53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire… they played before my eyes like

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

odd abilities? How was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves having

didn’t look like them. The fear of the unknown terrified me and I wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly tried

him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was hanging open, his hair was a mess as

looked away, not wanting him to see the tears that

“What happened?”

it was missing the coldness

I whispered, trying to pull free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and

wrong, little storm?” He

control the sob that left my

sitting back on the ground with me straddling him.

Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but I didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he was here for me. He rubbed

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

to open up to him. I was tired of

miss them.” I whispered, pulling back so I could look into

and he

“I know…”

or both are not my blood, they are

my world.” I said

from earlier had only triggered these emotions

my neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more to fall in their

But when it was taken away from me, I felt like the last part of Mom and Dad I had was taken from me too.” I couldn’t look into his

able to control these emotions. I was breaking and I needed to tell

his wrists, the pain of my memories twisting within me. “I’m scared of losing everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared of losing you. I love you. I didn’t need

by acting so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it

me sharply, and I knew he

someone did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he say

my head up slightly. “You might regret what you find out.” He said

won’t, because I know they

reply, before clenching his jaw and nodding

be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if

“I will.”

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