Chapter 0141

She flinches back and I briefly feel bad for being so nasty to her, when she only wants to help, but I shake it off. I walk to the chair that has my dirty,

bloodstained clothes. I drop the hospital gown, not caring who sees my scars anymore. If they want to care for me they can look at me as I am, and

learn to do it without looking at me like I arn broken or with pity. I despise pity. I dress slowly , keeping every sound of pain stuffed deep in my chest. I

know it's punishing me to not ask for help, but this is howit has always been for me and they should see that too.

going to the Beta house, to my isolated room where no one bothers me or cares about what I am doing. I'm going back to having freedom and contro

without having to checkin every three seconds with someone or having people follow me and force me to do things differently without a second

thought or even just asking if I'm alright with the change, assuming they know what's best for me. You think you can make me healthy? I wouldn't

even know what that is. I seeth, on a roll now, directing all my unfiltered anger out into the hallway to the guys,

broken beyond repair and I have been surviving that way for as long as I can remember.

done. There is nothing you can fix, cause even on my worst day I

everything that has ever been wrong with me. I will heal myself, by myself, it just works better

sorry Luna, I just can't do

my throat hurts but I continue to speak. "Maybe

look at Or be around, who TOLD the principal to punish

do not want pity love. I don't want love that comes from feeling bad for my situation. This is me, damaged and messed up,

I can't change for everyone else anymore. I turn my back on her and walk toward the treatment room door and

and family huddled red -eyed and grief stricken. Their eyes widened at the gruesome

look of shame. I just rolled my eyes and walked past everyone down the hallway and out the

ran all the way back to my house, pain shooting up my legs, not noticing or

the silent halls to the staircase leading to my former prison. I ascend

room at the packhouse_ I don't belong here, it doesn't fit anymore. Like clothes that are just too small, no

agree with my wolf, the packhouse is home now, but I just can 't

it into my room and head straight for the shower to get rid of

out

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