My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0104

"Maybe a bit of both. We need to unpack this new development with the twins, then I for Sure cannot sleep without Sam, but he's patient, he'll wait all

night if I want him to. She shrugs and we both laugh.

We both crawl in my bed and under my comforter and she teaches me the finer points of understanding boy behavior. I don't really care, and I don't

really understand but it is fun to talk about something that isn't training or homework for a change so I just listen. It's the first time I've really ever just

sat here and been a kid. It's a mind blowing concept for me. It's not long before I am dozing off in my cloud of a bed. She kisses me on the forehead

and says good night as I drift off to sleep.

I roll over and stretch, I have no idea what time it is, but there is no light in the sky, so I can only assume it's my usual early wake-up. I get up, use the

and then wander around

me here to get me away from our father, to give me some level of peace and acceptance. I tried

I was too antsy. I need to get up and move, but I believe Sam's threat and I don't dare try to leave to go for a

see the they said I 'know where to find them’ if I can't sleep. Sierra confirmed they

erupt in my stomach.

of the guys like that before. Sure they are all drop-dead gorgeous and they all have the egos to back

but I never even considered anything more than friendship with any of them. Until last night, when they invaded my personal space in

fuzzy and my legs weak and neither of

of it, of all the guys the twins touch me the least. Mateo, Sam and Oliver always put an

sitting on someone 's lap. Someone

just there in proximity unless I arn on one of their laps, then a lazy arm is

my door hesitating for only a moment so I couldn 't talk myself out of this. I tiptoed towards Cam's

cuddle together and basically sleep wherever, but