Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

ran up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

the fuck

of nowhere coming up from

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

Rylan asked,

my head, I really wasn't but I would

don't understand

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

make a move on her boyfriend,

by love

I'm still

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted

shaking her

but I knew it was no use

I would

Axel said, pushing him to get

dried blood

to clean up from his fight with

sad part was I wasn't sure whose

before allowing herself to be dragged away

no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they

left my lungs, I knew this

see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

from my mind I reached down a

and he tensed

the hell are you

asked pulling his hand away from

him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

mean it was the least

me a weird look,

make it impossible to do the right thing?

asked still looking

Good question, I don't really know why I

least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was

teach me to defend myself if your hand

to say after some

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

my motives are nothing

assured him, looking back

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one of

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

Axel said, walking towards

the

be

before walking into

just

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado

nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

hard and got a cleaning cloth

a first-aid in

looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

the cloth with warm water, and

as I rubbed

out, stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness was messing

brown eyes kept me frozen in

Axel in this moment was different, the usual

eyes trying to understand

couldn't

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

wanted to ask what was on his mind,

I went back

his wounds when I felt fingers

head snapped

is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

it reminded me of when my mother

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles

was so confused by Axel's sudden

there you go,

rushed out of my untrained

the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

was staring down at the floor now, he looked

small frown made it's was

see his eyes harden back

out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

see

knew what he wanted; an

can give that to him, not

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

only person here

I

anything wrong but I couldn't help the

me,’ I muttered, not looking

him to

What's wrong? I could never

getting off my bed and

when I felt his arms softly wrap around

just stood there in his arms, not knowing how

how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

girl

what happened

cheek on the top of my

supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila

shook my head not

think? She'll probably want

less than a month and already

are you

soft but somewhat demanding

is I'm sure it's not