53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire… they played before my eyes like a horror

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves

wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly

him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was hanging open, his hair was a mess as if

wanting him to see the

“What happened?”

low, but it was missing the coldness it usually held,

weak, I hated him seeing me like this. “Nothing. Nothing happened.” I whispered, trying to pull free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and straight into his arms. My

wrong, little storm?” He whispered, stroking my

to control the sob that

did, I would lose all control of my emotions. I locked my arms around his neck and he instantly pulled me closer, sitting back on the ground

it was something Theon would do, sure he was comforting, but the emotions and concern that seemed to be in his eyes and touch… Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but I didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

up to him. I was tired of keeping it inside.

I whispered, pulling back so I could look into those amber eyes that I loved so

eyes shadowed and

“I know…”

care… I don’t care if one of them or both are not my blood, they

were my world.” I said

the revelation from earlier had only triggered

he reached up and cupped my neck, his thumbs brushing

like everything was being snatched from my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me, I felt

so vulnerable, but I wasn’t able to control these emotions. I was breaking

up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared of losing you. I love you. I didn’t need to

wasn’t sure, but

wasn’t sure what he was going to say but he took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he had changed his mind.

Something or someone did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he say that? He knew my father! “And I’m going to

his eyes sharp as he tilted my head up

because I know

reply, before clenching his jaw

you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if

“I will.”

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