Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried look that

the fuck is going

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what

disbelief, he knew I

make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

by love or is seriously

I'm

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted

shaking

say something but I knew it was no use and

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

said, pushing him to

I noticed the dried blood that was

has yet to clean up from his

wasn't sure whose

in Spanish before allowing herself to be

she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

at least do it ina language I could understand?I

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

my mind I reached

he tensed up from

the hell

pulling his hand away

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off into

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

I mean it was the least I

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

everyone make it impossible to do

asked still looking at

Good question, I don't really know why

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

teach me to defend myself if your hand

to say after some

just accept my help?

are

assured him, looking

his eyes was now one of

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

fine,’ Axel said,

outside the bathroom and looked towards

to be

smirked before walking

just did,

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to

and got a cleaning cloth from the

a

asked him, looking everywhere but

in that

He pointed out.

the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

the cloth with warm water, and

as I rubbed the

out, stepping

to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

trying to understand the strange

couldn't

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

went back to work cleaning

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds

head snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but

when my mother used to do the exact

quickly placed the band-aid on his

was so confused by

there you go,

out of

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least

my shoulder to get one

at the floor now, he looked

furrowed and small frown made

could even see his eyes

to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted; an

I can give that to

I don’t

person here that I somewhat trust

starting to water, I never wanted to

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

him to see my teary

I could never hate

off my bed

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

knowing how

to see me

girl

what

his cheek on the

tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

head not

Rose think? She'll probably want me

here less than a month and already made trouble

are you

soft but somewhat

I'm sure