My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0148

A single tear escaped. Deep down I know they all care and this is punishing everyone, but I can 't back down, I need to get out of here and the soone

the better. I la-low I am not weak or useless, but that little voice in the back of my head that sounds suspiciously like Kaley likes to tell me otherwise. I

just feel the absolute need to prove myself and my worth. No amount of words from them will make me believe I am good enough until I do.

I finally conceded and went to the door and grabbed the food he brought up after I was completely sure he and everyone else was out of my house. I

eat slowly, not hungry, but I am tired of hearing how small I am from too much training and not eating enough. I leave the empty dishes outside my

door, to show him I took the offering and appreciate the gesture.

After the most fitful sleep, I got up groggily and dressed half asleep. I was so tired I forgot to use the window and headed to my patrol spot out the

front door. It shocked me for a minute when I bumped into a solid mass as I was walking down the sidewalk lost in my thoughts.

throat and let go of me as quickly as he grabbed me. He tried for a smile, but

nodded my head and looked away. I couldn't take the lookin his sad

I'll see you at school later. Training isn't going to be

"I'll see you later." I move around him and do my best to hold

I thought. I hurry faster to meet up with Gamma Brett, I really

a run I took in the different shades of greens and browns of the

in before their patrol starts, a full ten minutes before Gamma Brett

school my emotions.

us." He smiles at me and I

us? "1100k at him

yesterday and had to reorganize some of the groups. We figured with your background and level of training it

He shifts and Marnie is behind him looking worse for wear. Her hair is in a tangled mess

looks like she put it on in a hurry and maybe in the dark The

the