Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

walk in I immediately see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but

closer to myself as I walked through the dim

I even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal door that I carefully open while

was the evil man, as soon as I saw him my heart started beating

sitting in a dentist like

body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was

be passed out at the moment. I heard loud footsteps

black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at splashed it on the evil

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

Maddox grabbed a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The

the smiles at

sister

I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox stabs him in

his jaw "I

The evil man

in his thigh Maddox grabs some kind of weird looking scissors and

man pleads but Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by one starts

you stop when my sister told you to?" Maddox

man starts sobbing "It's different, you are cutting me open! Nobody deserves

at the evil man with hate and in one quick movement pulls the knife out

do is cry and scream as Maddox continuously

do was

my parents and you want me to

me go man" The evil

the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was

and then

myself by

are you doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly

shrug "I

asks me and for the first since

my head I answer "I am not

Maddox tightly and

all over me" he mumbles

and he nods. Wrapping his hands

it will make me" Maddox

I pull away "What?"

I was 2 weeks ago

say softly

filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if I kill him it will all be over." Maddox looks at the

right now"

nods "I will, but I am

dead. I need the nightmares to be

nods