53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

lips, and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies…

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves having

to just go away. The

turn away, not wanting him to see my tears, but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was hanging open, his hair was a mess as if he had run his fingers through it repeatedly,

see the tears

“What happened?”

voice was husky and low, but it was missing the coldness it usually

free from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and straight into his arms. My breath hitched, I fought to control my

wrong, little storm?” He whispered, stroking my

the sob that

couldn’t reply, knowing if I did, I would lose all control of my emotions. I locked my arms around his neck and he instantly pulled me closer, sitting back on the ground

comforting, but the emotions and concern that seemed to be in his eyes and touch… Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but I didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

we argued earlier, but I was ready to open up to him. I was tired of keeping it inside. But I couldn’t talk about them when they were branded

I could look into those amber eyes

shadowed and he

“I know…”

them or

were my world.”

triggered these emotions within me,

and cupped my neck, his thumbs brushing away my tears, only for more to

them… Then I felt like everything was being snatched from my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me, I felt like the last part of Mom

control

gripped his wrists, the pain of my memories twisting within me. “I’m scared of losing everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into

him away by acting so vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure, but I couldn’t keep it inside of me

going to say but he took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he had changed his mind. “They were traitors. Let

did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he

frowned; his eyes sharp as he tilted my head up slightly. “You might regret what you find

won’t, because I know they

met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his jaw

strong Yileyna… Even when the world turns its back on you, I know you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he was speaking to himself over me. It confused me but

“I will.”

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