My Second Chance

Chapter 30: #30 No Backing Out

Ryder's P.O.V

Something was bugging me.

I glanced over to Sapphire and Clover who were watching television. The relationship between them seemed... different. It's like they are able to communicate with mind link. But she's not Luna yet so that's not possible... It's like when Clover transformed, they became closer. Mentally and physically. See, and now Clover has a pissed off expression for no reason.

And then, there's something fishy about what happened yesterday. I was talking about the white wolf thing and not the walking back half naked thing. No wrong ideas...

But I wouldn't mind if she was fully naked, Jay waggled his eyebrows and send me some perverted talks about my mate. Our mate, he corrected. Whatever, I scoffed. I pushed the thoughts out of the way and continued with my thinking.

Shocker, I know.

I mean, normal werewolves transforming uses a lot of energy, some don't even survive. But she... She's a white wolf! It takes a hell lot of energy. How did she make it and even have the strength to walk back to the pack house? Nobody... and I mean nobody, can do that. I kept looking at Clover at the corner of my eye. Then, something clicked in me.

Sapphire's a hybrid. I felt it right when we met. But what kind? What's so powerful to chanel energy from themselves to someone else? Before I could stop it, the question slipped out of my mouth.

"Sapph, I totally forgot about this matter and all. But what kind of hybrid are you?"

Sapphire's P.O.V

I still think you should tell him, Clover said.

Since the energy channeling and all, surprisingly, I can mind link with Clover. Pretty cool huh? Not.

Are you crazy? I hissed at her. No, I'm not. And you know that it's the right thing to do, Clover huffed at me. Sorry dudette, not happening. Our relationship is in stake, I grumbled, glancing at Ryder for a second. It's either already at stake you know, She rolled her eyes. Thanks for making me feel better, I growled. Seriously, we'll be able to find a way out of this for you... You just have to tell him, please Sapph... Please, Clover pleaded. No Clover, I'm not risking anything, I snapped. How are you suppose to have friends then? If I didn't find it out yesterday, are you even going to tell me? She growled. I kept quiet, knowing that I wouldn't. I thought so, Clover snapped. Judging from the look on her face, she looked pissed off, like really, pissed off. Is she also PMSing? Cause I was kinda sure you're the only one here, Drew smirked. Shut up, I snapped. Someone's snappy, Gwen mumbled.

I saw Ryder move a little out of the corner of my eye. Something's bothering him, Gwen said. Yeah, I know, I muttered as I continued to observe him. Did he figure out something strange about yesterday's incident? My heart started beating a tad faster. Calm down, I don't think he's smart enough for that, Drew smirked. Hey, Gwen protested at the indirect insult. I'm not saying anything about you, Drew drawled. But Ryder's our other half, Gwen grumbled. Oh you know what I mean, Drew sighed in frustration and Gwen grinned cheekily at her.

"Sapph, I totally forgot about this matter and all. But what kind of hybrid are you?"

fell off the couch in surprise. Clover snorted at my sudden weakness. "Shut

said, he is smart enough, Drew

growled. Okay, I'm freaking out now, Gwen whimpered. He knows we're hiding something, no point of hiding stuff anymore, Drew sighed in defeat. Oh shut it, I mumbled. "Sapphire Beyonce Jackson." He growled, eyes turning a shade

for a moment." Ryder said, his voice deep and full of control, his eyes never leaving mine.

word, knowing well

steady, but it won't work out if you never trust me." His beautiful grey eyes turning almost pitch black. His words was like a knife who stabbed me

me with its intensity... love. I didn't need him to mark me to know that, I see

love him so badly. That I've never not trusted him. That if he told me the earth was actually square and not

And it scared me.

decisions, Drew reminded gently. I feel a war brewing inside me. So what is it? Gwen mumbled. The mental debate I was having gave me a little migraine. This is your last chance.

talking to you!" He roared in anger. His Alpha side is out. I've never seen him so angry, to tell the truth, it scared me shitless. I made a decision and it would hurt me to see the hurt on his face. But I won't see it, because I would be thousand miles

my eyes. I willed a stone wall in my mind. I made my face

backing out now

looked up at him and forced words I never wanted to use out of my

"I never loved you."

saw the hurt on his face. He didn't even bother to cover it. For a minute, his eyes shifted back to his original colour. Then it turned to black. The hurt was replaced by anger. Anger directed at me. I nearly flinched but managed to keep a blank look, as if none of

"That's where you are wrong honey. I have a choice." I smiled sickly. I saw fear flash in Ryder's eyes. That's when I felt something stirring

Jackson, reject Ryder Jame

through me. He looked as if he got shot by a gun with several silver bullet. I willed the tears that were threateningly trying to escape my eyes back in. Gwen howled in pain and I could feel Drew herself feel sadness. "I'm sorry. But..." I took very ounce of energy I had to say the next sentence that held 0%

pillow overwhelm me. I could feel my heart beating rapidly till it almost broke. I could feel the pain of losing my mate. I could feel my strong facade slightly waver. I could feel the raw fear of losing someone important again shoot through me. Like Willow, Bella... most importantly, my mum... The beautiful and strong woman who I grew in her womb for ten months... then killed. I

sorry." I whispered before turning

I hurt him. I had leaded him on,

rejected my mate. After I told him I would take a chance with him. My heart became heavier with

hallways. They were all looking at me weirdly, some even tried comforting me, which I brushed

best friend. I shifted my eyes from theirs and

irritation at the person behind me. A dainty hand grabbed my fist before it smashed against

familiar voice muttered. "Clover?" I asked, my vision blurry with a new batch of tears. "In the flesh." She smiled sadly as I hugged and cried into her shoulder. "What's wrong with her?" Cole whispered. I saw Alex shrug in the corner of an eye. "Do you wanna get your things and sleep in my room?" She asked, rubbing my back in circles soothingly. "Yes." I hiccuped. "Come

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