My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

Chapter 0148

A single tear escaped. Deep down I know they all care and this is punishing everyone, but I can 't back down, I need to get out of here and the soone

the better. I la-low I am not weak or useless, but that little voice in the back of my head that sounds suspiciously like Kaley likes to tell me otherwise. I

just feel the absolute need to prove myself and my worth. No amount of words from them will make me believe I am good enough until I do.

I finally conceded and went to the door and grabbed the food he brought up after I was completely sure he and everyone else was out of my house. I

eat slowly, not hungry, but I am tired of hearing how small I am from too much training and not eating enough. I leave the empty dishes outside my

door, to show him I took the offering and appreciate the gesture.

After the most fitful sleep, I got up groggily and dressed half asleep. I was so tired I forgot to use the window and headed to my patrol spot out the

front door. It shocked me for a minute when I bumped into a solid mass as I was walking down the sidewalk lost in my thoughts.

as quickly as he grabbed me. He tried for a smile, but it didn't reach

looked away. I couldn't take the lookin his sad green eyes. Do you want me to walk..."

shoulder. "Uh, nevermind. Okay, I'll see you at school later. Training isn't going to be the same

in the eye. "I'll see

so much more than I thought. I hurry faster to meet up with Gamma Brett,

into a run I took in the different shades of greens and browns of the forest

cabin, where everyone checks in before their patrol starts, a

school my emotions.

have known you'd get here before us." He smiles at me and

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issue yesterday and had to reorganize some of the groups.

shifts and Marnie is behind him looking worse for wear. Her hair is in a tangled mess on top of

well chosen outfit looks like she put it on in a hurry and maybe in the

you want to wear out in the woods like this, unless you want