Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he saw the worried look that made its way onto

fuck is going

of

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

I really wasn't but I would

don't understand

he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

move on her boyfriend,

by love or is

I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't

shaking her

but I knew it was

anything I would

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away from

dried blood that was still on

has yet to clean up from his

I wasn't sure whose blood

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language

my lungs, I knew this

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking

I kept staring into those

from my mind I reached down

and he tensed up

the hell

his

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his

make it impossible to

asked still looking

question, I don't really

it to him to see that

me to defend myself if your hand gets

to say

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen

are

assured him, looking back to

in his

the past 2 weeks I never

fine,’ Axel said,

stopped outside the bathroom

to be

smirked before walking into

everything he just did, I followed

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

walked into the bathroom to see Axel

a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid

him, looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

and grabbed his hand and

hissed as I rubbed the

stepping away

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

eyes kept me frozen in my

about Axel in this moment was different,

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly

undeniable emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

I went back

his wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign

reminded me of when my mother used to do the

his

confused

you

out

the bathroom in a daze, needing

better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at

he was staring down at

furrowed and small frown made it's was on his

swore I could even see his eyes harden back

my head but I couldn't help

bedroom door to already see

knew what he

not too sure I can

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

here that

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

didn’t want him to

What's wrong? I

started getting off my bed and walking

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to

to

girl crying over

me what happened

on the top of my

to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out

shook my head

probably want me out of her

less than a month and already

are

a soft

it is I'm sure it's not even