Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

up my arms as he laughed to himself when he saw the worried

the fuck

erupted out of nowhere coming up from

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila out of

Rylan asked, looking

really wasn't but I would never admit

don't understand what

look of disbelief, he knew I was lying, and I

move on her boyfriend, which I guess I

either really blinded by love or

considered, I'm

"I can't

shaking her

I knew

anything I would have

him to get Camila

blood

yet to clean up from

sad part was I wasn't sure whose

at me in Spanish before allowing herself to be

absolutely no idea what she said to

least do it ina language I could understand?I watched as they disappeared down the stairs, out of

sigh of relief left my lungs, I knew this was far from over but

looking at me, his dark eyes

if I kept staring into those

mind I reached down a

froze and he tensed

the hell are you

asked pulling his hand

uh, you need to clean that,’ I told him,

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

was the least I

gave me a weird look, furrowing

everyone make it impossible

asked still

don't really

him to see that his hand heals

me to defend myself

say

completely convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're

motives are

looking back to

look in his eyes was now

me, to say the least, for the past 2 weeks I

fine,’ Axel said, walking towards the

outside the bathroom and

be doctored, nurse

smirked before walking into

everything he just did,

actually going to let me help him? I felt like someone

me a nurse? I walked into the bathroom

a cleaning cloth from the

a first-aid

asked him, looking everywhere

there in that

He pointed out.

out and walked back over to Axel, who was surprisingly being

water, and grabbed his hand

as I rubbed

out, stepping away from

the mistake of looking up to meet

brown eyes kept me frozen

Axel in this moment was different, the

eyes trying to understand the strange

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face, one

Vulnerability.

and looked away from

was on his mind, but I

back to work cleaning

to put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my

snapped up to

he doing? The small action felt so foreign but

reminded me of when my mother used to do the exact same

quickly placed the band-aid on his

was so confused by Axel's sudden

you go,

rushed out of my

the bathroom in a daze, needing to be at least a thousand feet

I looked over my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making

counter but now he was staring down at the floor now, he looked as if he was in a

small frown made it's was

swore I could even see his eyes harden

but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

my bedroom door to already see Rylan sitting on

what he wanted;

I'm not too sure I can

I

here that I somewhat trust

to water, I never

but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that

I muttered, not

him to

What's wrong? I could never hate

off my

wrap around me, pulling

his arms, not knowing how to really react to his

how Rylan always seems to see me like this,

girl crying

what

his cheek on the top of

tell him what happened? How was I supposed to tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And

head not

will Rose think? She'll probably want me

here less

why are

a soft but somewhat demanding

is I'm sure it's