53. Insecurity
YILEYNA
I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.
Alone.
I was alone.
My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.
Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…
No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!
I had to prove their innocence! I had to…
Goddess…
I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.
Focus.
Breathe…
What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?
‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.
I won’t cry.
I can’t.
But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.
It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.
dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves…
Stop. Stop, Yileyna…
Think of something else…
I have these odd abilities? How was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves having
didn’t look like them. The fear of the unknown terrified me and I wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly tried to cover my
my tears, but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was hanging open,
see
“What happened?”
but it was missing the
this. “Nothing. Nothing happened.” I whispered, trying to pull free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and straight into his arms.
storm?” He whispered, stroking my
was unable to control the sob that
I did, I would lose all control of my emotions. I locked my arms around his neck and he instantly pulled me closer, sitting back on the ground with me straddling him. My breasts were crushed against his chest, and his arms felt like a shield, protecting me from the world as
didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he was here for
“Talk to me, Yileyna.”
earlier, but I was ready to open up to him. I was tired of keeping it inside. But I couldn’t talk about them
back so I could look into those amber eyes that
shadowed and he looked
“I know…”
care if one of them or both are not my blood, they are still my
world.” I
from earlier had only triggered
say anything. Instead, he reached up and cupped my neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more to fall in their
lost them… Then I felt like everything was being snatched from my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me,
vulnerable, but I wasn’t able to control
everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared
so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it inside of me any
me sharply, and
not traitors. Something or someone did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he
as he tilted my head up slightly. “You
I won’t, because I
met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his jaw and nodding
back on you, I know you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he
“I will.”
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