Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he saw the worried look

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked,

wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what exactly

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

believes I tried to make a move on

either really blinded by love or is seriously

I'm still afraid

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew it was

wouldn't believe anything I would have

him

I noticed the dried blood that was

clean up from his

wasn't sure whose

in Spanish before

to me, but I'm guaranteeing

do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

I knew this was far from

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

mind I reached down a grabbed

and he tensed

hell are you

asked pulling his

told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

I mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

impossible to do the right

asked still

I don't really know why

owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

can you teach me to defend myself

say after

just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

motives are nothing but

assured him, looking back

his eyes was now one of

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

outside the

ready to be doctored,

smirked before walking

by everything he just

help him? I felt like someone

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the

got a cleaning cloth

there a

asked him, looking

in that

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

hissed as I rubbed

out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen

in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior

eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly pinpoint

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

ask what was on his mind,

instead I went back

was just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped up

he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

it reminded me of when my mother used to do

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles

confused by Axel's

you go,

rushed out of my

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to

shoulder to get one last glance at

now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked

furrowed and small frown

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting

knew what he wanted;

I can give that to

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

only person here that

I never wanted

I couldn't help

me,’ I muttered, not looking at

didn’t want him to see my

What's wrong? I could never hate

my bed and walking towards

softly wrap around me, pulling me

his arms, not knowing how to really

how Rylan always seems to see me like

girl crying

me what happened

on the top of

tried to do to me? Or why Camila

head not

Rose think? She'll probably want me out

been here less than a month and already

are you

asked in a soft but

I'm sure it's not even that