My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0141

She flinches back and I briefly feel bad for being so nasty to her, when she only wants to help, but I shake it off. I walk to the chair that has my dirty,

bloodstained clothes. I drop the hospital gown, not caring who sees my scars anymore. If they want to care for me they can look at me as I am, and

learn to do it without looking at me like I arn broken or with pity. I despise pity. I dress slowly , keeping every sound of pain stuffed deep in my chest. I

know it's punishing me to not ask for help, but this is howit has always been for me and they should see that too.

going to the Beta house, to my isolated room where no one bothers me or cares about what I am doing. I'm going back to having freedom and contro

without having to checkin every three seconds with someone or having people follow me and force me to do things differently without a second

thought or even just asking if I'm alright with the change, assuming they know what's best for me. You think you can make me healthy? I wouldn't

even know what that is. I seeth, on a roll now, directing all my unfiltered anger out into the hallway to the guys,

Gamma and Deltas. "Il am broken beyond repair and I have been surviving that way for as long as I can remember.

can fix, cause even on my worst day I still

that has ever been wrong with me.

I'm sorry Luna, I just can't do this anymore,

speak. "Maybe somewhere everyone has a soft spot for

to look at Or be around, who TOLD the principal to punish

do not want pity love. I don't want love that comes from feeling bad for my situation. This is me, damaged and messed up, love me

at all. I can't change for everyone else anymore. I turn my back on her and walk toward the treatment room

the gruesome sight of me. Even my dad had the

just rolled my eyes and walked past everyone down the hallway and

all the way back to my house, pain shooting up my legs, not noticing or caring if people were staring at me. I let myself in the back

walked the silent halls to the staircase leading to my former prison. I ascend slowly, everything about this

room at the packhouse_ I don't belong here, it doesn't fit anymore. Like

but suffocating and tight. I agree with my wolf, the packhouse is home now, but I just can 't be around the guys or even Sierra

straight for the shower to get rid of the evidence Of my self destruction. I don't

am just all cried out or if the