Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

were sleeping but about two were awake a

to myself as I

reach the end of the hall I see another metal door that

soon as I saw him my heart started beating even faster than before and

was sitting in a dentist like chair where his hands and feet were

coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was a lot of blood coming from

man looked to be passed out at the moment. I heard loud footsteps

come inside the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at splashed it on the evil guy. He threw the bucket and

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The evil man squirmed

to the smiles at the

did you inject my sister and my parents?"

"Please, I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox

his jaw "I asked you what

The

the knife in his thigh Maddox grabs some kind of weird looking scissors and grabs

pleads but Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by one starts cutting off The evil

sister told you

evil man starts sobbing "It's different, you are cutting me open! Nobody

stares at the evil man with hate and in one quick movement pulls

can do is cry and scream as Maddox continuously

could do was cry

sister, you killed my parents and you want me to stop?"

go man" The

evil man in the crotch area where it had already been

man screams and then passes out probably from the

you kill him?" I surprise myself by saying, Maddox

are you doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking towards

shrug "I

and for

my head I answer "I am not scared

Maddox tightly and he tenses.

blood all over me" he mumbles

hug Maddox, please" I beg and he nods.

will make

I pull away "What?"

what killing him will make me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I kill him

Maddox" I say softly but Maddox

him, if I don't I'll go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if

right now"

will, but I am going to walk you home

to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over. To know he can't get to me anymore

Maddox nods then