could never

off my bed and

his arms softly wrap around

arms, not knowing how to really react to his

seems to see me like

girl

me what

on the top of my

me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't

just shook my head not answering his

She'll probably want

here less

why are you

a soft but somewhat demanding

is I'm sure