My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

"I actually miss all of them, but I get needing time to form the mate bond. Has anyone seen them since the bond kicked in? I've been spending so much time holed up in the study and I didn't want to disturb... anything." I can feel my cheeks heat up.

"You are so funny!" Sierra laughs at me.

"What?!"

"You can say s*x, it's okay. They are probably having tons of baby making s*x. Why are you blushing?" Sierra scolds me. "It's normal."

"I'm not blushing, and I just don't really like talking about it. It's personal and private, no one else should be discussing it." I try to shrug it off.

"Of course we should, how do you think anyone learns? I can bet all the guys discuss it, Right Wyatt, Nathaniel?"

"Probably not as in depth as you think, but yeah, I guess so." Wyatt says and I can't keep my eyes from going wider. I do keep my mouth clamped shut.

"It has helped when some girls struggle with getting the memo that it's casual, even when you tell them many times before anything happens. Clingers are the worst and we usually try to help each other out before a situation gets rough.." My jaw did drop, that was the most I have ever heard out of him at one time. "I mean, it's been a couple years though. The full warrior brand makes it impossible to do anything." It was his turn to look shocked, he didn't mean to let all that slip out and I had to giggle. At least I wasn't the only one to feel awkward in the conversation.

"Really? Nothing at all?" Sierra asks. "I don't know if I could handle that."

If we were just banned, but had all the urges I would have been kicked out before we even started." His booming laugh carries across the field and we all join in. "Like I don't even think I could get it up if I watched the hottest porn all day. Or if you all stripped right here and started rubbing one out." He shrugs. "Nope, nothing, and you all are hot, the idea alone

was graphic." I

out of all of us. The shy ones usually are." He winks at me, and I just sit there with my

any further down this rabbit

of this program for a year already and there is another string of new recruits coming in. Now that we have the basic training done, Osiston and Nickolas have divided us into tactical teams. These are the teams we will go on missions with primarily. There are always exceptions if someone extra is needed or a special skill is

king, we sometimes get

They didn't have to witness or experience the things we did. This f*cker will pay for his crimes, with his life, if it is the

is interrupting a supply of herbs needed to perform the cloaking

made it about six

I learned how to shift without shredding my clothes or having to change at all, because we

as my

way more comfortable. The two semi trucks would not have caught anyone's attention except Mike's face showed up on one of the facial trackers Jena set up and now that we found them, they have picked up another semi and an entourage of black SUV's following them like a

are to follow and