Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face and stops thrashing in his

the fuck

out of nowhere coming

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his

you okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

but I would never

don't understand

me a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I knew this

honestly believes I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

really blinded by love or is

I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be

spoke, shaking her

I knew it was no use and

I would have said

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get Camila away from

noticed the dried blood that was

up from

I wasn't sure whose blood it

me in Spanish before allowing

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm

me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it was

at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for

mind I reached down a grabbed

and he tensed

the hell are you

asked pulling his hand away from

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let me clean

persisted, I mean it was the least

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

make it impossible to do the right

still looking at

I don't really know why I

that his hand heals properly

to defend myself if

decided to say after some

be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t

promise my motives are nothing but

looking back to

his

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than

Axel said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked

be doctored, nurse

before walking

just did, I followed after

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

a cleaning cloth

there a first-aid in

him, looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

nodded slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

hissed as I rubbed

breathed out, stepping

of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

this moment was different, the usual badass

eyes trying to understand the strange

I couldn't

undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

mind, but I

instead I went back to work cleaning

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped

he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

when my mother used to do the exact

on his knuckles and drew myself away from

was so confused by Axel's

there you go, all

rushed out of my

needing to be

better judgment, I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at

was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a deep

and small frown made

swore I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they

the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed

what he wanted; an

sure I can give

doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could

only person here that I somewhat

I never wanted to any of

couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom of

me,’ I

him to see my

I could never hate

my bed and

when I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling

arms, not knowing

always seems to

girl crying

me what

on the top of

How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

my head not

probably

her either, I've been here less than a month and already made

why are you

asked in a soft but somewhat demanding

I'm sure it's not even that bad