Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck is

of nowhere

said, pushing Camila

you okay?’ Rylan asked,

nodded my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit

understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I was

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

really blinded by

things considered, I'm still

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking her

something but I knew it was no use

wouldn't believe anything I would have said

said, pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that

has yet to clean up

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

in Spanish before allowing

what she said to me, but I'm

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the

lungs, I knew this was far

over at Axel just to see him already looking at

that if I kept staring into those big brown

reached

tensed up

the hell are

asked pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

persisted, I mean it was the

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible to do the

still looking at

I don't really

at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

you teach me to

say after some

why can't he just accept my

promise my motives are nothing

looking back

in his eyes was now one of

weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

Axel said, walking towards the

the bathroom and

ready to be doctored,

before walking into the

just did, I

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

got a

a

looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked back over to

and grabbed his hand and began

as I

out, stepping away from

of looking up to meet

brown eyes kept me frozen in

this moment was different, the usual badass exterior

eyes trying to understand the

couldn't

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked

was on his mind, but I already knew he

instead I went back

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

head snapped up to

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

of when my mother used

his knuckles

was so confused by

there you

out of my

needing to be at least a thousand feet away from

one last glance at Axel before

on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

small frown made it's

I could even see his eyes harden back to

my head but I couldn't help

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my

knew what he

I'm not too sure I can give

doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

here

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

him to see my teary

wrong? I

my bed

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around me,

arms, not knowing how to really

seems to see me like this,

the girl crying over

me what happened

cheek on the top of

am I supposed to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I

shook my head

She'll probably want

either, I've been here less than

why are you

a soft but

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that