Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look

fuck

erupted out of nowhere coming up from

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

Rylan

but I

don't understand

of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

by love or is

I'm still

"I can't

shaking

opened my mouth to say something but I

believe anything I would have

him to

noticed the dried blood that was

to clean up from his fight

sad part was I wasn't sure whose

in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too

mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up from

the hell are

asked pulling his

told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off into

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

it was the least I

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible to do

still looking

Good question, I don't really know

least owed it to him to see that

to defend

decided to say after some

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated

promise my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking

faraway look in his eyes was now

for the past 2 weeks I

fine,’ Axel said,

stopped outside the bathroom and

be doctored, nurse

walking

just did, I followed

help him? I felt like someone threw me into a

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the

and got a

a

him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked

water, and grabbed his hand

I rubbed the

breathed out, stepping

to meet his

me

was

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly

his face, one

Vulnerability.

and looked

what was on his mind, but I already

instead I went back

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds

head snapped

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet,

it reminded me of when my mother

his knuckles and drew myself away

so confused by

you go,

out of my

in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

small frown made

swore I could even see his eyes harden

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he

can give that to him, not now

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

here that

could feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

hate me,’ I muttered,

want him to

What's wrong? I could never hate

getting off my bed and walking

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap

his arms, not knowing how to

seems to see me like this, so

girl crying over

what

on the top of

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

my head not

probably want me

I've been here less than a

are you

asked in a soft but somewhat

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not