Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

fuck

out of nowhere coming up from

said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

Rylan asked, looking

really wasn't but

understand

he knew I was lying, and I

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

blinded by love or is seriously

considered, I'm

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

shaking her

to say something but I knew it

I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that was still

has yet to clean up from his

was I wasn't sure whose blood it

in Spanish before allowing herself to

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the

relief left my lungs, I knew this

at Axel just to see him already looking at

too scared that if I kept staring into those big

the thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded

tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand away from

you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

it was the least

weird look,

does everyone make it impossible to

still looking

don't really know why I

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

to defend myself if your hand

say

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from earlier

promise my motives are

looking back to his

dark, faraway look in his

to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

fine,’ Axel said,

then stopped outside the bathroom

ready to be doctored,

smirked before walking

by everything he just did, I followed after

like someone threw me into a

the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the

and got a cleaning cloth

there a

asked him, looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

hissed as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away from

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

eyes kept me frozen in my

in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

searched his eyes trying to understand the

couldn't

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew

went back to

band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped up

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't

reminded me of when my

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

so confused by Axel's sudden

you

rushed out of my untrained

bathroom in a daze, needing

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's

his eyes harden back

I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

knew what he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

only person here that I somewhat

feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of my

hate me,’ I muttered,

want him to

What's wrong? I could never hate

off my bed and walking towards

wrap around

stood there in his arms, not knowing how

seems to see

girl crying

what happened

cheek on the top

How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel

head

will Rose think? She'll probably want

here less

why are you

soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not