Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s

fuck

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

Rylan asked,

head, I really wasn't but I

understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

either really blinded by love or

things considered, I'm

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking her

to say something but I knew it was no use and shut

believe anything I would have

said, pushing him to

dried blood that

has yet to clean up from his

part was I wasn't sure whose

at me in Spanish before allowing

what she said to

at least do it ina language I could

knew this was far from over but it was

him already looking

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into

I reached down a grabbed his wounded

he tensed up from

hell

asked pulling his hand

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

persisted, I mean it was the least I

look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible

still

question, I don't

to see that his hand heals properly since

can you teach me to

to say

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

motives are nothing but

him, looking

faraway look in his eyes was now one

weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

Axel said,

outside the bathroom and

ready to be doctored,

before walking into the

just did,

like someone threw me into a

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see

got a cleaning cloth from the

there a first-aid in

looking

in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over

and grabbed his hand and

as I

out, stepping away from

meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

me frozen in

moment was different, the usual badass exterior

searched his eyes trying

couldn't

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I

back to

his wounds when I felt

head snapped up to

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet,

of when my

band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused by Axel's sudden

you go,

out of

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

get one last glance

down at the floor now, he looked

furrowed and small frown

swore I could even see his eyes harden

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on

already see Rylan sitting

he wanted;

can give that to

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

here that I somewhat trust

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

hate me,’ I muttered,

to see

What's wrong? I could never hate

my bed and walking

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

knowing how to really react to

seems to see

the girl crying over

what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on

tried to do to me? Or why Camila

just shook my head

Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

her either, I've been here less than a month and already made

are

asked in a soft but somewhat

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not