53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

lips, and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire… they played

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

How was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves

me and I wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly tried to cover my

my tears, but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was

to see the

“What happened?”

was missing the coldness

happened.” I whispered, trying to pull free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and straight into his arms. My breath hitched, I fought to control my emotions as he held me

He

unable to control the

locked my arms around his neck and he instantly pulled me closer, sitting back on the ground with me straddling

I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he was here for me. He rubbed my back, sending sparks of pleasure through

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

earlier, but I was ready to open up to him. I was tired of keeping it inside. But

I could

eyes shadowed and

“I know…”

care… I don’t care if one of them or both

my world.” I said

the revelation from earlier had only triggered these emotions within me, but I

cupped my neck, his thumbs brushing away my

my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me, I felt like the last part of Mom and Dad I had was taken from

but I wasn’t able to control these emotions. I was breaking

the pain of my memories twisting within me. “I’m scared of losing everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m

vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it inside of me any longer. It hurt

but he took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he

they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he say that? He

frowned; his eyes sharp as he tilted my head up slightly. “You

won’t, because I know they were

didn’t reply, before

on you, I know you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he was

“I will.”

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