Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried look that made

fuck is

confused voice erupted out of

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

okay?’ Rylan

my head, I really wasn't but I would

understand what

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

to make a move on her boyfriend,

by love or is

considered, I'm still afraid

can't believe I ever wanted

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew

anything I would have said

said, pushing him to get Camila

dried blood

to clean up

sad part was I wasn't

me in Spanish before allowing herself

idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of my

this was far from over but it was

over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long

reached down a grabbed his wounded

tensed up from

the hell

his hand away

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

I mean it was the least I could

look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible to do the right

asked still

question, I don't really

to see that his hand

to defend myself if

decided to say after some

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

my motives are nothing but

him, looking back to

his

I

said, walking towards the

then stopped outside the bathroom

be doctored,

smirked before walking into

everything he just did,

let me help him? I felt like someone threw

just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

got a cleaning cloth from

there a

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

as I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

eyes kept me frozen

was

searched his eyes trying to understand

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew

instead I went back to work

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

head snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

me of when my mother used to

his knuckles

confused

there you go,

rushed out of my

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor

and small frown

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't

opened my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my

knew what he wanted; an

I can give that to him, not now

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

here that I somewhat trust

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

to see my teary

I could

off my

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

Rylan always seems to see

girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on the

happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

my head not answering his

think? She'll probably want me out of

I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

why are

asked in a soft

I'm sure it's not even that