My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0104

"Maybe a bit of both. We need to unpack this new development with the twins, then I for Sure cannot sleep without Sam, but he's patient, he'll wait all

night if I want him to. She shrugs and we both laugh.

We both crawl in my bed and under my comforter and she teaches me the finer points of understanding boy behavior. I don't really care, and I don't

really understand but it is fun to talk about something that isn't training or homework for a change so I just listen. It's the first time I've really ever just

sat here and been a kid. It's a mind blowing concept for me. It's not long before I am dozing off in my cloud of a bed. She kisses me on the forehead

and says good night as I drift off to sleep.

I roll over and stretch, I have no idea what time it is, but there is no light in the sky, so I can only assume it's my usual early wake-up. I get up, use the

then wander around my room. My

me here to get me away from our father, to give me some level of peace and acceptance. I tried to read

too antsy. I need to get up and move, but I believe Sam's threat and I don't dare try to leave to go for

they said I 'know where to find them’ if I can't sleep. Sierra

erupt in my stomach.

guys like that before. Sure they are all

more than friendship with any of them. Until last night, when they invaded my

my brian fuzzy and my legs weak and neither

to think of it, of all the guys the twins touch me the least. Mateo, Sam and Oliver always

lap. Someone seems to

proximity unless I arn on one of their

for only a moment so I couldn 't talk myself out of this. I tiptoed towards Cam's room, not wanting to

it bothers me, we all cuddle together and basically sleep wherever, but