Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look that made its

fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would

don't understand

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying,

make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

blinded by love or is

things considered, I'm still afraid

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking her

I knew it was no use and

I

said, pushing him to get Camila away

I noticed the dried blood

has yet to clean up from his fight

wasn't sure

before allowing herself to

she said to

language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

to see him already looking at me,

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

my mind I reached down a grabbed

froze and he tensed up from

the hell are

pulling his

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

was the least I could

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

does everyone make it impossible to

still looking at

Good question, I don't

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in

me to defend myself

say

my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated

promise my motives are nothing

looking back

in his eyes was

2 weeks I never saw any

fine,’ Axel said, walking

outside the

be

walking

by everything he just did, I followed after

going to let me help him? I felt like

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

and got a

a first-aid

asked him, looking

there in that

He pointed out.

and walked

with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

hissed as I rubbed

stepping away from

to meet his stare,

me frozen in

was different, the

eyes trying

I couldn't exactly

onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

and looked

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he

I went back to work cleaning

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

head snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

when my mother used to do the exact same

the band-aid on his knuckles and

confused by

you go, all

out

in a daze, needing to be at least

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

at the floor now, he looked as if

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's was on

even see his eyes harden back

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

door to already see Rylan sitting on my

what he wanted;

too sure I can give that to him,

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

person here that

I never wanted to

get me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

to see my

I could

off my bed

his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how

always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

the girl

me what

his cheek on the top

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or

head not answering his

Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

are

in a soft but somewhat

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's