My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance by Moonlight Muse

My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance Chapter 109

19. Turmoiled Thoughts

THEON

Yilevna‘s mother was the one who killed mine... The conflict I felt inside of me had shaken me to my core.

paced around my cabin; it had been an hour since we had found her, but I had been unable to stay in her presence, my head was about to burst.

I looked around the room, it was too fucking small, the sway of the ship was making me sick and it almost felt like I couldn‘t fucking breathe.

What do I do?

What the fuck do I do?

I stared at the ceiling, that was only a few inches above my head,

It was too fucking claustrophobic in here.

I threaded my hands together, placing them behind my head as I took deep breaths.

I had killed Hana and William De‘Lacor, something I regretted every single fucking day...

I know, I fucking know I no longer can take away her birth mother from her, I know what I fucking need to do...

But everything I had worked my entire fucking life for was unravelling. First from the image of reality that Dad had portrayed, one that was beginning to hold a lot of questions and holes to the revenge I craved... I had spent the last decade waiting for the day I’d see that monster and kill her...

She had been before me, but Yileyna had protected her and I had hesitated…

My chest was burning up from the wounds, I needed to change my bandages before anyone saw them but I just... I couldn‘t fucking focus...

I exhaled sharply, pulling my shirt off and unwrapping the bandages that were a disgusting mess, making my wounds itch.

I looked down, seeing the injuries were looking as bad as they did days ago. I dropped down to the ground by the door, staring at the wall across from me as the ship swayed.

What do I do?

I felt fucking lost, every fucking thing I had worked my life for was... gone.

I closed my eyes, squeezing my head, rocking slightly as I took deep breaths.

When everything you have worked your entire fucking life for is just... gone, what do you do? 1

A knock on the door made my head snap up, but I didn‘t move. I didn‘t want to see anyone. Not when I felt like I was going to fucking spiral.

Another knock followed but I didn‘t reply until I heard the footsteps retreating. I stood up grabbed the bloody bandages, along with my dirty shirt, and walked to the bathroom, ready to wash off.

Night had fallen, and I had gone out briefly to tell Flynn we were to head to Eastcourt, buti nad avoided Yileyna. I just needed to make sure Thea was ok, from there I would see what I can find out, and then head to Hunter‘s pack.

I needed fucking answers, or I was going to lose my fucking mind.

Yileyna... I needed to find out what she planned to do... but as relieved as I was that she was alive and near, no matter how much I wanted to pull her into my arms and never fucking let go, I couldn‘t.

The rejection was still painful in my mind... everything that had happened... it all was fucking too much… and on top of that her Siren mother.... her identity... Fuck, why couldn‘t it be anyone else but her?

My mind was still reeling.

I dropped onto the bed, shirtless, the stinging had eased a little, but the wounds were still fucking hurting. Sleep didn‘t come and I sat up, maybe I‘d pop down to the hold and get some ale or wine..?

room. Her scent lingered in the halls and

even more beautiful, although I have no fucking idea how that was possible... Yileyna... I was unable to get how fucking appealing she looked out

admire her was a temptation that would

her siren form, she had looked different than others. Her tail was far more extravagant, with her scales hanging low on her hips and dipping

how fucking good she looked, I

to pick the lock on the door to the Hold, and I

that nightmare. I opened a crate and took out

floor, resting my head against the hard

get any

to feel like this for the rest of my

against everything to a point where I no longer knew what was right

harder when

has told me turns out to be a lie… I

my eyes as her familiar

What did she want?

aura radiated off her and it was far more powerful than what it was when she had been pulled into the waters. Whatever happened down there had given her more

a little more dangerous and a little more exotic. I wondered how it would sound if she was under me moaning

use the distraction right about

came over and sat down next to me, stretching

at her flawless thighs,

“So...” She began softly.

knew she wanted to talk about it, but

remained silent, letting her carry on if she so

trying to justify her actions,

and she looked a little older, as if she had shed the last remnants of the girl

to kill her?” I asked for the sake of entertaining her, or

her being Yileyna‘s

began telling me the

later we sat in silence as I pondered over

the Heart of Kaeladia, and then when he was done,

something, please.” She

We are all hurting so many others in the name of revenge, to justify our own fucking actions.” I murmured quietly, looking at her. Her iridescent eyes seemed to be fixed and they drew my attention; purple, pink, blue yellow and green

her rejection came back to mind... She was made for me, but I

lips, her gaze flickering

I didn‘t miss the look in

vicious cycle. The King apparently betrayed your father, I‘m saying apparently because he too seems like a monster, whether you agree or not. The king also betrayed

she said making my heart

face paled and I

She asked, trying to brush it off. My

about the siren?”

she smelt an Alpha male on board.” She whispered, her

There.

She said it.

me. If I hadn’t been there, they wouldn‘t

it was

wrist and pulling my hand away from her

alpha aura unknowingly rolled into her command, but it

at my hand, staring at my

I was the one behind it all, with enough fucking bad luck

Everyone.

Beta couple who had done no

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