Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

fuck is

of nowhere

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

really blinded by love

things considered, I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

shaking her

I knew it was no use

believe anything I would have said

said, pushing him

blood that was still on his

clean up from his

part was I wasn't sure whose

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself

what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down

my lungs, I knew this was

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes

kept staring into those

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

froze and he tensed

the hell

pulling his

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

it was the least

a weird look, furrowing

make it impossible to do the

still

don't really

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since

to

say after some

to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking

his eyes was now one of

for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

Axel said,

stopped outside the bathroom and

be doctored, nurse

walking into

he just

him? I felt like someone threw me

walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth from the

there a first-aid in

looking

in that

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

and grabbed his hand

hissed as I

breathed out, stepping

meet his

brown eyes kept me frozen in

this moment was different, the usual

his eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

crept onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

and looked

on his mind, but

back to work

wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped

is he doing? The small action felt so

reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact

his knuckles and drew myself

so confused by Axel's

you go, all

rushed out of my untrained

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be

get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of the

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

furrowed and small frown made it's

could even see his eyes harden back

of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on

knew what he

sure I can give that to

doesn't? I don’t think I

the only person here that

to water, I

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

want him to see my teary

wrong? I could never

getting off my bed and walking towards

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around me,

in his arms, not knowing how

seems to

the girl

me what happened

cheek on the top of

tried to do to me? Or why Camila

just shook my head

will Rose think? She'll probably want me

her either, I've been here less than a month and already

are you

in a soft but somewhat demanding

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad