Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

ran up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in

the fuck is

of nowhere

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp

you okay?’ Rylan

I really wasn't but I would

don't understand what exactly

he knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which

blinded by love or is

things considered, I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be

spoke, shaking her

mouth to say something but I knew it

anything I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get Camila

the dried blood that was still

has yet to clean up from his fight

wasn't sure

at me in Spanish before allowing herself

idea what she said to me, but I'm

insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

knew this was far from over but it was done for

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I

I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

he tensed up

the hell are

his hand

told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

mean it was the

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

impossible to do

asked still looking

I don't

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the first

you teach me to defend myself if

say after some

can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he

are nothing but completely

him, looking back to his

look in his eyes was

2 weeks I never

said,

then stopped outside the bathroom and

to be

smirked before walking into the

just did, I followed after

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

a cleaning cloth from the

a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

I rubbed

breathed out, stepping away

made the mistake of looking up to meet his

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

in this moment was different,

trying to understand

I couldn't

crept onto his

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already

went back to work cleaning

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush

snapped up to

doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

me of when my mother used

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away from

confused by Axel's

there you go,

words rushed out of my

daze, needing to be at least

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel

down at the floor now,

small frown made it's was on his

eyes

out of my head but I couldn't help but

already see Rylan sitting on my bed

what he wanted;

too sure I can give that to him,

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

the only person here that I somewhat trust

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of

anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling

me,’ I

him to see my teary

What's wrong? I

my

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to his

stood there in his arms, not knowing how to really

to

girl

what happened

cheek on the top of

tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel

my head not answering

She'll probably

less than a

why are you

a soft but

is I'm