Mated With Five Boys

"Clam up your mouth and be silent like an oyster shell, for that tongue of yours is the enemy of the soul, my friend.When the lips are silent, the heart has a hundred tongues."- Rumi

"How could you do that?"

Camila’s angry voice startled me awake.

I looked over at my nightstand to see what time it was, I felt like I had slept for a year straight but it was actually only 5:32 in the evening.

And yet I was still extremely tired.

After my all but healthy breakdown in the shower, I somehow found the willpower to drag myself out of the bathroom.

I felt exhausted, mentally and physically and I had pretty much had cried all of my energy out.

Which for the most part forced me into a not so pleasant sleep.

Every time I closed my burning eyes all I saw were his cold, hard blue ones.

I could feel his rough hands exploiting my body.

I felt like I was suffocating from the inside.

Kind of like I was drowning and as soon as I got close to the surface to inhale the much-needed air that aching lungs needed, I suddenly get pulled back down.

Honestly, I wanted nothing more than to go back to sleep but when I heard the loud thud in the hallway outside my door I knew that wouldn't be an option.

"You need to calm the fuck down."

Axel's equally angry voiced boomed.

I tensed up at the situation, I hated confrontation.

I especially hated the amount of rage inside of Axel's and Camila’s voices, what the hell was going on? Still drowsy I sat up in my bed, trying to concentrate on their argument.

"Noah promised to stay out of your way, what the hell is your problem!"

Camila screamed.

I listened to them go back and forth feuding about someone named Noah.

Another loud bang against the wall made me jump slightly off my bed.

"Stop hitting the wall, you psycho bitch! And it’s not my fault your boyfriend is a fucking rapist!"

Axel seethed.

"Oh no, don't you even try blaming him! He told me all about how "Little Misfit® in there came all over him.

She shouted back.

"You hear that Mia? I know all about your slutty ways!"

Camila continued, now Pounding on my door.

My heart sunk to the floor.

The boy from the side of the school was Camila's boyfriend? My breathing was starting to get hard to control, I took deep breaths trying to calm down.

Wait? Does she think I came on to him? Noah was not only a piece of shit but, a lying piece of shit.

Calming my anxiousness I stand and walk to the door, I need to explain everything to her.

She needs to know who her boyfriend really is, for her own safety.

I take one last deep breath and swing my door open, revealing two very angry teenagers.

"Oh look who it is."

Camila taunts.

"The slut herself."

She continued.

"Mia, go back in your room; Axel say through his teeth.

I swallowed hard, ignoring his obvious demands and looked over to Camila.

What am I supposed to say to her? You probably should have thought about that before you decided to march yourself in the middle of this.

"You couldn't even wait one day could you?"

She asks, shaking her head in disbelief.

"It's not what you think? I told her, my voice coming out more confident than I felt at the moment.

"Save it"

She interrupted.

"You're lucky I don't beat your ass right here and now."

She laughed angrily.

"He came onto me! I tried begging him to stop if it wasn't for Axel, who knows what would have happened!"

I tried explaining to her, hoping to talk some kind of sense into her.

"Stop lying, Noah wouldn't do that!"

She yelled, lunging towards me.

limmediately threw my hands over my face, prepared to block my head from her attacks.

But they never came, I slowly opened my eyes to come face with Axel's back.

He had Camila wrapped tightly in his arms away from me.

Axel blacked me from her, his breathing ragged as she thrashed in his arms still trying to get her hands on me.

"I'm going to tell you one more time to fucking stop."

Axel's voice was surprisingly a lot calmer than before, and somehow his calm persona was even scarier than when he was angry.

"Or what Axel? What exactly are you going to do?"

Camila said trying to remain tough, but I can tell the coolness in Axel's voice frightened her just as much as it did to me, and he wasn't even talking to me.

"I might not hurt you, but I have no problem paying your sorry excuse of a boyfriend another visit and continuing where I left off."

I could practically hear the smirk that I knew was plastered on his face.

the worried look that made its way onto

fuck is

erupted out of nowhere

matter, just get this lunatic outta here,’ Axel said, pushing Camila

Rylan

but I would

don't understand

I was lying, and I

make a move on her boyfriend, which I guess I now know is

either really blinded by love or is

I'm still afraid

borderline rapist! "I can't believe I ever wanted to be friends with

spoke, shaking her

something but I knew it was no use and shut

believe anything I would

pushing him to

when I noticed the dried blood that was

yet to clean up from his fight with

sad part was I wasn't sure whose blood it

in Spanish before

what she said to me, but I'm guaranteeing it

ina language I could understand?I watched as

this was

already looking at me, his dark eyes somehow looked even darker

from them, I was too scared that if I kept staring into those big brown eyes for too long I would see the

thoughts from my mind I reached down a grabbed his wounded hand without

tensed up from my

the hell

asked pulling his hand

clean that,’ I told him, ignoring the feeling of

"No, I don't"

He grunted out.

let me clean

was

a weird look, furrowing his eyebrows in the

everyone make it impossible to do the right thing?

asked still looking

question, I don't really know

owed it to him to see that his hand heals properly since it was

can you teach me to defend myself if your hand gets

to say after

convinced by my words, why can't he just accept my help? "Listen this doesn’t mean we're friends,’ I repeated

are

him, looking back to his

his eyes was now

past 2 weeks I never saw any emotion

Axel said,

outside the bathroom and

be doctored,

smirked before walking into the

he just did, I followed

felt like someone threw me into a tornado

walked into the bathroom to see Axel sitting on the counter

a

a first-aid

him, looking

there in

He pointed out.

slightly and pulled the ad-kit out and walked back over to Axel, who was

cloth with warm water, and grabbed his

as I rubbed the

stepping away from

made the mistake of looking up to meet

me

moment was different, the usual

his eyes trying to

I couldn't exactly

an undeniable emotion crept onto his face,

Vulnerability.

coughed awkwardly and looked away

mind, but I already knew

instead I went back

put the band-aid on his wounds when I felt fingers brush my hair behind

snapped up

small action felt so foreign but yet, he didn't make me

reminded me of when my mother used to do the

placed the band-aid on his knuckles and drew myself away

so confused by

there you go, all

out of my untrained

daze, needing to be

my shoulder to get one last glance at Axel before making my escape out of the

was still sitting on the counter but now he was staring down at the floor now,

furrowed and small frown

could even see his eyes harden

of my head but I couldn't help but feel responsible for the long

see

he wanted;

can give that to

I don’t think I could handle Rylan hating me

person here

my eyes starting to water, I never wanted to any of this to

do anything wrong but I couldn't help the guilty feeling that was resting in the bottom

I muttered, not

didn’t want him to see my

I could never

getting off my bed and walking towards

I felt his arms softly wrap around me,

there in his arms, not knowing how to really react

always seems to

girl crying over

what

whispered, resting his cheek on the top of my

tell him what Noah tried to do to me? Or why Camila hates my guts overnight? And I especially didn't know how to tell him how Axel out of all

just shook my head not

will Rose think? She'll probably want me out

here less than a month

why are you

in a soft

it is I'm sure it's not even that bad