My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby!

Rishi's PoV

I couldn't believe what I saw when I entered the house. She slapped Smirthi for the second time? It's outrageous. She can't do this to her. Whatever the situation may be. When I saw Smirthi, she was bleeding on her lip and almost on the verge of fainting which is not good for her condition. I lost my cool when I saw her like that and I immediately regret doing that.

I feel so guilty now for raising my hands on her. Danya is a delicate and fragile girl. She cannot withstand my wrath. But what she did was wrong too. I neglected her and took Smirthi to our room to give her some time to relax. 

"My head is pounding, Rishi!" Smirthi said.

"Don’t panic, Smirthi. Wait, I will call your doctor."

I called her doctor and he said to give her her medicine. If she was not alright after 2hours, he asked me to bring her to the hospital. She had her medicine in her bag. I gave her one.

She laid on the bed after taking medicine and slept holding my hand. I now feel bad for Smirthi. I cannot give her hopes like this. She cannot mistake my anger on Danya as love for her. I should tell her that she holds no place in my life as soon as her surgery is done.

All my heart is with Danya. What I did was completely unacceptable. Just like I said, it's  outrageous! I should have not laid my hands on her whatever the situation may be. I felt the sting in my palm. I'm a monster. How could I do this to an innocent little girl?

I'm making too many mistakes. Even after she opened her heart to me, I keep on hurting  her. I'm making the gap between us bigger by every act. Whenever we had a chance to talk, I spoiled it by doing something else.

My conscience is killing me. I fist bumped hard on the table in front of me. The glass top broke into pieces. I deserve every possible pain to this hand that hurt her.

After an hour Smirthi woke up. She overreacted seeing my bleeding hand. I disregarded it and asked her if she was ok. She looks ok to me and she said the same. We went down together. There was no one in the hall. I decided to talk to everyone after dropping Smirthi at home.It's getting out of hand. Whatever it is, I should not have laid hands on Danya. It's totally wrong. I took Smirthi to the car and dropped her at her place.

"I'm so sorry for whatever happened at home, Smirthi. She shouldn't have done that." I told her.

"It's ok, Rishi! I'm actually happy that you displayed it to everyone who is important to you."

"No Smirthi, you are getting it all wrong. She is my wife. I have my love and trust in her. I have told you already that you no longer have a place in my life after that humiliation I went through because of you. I am very sorry to tell you that what we shared was not love at all in the first place. I know it now because I love my wife. I hope you understand and don’t come to my home ever again. Now you need rest. Take care. Will see you later. Bye!" I told her and she stood there in shock.

I drove back home, ready to face the consequences of my act. I'm sure I have to do immense work to compromise everyone. I should apologize to Danya. She must be really worried and angry at my reaction. I hurt her again. I literally don’t intend to do that. But it happens anyway. I sat on the couch. I scanned the house for Danya. She must be with Ravi. 

"Ravi!" I called out loud.

Chinna came with a cup of coffee.

not home, chinnayya(Rishi)! Dinner will be ready in half

Danya?"

there looking at the

Where is Danya and Dad?" I asked him

is in

I'm losing my

him?" Dad came from his room.

"Where is Danya, Dad?"

"I don't know."

know? Has she gone

good. I'm getting impatient by the minute. I placed the cup on the table and looked at dad. But then I saw a photograph on the table. I took them to see. I now see all red. Who the hell

is all

man in Karthik's office. She said Danya has very low moral values that she walks hugging a man on the road. She said Danya is a home wrecker that she doesn't even leave a married man like Rohit.

I couldn’t

friendship with Guna. I really hate to see you Rishi. I have booked my flight tickets to Canada on thursday.

the door. What did he mean by she

happened?" I asked

so badly to Danya. She even called her 'bitch'. She bad-mouthed Danya. When you slapped her, she let out a lone tear. She didn’t cry after that. After you took Smirthi to

shouted. I can’t imagine what she must have gone through. She is so pure like a newborn. It’s all my fault. I failed to stand on her

her. Periya ayya said she didn't have to explain. But lawyer sir, me and savithri were also there. So Danya said it’s her

going to hate me. Can I live with her hate? Will I even survive without her? Without her in my arms every night and morning? Without her childish plays around the house? Without seeing her dance? Without listening to her songs? Without

said it's her friend’s brother. She has written their numbers here to cross check. About Rohit, she stabbed his hand with scissors when he misbehaved with her. It happened today at noon. He has arranged for someone to take pictures. He must be with Smirthi. Danya was

"Where is she?"

left the home. Ravi took her to drop her

know what I feel like now. Never in my life have I ever felt this useless. I went to our room. I feel a sharp pain in my heart. I erased all my doubts about her when she said 'I love you' to me. I hit her because she hit a sick girl. I was afraid of Smirthi's condition. But I never thought about Danya’s feelings. That was the biggest mistake I made. What did she think when I hit her? Did she think that I will believe

she thought that, then I completely lost her. I felt like crying.