My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance by Moonlight Muse

My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance Chapter 109

19. Turmoiled Thoughts

THEON

Yilevna‘s mother was the one who killed mine... The conflict I felt inside of me had shaken me to my core.

paced around my cabin; it had been an hour since we had found her, but I had been unable to stay in her presence, my head was about to burst.

I looked around the room, it was too fucking small, the sway of the ship was making me sick and it almost felt like I couldn‘t fucking breathe.

What do I do?

What the fuck do I do?

I stared at the ceiling, that was only a few inches above my head,

It was too fucking claustrophobic in here.

I threaded my hands together, placing them behind my head as I took deep breaths.

I had killed Hana and William De‘Lacor, something I regretted every single fucking day...

I know, I fucking know I no longer can take away her birth mother from her, I know what I fucking need to do...

But everything I had worked my entire fucking life for was unravelling. First from the image of reality that Dad had portrayed, one that was beginning to hold a lot of questions and holes to the revenge I craved... I had spent the last decade waiting for the day I’d see that monster and kill her...

She had been before me, but Yileyna had protected her and I had hesitated…

My chest was burning up from the wounds, I needed to change my bandages before anyone saw them but I just... I couldn‘t fucking focus...

I exhaled sharply, pulling my shirt off and unwrapping the bandages that were a disgusting mess, making my wounds itch.

I looked down, seeing the injuries were looking as bad as they did days ago. I dropped down to the ground by the door, staring at the wall across from me as the ship swayed.

What do I do?

I felt fucking lost, every fucking thing I had worked my life for was... gone.

I closed my eyes, squeezing my head, rocking slightly as I took deep breaths.

When everything you have worked your entire fucking life for is just... gone, what do you do? 1

A knock on the door made my head snap up, but I didn‘t move. I didn‘t want to see anyone. Not when I felt like I was going to fucking spiral.

Another knock followed but I didn‘t reply until I heard the footsteps retreating. I stood up grabbed the bloody bandages, along with my dirty shirt, and walked to the bathroom, ready to wash off.

Night had fallen, and I had gone out briefly to tell Flynn we were to head to Eastcourt, buti nad avoided Yileyna. I just needed to make sure Thea was ok, from there I would see what I can find out, and then head to Hunter‘s pack.

I needed fucking answers, or I was going to lose my fucking mind.

Yileyna... I needed to find out what she planned to do... but as relieved as I was that she was alive and near, no matter how much I wanted to pull her into my arms and never fucking let go, I couldn‘t.

The rejection was still painful in my mind... everything that had happened... it all was fucking too much… and on top of that her Siren mother.... her identity... Fuck, why couldn‘t it be anyone else but her?

My mind was still reeling.

I dropped onto the bed, shirtless, the stinging had eased a little, but the wounds were still fucking hurting. Sleep didn‘t come and I sat up, maybe I‘d pop down to the hold and get some ale or wine..?

on, before leaving my room. Her scent lingered in the halls and I frowned, what was

looking even more beautiful, although I have no fucking idea how that was possible... Yileyna... I was unable to get how fucking appealing she looked out of my

her was a temptation that would never be a

than others. Her tail was far more extravagant, with her scales hanging low on her hips and dipping in

matter how fucking good she looked,

the door to the Hold, and I walked down the

the time Yileyna and I had been down here, after I had that nightmare. I opened a crate and took out a bottle of wine. It would do nothing to ease the

the floor, resting my head against the

it get any

going to feel like this for

where I

was hard, even harder when there was

out to be a

I opened my eyes as her familiar scent invaded my

What did she want?

at the bottom of the steps and looked towards me. Her aura radiated off her and it was far more powerful than what it was when she had been pulled into the waters. Whatever happened down there had given her more powers, perhaps it was her shifting into her siren

you don‘t mind if I join, I need to talk to you.” She spoke, her voice held a sexier edge, a little more dangerous and a little more exotic. I wondered how it would sound if she was under me moaning

the distraction right

down next to me, stretching out

to look at her flawless thighs, taking a swig from my

“So...” She began softly.

talk about

her carry on if she so

I‘m sorry... and I‘m not trying to justify her actions, but it‘s because of the king... He

cheekbones were more prominent, and she looked a little older, as if she had shed the last

do you mean tried to kill her?” I asked for the sake of entertaining

other than her being Yileyna‘s

a deep shaky breath and began telling me

in silence as I

fated mate considering they made the Heart of Kaeladia, and then when he was done, he tried to kill her..? Her

something, please.”

to say, she‘s no different than me, Dad... or Andres. We are all hurting so many others in the name of revenge, to justify our own fucking actions.” I murmured quietly, looking at her. Her iridescent eyes seemed to

mind... She was made for me,

heaved as she licked her lips, her gaze flickering to mine before

I didn‘t miss the look

a monster, whether you agree or not.

something she said making

frowned before her face paled and I knew

asked, trying to brush it off. My eyes flashed as I grabbed her

about the siren?” I

because she smelt an Alpha male

There.

She said it.

came for me. If I hadn’t been there, they wouldn‘t

it was my fucking

said, gripping my wrist and pulling my hand away from her throat. “Theon,

into her command, but it didn‘t

my hand, staring at my

behind it all, with enough fucking bad luck that I constantly hurt those around

Everyone.

couple who had done no fucking wrong,

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