My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

We do a full body workout, torturing every single muscle, so I know I am going to be sore later on our run, but I couldn't help it. I'm back at being controlled, being someone else's property to do with as they please. My father all but said he only thought of me as a baby machine to produce another strong Beta line and he didn't care about my mate either. If he thought he could match me with someone better he would sell me like a piece of furniture in a heartbeat.

We made it to the diner and at this point the waitress knows our orders and just comes by with drinks and to tell us our food will be out in a bit. There aren't as many people here today as usual on a Thursday morning. I made a mental note to tell Osiston and Nickolas about it.

Tyler and I were back to small talk about classes and our summer plans. I honestly didn't know what I was doing for the summer. I thought about sticking around to take a few classes so I could graduate early and he laughed at me.

"You don't know how to relax do you?" He is openly and loudly laughing at me now.

time." I try to sound

and working out aren't

to have something to work towards." I shrug. "And then once I decide to do something I see no reason to take forever to achieve my

is just as relaxing as doing everything quickly. Take the time to be

with you aren't I? With the exception of the month that I was pissed and doing everything to not punch you in the face, we have done this," I gesture to the diner around us, "almost everyday since we met. This is me relaxing and taking time out to hang out and just be. Our biggest problem is that both of us don't like talking about personal stuff so we don't. That limits conversational topics. Don't push for things unless you are looking at the whole picture. Some of

looking at me like it's the