53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

left my lips, and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

odd abilities? How was it

look like them. The fear of the unknown terrified me and I wanted it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly tried to cover my face, hoping Theon thought I was

but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow,

looked away, not wanting him to see

“What happened?”

was husky and low, but it was missing the coldness it usually

but he refused to

storm?” He whispered, stroking my

control the sob that

I locked my arms around his neck and he instantly pulled me closer, sitting back on the ground with me straddling him. My breasts were crushed against his chest, and his arms felt like a shield, protecting me from the world as he gently rocked

from drowning in my pain, and he

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

was ready to open up to him. I was tired

whispered, pulling back so I could look

and

“I know…”

care… I don’t care if one of them or both are not my blood, they are

my world.” I said

had only triggered these

neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more

was taken away from me, I felt like the

feeling so vulnerable, but I wasn’t able to control these emotions. I was breaking and I needed to tell

gripped his wrists, the pain of my memories twisting within me. “I’m scared of losing everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up

acting so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it inside

a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he had changed his mind. “They

are not traitors. Something or someone did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can

eyes sharp as he tilted my head up slightly. “You might regret what you

won’t, because I

met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his jaw

He said quietly, almost as if

“I will.”

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