Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

walk in I immediately see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but about two were awake a

to myself as I

When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal

man, as soon as I

dentist like

bad shape was an understatement, he had deep wounds all over his body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was a lot of

at the moment. I heard loud footsteps from another door and quickly hid behind

saw Maddox come inside the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at splashed it on the evil guy.

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

knife and without even blinking made a long cut

the smiles

inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox asks calmly.

"Please, I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox stabs him in

clenches his jaw "I asked you

one" The evil man

some kind of weird looking scissors and grabs

tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by

my sister told

"It's different, you are

at the evil man with hate and in one quick movement pulls the knife out of his thigh

is cry and scream as Maddox

was cry when he was abusing

parents and you want me to stop?"

man"

stabs the evil man in the crotch area

and then passes

you kill him?" I surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately turns

you doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly

"I

you scared of me now?" Maddox asks me and for the first since what

I answer "I am

tightly and he tenses.

over me" he

please" I beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands

it will make me" Maddox

I pull away "What?"

scared of what killing him will make me. I am not the same guy I

don't kill him Maddox" I say softly but Maddox shakes his

if I don't I'll go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if I kill

him, right now"

but I am going

I need this. I need to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over. To know

questioning me Maddox nods then