Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look

fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked, looking

wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what exactly

of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now

really blinded by love or is seriously

things considered, I'm still

borderline rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking

but I knew it was

anything I

pushing him to get Camila away

when I noticed the dried blood that

up from his fight

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood

me in Spanish before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

I knew this was far from over but it was

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a

tensed up

the hell are you

his

need to clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

mean it was the least I

weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

everyone make it impossible

asked still looking at

I don't really know why I

at least owed it to him to see that

you teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

say

accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said

promise my motives are

looking back

dark, faraway look in his eyes

the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

fine,’ Axel said,

then stopped outside the bathroom and

be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

he just

felt like someone threw me

call me a nurse? I walked into the

got a cleaning cloth from

there a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

I rubbed the

stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass

his eyes trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

and looked

on his mind, but I already knew

instead I went back to

wounds when I

snapped up to

he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

when my mother used to do the exact same

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself

confused

you

words rushed out

needing to be at least a thousand feet away

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

staring down at

furrowed and small frown made it's was on his

even see his eyes harden

I

see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

what he

too sure I can give that

I don’t think I

the only person here that

to water, I never wanted

didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not

want him to see my

I could never

started getting off my bed and walking towards

softly wrap around

knowing how

Rylan always seems to

the girl crying

me what

on the top of

do to me? Or why

shook my head

She'll probably want me out of her

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble

why are you

in a soft

it is I'm sure it's not even that