Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

walk in I immediately see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but about two were awake a

to myself as I walked through the dim lit hall.

end of the hall I see another metal door

man, as soon as I saw him

me now though. He was sitting in a dentist

pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was

I heard loud footsteps from another door and quickly hid behind

black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face.

then takes off his headphones and turns to the smiles at the evil guy, a

did you inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox

am sorry. Let me go"

"I asked you

The evil

Maddox grabs some kind of weird looking

man pleads but Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of

when my sister told

starts sobbing "It's different, you are cutting me open!

man with hate and in one quick movement pulls

evil guy can do is cry

was cry when he

killed my parents and

go man" The evil

evil man in the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was now bleeding 5 times

then passes out

him?" I surprise myself by

doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking towards

"I

me now?" Maddox asks me and for

I answer "I am not

hug Maddox tightly

blood all over me" he mumbles

please" I beg and

of what it will make

I pull away "What?"

am scared of what killing him will make me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I kill him I will be

don't kill him Maddox" I say softly but Maddox shakes his

Towards him, myself. I know if I kill him it will

him, right now"

will, but I am

I need this. I need to know he is dead. I need

nods then