My Second Chance

Chapter 30: #30 No Backing Out

Ryder's P.O.V

Something was bugging me.

I glanced over to Sapphire and Clover who were watching television. The relationship between them seemed... different. It's like they are able to communicate with mind link. But she's not Luna yet so that's not possible... It's like when Clover transformed, they became closer. Mentally and physically. See, and now Clover has a pissed off expression for no reason.

And then, there's something fishy about what happened yesterday. I was talking about the white wolf thing and not the walking back half naked thing. No wrong ideas...

But I wouldn't mind if she was fully naked, Jay waggled his eyebrows and send me some perverted talks about my mate. Our mate, he corrected. Whatever, I scoffed. I pushed the thoughts out of the way and continued with my thinking.

Shocker, I know.

I mean, normal werewolves transforming uses a lot of energy, some don't even survive. But she... She's a white wolf! It takes a hell lot of energy. How did she make it and even have the strength to walk back to the pack house? Nobody... and I mean nobody, can do that. I kept looking at Clover at the corner of my eye. Then, something clicked in me.

Sapphire's a hybrid. I felt it right when we met. But what kind? What's so powerful to chanel energy from themselves to someone else? Before I could stop it, the question slipped out of my mouth.

"Sapph, I totally forgot about this matter and all. But what kind of hybrid are you?"

Sapphire's P.O.V

I still think you should tell him, Clover said.

Since the energy channeling and all, surprisingly, I can mind link with Clover. Pretty cool huh? Not.

Are you crazy? I hissed at her. No, I'm not. And you know that it's the right thing to do, Clover huffed at me. Sorry dudette, not happening. Our relationship is in stake, I grumbled, glancing at Ryder for a second. It's either already at stake you know, She rolled her eyes. Thanks for making me feel better, I growled. Seriously, we'll be able to find a way out of this for you... You just have to tell him, please Sapph... Please, Clover pleaded. No Clover, I'm not risking anything, I snapped. How are you suppose to have friends then? If I didn't find it out yesterday, are you even going to tell me? She growled. I kept quiet, knowing that I wouldn't. I thought so, Clover snapped. Judging from the look on her face, she looked pissed off, like really, pissed off. Is she also PMSing? Cause I was kinda sure you're the only one here, Drew smirked. Shut up, I snapped. Someone's snappy, Gwen mumbled.

I saw Ryder move a little out of the corner of my eye. Something's bothering him, Gwen said. Yeah, I know, I muttered as I continued to observe him. Did he figure out something strange about yesterday's incident? My heart started beating a tad faster. Calm down, I don't think he's smart enough for that, Drew smirked. Hey, Gwen protested at the indirect insult. I'm not saying anything about you, Drew drawled. But Ryder's our other half, Gwen grumbled. Oh you know what I mean, Drew sighed in frustration and Gwen grinned cheekily at her.

"Sapph, I totally forgot about this matter and all. But what kind of hybrid are you?"

weakness.

what I said,

growled. Okay, I'm freaking out now, Gwen whimpered. He knows we're hiding something, no point of hiding stuff anymore, Drew sighed in defeat. Oh shut it, I mumbled. "Sapphire Beyonce Jackson." He growled, eyes turning a shade darker. "Ummm... Uhh..." I stuttered. "You better tell me what you've been hiding since you got here till this fucking minute." He growled, standing up and taking an intimating step

mine. Shit, the protective and possessive Alpha side is coming out. And let me tell you, Alpha's

word,

doesn't trust me. I'm fine with something steady, but it won't work out if you never trust me." His beautiful grey eyes turning almost pitch black. His words was like a

something which scared me with its intensity... love. I didn't need him to mark me to know that, I see it everytime I

I love him so badly. That I've never not trusted him. That if he told me

And it scared me.

brewing inside me. So what is it? Gwen mumbled. The mental debate I was having gave me a little migraine. This is your last chance. You can either leave tomorrow like planned or tell him and solve it

his face. But I won't see it, because I would be thousand miles away by then. But... We won't be able to see him, or

not drop from my eyes. I willed a stone wall in my mind. I made

backing out now

up at him and forced words I never wanted

"I never loved you."

My facade almost fell when I saw the hurt on his face. He didn't even bother to cover it. For a minute, his eyes shifted back to his original colour. Then it turned to black. The hurt was replaced by

The Luna of this pack!" He growled. I forced a smirk onto my face, although it hurts me more than I imagined. "That's where you are wrong honey. I have a choice." I smiled sickly. I saw fear flash

Ryder Jame

fear through me. He looked as if he got shot by a gun with several silver bullet. I willed the tears that were threateningly trying to escape my eyes back in. Gwen howled in pain and I could feel Drew herself feel sadness. "I'm sorry. But..." I took very ounce of energy

my heart beating rapidly till it almost broke. I could feel the pain of losing my mate. I could feel my strong facade slightly waver. I could feel the raw fear of losing someone important again shoot through me. Like Willow, Bella... most importantly, my mum... The beautiful and strong woman who I grew in her womb for ten months... then killed. I felt my throat clogging up with guilt. For both my mum and the guy I loved. The guy I would willingly put my heart on a silver platter for and would do the

sorry." I whispered before turning and running up the

It hurt, but not much as I hurt him. I had leaded him on, to the point of not going back, and now I'm leaving

just rejected my mate. After I told him I would take a chance

in he hallways. They were all looking at me weirdly,

wrong when they cared for me when I had just hurt their best friend. I shifted my eyes from theirs and shook off Alex's hand. "Sapph, what's wrong?" Cole asked softly. By now, people were stopping to watch. I shook my head and wiped the tears off my face. "Why would I be not okay?" I growled. "Umm... because you

irritation at the person behind me.

a new batch of tears. "In the flesh." She smiled sadly as I hugged and cried into her shoulder. "What's wrong with her?" Cole whispered. I saw Alex shrug in the corner of an eye. "Do you wanna get your things and sleep in my room?" She asked,

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