Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

saw the worried look that made its

fuck

out of nowhere

said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking me

my head, I really wasn't but I would

understand what exactly

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

by

considered, I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking

mouth to say something but I

believe anything I would

said, pushing him to get

I noticed the dried blood that was

up

wasn't

before allowing herself to be

had absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

was going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was done

at Axel just to see him already looking

was too scared that if I kept staring into those big

reached down

froze and he tensed up from

hell are

pulling his hand

to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

I mean it was the least

gave me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

does everyone make it impossible to do the

still looking

Good question, I don't really know why I

him to see that his hand

to defend myself if your hand gets

to say after some

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean

my motives are nothing but

assured him, looking back to his

look in his eyes was now

for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out

said, walking towards the

outside the bathroom and looked

to be

smirked before walking

everything he just did,

to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to

swallowed hard and got a cleaning

there a first-aid

looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and

I rubbed

stepping away

meet his stare, our

eyes kept me frozen in

this moment was different, the usual

eyes trying to

couldn't exactly pinpoint

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away

mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

back to work

was just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped

The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

when my mother used to

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

was so confused by

you go,

rushed out of my

a daze, needing to be at

to get one last glance at

but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a

were furrowed and small frown made it's was

eyes harden back to the way they were

but I

see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

what he wanted; an

not too sure I can

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle

here

feel my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

to see

I could never

started getting off my bed and walking

arms softly wrap

knowing how

Rylan always seems to see me

the girl crying over

what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on the

to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel

head not answering

think? She'll probably want me out of

I've been here less

why are

in a soft but somewhat

I'm sure it's not