Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

the fuck is

out of nowhere coming up

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

okay?’ Rylan asked,

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand

of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

really blinded by love or is

I'm

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I

spoke, shaking

say something but I

I

said, pushing him to get Camila away

the dried blood that was still on

to clean up from his fight with

part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

before allowing herself to be dragged away

what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared

I knew this was far from over but

to see him already looking at me, his dark

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

my mind I reached down a

and he tensed up from

hell are

asked pulling his hand away

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

it was the

a weird look,

make it impossible to do

asked still looking at

don't really know why I

to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault

can you teach me to defend myself if

decided to say after

still didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes

I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

the bathroom and looked towards

to be doctored, nurse

walking

just did, I followed

going to let me help him? I felt like

the bathroom to see Axel

and got a

a first-aid in

looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked back

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

hissed as I

breathed out, stepping away

mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was

me frozen in

this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

his eyes trying to understand

couldn't

onto his face,

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away from

mind, but I already knew he wouldn't

I went back to work cleaning his

wounds when I felt fingers brush my

head snapped up

small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

when my mother used to

on his

confused

you

rushed out

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was

were furrowed and small frown made it's was on his

see his eyes harden

to get the image out of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting on

what he

I'm not too sure I can give that to

doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

the only person here that I

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to

knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

to see my teary

I could never hate

getting off my bed and walking towards

felt his arms softly wrap around me,

in his arms, not knowing how to really react

to see me like this,

girl

me what happened

resting his cheek on the top of my

was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila

just shook my head not answering

She'll probably want me

her either, I've been here less than a month and already

why are you

a soft but

is I'm sure it's not