Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

were sleeping but about two were awake a looking at me creepily.

closer to myself as I walked through the dim lit

walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see another metal door

the room with the metal door was the evil man, as soon as I saw him my

though. He was sitting in a dentist like chair where

had deep wounds all over his body some had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was a lot of blood coming from his crotch area, like if it

moment. I heard

peeked through the side and saw Maddox come inside the room. He was wearing jeans, a black hoodie and had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was holding a bucket full of something at splashed it on

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

his eyes and Maddox grabbed a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The evil man squirmed

turns to the smiles

what hand did you inject my sister

me go" he begs and Maddox

his jaw "I

right one" The

knife in his thigh Maddox grabs some kind of

he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one by one starts cutting off

my sister told

man starts sobbing "It's different, you are cutting me open! Nobody deserves this

one quick movement pulls the knife out of his

the evil guy can do is cry and scream as Maddox continuously

was cry when he

my sister, you killed my parents and you want

man" The

evil man in the crotch area where

screams and then passes out

him?" I surprise myself by saying, Maddox immediately turns

here Nicole?" He

shrug "I

Maddox asks me and for the first since

"I am not

hug Maddox tightly and

over me" he mumbles

need a hug Maddox, please" I beg and he nods. Wrapping his hands around

it will make me" Maddox says after a

I pull away "What?"

not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and we all know. If I kill him I will be a

don't kill him Maddox" I say softly

to kill him, if I don't I'll go insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him, myself. I know if I kill him it will all be over."

him, right now"

but I am going to

I need to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over. To

questioning me Maddox nods then grabs