Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

the fuck is going

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

okay?’ Rylan

my head, I really wasn't but I would never

understand what

I was lying, and I knew this conversation

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

really blinded by

I'm still afraid for

borderline rapist! "I can't believe

spoke, shaking

something but I knew it

anything I would

him

when I noticed the dried blood

to clean up from his fight with

part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged

said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out

knew this was

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

that if I kept staring into those big

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded

tensed up from

the hell are

his

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

it was the least I could

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

impossible to

asked still looking at

question, I don't

it to him to see that his hand

teach me to defend myself if

say after some

be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

motives are

assured him, looking back to

in his eyes was

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

said, walking towards the

stopped outside the

be

smirked before walking into the

by everything he just did, I

him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a

a

asked him, looking

in that

He pointed out.

and walked back over to Axel,

warm water, and grabbed

hissed as I rubbed

out, stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

Axel in this moment was different, the

eyes trying

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

instead I went back

the band-aid on his wounds

snapped up

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

fact, it reminded me of when my mother

his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused by Axel's

there you

words rushed out of my untrained

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

get one last glance at Axel before making my

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made

I could even see his eyes harden

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can

doesn't? I don’t think I could

person here

I never wanted to any

get me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

don't hate me,’ I muttered,

him to see

What's wrong? I could never hate

my bed and

softly wrap around me,

not knowing how to really

hate how Rylan always seems to see

girl crying

me what

on the

him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how

head not answering his

probably want me out of

blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

why are

a soft

is I'm sure it's