53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire…

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

odd abilities? How was it possible? The daughter of two

them. The fear of the unknown terrified me and I wanted it all to just go away. The

turn towards him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was

away, not wanting him to see the

“What happened?”

it was missing the coldness it

free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright

storm?” He whispered, stroking

control the sob that left

on the ground with me straddling him. My breasts were crushed against his chest, and his arms felt like a shield, protecting me from the world

Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but I didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he was here for me. He rubbed my back, sending sparks of pleasure through me, burying his

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

to him. I was tired of keeping it inside. But

I whispered, pulling back so I could look into

and he

“I know…”

of them or both are not my blood,

world.” I said

knew the revelation from earlier had only triggered these emotions within me,

neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more to fall in their

was taken away from me, I felt like the last part of Mom

control these emotions. I was breaking and I

twisting within me. “I’m scared of losing everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared of losing you. I love you. I didn’t need to say it because

him away by acting so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep

to say but he took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he had changed his mind. “They were traitors. Let the pain go.” I

they would never do this.”

up slightly. “You might regret what you find out.”

won’t, because I know they

eyes met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his jaw

when the world turns its back on you, I know you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he was speaking to himself over me. It

“I will.”

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