My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0055

Skylar

Choruses of 'Sky," 'Skylar," and my various nicknames are being shouted behind me, but they don't follow.

I don't know if they are respecting what I want or if Sierra is keeping them back, but I just need to walk away and cool off.

I walk into my back door and through the kitchen straight to my room. I glance at the clock as I go to the bathroom. It's after midnight, so at least the fight happened after my birthday, technically. I flip on the light and notice I look ridiculous in the mirror.

All my make-up is gone, but streaks of black remain under my eyes from my crying fit earlier, my ponytail is loose and drooping to one side as the ends are still wrapped around my neck like a noose.

My shirt and jeans are a darker color and plastered to my body and dripping from the pool.

I quickly take everything off, dump my clothes in a pile to deal with later, my new jewelry is in a pile on the counter and jump into the shower, feeling really cold all of a sudden.

I let the water get as hot as possible and once I have scrubbed my body until all of the skin is bright red I just let the steam enter my lungs and soothe my muscles and I cry.

I just let out everything I have left. I will lose them, just like I knew I would.

They will hate me for being weakand letting all of this go on for so long.

For lying to them about the whole situation and then yelling at them.

I haven't been able to find a way to make the bullying stop and any one who has tried to help by going through the right channels, to the “right people have been removed from the school.

Either they transferred or they were suspended and not seen or heard from for weeks and when they come back, they are a completely different person treating me like the problem.

why I stopped trying to befriend people in the

only place I allow myself to feel the pity is here

they got to me, but I'm not sure how much more I

hurts the most. It only took months, months for

around my heart and tangle to a point

have to let

they will walk

as close to them as I arn_ It is easier for me

one

stream of water, towel off and head to my

just stare at

can't sleep going over the whole

the look of

little girl to them,

even take care of a simple bully or, I guess,

it is who grabs me,

my wolf can't

anything, which is one of the main reasons I never go

feeling and I can usually place it with something she has said earlier in

nothing that would be considered more than

think she’s weak, which in a one-on-one fight, I probably could

no obvious reason

camera footage at school to try and find me getting pulled into a closet and leaving bloody and bruised or her and