Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

cells. Most were sleeping

my jacket closer to myself as I walked through the dim lit hall.

was beating a million times a second and I was questioning why I even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal door that I carefully open while praying that nobody on the other side is there

with the metal door was the evil man, as soon as I saw him my heart started beating even faster than before

was sitting in a dentist like chair where his hands and feet were cuffed which what

wounds all over his body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face

out at the moment. I heard loud footsteps from another door

and saw Maddox come inside the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly.

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

blinking made a long cut down the side of his

turns to the smiles at the evil guy, a cruel

you inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox asks calmly.

crying "Please, I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox stabs him in the thigh.

jaw "I asked

one" The

grabs some kind of weird looking scissors and grabs the evil man's

grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by one starts cutting

when my sister told you to?"

are cutting me

movement pulls the knife out of his thigh and made a deep gash on

can do is cry and scream as Maddox continuously tortures

was cry

my parents and you want

me go man" The

another knife and stabs the evil man in the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was now bleeding 5 times

man screams and then passes out

kill him?" I surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately turns around with wide

Nicole?" He asks, slowly

shrug "I

now?" Maddox asks me and for the first since what happened he

I answer "I am not

tightly and he

all over me" he mumbles patting

hug Maddox, please" I beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands around

what it will make

I pull away "What?"

will make me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I

I say softly but

to kill him, if I don't I'll go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if

him, right now" I

but I am

I need this. I need to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over.

me Maddox nods then grabs a blade.