My Hockey Alpha

Enzo

“Just go, Nina,” I said. I felt my eyes begin to glow red, which I didn’t want her to see — but it was already too late. “I can’t be doing this with you anymore.”

The pained sound that came out of her mouth made me want to pull her in and hug her tightly, but I couldn’t. Keeping her close to me would only cause her even more pain. I was there to protect her, but nothing more.

“Go,” I said, opening the door and averting my gaze to the ground. Without a word, Nina spun around and ran out of my apartment. I shut the door behind her, then leaned against it and sank down to the floor, leaning my head back against the wood.

What Nina didn’t know was that, after my torture in the tunnels, I had a dream when we spent the night together in her dorm. It was a dream about my fated mate, and dreams like this were almost always prophetic.

During the dream, I found my fated mate. I couldn’t see her face, but I knew it was her from her scent. The scent was so sweet and tantalizing that I could hardly control myself. I reached out to touch her, and she reached out as well, locking our fingers together. During that dream, I knew: being close to Nina would only hurt her, because no matter how much I cared for her, she wasn’t my fated mate. Even if we wound up denying fate and tried to be together, I knew that I would only hurt her down the road. If we were together, I would only break her heart more by ending things with her or even being unfaithful without realizing it. Nothing could deny the power of the fated mate bond, and because Nina had no wolf, we couldn’t be each other’s chosen mates. It would only end in heartbreak.

What she also didn’t know was that before the tunnels, when I last saw my father on the morning after the fateful party… My father had threatened to do something to her. He didn’t say what he would do, exactly, but he said that I’d never see her again if I continued my relationship with her. And I couldn’t risk her getting hurt because I couldn’t control my impulses.

Between these two things, I had to keep my distance from Nina.

That didn’t mean, however, that I wouldn’t be there for her and protect her. Edward was still out there, and so were Ronan and Lisa. Justin was right here on this very campus, and there was no telling what sort of trickery he would use to get Nina in his grasp. This ‘Sister’ person seemed hell-bent on capturing Nina, and I was determined to keep that from happening.

As I sat there, my eyes closed as I tried to push away the ache in my chest, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I opened it, then let out a deep and exasperated sigh when I saw who was calling.

It was my father.

“What do you want?” I asked when I answered the phone.

“Your carelessness has gotten our secret spread all over that town,” he said. His voice was low and angry, and I could hear that he was speaking through his teeth.

handling it.

“Everyone already knows. My company’s stocks are starting to

don’t know,” I admitted. “I can get them to take back their statement —

on winning that hockey tournament. And enough of letting that girl distract you from what you need to do. Don’t forget what I told you in the

through gritted teeth. As I spoke, it felt as though my throat was being constricted. It pained me more than words could explain to have to say goodbye

tone suddenly lightening as though we had just been having a casual family phone call this entire time. “Did you open my

mail on my kitchen counter. I had put it there on my first day back from the tunnels, but I hadn’t looked at it at

standing.

“Open it now, then.”

phone into the crook of my ear and my shoulder, then rifled through the mail to pull out a small box addressed to me from my father. I then grabbed a

senses filled with the same scent from my dream. It made my mouth water and

smile through the phone. “From your fated mate. A little motivation to help you

the smell of the soft scarf in my hands, before I remembered that my father couldn’t see me through the phone. “Uh–

scarf with you, especially when you’re thinking of getting distracted by that human girl again. Do you understand me? I don’t want you to think about her anymore. If you do a good job of that, I’ll let you meet your fated mate a little

would that

you win the tournament, you can meet her on the day of the

…

People were already beginning to rally outside the arena; they were calling me a monster and shouted at me as I walked past, but I kept my head down and gripped my mate’s scarf tightly in my hand. I had

— including Nina. I supposed that I had expected it, since she was still the team doctor, but it still made me uncomfortable. I stared at the floor as I walked past her, ignoring her painful expression,

hard on them was a mistake, but I had to do it if we were going to win against werewolves. We still had a long way to go until the final match, so that meant that

fell on the

I watched as a couple of the other players helped him up as he groaned in pain, clutching