Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

the fuck

of nowhere

said,

you okay?’ Rylan asked,

but

don't understand

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

on

blinded by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid

rapist! "I can't believe

spoke, shaking her

but I knew it

anything I

pushing him to

I noticed the dried blood that was still

up

part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

Spanish before

what she said to me,

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

lungs, I knew this was

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil

I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand

and he tensed

hell are you

his hand away from

him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was the

look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

impossible to

asked still

question, I don't really know why I

like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it

me to defend myself if your

decided to say

seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

motives are nothing but

him, looking back to

in his eyes was

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

Axel said,

the bathroom and looked towards

be

walking into

he just did, I

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting for

swallowed hard and got a cleaning

there a

asked him, looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

water, and grabbed his hand and

as I

out, stepping away from

to meet his stare, our

me

about Axel in this moment was

searched his eyes trying

I couldn't exactly

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked

his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

back

wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

head snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

fact, it reminded me of when my

his knuckles

so confused by Axel's

there you

out of my

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

frown made it's was

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my

what he wanted;

I can give that to

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

the only person here that I

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

I muttered, not looking at

him to see my teary

What's wrong? I could

my

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to his

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like

girl crying over

what

resting his cheek on the top of

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel

shook my head not answering

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

I've been here less than a month and already

why are you

asked in a soft but

I'm sure it's not