Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

inside cells. Most were sleeping but about two were awake

pulled my jacket closer to myself as I walked through

of the hall I see another metal door

as soon as I saw him my heart started beating even faster than before and my

a dentist like chair where his hands and feet

pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in

the moment. I heard loud footsteps from another door and

the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at splashed it on the evil guy. He threw the bucket and

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

eyes and Maddox grabbed a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The evil man

takes off his headphones and turns to the smiles at the

you inject my sister and my parents?"

Let me go"

his jaw "I asked you what hand"

one" The evil man gasps

kind of weird looking scissors and grabs the evil

Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil

sister

man starts sobbing "It's different, you are

quick movement pulls the knife out of his thigh and made a deep

cry and

all I could do was cry when he was abusing

my parents and you want me to stop?" Maddox

man" The evil man

of answering Maddox takes another knife and stabs the evil man in the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was now bleeding

man screams and then passes out

surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately turns

are you doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking

"I followed

me now?" Maddox asks me and for the first since what happened

"I

Maddox tightly and

me" he mumbles

please" I beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands around me

make me" Maddox says after

I pull away "What?"

will make me. I am not the same guy I

kill him Maddox" I say softly but Maddox

go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if I kill

kill him, right

"I will, but I am going to walk you home first"

know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over. To know

even questioning me Maddox nods