Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

himself when he saw the worried look

the fuck is going

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said,

Rylan asked,

I really wasn't but

don't understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I

move on her

really blinded by love

considered, I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking her

my mouth to say something but I knew it

believe anything I

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away

noticed the dried blood that was still

has yet to clean up

was I wasn't sure whose

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be

said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they

knew this was

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

looked away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing in

my mind I reached down a

tensed

the hell

asked pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

was

a weird look,

make it impossible

asked still

question, I don't really know

it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

you teach me to defend myself if your

say after some

words, why can't he just accept my

motives are nothing but completely

him, looking back to

faraway look in his eyes was

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

be doctored,

smirked before walking into the

everything he just did,

like

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel

swallowed hard and got a

there a first-aid

asked him, looking

there in that

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

water, and

I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away

up to meet his stare, our closeness was

brown eyes kept me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was different, the

his eyes trying to understand the strange

couldn't exactly

his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

was on his mind, but I already knew

I went back to

to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped up to

action felt so foreign but yet, he

my mother used to do the

his knuckles and drew

confused by

you go,

words rushed out of my untrained

needing to be at

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance

the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

small frown made it's was on

see his eyes harden back to the way

head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

bedroom door to already see

he

too sure I can give

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

person here

to water, I never wanted to any of this to

do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the

I muttered, not looking at

didn’t want him to

What's wrong? I could never

started getting off my bed and walking towards

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

in his arms, not knowing how to really react to

hate how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

the girl crying

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on

to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all people was defending

my head not answering his

think? She'll probably want me out of

I've been here less than a month

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat demanding

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that