My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

"I actually miss all of them, but I get needing time to form the mate bond. Has anyone seen them since the bond kicked in? I've been spending so much time holed up in the study and I didn't want to disturb... anything." I can feel my cheeks heat up.

"You are so funny!" Sierra laughs at me.

"What?!"

"You can say s*x, it's okay. They are probably having tons of baby making s*x. Why are you blushing?" Sierra scolds me. "It's normal."

"I'm not blushing, and I just don't really like talking about it. It's personal and private, no one else should be discussing it." I try to shrug it off.

"Of course we should, how do you think anyone learns? I can bet all the guys discuss it, Right Wyatt, Nathaniel?"

"Probably not as in depth as you think, but yeah, I guess so." Wyatt says and I can't keep my eyes from going wider. I do keep my mouth clamped shut.

"It has helped when some girls struggle with getting the memo that it's casual, even when you tell them many times before anything happens. Clingers are the worst and we usually try to help each other out before a situation gets rough.." My jaw did drop, that was the most I have ever heard out of him at one time. "I mean, it's been a couple years though. The full warrior brand makes it impossible to do anything." It was his turn to look shocked, he didn't mean to let all that slip out and I had to giggle. At least I wasn't the only one to feel awkward in the conversation.

"Really? Nothing at all?" Sierra asks. "I don't know if I could handle that."

before we even started." His booming laugh carries across the field and we all join in. "Like I don't even think I could

was graphic."

ones usually are." He winks at me, and I just sit

knows my inexperience, but she is a great friend and keeps that to herself. Before we dive any further down this rabbit hole the

been better now that we have been put into teams. It's so weird to think that I have been a part of this program for a year already and there is another string of new recruits coming in. Now that we have the basic training done, Osiston and Nickolas have divided us into tactical teams. These are the teams we will go on missions with

have been teamed up. And because of our personal experience with the chemicals, poisons and spells from the rogue king, we sometimes get Sierra to work with us as an

borderline unhealthy, but they weren't there. They didn't have to witness or experience the things we did. This f*cker will pay for

gone for a week, which was helpful, cause Xander, Mina and Oscar still haven't been seen. This mission is interrupting a supply of herbs needed to perform the cloaking spell that they have. When it didn't stop and off load where our information said it would, we

made it about six

clothes or having to change at all, because we have been sleeping

as

found them, they have picked up another semi and an

orders are to follow and