Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

himself when he saw the worried look that made its

the fuck is

out of nowhere

this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

okay?’ Rylan asked,

I really wasn't but I would never admit that

understand what

shot me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

make a move on

by love or

I'm still afraid for

is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

spoke, shaking her

opened my mouth to say something but I knew it was no use and shut

believe anything I would have

pushing him to

dried blood that was still on his

has yet to clean up from his

was I wasn't

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away

she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing

she at least do it ina language I could understand?I

this was far from over but

to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes

was too scared that if I kept staring into those big

from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded

and he tensed up from

hell

asked pulling his

need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

I mean it was the least I

look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible to do the right thing?

still looking at

don't

least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly

can you teach me to

say after some

he just accept my

are nothing but completely

him, looking back to his

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now

I never saw

fine,’ Axel said, walking

stopped outside the

ready to be doctored,

smirked before walking into the

just did, I

to let me help him? I felt like someone threw

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to

a cleaning cloth from

there a

asked him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand

as I rubbed

stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with my

brown eyes kept me frozen in

was

trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

onto his

Vulnerability.

and looked

ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have

I went back to work

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when

snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

of when my mother

on his knuckles and

so confused by Axel's

you go,

out of my

needing

my better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel

now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a deep

furrowed and small frown made it's was

even see his eyes

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible

opened my bedroom door to already see Rylan

knew what he wanted; an

I'm not too sure I can give that to him, not

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

only person here that I somewhat

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not looking at

to see my teary

wrong? I could never

off my bed and

arms softly wrap

his arms, not knowing how to really react to his caring

seems to see me

the girl crying over

what happened

resting his cheek on the

tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell

shook my head

probably want me out of

here less than a month

why are you

soft but somewhat demanding

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that