Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck

of nowhere

lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked, looking

but

don't understand what

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend,

by

I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

shaking

to say something but I

wouldn't believe anything I

pushing him to get Camila

when I noticed the dried blood

clean up from his fight with

was I wasn't

sneered at me in Spanish before

to

to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

knew this was far from over

already looking

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

I reached down a

tensed up from my

hell are you

his

you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

impossible to do the

still

Good question, I don't really know why I

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly

you teach me to defend

to say

just accept my help? "Listen this

promise my motives are nothing but completely

him, looking back to his

dark, faraway look in his eyes was

for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

the bathroom

to be doctored,

before walking into

he just did, I

felt like someone threw me into

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

hard and got a cleaning cloth from the

a

asked him, looking everywhere

there in

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and

hissed as I rubbed the

stepping

mistake of looking up to meet his stare,

me frozen in my

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

his eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't

crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

and looked away

what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

instead I went back to work

to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt

snapped up to

small action felt so foreign but yet,

me of when my mother used to do

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused by Axel's

you

rushed out of

needing to be at least a thousand

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's

even see his eyes

but I couldn't help but feel responsible

already see Rylan sitting on

what he

too sure I can give that to

I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

the only person here

feel my eyes starting to water, I never

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

want him to see my teary

What's wrong? I could never

started getting off my

wrap around me,

there in his arms, not knowing

hate how Rylan always seems to see

girl crying

what

whispered, resting his cheek on the

what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

shook my head not answering his

will Rose think? She'll probably want me

either, I've been here less than a month and

are

asked in a soft but somewhat

I'm sure it's not even