Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that

fuck

of

here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out

Rylan asked, looking

my head, I really wasn't but I would never admit that to

don't understand

a look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and

a move on

blinded by

I'm still

freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends

spoke, shaking her

say something but I knew it was no use and

wouldn't believe anything I would have

pushing him

when I noticed the dried blood that was still on

clean up

was I wasn't

sneered at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged

she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it wasn't

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

lungs, I knew this was far from over but it

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker than

I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the devil dancing

my mind I reached down a grabbed

he tensed up from

the hell are

pulling his hand away

that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

just let

persisted, I mean it was the least

me a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in

everyone make it impossible to do

still looking at

don't really know

to see that his hand heals properly since it was my fault in the

can you teach me to defend myself if your

decided to say after some

words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated what he said from

are nothing but completely

him, looking

his eyes was now

for the past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion out of him, other than

Axel said, walking towards the

then stopped outside the bathroom and looked

ready to be

before walking

he just did, I followed

felt like someone threw me into a tornado

the bathroom to see Axel sitting

a cleaning cloth from

there a first-aid

asked him, looking everywhere

in

He pointed out.

walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

wet the cloth with warm water, and

I

stepping

up to meet his stare, our closeness

eyes kept me frozen in

moment was

trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly pinpoint

emotion crept onto his

Vulnerability.

awkwardly and looked away from

his mind, but

I went back to work cleaning his

the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers

snapped up

felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

me of when my mother used to

quickly placed the band-aid on his knuckles

so confused

you

rushed out of my

in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand

shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he

and small frown made it's was on his

see his eyes harden

out of my head but I

door to already see Rylan

knew what he wanted; an

too sure I can give that to him,

like Camila doesn't? I don’t think I

only person here that I somewhat

starting to water, I never wanted to any of this

but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

I muttered,

didn’t want him to

What's wrong? I could never hate

my bed and

arms softly wrap around me,

knowing how to

how Rylan always seems to

girl

what

cheek on

to me? Or why Camila

shook my head not

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out

wouldn't blame her either, I've been here less than a month and already made trouble

why are you

soft but

help you, whatever it is I'm sure it's