Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he laughed to himself when he saw the worried

fuck is going

erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

you okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

on

really blinded by love or is

considered, I'm

rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it was no use

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him

noticed the dried blood that was still on

yet to clean up from his

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself

to me, but

language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

lungs, I knew this was

him already looking at

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

mind I reached down

froze and he tensed up from my

the hell are you

pulling his

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

persisted, I mean it was the least

me a weird look, furrowing his

impossible to

asked still looking at

I don't really know why

like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was

to defend myself if your hand

decided to say

seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this

my motives are

him, looking back

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never

Axel said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and

ready to be doctored, nurse

before walking into the

just did, I followed after

help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

hard and got a cleaning

a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere

in that

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

water, and grabbed his

hissed as I rubbed

stepping away from

up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

eyes kept me frozen in my

Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

searched his eyes trying to

couldn't exactly

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

mind,

back to

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet,

fact, it reminded me of when my mother used

on his

was so confused by Axel's sudden

you go,

out of my untrained

daze, needing to be

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made it's was

eyes harden

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

already see Rylan

what he wanted; an

not too sure I can give that

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

person here that I somewhat

I

wrong but I couldn't help the guilty

don't hate me,’ I muttered,

him to see my

I could

off my

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me

knowing how to really

always seems to see me

the girl

me what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top of

am I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out

head not answering

She'll probably want me out of her

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than

why are

a soft but

is I'm sure it's not even that bad