My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0141

She flinches back and I briefly feel bad for being so nasty to her, when she only wants to help, but I shake it off. I walk to the chair that has my dirty,

bloodstained clothes. I drop the hospital gown, not caring who sees my scars anymore. If they want to care for me they can look at me as I am, and

learn to do it without looking at me like I arn broken or with pity. I despise pity. I dress slowly , keeping every sound of pain stuffed deep in my chest. I

know it's punishing me to not ask for help, but this is howit has always been for me and they should see that too.

going to the Beta house, to my isolated room where no one bothers me or cares about what I am doing. I'm going back to having freedom and contro

without having to checkin every three seconds with someone or having people follow me and force me to do things differently without a second

thought or even just asking if I'm alright with the change, assuming they know what's best for me. You think you can make me healthy? I wouldn't

even know what that is. I seeth, on a roll now, directing all my unfiltered anger out into the hallway to the guys,

the Alpha, Gamma and Deltas. "Il am broken beyond repair and I have been

done. There is nothing you can fix, cause even on my worst day I still perform better than everyone in that

to care about me, while overlooking everything that has ever been wrong

Luna, I just can't do this

hurts but I continue to speak. "Maybe somewhere

look at Or be around, who TOLD the principal to punish

love. I don't want love that comes from feeling bad for

my back on her and walk toward the treatment room

and grief stricken. Their eyes widened at the gruesome sight of me. Even my dad had the decency to show

eyes and walked past everyone down the hallway and

pain shooting up my legs, not noticing

to my former prison. I ascend slowly, everything about this

belong here, it doesn't fit anymore. Like clothes

home now, but I just can 't be around the guys or even Sierra right

into my room and head straight for the shower to get rid of the evidence

am just all cried out or if