53. Insecurity

YILEYNA

I awoke with a start, jolting upright in bed. I scanned the room frantically.

Alone.

I was alone.

My heart was pounding, and once again, the nightmare of the night my parents were killed was replaying in my mind. I ran my trembling hand through my hair, closing my eyes as the emotions that I tried to control hit me full force.

Focus Yileyna, it’s ok. It’s going to be ok…

No, it wasn’t ok… They died saving me and were marked as traitors. They were not traitors!

I had to prove their innocence! I had to…

Goddess…

I wrapped my arms around my legs, burying my head in my knees.

Focus.

Breathe…

What time was it? Where was Theon? Was he still not back?

‘They’re dead.’ Theon’s words from that night rang in my head, I felt the crushing agony in my chest break its restraint and hit me brutally. It was my fault. They died because of me.

I won’t cry.

I can’t.

But I was unable to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks as I pressed a fist against my chest, trying to control the pain that threatened to drown me.

It was my fault. They died because I was out there… Dad came to protect me.

left my lips, and I curled up, dropping onto my side. The memories of that night, the wolves… the bodies… the fire… they played before my eyes like a horror show on

Stop. Stop, Yileyna…

Think of something else…

How was it possible? The daughter of two werewolves having

it all to just go away. The bedroom door opened, and I quickly tried to cover my face, hoping

to see my tears, but he was stronger than me, taking hold of my arms and forcing me to turn towards him. A frown creased his brow, his shirt was hanging open, his hair

away, not wanting him to see the tears that were

“What happened?”

low, but it was missing

from his hold, but he refused to let me go, pulling me upright and straight into his arms. My breath hitched, I fought to control my

wrong, little storm?” He whispered,

control the sob that left my

sitting back on the ground with me straddling him. My breasts were crushed against his chest, and his arms felt like a shield,

that seemed to be in his eyes and touch… Maybe it was the alcohol in his system, but I didn’t care, I needed something to keep me tethered from drowning in my pain, and he was here for me. He rubbed my back, sending sparks of pleasure

“Talk to me, Yileyna.”

to open up to him. I was tired of keeping it inside. But I couldn’t talk about them when they were branded

whispered, pulling back so I could look into those amber eyes that

shadowed and

“I know…”

if one of them or both are not

world.” I said

revelation from earlier had only triggered these emotions within me, but I couldn’t stop

nodded, but didn’t say anything. Instead, he reached up and cupped my neck, his

Then I felt like everything was being snatched from my grasp… I know you deserve to be Beta… But when it was taken away from me, I felt like the last part of Mom and Dad I had was taken from me too.” I couldn’t look into his eyes

control these emotions. I was

everything I love…” I said quietly, looking up into his shimmering eyes. I’m scared of losing you.

vulnerable and needy? I wasn’t sure,

he took a deep breath, looking at me sharply, and I knew he had changed his mind. “They were traitors.

not traitors. Something or someone did this. I knew my parents, they would never do this.” I said desperately. How can he say that? He knew my father! “And I’m going to find out

head up slightly. “You might

I won’t, because I know

eyes met, and he didn’t reply, before clenching his

the world turns its back on you, I know you’ll be ok.” He said quietly, almost as if he was

“I will.”

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