Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way

fuck

erupted out of nowhere coming

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

Rylan asked, looking me

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I

don't understand

I was lying, and I knew this

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

blinded by love or

I'm still

"I can't believe I

shaking

I knew it was

anything I would have

Axel said, pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that was still on his

yet to clean up from his fight

wasn't sure whose

me in Spanish before allowing

to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was

to see him already looking at me,

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes

I reached down a grabbed his wounded

tensed up

the hell

asked pulling his hand

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

it was

a weird look,

everyone make it impossible to do the right

asked still looking at

I don't really know why

least owed it to him to see that his

to

to say after some

to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

are

assured him, looking back

faraway look in his eyes was now one of

the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw

said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

be doctored, nurse

walking into

he just

felt like someone threw

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

a cleaning cloth from

a

asked him, looking

in that

He pointed out.

the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

and

as I

breathed out, stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was

kept me frozen in

in this moment was different, the usual

searched his eyes trying to understand

I couldn't

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked

mind, but I already

I went back

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped up to

doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet,

my mother used to

quickly placed the band-aid on his

so confused by Axel's sudden

you

words rushed out of my

daze, needing to

looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the

were furrowed and small frown made it's was

his eyes harden back

image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted; an

too sure I can give that

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

here that

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

me,’ I muttered,

him to see my

I could

off my

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to

to see me

girl

what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on the top

what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts

my head not answering

Rose think? She'll probably want

blame her either, I've been here less than a month

are

a soft but somewhat

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad