My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance by Moonlight Muse

Chapter 32

32. Limits YILEYNA

‘Obviously. There’s no way a wolf-less female would be worth anything more to me than to be an object to use and discard when I’m done.’

His words rang in my mind, and I sighed as I locked the door quietly behind me. I looked around my cabin, feeling exhausted, and dropped onto the bed. His scent still lingered. I closed my eyes, not wanting to think about anything, but I couldn’t stop the thoughts from swirling in my mind. At times, it was as if he cared… and then at others… I curled into a ball, taking deep, steady breaths.

I would not let it affect me.

A light knock on the door made me sigh.

“I’m trying to get some sleep. What is it?” I called out, really not wanting to talk to anyone, but I knew it was Charlene.

“Open up darling.” Her soft voice came.

Sighing, I got up, unlocking the door and getting back into bed. I heard the door open and Charlene sigh softly as she locked the door, then sat down on the bed. “I’m angry at you, Leyna.” Her soft voice came. I sighed, pulling the blanket down from my face and looked over at her, feeling guilty. “I know.” “Theon, want to share?” I sighed and sat up; this was a conversation I knew was going to happen at some point. “Not really.” I mumbled, keeping my arms hidden under the blanket. I didn’t need her worrying over my injuries. “Since when?” She asked quietly. “Since the festival.” I muttered, staring down at the blanket. I heard her gasp, and I looked up to see the wave of sadness in her eyes. “Since then and you didn’t tell me?”

“He didn’t want anyone to know,” I whispered, feeling ever so guilty. “But… not even me?” She asked, I don’t think I had ever felt worse. “I’m sorry, I truly am my queen.” I whispered. “When I told you he was interested in you, you vehemently denied it!” She exclaimed, as if suddenly remembering that and frowning at me.

“I know! But I’m sorry… Are you… Umm, are you ok with it?” I asked, knowing that she had liked Theon for ages too. “I know it’s stupid that I’m asking this now... After stuff happened…”

I felt awful.

“I want to say I am, I mean, I’m jealous too! But I’m just a bit concerned… Are you sure he’s serious? I don’t want you to get hurt.” She replied, ending hesitantly.

His words rang in my mind, and I lay back down. “We have an agreement, it’s just physical.” I replied quietly. Her eyes softened, and she sighed.

“You know, I would say go get it girl, and enjoy that piece of sexiness while you can, but why do I feel like you will get hurt?” She asked softly.

“I won’t, I know he considers me nothing more than trash.” I said, feeling my stomach twist at those words.

Then why was I allowing him to have me, when he couldn’t even respect me? I remembered our moment from down in the hold, the way he playfully tickled me and licked my foot. Do you do that to someone you consider trash? Maybe? I didn’t know.

Charlene moved over and wrapped her arms around me tightly as she slipped under the blanket beside me.

“Goddess, this bed smells of him!” She yelped.

I couldn’t resist the smile that cross my lips as I rested my head on her shoulder.

“Well, he did sleep here for a bit.” I giggled.

“Wait, did you do the deed in here?!”

“No, relax! We’ve only done it once.”

We didn’t do much on this bed, and what we did do, she didn’t need to know.

“Once? On the night of the festival?”

I nodded.

“Yeah…”

“So is he good? He seems rough if your neck is anything to go by.” She teased. “I can’t believe you have actually kissed Theon!” “He is rough.” I admitted, staring at the ceiling. “Well, details! Since he is now claimed by my friend, the least you can do is share the details. Wait! Wait… is he big?” She whispered, I blushed and nodded. “Yes, although I haven’t really seen it much, it was all just so fast…” I frowned, thinking we had actually only fucked once… For someone who wanted to simply use me, he sure hadn’t taken advantage of that. “Well, next time then.” She replied with a gentle smile, brushing my hair off my face before

we both snuggled down, letting sleep come to us.

She fell asleep first, whilst I couldn’t help but mull over everything that had happened…

wasn’t feeling too great. Ailema had delivered some food, but aside from that, I had decided to stay in my room. I just needed

the wooden crates stuck in my arms. Charlene had spent most of the afternoon with me, but I had lied that I was feeling a little under the weather, and she had

of the ship was lulling me to sleep when I heard the

eyebrows furrowed when I saw it was none other than Theon. “I’m not feeling great, I don’t have time to entertain you.” I said, trying to keep my voice level. “Then don’t.” Came his short reply. “I want to be alone.” I added

at the two mugs of what smelled like coffee he was holding

Don’t fall for it.

the two mugs down and crossed his arms as he

well. What’s wrong with you? You look

gave him

see is the fact I’m sat here with intact boobs and a vagina. That’s all you care about.” I hissed, raising my arms and showing my arms that were still not

to my irritation, he took hold of them, twisting my arms in front of him so he

Not this time.

free from

commanded coldly,

were such a beautiful shade, look so

“No.”

can stop pretending to care.”

I heard the door open and shut. I kicked the blanket off, rushing to lock the door, only to see he had taken the

it back, or is that

decide what to do, the door opened again and to my utter dismay, he was back, holding a small box. He shut and locked the door, slipping the key into his pocket, only making me even

me.” I hissed, feeling my

out one of the bottles. Pouring some of the disinfectant or whatever it was onto the gauze, he dabbed it surprisingly gently over my partially healed injuries, making them

continue. “Don’t worry, I’m used to pain, I’m sure you don’t care if it hurts or not. Why be so gentle when

were partially healed. I was clenching my jaw to stop myself from crying out, but

my wrist, stopping me from doing further damage to my arm. A flicker of surprise was clear in

You’ve done enough.” I

angry at him as I did

said earlier-”

you, but to insult me like that to someone else? That, I won’t tolerate. I may have agreed to give myself to you, but I have not agreed for you to ruin my reputation. Now

eyes flashed and

told you, once you’re in, there’s no turning back.” He tossed the gauze on the bed

snap. I cradled my

me… He was cleaning

also being

and cold moments, but I couldn’t deal with it. Not right

he had brought in onto the floor, not caring as its contents spilt across

on the bed, refusing to cry. I turned on my side, my eyes

For us…

my eyes, trying to make sense of the havoc of emotions inside of

don’t know what I’m doing, I honestly don’t

32. My Advice YILEYNA

with Theon like a wolf avoiding silver and wolfsbane. I stayed with Charlene when I could, or locked myself away in my

watch as well. Theon would make one of the men train with Charlene, but he too

but I didn’t entertain him. However, even then, the emotions coursing through

knew if he tried, the chances that he would break my walls once more were high, and so I didn’t even try

begged me to sing along to his sea shanty, I refused. Mom said my voice was beautiful, and she always asked me to sing

others. It wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy singing,

when she was allowed to come above deck or to train, she was kept inside, and I

trying to talk to Theon. He would reply, but

was shining and, despite the dark waters beneath us, it felt good to not have to layer so many

brutal training at the hands of Theon. I did see what she meant, that sometimes he seemed to look at her with hatred. But it was fleeting and I often doubted if it

was just venting all

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