Mates with Alpha Maddox

Maddox POV.

I was running.

I have been running for a few hours already I just wanted to get away from Jayda so I could think clearly.

I was praying to the moon goddess that I found a rogue so I could take my anger on him. But since my pack's border patrol is strong its almost impossible for a rogue to enter. Almost, Ellie and the guy who wanted to mark Jayda entered our territory so I still had hopes one entered and I could turn rip him to shreds.

I started thinking about how dinner had gone, I think I handled everything pretty well, I mean I didn't kill the guy so I find that a success.

I had never been in a situation like that because I never really cared about anyone romantically before Jayda. I mean, I had some girlfriends when I was like 12-15 years old but then I realized my mate didn't deserve me having a past with a lot of girls so I stopped dating.

Now that I think about it I might have been a little hard on her, I mean I do still talk to my ex's well they talk to me.

What the hell am I saying! I wasn't too hard on her, Carson obviously wanted to get back with her and she met him behind my back. This is so stressing, I have never been so confused in my life, I have always been confident with my decisions to do things but right now I don't even know.

Its not that I regret how I treated Carson or what I did at dinner because I really don't but I do regret yelling at Jayda like that, she is my mate and we are suppose to know how to communicate with each other and that is what she wanted to do, she wanted to talk about it but I had to go and hurt her feelings.

All the anger I had felt in the last few hours leaves my body and is replaced by guilt.

Inwardly sighing I ship back and grab some basketball shorts that the pack hides all across the forest just in case we shift. Groaning I put my head in my hands and think about how I will fix this.

I decide to head back in human form so I have more time to think about everything. Suddenly an idea comes to mind and I rush towards the pack village.

I knock loudly on the door and it opens to reveal a pissed off Kyle.

fucking 3am" Kyle growls out making me roll

mate" I state and his posture

will let you anywhere near her after what you

kind of her fault, I was going to let her go but she started talking shit about

going to see

fuck are you screaming Kyle? I was sleeping, oh hey

inside Ellie" Kyle says

so then you are failing because

I need to talk to you Ellie" I tell her looking at Kyle straight in the

does it have to be now? Its kind of really late" she

nod "It is really important Ellie" I

okay sure" She says with

Are. Not. Talking. To.

my Alpha. Plus I talked about

had no right to-"

will talk to him wether you like it

during this conversation" he grumbles and walks

down in the arm of

fucked up" I

shit, poor Carson was super pissed"

that, I really don't regret it. What I do regret is yelling at Jayda after dinner" I explain and she nods in