Mates with Alpha Maddox

[WARNING: This chapter contains some pretty messed up things. I really hope none of my readers have gone through what will happen in this chapter but if any of you did then just know I am here to talk to you]

Jayda's POV

I was currently having lunch with Nikki, Ellie was somewhere with her mate Kyle.

We were having a normal-ish conversation, Nikki looked like she had been wanting to tell me something for the past week but she never did, she had been avoiding me and Ellie so I was surprised when she invited me to go out for lunch, it surprised me even more when she told me not to tell Eli about it.

"I need to tell you something" Nikki mumbles and I put my fork of spaghetti down, wiping my mouth with a napkin I ask "What happened?"

Her eyes start watering and her lips tremble "I don't think I will ever be able to give Luke pups"

My chest clenches painfully "What do you mean?"

Nicole takes a deep breath "I have been trying for so long, they keep telling me I have a chance but I've been trying for so long and nothing. I do everything they tell me." Nikki breaks, tears streaming down her face.

I quickly stand up and wrap my arms around her tightly. "Who are they?"

"The doctors, I take all the medicine they give me, I go to all the checkups. I hate him, i hate him so much. Its all his fault I would be happy if it wasn't because of him. He ruined me" She sobs on my shoulder, whispering the last part.

Him? Who is him?

"Nikki who are you talking about? Who 'ruined' you?" I ask, Feeling immediate anger at the thought of someone hurting not only my friend, someone who I consider family but also someone from my pack.

Nikki pulls away slightly "Do you promise not to tell anyone? Not even Ellie. I am telling you because you are the closest thing I have to a sister and I know I can trust you"

I nod, I wouldn't have told anyone else anyway. It's her secret not mine.

She looks away and starts talking:

*Flashback 4 years ago. Nikki's POV*

"Hey Uncle Leo, have you seen mom and dad? I've been looking for them" I ask the pack's Beta, Leonardo.

"Last time I saw them they were with your brother, but that was a few hours ago" Beta Leonardo tells me with a smile.

I'll go see

path. From a far I see Maddox's tall but

was laughing and joking with

Maddox" I call out to

Nikki" My dear older brother greeted with a smile, slinging his arm around my shoulder

a bad mood will be the day hell freezes over. Some people

his kind and easy going behavior

you seen mom and

to his forehead. Almost reaching

have to walk through the woods by yourself since you haven't shifted yet" Maddox says, he is always being protective over me. We

wide grin "No thanks, just

now" He tries to sound stern but

I giggle "Nope"

He pouts "please"

my head still giggling "Nope, you'll

don't wanna" Maddox

now bye I need to find mom and dad. Don't

the top

the Alpha house and into my room so I could change into proper footwear. I was

on some sneakers, I apply some bug repellent and tie

I am done I make my way out of the house and into

looking around the wood in wonder, I really loved going into the woods. Watching the different animals in their natural habitat. The

panting, I can't wait until I

a steady pace. I grin at the thought of the paper

England and I would live in a dorm and probably get the cool

thoughts are interrupted by a scream I quickly recognize as my

all I had in my mind was get to my mom, and do whatever I could do to help her, which wasn't really much since I had yet to shift into my

a clearing I sigh in relief. I see my parents sitting against a tree, my mom's head resting against my father's shoulder and both of

their day dream to not hear my loud wheezing and panting I walk towards

loudly in a terrible