Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made

the fuck is

out of nowhere coming up

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that

don't understand what

he knew I

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

really blinded by love

things considered, I'm

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking her

something but I knew it was no

anything I would

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to

I noticed the dried blood

up from his fight with

was I wasn't sure

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away

she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing in

my mind I reached down a

and he tensed up from my

hell are you

asked pulling his hand away

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

make it impossible

still looking

Good question, I don't really know why

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand

teach me to defend myself if your

say

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

motives are nothing but

looking

faraway look in his

the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of

fine,’ Axel said, walking

the

ready to be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking

everything he just did, I followed

like someone threw me into a tornado and I

the bathroom to see Axel

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid in

looking

in that

He pointed out.

walked back over to

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

as I rubbed the

out, stepping away

made the mistake of looking up to meet his stare,

kept me frozen in

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass

trying

I couldn't

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

and looked away

what was on his mind, but I already knew

instead I went back to work cleaning his

his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

head snapped

doing? The small action felt so foreign

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used to do the

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused

there you go, all

words rushed out of my untrained

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a

to get one last glance at Axel

staring down at the floor

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's was on

swore I could even see his eyes harden back

image out of my head but I couldn't help

already see Rylan sitting

what he

too sure I can give that to

I don’t think I could handle

here that I somewhat trust

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the

me,’ I muttered, not looking at

didn’t want him to

wrong? I

getting off my bed and

arms softly wrap around me,

knowing how to really react to his caring

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like

the girl crying over

what

whispered, resting his cheek on

I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him

head not answering

probably want

here less than a month and already

why are

in a soft but

I'm sure it's not even