My Alpha's Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance

4. My Worth

YILEYNA

Last night’s events were fresh on my mind, along with Alpha Andres’s and Theon’s parting words, I hadn’t even been able to thank him for helping fix my arm. Something that I could have done myself, but it’s a lot easier when you’re not the one snapping your bones back into place. I hadn’t shifted yet, so I didn’t heal as fast as those who had.

I had woken up with Theon’s words playing on my mind and an ache between my legs that begged for only one man’s touch. As much as I was sure I could find a man to satiate the hunger, I didn’t want just anyone.

I had changed and come out to one of the smaller, less frequently used training fields. No one really came this far out often, and since the pack had in a way shunned me, I felt more comfortable training out here alone.

Rain had fallen heavily all through the night and it was still ongoing. The ground beneath my feet was muddy and my boots were completely covered in it. Squelching with every move I made as I punched the tree repeatedly, venting my frustration.

I was wearing a tank top with a leather jacket and pants; my hair was open, and I was completely drenched despite the overhead branches that partially shielded me from the rain. I didn’t mind it, I was simply relieved that there was not a soul in sight. I guess the regulars were all training in the indoor courts and halls.

I punched the tree again, the Alpha’s words ringing in my head.

‘Talent but no strength.’

The tone of his voice made it obvious I was just a failure…

I punched the tree harder, staring at the blood that streaked the trunk. Despite the bandages I had wrapped around my hands, I had still bruised them. The once white wrap was covered with dirt, water, and blood.

Useless.

A failure…

I was a shame to the De’Lacor name… I was meant to be my father’s legacy… Someone who he’d be proud to call his daughter, the future Beta, but without my wolf, I don’t think that title was going to be mine.

It had been two months and I knew the rest of the ranked wolves wanted the king to pick a new Beta… No doubt the Gamma and Delta wolves had their eyes on that position. A position that was rightfully the De’Lacor’s.

I felt an all-too-familiar stinging in my eyes as I continued to hit the tree. My grunts, whimpers of pain and effort faded into the sound of the downpour. Weather that truly fitted my mood.

I kept going, no longer focusing on anything but the pain in my entire body, I knew I was going to end up in bed for an entire day after this.

I stumbled, my feet skidding in the mud. I fell forward, bracing my hands on the tree as my knees hit the ground.

“Now I think that’s the best position for you to be in.” A haughty voice from behind came.

Irritation flashed through me as I got to my feet, turning to look at the two young men who stood there. Nikolai and Kyson. Warriors that were of the same rank as Theon, but unlike him, both were trash in my eyes.

had been Nikolai who had spoken. With his dark hair and blue eyes, one might think he was handsome,

for me to be in is.” I replied, acting unbothered as I began to unwrap the bandage on my right hand. I was shaking from exhaustion and the number of splinters embedded in my hands were far more than I

an Omega… and what are they good for, Kyson?” Nikolai

of me at the insult, I was

Kyson added arrogantly, his

his voice laced

and I’ll show you what you will or won’t be capable of when I’m done with you.” I hissed, clenching my

maybe we could put it to better use.” Kyson stepped forward; his shoulder-length blond hair was pulled

as he was, I wouldn’t mind adding another one

around for miles and in the exhausted

her makes me want to bury myself into the

I swear by the goddess I

have no rank anymore; don’t you know what they are saying in court? Theon might be taking the Beta title… and once he does, you become an

refused to admit

the animal he was. Unmarked women were just

am still the Beta candidate.” I warned, my voice sounding breathless and

hunger as his gaze fell to my

and felt their eyes on me. Nikolai’s hand reached around, grabbing my

them and yanking free from his hold only for him to grab my hand and squeeze it painfully. I winced

get away

the tree, the jagged edges of the splinters I had created in the trunk cutting into my back. I

muscle and one that was not going to budge no matter how hard I tried. I

face. As much as I wanted to plead for him to help me, I knew

me, Nikolai.”

in response and instead stepped right up to me. Reaching down,

for this, Nikolai!”

“Will I?”.

was the respected son of one of the highest-ranked families… No, he wouldn’t

was the one who was a no one…

arms to my side as he forced himself between my legs, and I felt my

a brewing storm, as I struggled in his

was using all my willpower and strength to fight him, but I had worn myself down. I felt helpless… useless. Even though I tried so hard, and trained so

body to good use.” He rasped

he always been so…

trying to kick him, but he had my legs

head back