Mates with Alpha Maddox

[WARNING: This chapter contains some pretty messed up things. I really hope none of my readers have gone through what will happen in this chapter but if any of you did then just know I am here to talk to you]

Jayda's POV

I was currently having lunch with Nikki, Ellie was somewhere with her mate Kyle.

We were having a normal-ish conversation, Nikki looked like she had been wanting to tell me something for the past week but she never did, she had been avoiding me and Ellie so I was surprised when she invited me to go out for lunch, it surprised me even more when she told me not to tell Eli about it.

"I need to tell you something" Nikki mumbles and I put my fork of spaghetti down, wiping my mouth with a napkin I ask "What happened?"

Her eyes start watering and her lips tremble "I don't think I will ever be able to give Luke pups"

My chest clenches painfully "What do you mean?"

Nicole takes a deep breath "I have been trying for so long, they keep telling me I have a chance but I've been trying for so long and nothing. I do everything they tell me." Nikki breaks, tears streaming down her face.

I quickly stand up and wrap my arms around her tightly. "Who are they?"

"The doctors, I take all the medicine they give me, I go to all the checkups. I hate him, i hate him so much. Its all his fault I would be happy if it wasn't because of him. He ruined me" She sobs on my shoulder, whispering the last part.

Him? Who is him?

"Nikki who are you talking about? Who 'ruined' you?" I ask, Feeling immediate anger at the thought of someone hurting not only my friend, someone who I consider family but also someone from my pack.

Nikki pulls away slightly "Do you promise not to tell anyone? Not even Ellie. I am telling you because you are the closest thing I have to a sister and I know I can trust you"

I nod, I wouldn't have told anyone else anyway. It's her secret not mine.

She looks away and starts talking:

*Flashback 4 years ago. Nikki's POV*

"Hey Uncle Leo, have you seen mom and dad? I've been looking for them" I ask the pack's Beta, Leonardo.

"Last time I saw them they were with your brother, but that was a few hours ago" Beta Leonardo tells me with a smile.

I'll go see if they are still

From a far

joking with A

out to my 18

with a smile, slinging his arm around my shoulder and walking us away from his

over. Some people criticized

know even with his kind and easy going behavior he will be a great Alpha.

you seen mom and dad?"

hair moving to his forehead. Almost reaching his eyes,

going patrolling in about 30 minutes if you want wait a little bit and come with me patrolling so you don't have to walk through the woods by yourself since you haven't shifted

answer with a wide grin "No thanks, just meet us there when you are done. I have

sound stern but the

I giggle "Nope"

He pouts "please"

shake my head still giggling

don't wanna"

need to find mom and dad. Don't forget

the

I make my way to the Alpha house and into my room so I could change into proper footwear. I was wearing flip flops and my feet will surely suffer I walk through the

on some sneakers, I apply some bug repellent and

way out of the house and

the woods. Watching the different animals in their natural habitat. The colorful birds, the bugs that could essentially kill me it was all

I can't wait until I shift so I can effortlessly

at a steady pace. I grin at the thought of the paper burning a hole in my back

to England and I would live in a dorm and probably get the cool British

scream I quickly recognize as my

tripping over roots and rocks. I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings, all I had in my mind was get to my mom, and do whatever I could do to help her, which wasn't really much since I had yet to shift

I finally reach a clearing I sigh in relief. I see my parents sitting against a tree, my mom's head resting against my father's shoulder and both of them were looking in

their day dream to not hear my loud wheezing and panting I walk towards

news" I said loudly in a