Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried look that made its way onto Camila’s face

the fuck is

voice erupted out of nowhere coming up from the

just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing

Rylan asked, looking

really wasn't but I would never admit

don't understand

knew I was lying, and I knew this conversation wasn't

to make a move on her boyfriend, which I

blinded by love or is seriously

I'm still afraid

boyfriend is a freaking borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be

shaking

mouth to say something but I knew it

anything I would have

him to get Camila

noticed the dried blood that was still on

yet to clean up from his fight with

sad part was I wasn't

at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be dragged away by

no idea what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

couldn't she at least do it ina language I could

knew this was far from over

glanced over at Axel just to see him already looking at

away from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into

I reached down a grabbed his

and he tensed up

hell are

his hand

that,’ I told him, ignoring

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

mean it was the

gave me a weird look, furrowing his

it impossible

asked still looking

I don't really

to see that his hand heals properly since it

can you teach me to defend

say

still didn't seem to be completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept

my motives are

him, looking back to

dark, faraway look in his eyes was now one

weeks I never saw any

fine,’ Axel said, walking

stopped outside the bathroom and looked towards

ready to be doctored,

before walking into

just did,

let me help him? I felt like someone threw me into a tornado and I landed somewhere

a nurse? I walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting

and got a cleaning cloth from the

a

asked him, looking

in

He pointed out.

ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel,

the cloth with warm water, and grabbed his hand and

hissed as I

breathed out, stepping away from

the mistake of looking up to meet his stare, our closeness

kept me

Axel in this moment was

searched his eyes trying

couldn't exactly pinpoint

when an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one I knew all too

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and

what was on his mind, but I

instead I went back to

wounds when I felt fingers brush

head snapped

small action felt so

me of when my mother used to

the band-aid on his knuckles and drew

confused by Axel's

there you

words rushed out of my untrained

a daze, needing to be at

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape

he was staring down at the floor

small frown made it's was on his

I could even see his eyes harden back to the way they were

image out of my head but I

already see Rylan sitting on my bed

knew what he wanted; an

sure I can give that to him, not now

Rylan doesn't believe me like Camila doesn't? I don’t

only person here that I

water, I never wanted to any of

I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in

hate me,’ I muttered, not

to see

I could never

my

felt his arms softly wrap around me, pulling me closer to his

arms, not knowing

Rylan always seems to see me like this, so emotionally

the girl

what happened

cheek on the top

what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially

just shook my head

will Rose think? She'll probably want

her either, I've been here less than a

are

asked in a soft but somewhat

you, whatever it is I'm sure it's not even that