Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way

the fuck is

of nowhere coming

outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of

okay?’ Rylan

head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand what exactly

of disbelief, he knew I

to make a move on her boyfriend, which

really blinded by love

things considered, I'm still

a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

shaking

but I knew it

wouldn't believe anything I

said, pushing him to get Camila away

dried blood

up

wasn't

Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away

absolutely no idea what she said to me, but I'm

ina language I could understand?I watched as they

relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over

just to see him already looking at me, his

staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed

froze and he tensed up from my

hell

his hand away from

that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of wanting to tocket off into

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

mean it was the least I could

gave me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible to do the right

still looking

don't really know why

at least owed it to him to see that his hand

to defend myself if your hand

say

still didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said

my motives are nothing but completely

assured him, looking

look in his eyes was now

past 2 weeks I never saw

Axel said, walking

outside the bathroom and

ready to be doctored,

walking into

everything he just did, I followed after

he actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere completely

call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on

got a cleaning cloth from the

there a first-aid in

asked him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

wet the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and began

hissed as I rubbed the

stepping away from

to meet his stare, our closeness

brown eyes kept me frozen in my

was different, the

searched his eyes trying to understand the

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

and looked away

wanted to ask what was on his mind, but I already knew

back

band-aid on his wounds

snapped up

on earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make

it reminded me of when my mother

band-aid on his knuckles and

confused by

you go,

out of

a daze, needing to be

one last glance at Axel before making my

staring down at the floor now, he looked as if

small frown made

could even see his eyes harden back to the way

get the image out of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long look on his

bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on my

what he

not too sure I can give that to him,

like Camila doesn't? I don’t

here that

starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

I knew I didn't do anything wrong but I couldn't

me,’ I muttered,

want him to see my

I could

my bed and

flinched when I felt his arms softly wrap

there in his arms, not knowing how to really

Rylan always seems to see me like this,

the girl crying over

what happened

on the top

what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know

shook my head not answering his

think? She'll probably want me

less

why are you

in a soft but somewhat demanding

is I'm sure it's not even that