Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and

the fuck is

out of nowhere coming up from the

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

you okay?’ Rylan

I really wasn't but I would never

don't understand what

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

blinded by love

considered, I'm still

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted

shaking her

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it

believe anything I would

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila

blood

has yet to clean up from his fight with

wasn't sure whose

at me in Spanish before allowing herself

said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

language I could understand?I

left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing in

my mind I reached

he tensed up from my

hell are

asked pulling his hand

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

mean it was the least I could

gave me a weird look,

it impossible to do

asked still

question, I don't really

to him to see that his hand heals properly since

me to defend

say after

can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

my motives are nothing but completely

him, looking back

look in his eyes

for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

Axel said, walking

stopped outside the

to be doctored, nurse

before walking into

just did, I followed after

me help him? I felt like someone threw me

the bathroom to see Axel

got a

there a first-aid in

looking everywhere but

in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

as I rubbed the

stepping away

to meet

eyes kept me

about Axel in this moment was different,

eyes trying

I couldn't

onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

his mind, but I already knew he

back to work cleaning his

on his wounds when I felt fingers

snapped up to

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

me of when my mother used to do the

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles

confused by Axel's

there you go, all

words rushed out of

in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

over my shoulder to get one

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked

frown made

eyes harden back

to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

see Rylan sitting

knew what he wanted;

sure I can

if Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

here that I somewhat

water, I never

me wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

me,’ I muttered, not

didn’t want him to

I

my bed and

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

knowing how to really react to his caring

hate how Rylan always seems to

girl crying over

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on the

supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know

just shook my head not answering

think? She'll probably want me out

here less

why are

in a soft but

I'm sure it's not even that