Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

people inside cells. Most were sleeping but about two were awake a looking at me

myself as I walked through the

a million times a second and I was questioning why I even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal door that I carefully open while praying that nobody on the other side is there to

metal door was the evil man, as soon as I saw him my heart started

in a dentist like chair where his hands and

over his body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes

be passed out at the moment. I heard loud footsteps from another door and quickly hid

Maddox come inside the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The evil man squirmed

his headphones and turns to the smiles at the evil guy, a cruel sadistic smile.

inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox asks calmly.

Let me go" he

his jaw "I

right one" The evil man gasps

Maddox grabs some kind of weird

Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by

you stop when my sister told

are cutting me open! Nobody

stares at the evil man with hate and in one quick movement pulls the knife out of his thigh

can do is cry and

was

my parents and you want me to stop?" Maddox

go man" The evil man

crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was

evil man screams and then passes out probably

surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately turns around with

here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking

shrug "I

Maddox asks me and for

head I answer "I

Maddox tightly and he

blood all over me" he mumbles patting

need a hug Maddox, please" I beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands around me

of what it will make me" Maddox says

I pull away "What?"

I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I kill him

him Maddox" I say softly

so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if I kill him it

him, right

but I am going to walk you home first"

this. I need to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be

questioning me Maddox nods