Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried

fuck

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said,

Rylan asked,

but I would

understand

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

blinded by

things considered, I'm still

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

shaking her

say something but I knew it was

I would have said

him to get

blood

yet to clean up from his

was I wasn't sure

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

said to

it ina language I could understand?I

this was far from over

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even

was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand

froze and he tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

mean it was the least

look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible to do the right

asked still looking at

don't really know why I

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

to defend myself

say after some

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen

motives are

looking back to

in his

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

said,

the bathroom

to be doctored,

smirked before walking into

just did, I

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting for

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from

there a

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and

as I

stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness

eyes kept me

about Axel in this moment was

his eyes trying to

couldn't exactly

onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

back to work cleaning

wounds when I felt fingers

head snapped up

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

me of when my mother used to

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself

was so confused by Axel's

there you go,

words rushed out of my

bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance

at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a deep

frown made

I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they

my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

bedroom door to already see Rylan

what he wanted; an

too sure I can give that to him, not now

if Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

the only person here that I somewhat

starting to water, I never wanted to

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to

I could never hate

started getting off my bed and

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to his

his arms, not knowing how to really react

to see

girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on the top of my

him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila

my head not answering

probably want me out of

here less than a month and already made trouble

are you

asked in a soft but somewhat

is I'm sure it's