Mates with Alpha Maddox

It has gotten to the point that I worry that the old Maddox will never come back.

At first he tried to act like his old self, he tried to hug me, tried to smile but his hugs were cold and his smile was fake. I could see right through them. The way his eyes are empty but at the same time filled with ire.

At first I thought it was me, I thought he blamed me for what happened. For what the evil man did to me but then after the days passed I figured out that the hate he felt wasn't towards me. It was towards himself and towards the evil man.

He blamed himself for what happened. He thought it was his fault but I know it wasn't.

After a few days he stopped trying to make me think that the old him was still there. He completely closed off, he didn't hug me, he didn't smile.

And it hurt because even though Kyle and I are twins, Maddox and I had a stronger connection. Kyle was always flying around the world. But Maddox was always here with me and losing him felt like losing a part of myself.

"Can you go to your own room Kyle? I want to sleep alone tonight" I lie.

Kyle looks at me worriedly "What about the nightmares?

"I won't have them" I promise.

He reluctantly nods "Okay, I love you sis"

"Love you too Kyle" I say and watch as he leaves.

I quickly stand up and see him close his bedroom door. When he does I grab a jacket and put it, and then some sneakers.

I tip toe out of the house and look around. It was dark out and I couldn't see anyone.

"What are you doing out?" I let out a scream at turn around to see Maddox standing there with jeans and a black hoodie.

"I-uh, um what are you doing out?" i ask instead.

"I am an adult, you are a kid. Go back inside" He orders.

I shake my head defiantly "No"

Maddox clenches his jaw "Go back inside. I was on my way to the-. Somewhere and your fucking loud footsteps interrupted me so get back inside and go to sleep"

I sigh, my eyes watering slightly. It hurt that he was talking to me like that.

Maddox's face soften and he whispers "Just go back inside" And with that he starts walking away. I walk back into the house and look at the window.

When I see where Maddox walks into my heart speeds up.

I quickly open and close the door not really worried about Kyle hearing since he like me hasn't shifted yet and won't hear anything.

I run towards the cellar, my dad had shown me it a long time ago. He had told me to stay away there is no way I am doing that.

I slowly put my hand on the handle of the metal door and wince as it creaks while it opens.

in I immediately see people inside cells. Most were sleeping but

jacket closer to myself as I walked through the dim lit

second and I was questioning why I even walked in here. When I reach the end of the hall I see

I saw him my heart started beating even faster than before and my head started

was sitting in a dentist like chair where his hands and feet were cuffed which what I am guessing

had pus and some had blood coming out of it. His whole face was swollen, in a way he almost couldn't open his eyes and there was a lot

moment. I heard loud footsteps from another door and quickly hid behind a

had his headphones blasting loudly. Maddox was

"Wake up" Maddox growled.

opened his eyes and Maddox grabbed a knife and without even blinking made a long cut down the side of his face. The evil man squirmed and

off his headphones and turns to the smiles at

you inject my sister and

starts crying "Please, I am sorry. Let me go" he begs and Maddox stabs

his jaw "I asked you what

one" The evil man gasps

some kind of weird looking scissors and grabs the evil man's right

man pleads but Maddox doesn't listen. Instead he tight grasps the wrist of the evil man and one

stop when my sister told you to?"

different, you are cutting me open!

quick movement pulls the knife out of his

do is cry

I could do was cry when

my sister, you killed my parents and you want

me go man"

man in the crotch area where it had already been bleeding before but it was now bleeding 5 times

and then passes out probably

by saying, Maddox

doing here Nicole?" He asks, slowly walking

"I

scared of me now?" Maddox asks me and for the first since what happened he showed some

my head I answer "I

tightly and he

have blood all over me" he

I beg and he

what it will make me" Maddox says after

I pull away "What?"

killing him will make me. I am not the same guy I was 2 weeks ago and

Maddox" I say softly but Maddox shakes his

insane. I am so filled with hate. Towards him,

kill him, right now"

am going to walk

shake my head "No Maddox, I need this. I need to know he is dead. I need the nightmares to be over. To know he can't

nods then grabs a blade.