16. A Raid

YILEYNA

I watched him walk away, leaving me on the table, my heart thundering as I realised this was it. i knew it wasn’t going to be anything more than sex but to leave me the moment we were done.

I clamped my hands over my mouth, muffling the sob that left my lips. I don’t know what I was expecting… but I wasn’t anticipating him leaving like that. Why had he felt disgusted at the end? Why could I feel his anger? I pulled my legs to my chest, rocking myself as I tried to control the pain that was suffocating me. I felt even more alone than I had before I gave myself to him.

I cried softly into my knees, the sharp throbbing between my legs was a stark reminder of what had happened. A moment of pleasure with the man I had liked for so long… Was it worth it? Had it been worth it?

I didn’t know the answer to that… At that time, I couldn’t think of anything but the pleasure. It felt like a dream come true, and I couldn’t deny that I felt like I was in heaven. But now I just felt lonely and scared.

Stop wallowing in self-pity, Yileyna. I took a deep, shuddering breath, brushing away my tears.

You do not need anyone.

I slid off the table, my legs giving way, I fell to my knees. I grabbed the table edge, getting to my feet. My entire lower body felt heavy as lead, and pain throbbed in my lower regions.

Was it meant to hurt this much?

I looked at the table that contained a few streaks of blood and remnants of our sex juices. I’ll clean it after I shower.

I made my way to the bathroom and stared at my reflection in the mirror. I looked… a mess. My eye make-up was smudged, leaving black circles around my eyes from all the crying. My lips were bruised and my smudged lipstick only made it look worse. I realised it was bleeding a little too… As for my body, I was a canvas of marks and bruises.

I turned away from the mirror, stepped under the shower and turned it on. I touched my stomach where he had come all over and looked at my fingers, tears spilling down my cheeks and mingling in with the warm water.

It felt bittersweet. I just wish he hadn’t left like that.

I don’t know how long I remained under the water, but it was a long time. I soaped my body and washed my hair before I finally stepped out, feeling exhausted as I wrapped a towel around myself.

I returned to the living room and began to clean up the mess. My tears had all dried up but I was in a lot of pain now.

Was it meant to hurt like this?

I picked up my discarded clothes and placed them aside Once I was done with the cleaning, I staggered to my bedroom, just wanting to sleep First thing tomorrow, I will start packing and get out of this place

I jolted upright, feeling confused as I looked around. It was morning. The sun was shining through the window, accompanied by the sound of the birds and cockerels. I was naked in bed, the towel having come off. The pain between my legs made last night rush back to me, and I looked down to see dried blood coating my inner thighs. Theon had been huge; no wonder I was suffering now.

My heart skipped a beat and I sighed. No matter how sad I felt that he had left me, I couldn’t stop the fluttering in my stomach at the memory of last night.

He may have been cold and uncaring, but he knew how to fuck.

my bare body before exiting my room. To my surprise, there were several of the Epsilon rank guards ripping

and froze at the state it was in. They had torn it apart, the bedding was strewn on the ground, the bed was upturned, and the drawers were all opened and emptied. Even I hadn’t changed anything in this

Get out!” I

our job.” Nikolai smirked, blocking my path. His eyes raked over me,

I hissed, pushing past him and yanking a picture frame from

will be punished.” He

Zeridaan Blackmore. The head of the kingdom’s security… The commander of the

added to the hard look in his dark eyes. He

and were working for

heart skipped a beat and I

Never

this pack, they died protecting

protecting you, not the

since he was a child! Hey, stop that!” I

keeps this up, lock her

will regret this! At least handle their things with care!” I

from across the room didn’t make me turn. I don’t care who I pissed off. You do

the

be my pleasure.” Nikolai smirked, grabbing me roughly by my arms and

trust him and I was not going to allow him to take me there. Not alone. “I will go

reply, crouching down behind the

let’s go…” Nikolai whispered, his hand caressing my waist as he pulled me out into the

time I was

turning and kneeing him in the crotch with everything I had, not caring about the strain

will pay for that, it’s treason

his fucking nose, but he jerked back and I missed, only managing to scuff his jaw before he threw me back, backhanding me across the face I fell back onto the

glared up at him, the

me and I knew he meant a punishment far sinister… Reaching down,

“Let me show you what punishment is befitting for

now, is it, Levin?” A cold

turned to see Theon standing there, as emotionless as ever, as if yesterday had

Nikolai, shimmering gold as he came over and pulled me from his holi 1 stumbled, hitting his chest. I closed

me last night, but he was always there for me. I won’t ask for more, I’ll take what

be Beta, you need not concern yoursell here, I was

what you were doing. This doesn’t involve her. Do your job.”

need to school you on rank?” Theon remarked

and scent made

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