My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby!

Rishi's PoV

When I came home, dad and Mama were eating. Shakshi and Danya were telling all their exhibition stories to them. They all look like a happy family. How the hell does she laugh like nothing has gone wrong?

But she is different. Never once did she see me until now. She ignores me? I don’t like her ignoring me. It kinda hurts. I know she can’t resist me for long. She may be just playing like she usually does. Or she may be angry that I didn’t go with them to that damn exhibition. I mean adults with kids go there. All adults? Aren’t we grown out of it?

She may start her monkey act once we are in the room. I love everything about her. I really like anything she does. She is an unexpected box of entertainment. But for the same reason, I hate myself. I can’t love her after what she did to me.

Flashback (the day Roshan spoiled our romance)

This girl is going to be the death of me. I can’t even work. My work involves so much concentration and imagination. She is totally killing it all with her beautiful face and lips. I literally see her face and her cute smile whenever I close my eyes. I also hear that beautiful song. I'm totally falling for her.

I started from my office and went to an Apple store. I got an I-pod as planned for her. I should talk to her today. I should ask her how she knew me before our wedding. Assuming things are not good. I should clarify all my doubts with her and clear the air between us. I don’t think I can wait any longer. I mean, she is so tempting and sexy. I don’t want anything to happen between us before we talk.

After everything, I can give this to her as a gift and can see her big eyes go even bigger. I can’t wait to see her reaction.I started to go home. When I reached, there was no one and I heard her talking on the phone.

I started climbing stairs sneakily. I just want to surprise her. But her phone is on a loud speaker and I heard them talking.

D : Rahul dog. It's not funny. How many times do I have to tell you that Hari is nothing.

in your memories. He is still waiting for you. He asked me about you. But I didn’t know if your family has already established your wedding or not. So, I said

him to do the same. Tell him

longer. WHAT DID I JUST HEAR? She was in love with someone and

see my heart? Don’t I deserve to be

girl. She looks so innocent. Oh. I'm so not good at determining the character of a person. First it was Smirthi and now Danya. Why does it always happen to

she must be good and all I heard is false.

is with her. I love her. But she is not worth it. I went home late in the night and she was sleeping like a baby with that innocent face. How can this innocent girl cheat on me? She knows that I was about to have a love marriage. But she never said that she was in love either. With her behavior, I thought she wholeheartedly accepted this marriage and is now trying to pull me into this marriage too. She was all lovey-dovey to me. She teases me with god damn songs that I

her, I couldn't resist myself from touching her. I just want to hug her tight and sleep. Why the hell do I feel like this? If I'm angry with her then I'm furious with myself. I may not be her first

and spent my night there. I started to go to the office before

and Prakash just chased me away telling that I need rest. I know that. After all, I'm working from 8am to 10pm for these 2days.

is not in town. I feel like I'm getting a brain melt down. God. Why the hell am I feeling So betrayed now?

hearing it from

guilty for breaking her phone. I'm going to divorce her at the end of the sixth month. Until then I don’t have to care for her. I should think of her as a room-mate. She means nothing to

for her, just the

got down to see who

Danya was asking her something with a welcoming smile. She didn’t know who she was. I don’t want to hurt her more by revealing who she was. So, I took

that shocking