53. Insecurity
YILEYNA
I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.
Alone.
I was alone.
My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.
Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…
No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!
I had to prove their innocence! I had to…
Goddess…
I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.
Focus.
Breathe…
What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?
‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.
I won’t cry.
I can’t.
But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.
It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.
sob left my lips, and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire… they played before my eyes like
Stop. Stop, Yileyna…
Think of something else…
have these odd abilities? How was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves having elemental
like them. The fear of the unknown terrified me and I wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly
not wanting him to see my tears, but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow,
not wanting him to see the tears that were streaming down
“What happened?”
was husky and low, but it was missing the coldness
weak, I hated him seeing me like this. “Nothing. Nothing happened.” I whispered, trying to pull free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me
storm?” He whispered,
the sob
the ground with me straddling him. My
needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain,
“Talk to me, Yileyna.”
open up to him. I was
whispered, pulling back so I could look into those amber eyes that I loved
shadowed and
“I know…”
don’t care… I don’t care if one of them or both are not my blood, they are still
were my world.” I
revelation from earlier had only triggered these emotions within
but didn’t say anything. Instead, he reached up and cupped my neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more to fall
lost them… Then I felt like everything was being snatched from my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me, I felt like the
so vulnerable, but I wasn’t able to control these emotions. I was breaking and I needed
looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared of losing you. I love you. I didn’t need to say it because I
away by acting so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it
took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he
would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he say that?
as he tilted my head up slightly. “You might regret
I know they
met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his jaw and nodding
ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he was
“I will.”
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