Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look that made its

the fuck

voice erupted out of nowhere

here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila

Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what exactly

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

really blinded by

considered, I'm still afraid for

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be

shaking

I knew it

believe anything I would have

him to

when I noticed the dried blood that was still on his

to clean up

part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

in Spanish before allowing herself to

said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

do it ina language I could understand?I

I knew this was far from over but

just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

I kept staring into those big brown eyes

mind I reached down a grabbed

tensed up from

the hell

his

I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me

mean it was the least I could

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

it impossible to

asked still

don't really

him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

to defend myself if

to say after some

be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

are nothing

him, looking back

in his eyes

the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw

said, walking

the bathroom and looked

be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking

by everything he just did, I followed

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

got a cleaning cloth from the

a first-aid in

him, looking

in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began

hissed as I

out, stepping away from

meet his stare, our

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

this moment was different,

eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

went back to work

wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind

head snapped up to

small action felt so foreign but yet,

when my mother

on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused by

there you go,

rushed out

out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was

furrowed and small frown made it's was on

even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

I

to already see

knew what he

can

I don’t think I could handle

the only person here that I

to water, I never wanted to

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

don't hate me,’ I muttered,

didn’t want him to

I could never hate

started getting off my bed and walking

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really

seems to see

the girl

me what

resting his cheek on the top of my

Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

head not answering his

think? She'll probably want me out of

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat demanding

you, whatever it is I'm sure