My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0104

"Maybe a bit of both. We need to unpack this new development with the twins, then I for Sure cannot sleep without Sam, but he's patient, he'll wait all

night if I want him to. She shrugs and we both laugh.

We both crawl in my bed and under my comforter and she teaches me the finer points of understanding boy behavior. I don't really care, and I don't

really understand but it is fun to talk about something that isn't training or homework for a change so I just listen. It's the first time I've really ever just

sat here and been a kid. It's a mind blowing concept for me. It's not long before I am dozing off in my cloud of a bed. She kisses me on the forehead

and says good night as I drift off to sleep.

I roll over and stretch, I have no idea what time it is, but there is no light in the sky, so I can only assume it's my usual early wake-up. I get up, use the

around my room. My

me away from our father, to give me some level of peace and acceptance.

and move, but I believe Sam's

I 'know where to find them’ if I can't sleep. Sierra confirmed they were definitely flirting with me and that

erupt in my stomach.

never thought of them or any of the guys like that before. Sure they are all drop-dead gorgeous and they

than friendship with any of them. Until last night, when they invaded my personal

fuzzy and my legs weak and neither of them even

the twins touch me the least. Mateo, Sam and Oliver always put an arm

lap. Someone seems to always have some type of physical contact with me,

of their laps, then a lazy arm

moment so I couldn 't talk myself out of this. I tiptoed towards Cam's room, not wanting

all cuddle together and basically sleep wherever,