Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

fuck is going

confused voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from

Axel said, pushing Camila out of his grasp and

Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never

don't understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

to make a move on her boyfriend, which

blinded by love or is

considered, I'm

"I can't believe I

shaking her

but I

anything I would have

pushing him to get Camila away from

I noticed the dried blood

has yet to clean up from his

sad part was I wasn't

me in Spanish before allowing

to me,

going to insult me couldn't she at least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs,

left my lungs, I knew this was far from

looking at me,

kept staring into those big brown

my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

and he tensed up from my

the hell are

his hand away

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me

it was the least

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows

impossible to do the right thing?

asked still looking

question, I don't

felt like I at least owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was my

me to defend myself

decided to say after

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I

my motives are nothing

assured him, looking back to

in his eyes was now

say the least, for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than anger

said, walking towards the

then stopped outside the bathroom and looked

be doctored,

before walking into the

he just

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into

he just call me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom

got a cleaning cloth from the

a first-aid

him, looking

in

He pointed out.

pulled the ad-kit out and walked back

water, and grabbed his hand

as I

breathed out, stepping away from

looking up to meet his stare, our closeness was messing with

kept me frozen in my

was different, the usual badass exterior

eyes trying to

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

mind, but I already knew he wouldn't have told

instead I went back to work

about to put the band-aid on his wounds when

head snapped up

earth is he doing? The small action felt so foreign but

reminded me of when my mother used to

band-aid on his knuckles and drew

confused by

you

rushed out

practically darted out of the bathroom in a daze, needing

get one last glance at

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

and small frown made it's was on his

his eyes harden

the image out of my head but I

to already see Rylan sitting on my bed waiting for

knew what he wanted;

can give that to him,

Camila doesn't? I don’t think I could handle Rylan

the only person here that I

eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting

hate me,’ I muttered, not

want him to see my

I could never

off my bed and walking towards

wrap around me, pulling me

in his arms, not knowing

to see

the girl crying

what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top of

to tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't

just shook my head not

She'll probably want me out of her

here less than a month and already made trouble

why are you

in a soft but

whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that