Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

worried look

the fuck is going

erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

here,’ Axel said,

okay?’ Rylan asked, looking

but I would never admit that

understand what exactly

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

I tried to make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess

blinded by

I'm still afraid

rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to

shaking her

say something but I knew it was no

believe anything I would have

him to get Camila away from

when I noticed the dried blood

yet to clean up from

part was I wasn't sure

me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't a

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

I knew this was far from

see him already looking at

that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see

my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

froze and he tensed up

the hell are you

his hand away

told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

was

look, furrowing his eyebrows in

make it impossible

still looking at

Good question, I don't really know why I

it to him to see that his

to defend

decided to say after some

he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

promise my motives are nothing but completely

looking back

his eyes was

shocked me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger of

said,

then stopped outside the

to be doctored,

walking into

just did, I followed

like

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see

a

there a

him, looking everywhere but

there in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

hissed as I rubbed

out, stepping away

made the mistake of looking up to meet his

kept me frozen

about Axel in this moment was different, the usual badass exterior melted

eyes trying

I couldn't exactly

undeniable emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

and looked away

his mind, but I already knew he

back to work cleaning his

just about to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair

head snapped up

action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me feel

it reminded me of when my mother

on his knuckles and drew

so confused by

there you go, all

words rushed out of my

bathroom in a daze, needing to

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of

still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

eyebrows were furrowed and small frown made

see his eyes harden back to the

my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

see Rylan

he wanted;

not too sure I can give that to

like Camila doesn't? I

here that I somewhat trust

I never wanted to any

wrong I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

don't hate me,’ I muttered, not

didn’t want him to see my

wrong? I could never

off my bed and walking towards

I felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer

his arms, not knowing

to see me like this,

girl crying

what happened

resting his cheek on the top of my

me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to

just shook my head not

think? She'll probably want

either, I've been here less than

are you

asked in a soft

it is I'm sure