Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried

the fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan

but I would never admit that

don't understand

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

a move on her boyfriend, which I

really blinded by

things considered, I'm still afraid for

rapist! "I can't believe I ever

spoke, shaking

something but I knew it was no use and

wouldn't believe anything I would have

Summers,’ Axel said, pushing him to get

I noticed the dried blood that was

to clean up from his fight

part was I wasn't

Spanish before allowing herself to

said to me, but

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched

knew this was far from over but it

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow

staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

my mind I reached down a grabbed his

froze and he tensed up

hell are

his hand away

you need to clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let

was

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible to do

still

Good question, I don't

I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals

teach me to defend

say after

by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what

my motives are

him, looking

his eyes was now one of

the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

the bathroom and

to be doctored,

smirked before walking into the

by everything he just

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a

just call me a nurse? I walked into the

got a cleaning cloth from the

a

him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel,

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began cleaning

I

breathed out, stepping away

of looking up to meet his stare,

me frozen in

about Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior

his eyes trying to understand the

couldn't exactly

onto his

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

ask what was on his mind,

back to work

his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind my

head snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he

of when my mother used to do the exact

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew

so confused by

you go,

words rushed out of my

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my

he was staring down at

and small frown

I could even see his eyes harden back to

of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting

he

sure I can give

believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t think

person here

water, I never wanted to any of this to

knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was

hate me,’ I muttered, not looking

to see

I could never hate

started getting off my bed and walking towards

I felt his arms softly wrap around me,

there in his arms, not knowing

always seems to see me like this,

the girl crying over

me what happened

whispered, resting his cheek on the top

him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila

just shook my head not

think? She'll probably want me out of her

either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble for

why are you

in a soft but somewhat

is I'm sure it's not even that