Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

the worried

fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

okay?’ Rylan asked,

I really wasn't but I would

understand what

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

tried to make a move on

by love or is seriously

considered, I'm still afraid

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew

I would have

pushing him to get

the dried blood that was still

clean up from his fight with

was I wasn't sure whose blood

before

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but

at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared

my lungs, I knew this

at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked

scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

the thoughts from my mind I reached

tensed up from

the hell

his hand away

told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

mean it was the least I

gave me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

it impossible to do the

asked still looking at

question, I don't really know why I

just felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it

can you teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

decided to say after

by my words, why can't he just accept my help?

are

looking

look in his eyes

weeks I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

outside the

be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking into

he just did, I followed after

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter waiting

a cleaning

there a first-aid

him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning his

I rubbed

out, stepping away

meet

kept me frozen

moment was different, the usual badass

eyes trying to understand

couldn't

his face,

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

mind, but I already knew he

back to work cleaning his

wounds when I

snapped

felt so foreign but yet,

my mother used to

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself

so confused by Axel's

you go,

words rushed out of my untrained

in a daze, needing to be at least a

judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before

now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he

furrowed and small frown made

see his eyes harden back

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

what he

too sure I can give that to

me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

person here that

starting to water, I never wanted to any of

I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was

I muttered, not looking

didn’t want him to see

What's wrong? I could never hate

off my

softly wrap

stood there in his arms, not knowing

how Rylan always seems to see me like this, so

the girl crying

me what

resting his cheek on the top

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my

head not answering

think? She'll probably

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and

are

in a soft but somewhat

it is I'm sure