Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing

fuck is

out of nowhere coming up from

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

wasn't but I

don't understand

disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

blinded by love or is

things considered, I'm still

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking

say something but I knew it was

believe anything I

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to

dried blood that was still

up

was I wasn't sure

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be

she said to me, but I'm

it ina language I could

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over

already looking at me, his dark

too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown

I reached down a grabbed

and he tensed up from

the hell

pulling his hand

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

it was the least I could

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

everyone make it impossible to do the

still looking

don't

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since

to defend myself if your hand

decided to say after some

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

motives are

looking

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

Axel said, walking towards the

then stopped outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be doctored,

walking into

just did,

felt like someone threw

into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

swallowed hard and got a cleaning cloth

a

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in that

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

and grabbed his hand and

I rubbed the

out, stepping away from

mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

kept me

in this moment was different, the usual

trying to

couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

and

to ask what was on his mind, but I already

went back to

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped up

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

my mother used

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused by Axel's

there you go,

words rushed out of my untrained

darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

staring down at the floor now, he

frown

could even see his eyes harden back to

to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel

already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

he wanted;

I can give that to him, not

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

only person here that

water, I never

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

me,’ I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see my teary

I could never hate

off my bed and

wrap around

not knowing how to really react

how Rylan always seems to

girl

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on

to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

head not answering his

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out of her

been here less than a month and

why are you

a soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that bad