Mates with Alpha Maddox

I rush towards the hospital bed "Ellie wake up, Ellie wake up please I need you. E-Ellie don't do this to me. Please c-come back."

I start sobbing, my tears wetting Ellie's hospital gown.

"Ellie, please. Please, please please please, come back Ellie. Come back. Don't leave me" I beg, the tears never stopping.

Maddox pulls me away from Ellie. "Jayda calm down" he says but I don't listen I keep repeating "Don't leave me, come back" over and over again.

Before I now it Maddox lays me down on a hospital bed and ties me down to it with some elastic the nurse handed him.

"Let me go, now. Let me fucking go" I yell.

Maddox leaves the room to talk to Dr. Jenny.

"What's wrong with her? She has this crazed look in her eye. She keeps saying someone is following her. Is she going to be alright?" I hear Maddox ask.

"She must he in shock, she's been through a lot in these past few hours. She just needs to rest. I will give her a tranquilizer. She will be out for a few hours. You better just go find the killer" Dr. Jenny says.

"I can hear you talking about me! Let me go! Now!" I yell.

Dr. Jenny appears out of nowhere, Maddox behind her "By the time you wake up your shoulder will be all better" and will that she takes a syringe and sticks it on my arm.

Almost immediately I feel my muscles relaxing and I fall asleep.

I feel myself being roughly shaken awake. When my eyes open I see Marco standing there with a smile on his face.

I hear voices in my head, I can't make out what they are saying. They are all speaking at the same time. They aren't loud but they are still annoying.

"Marco? What are you doing here?" I ask.

He grins at me "They let me go, they figured out I wasn't the bad guy"

The voices start getting louder "Oh, okay, what time is it?"

"Eh, about 4 in the morning. How about we go for a walk?" He suggest.

My eyes widen "I can't get out, i'm not allowed to. Plus I am strapped to the hospital bed" I say.

He shrugs "Its just for a little while and I can help you out" And then he unclips the two clips that were making me stay in the bed.

He holds his hand out "Let's go Jayda, trust me. We are friends"

I nod and grab onto his hand. Walking out of the hospital room.

"Is Ellie okay?" I ask Marco, tuning out the voices in my head.

his head

go see her? T-to say goodbye?"

your fault Ellie is

keep walking silently until we get

water "I'm sorry, I wanted to help her" I say unable to keep it in any

shrugs "But

pull my hand out

in the most sincere voice he says "And you failed, and now she is dead"

my chest

to miss her. To know that you will never ever see her again" he says

this things? I thought we were friends?" I ask, looking at him incredulously, I felt like I was about to cry all

that's why I am telling you all of this.

then all of the voices in my head get louder and louder until

they say is "Do it" over and over again.

ears, I crumble to the floor and shake my head, trying to get rid

sobs, the voices kept getting louder by the second.

do? Why do you keep saying do it?! What

makes me jump "You need to end it Jay" I turn to look but Marco isn't there anymore. In his

"Ellie, I thought you were dead!

I am dead" she pulls

never do that. You are like m-my sister. And y-you aren't

I look alive to you?" She laughs "You killed me, you let

on both knees, hugging Ellie's legs. "Please forgive me, I

did. You shouldn't have been born. If you hadn't my mom wouldn't have suffered as much" I look

its not my fault. I didn't choose to be

you were, thanks to you and your mom. Dad made my mom suffer. If only you would have stayed out of our

am so sorry, please forgive me. I love you! You are my little brother" I tell

to forgive you?" He

"Yes, I'll do

He grins "End it"

watch them turn brown, then his face changes. And before I know it Kyle is in front of me. Looking

killed her" he

Kyle, you know

to die, Ellie did nothing but be there for you and you let her die. Now she is rotting

to save her! She wouldn't wake up" I say and he starts

"Please, let me go Kyle." I choke

leave my body and then I open them again when the grip loosens

see Maddox standing in front of me

Maddox" I say crying into his

arms length and looks at me with a concerned

you are here I'm okay, they kept telling me to end it" I say tears running freely