My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

"Back to Audrina though. She's jealous that you came in and took her place as the favorite. Although, I think being the favorite was all in her head. From what I hear, most people didn't like to work with her because of her superiority complex. She tears people down and makes them, instead of giving constructive criticism to work on and get better like you do."

"I still think you're crazy. There's nothing to be jealous of. I'm just me, I just want to fight, nothing spectacular."

"We'll agree to disagree, I'm not arguing with you about this. It's almost time, do you think we should grab anything? We're going overnight, but didn't get a whole lot of information."

to have a layer if they make us shift on the fly. I wish someone

in the foyer. Neither of us talk or discuss anything. I know we are both nervous and excited all at the same time, but once of the best

doorway, but not stepping in. His light hair and blue eyes normally leave him looking, not inviting, but not scary. But just like at the meeting his gaze is hard and judgemental. He was forced to collect us and he is openly not happy about it. He does not want us or me on this mission and my heart falls a little more. Those old feelings of not being wanted, not being good enough from my dad creeping back in. I have to mentally shake it off. I can't go back to being that girl again, she was abused and

with me, we'll just truck through this recon mission and I will keep my eye on the goal, to gain experience and knowledge about mission protocols. Nothing else matters, not him and his feelings, Audrina, Kaley, the guys, no one. I am here, living out my dream. That has

without a word and walks off. We hurry behind him not wanting to be left behind. There's a black SUV parked out front with dark tinted windows. We both move to the back and climb in. No one is in the passenger seat, but neither of