Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

I immediately see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but about two were

my jacket closer to myself as I walked through the

million times a second and I was questioning why I even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall

with the metal door was the evil man, as soon as I saw him my heart started beating even faster than before and

hurt me now though. He was sitting in a dentist like chair where his hands and feet were cuffed which what I am

of it. His whole face was swollen,

the moment. I heard loud footsteps

was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face.

and turns to the smiles at the evil guy, a cruel sadistic smile.

what hand did you inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox asks

me go" he begs and Maddox stabs him

clenches his jaw "I asked

The evil

kind of weird looking scissors and grabs the evil man's

listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil

sister told you to?" Maddox

evil man starts sobbing "It's different, you are cutting me

movement pulls the knife

cry and

all I could do was

killed my parents and you want me to

go man" The

stabs the evil man in the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was now bleeding

evil man screams and then passes out probably

him?" I surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately

are you doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking

"I

scared of me now?" Maddox asks me and for the

head I answer "I am not scared of

Maddox tightly and

over me" he mumbles

beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands

it will make me" Maddox says after

I pull away "What?"

will make me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I kill him I will be a

kill him Maddox" I say softly but Maddox shakes

if I don't I'll go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know

right now"

"I will, but I am going to walk you home

need this. I need to know he is dead. I need the

me Maddox nods then