Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing

fuck

out of nowhere coming

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit

understand what exactly

disbelief, he knew I was lying,

on her boyfriend, which I guess

really blinded by

I'm still afraid for

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking her

mouth to say something but I

believe anything I would have said

Axel said, pushing him

I noticed the dried blood that was still

yet to clean up from his

was I wasn't sure whose blood

Spanish before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

of relief left my lungs, I knew this was

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big

my mind I reached down a grabbed his

and he tensed up from

the hell

his hand away from

you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

I mean it was the least I

look,

impossible to do the

asked still looking

don't really

it to him to see that his hand

how can you teach me to defend myself if

to say after

just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

motives are nothing but completely

him, looking back to his

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards

the bathroom and

be

walking into the

he just did, I followed

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom

got a cleaning

there a first-aid in

him, looking

there in that

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

I rubbed the

out, stepping

meet his stare, our closeness was

me frozen in

was

trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

his mind, but I already

went back to work

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

snapped up to

small action felt so

when my mother used to do

his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused by

there you go, all

rushed out of my untrained

of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at

get one last glance at Axel

was staring down at the floor

and small frown

even see his eyes harden back to the way

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

bedroom door to already see

he wanted;

sure I can give that to him, not now

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating

person here

I never wanted

do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

me,’ I

didn’t want him to see my teary

wrong? I could never

started getting off my bed and

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around

knowing how to really react to his

always seems to see me like this, so

the girl

me what

on the top of

Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't

my head not

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out of

less than a month and

why are

in a soft but

me help you, whatever it is I'm