Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but about

closer to myself as I walked through the

even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal door that I carefully open while praying that nobody on the other side

I saw him my heart started beating even

hurt me now though. He was sitting in a dentist like chair where his hands and feet were cuffed which what I am

say he was in a bad shape was an understatement, he had deep wounds all over his body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't

the moment. I heard loud footsteps from

was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

opened his eyes and Maddox grabbed a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the

turns to the smiles at the

you inject my sister and my parents?" Maddox asks

guys starts crying "Please, I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox stabs him

his jaw "I

The evil

grabs some kind of

no, stop" The evil man pleads but Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by one starts cutting

stop when my sister told you to?" Maddox

"It's different, you are cutting me open! Nobody deserves

man with hate and in one quick movement pulls the knife out of his thigh and made a deep gash on his

is cry and scream as Maddox continuously tortures

could do was cry when he was

räped my sister, you killed my parents and you

go man" The evil

area where it had already been bleeding

and then passes out

I surprise myself by saying,

here Nicole?" He asks,

shrug "I followed

scared of me now?" Maddox asks me and for the first since what happened he

I answer "I am not scared

hug Maddox tightly and he tenses.

me" he mumbles patting

and he nods. Wrapping his

make me" Maddox says after a

I pull away "What?"

me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago

Maddox" I say softly

insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself.

right

am going to walk you home first"

I need the nightmares to be over.

even questioning me Maddox nods then grabs a