Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

ran up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look

fuck

out of nowhere

said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and towards

okay?’ Rylan asked,

really wasn't but I would never

don't understand

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation

tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know

either really blinded by love

considered, I'm

can't believe I ever

shaking

my mouth to say something but I knew it was

anything I would

him

the dried blood that was still

up from his

part was I wasn't sure whose

She sneered at me in Spanish before allowing

to me, but I'm

ina language I

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long

I reached down a grabbed

froze and he tensed

the hell

pulling his hand away

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

mean it was

me a weird look, furrowing

does everyone make it impossible to do the right

still

don't really know why I

to see that his hand heals properly

to

to say after some

didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean

my motives are

looking

in his eyes was now one of

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

be doctored,

smirked before walking

he just

like someone threw me

walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

hard and got a cleaning cloth from

a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere but

in

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being very

water, and

I

out, stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was

brown eyes kept me frozen

in this moment was different, the usual

his eyes trying to

I couldn't exactly

emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked

to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

went back to work

wounds

snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

when my mother used

his knuckles

confused by

there you go,

rushed out

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet away

get one last glance at Axel before making my

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

furrowed and small frown made

swore I could even see his eyes harden back

of my head but I

to already see Rylan

what he wanted; an

I can give that to

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

person here that

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

I muttered, not looking

him to see my

What's wrong? I could

started getting off my

arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to

not knowing how

always seems to

girl

me what

his cheek on the top of my

to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out

just shook my head

Rose think? She'll probably want me

either, I've been here less than a month

why are

asked in a soft

whatever it is I'm sure it's