Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and

fuck is

of nowhere coming

here,’ Axel said, pushing

Rylan

really wasn't but

understand what exactly

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I

believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

either really blinded by

things considered, I'm still afraid

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew

believe anything I would

Axel said, pushing him to get Camila

dried blood that was still on

clean up from

wasn't sure whose blood it

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing

to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the

left my lungs, I knew this

to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

staring into those big brown eyes for

reached down

he tensed up

hell are

his hand

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

persisted, I mean it was

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

it impossible to

asked still looking

Good question, I don't really

that his hand heals properly

teach me to defend myself if your

decided to say

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’

are nothing but

looking back to his

in his eyes was

least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him,

Axel said, walking

the bathroom

be

smirked before walking

he just did, I

like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed

into the bathroom to

got a cleaning

a

him, looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel,

with warm water, and grabbed his hand

as I

stepping away from

looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me

moment was different, the usual

his eyes trying

I couldn't

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all

Vulnerability.

and

to ask what was on his mind, but

I went back to work cleaning

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers

snapped up

small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

me of when my mother used to do the

on his knuckles and drew

so confused by Axel's sudden

there you go,

words rushed out of

bathroom in a daze, needing

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out

now he was staring down at

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown

his eyes harden back to the way they were

tried to get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for

see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

he wanted; an

I can give that

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

only person here that

water, I never wanted

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

hate me,’ I muttered, not

want him to see my teary

I could never

my bed and walking

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap around

arms, not knowing how to really

to see me like this,

girl crying over

me what

whispered, resting his cheek on

happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't

just shook my head not answering his

Rose think? She'll probably want me

blame her either, I've been here less than a

why are

a soft but somewhat

it is I'm sure