Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

ran up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look

the fuck is

of nowhere

lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never

understand

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

by love

I'm still

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

shaking

I knew it

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

pushing him to get Camila away

when I noticed the dried blood that was still on his

yet to clean up from his

I wasn't sure whose blood it

in Spanish before allowing herself to

had absolutely no idea what she said to

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even

I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

reached down a grabbed his wounded

tensed up from my

the hell are

his

him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

mean it was the least I could

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

it impossible to do the right

asked still

don't really know why

to see that his

you teach me to defend myself

say after some

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated

my motives are nothing but

looking

look in his

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

outside the bathroom and looked

be

walking into the

just did,

help him? I felt like someone threw me into

just call me a nurse? I walked into the

hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid in

him, looking

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

as I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was

eyes kept me frozen in my

was different, the usual badass exterior melted

eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly

his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

went back to work cleaning his

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

snapped up

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

fact, it reminded me of when my mother

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused

there you

rushed out

a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now,

were furrowed and small frown

I could even see his eyes harden back to the

get the image out of my head but I

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on

what he wanted; an

I can give that to him, not

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

person here that

starting to water, I never wanted to

do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

don't hate me,’ I muttered,

want him to see my teary

I could never

getting off my

arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to

how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

girl crying over

what happened

on the top

am I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or

just shook my head not

probably

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a

are

a soft

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad