Mates with Alpha Maddox

[WARNING: This chapter contains some pretty messed up things. I really hope none of my readers have gone through what will happen in this chapter but if any of you did then just know I am here to talk to you]

Jayda's POV

I was currently having lunch with Nikki, Ellie was somewhere with her mate Kyle.

We were having a normal-ish conversation, Nikki looked like she had been wanting to tell me something for the past week but she never did, she had been avoiding me and Ellie so I was surprised when she invited me to go out for lunch, it surprised me even more when she told me not to tell Eli about it.

"I need to tell you something" Nikki mumbles and I put my fork of spaghetti down, wiping my mouth with a napkin I ask "What happened?"

Her eyes start watering and her lips tremble "I don't think I will ever be able to give Luke pups"

My chest clenches painfully "What do you mean?"

Nicole takes a deep breath "I have been trying for so long, they keep telling me I have a chance but I've been trying for so long and nothing. I do everything they tell me." Nikki breaks, tears streaming down her face.

I quickly stand up and wrap my arms around her tightly. "Who are they?"

"The doctors, I take all the medicine they give me, I go to all the checkups. I hate him, i hate him so much. Its all his fault I would be happy if it wasn't because of him. He ruined me" She sobs on my shoulder, whispering the last part.

Him? Who is him?

"Nikki who are you talking about? Who 'ruined' you?" I ask, Feeling immediate anger at the thought of someone hurting not only my friend, someone who I consider family but also someone from my pack.

Nikki pulls away slightly "Do you promise not to tell anyone? Not even Ellie. I am telling you because you are the closest thing I have to a sister and I know I can trust you"

I nod, I wouldn't have told anyone else anyway. It's her secret not mine.

She looks away and starts talking:

*Flashback 4 years ago. Nikki's POV*

"Hey Uncle Leo, have you seen mom and dad? I've been looking for them" I ask the pack's Beta, Leonardo.

"Last time I saw them they were with your brother, but that was a few hours ago" Beta Leonardo tells me with a smile.

smile back "Thanks, I'll go see if they are still with Maddox"

stone path. From a far I see Maddox's tall but

and joking with A few

to my 18 year

dear older brother greeted with a smile, slinging his

bad mood will be the day hell freezes over. Some people criticized that. Saying he had to be tough if

know even with his kind and easy going

you seen mom

hair moving to his forehead. Almost reaching his eyes,

minutes if you want wait a little bit and come with me patrolling so you don't have to walk through the woods by yourself since you haven't shifted yet" Maddox says, he is always being protective over me.

I answer with a wide grin "No thanks, just meet us there when you

now" He tries to sound stern but the

I giggle "Nope"

He pouts "please"

shake my head still giggling

don't wanna"

to find mom and dad. Don't

the top of

change into proper footwear. I was wearing flip flops and my feet will

some bug repellent and tie my black hair in

am done I make my way out of the house and into the

into the woods. Watching the different animals

walking I was already panting, I can't wait until I shift so

thought of

last summer and got accepted for their program. I would be able to finish High School there while training with the best fighters in the continent. They would fly me out to England and I would live in a dorm and probably get the cool British accent I have always wanted. Anna and I always joked about it, she said that

a scream I

I heard the scream, stumbling and tripping over roots and rocks. I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings, all I had in my mind was get to my mom, and do whatever I could do to help her, which wasn't really much since I had yet to shift into my

in relief. I see my parents sitting against a tree, my mom's head resting against my father's shoulder

dream to not hear my loud wheezing and

I said loudly in a terrible British accent that ended up sounding a mix between Indian