My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

As I dream, it dawns on me that they will all be eighteen in six months and I could lose this. What am I thinking? I will lose this. No mate would want to share them, any of them. I hope that I am lucky enough to have Sam mated to Sierra. At least that friendship can remain, but what about Oliver and the twins? I am so close to all three of them, we have some type of symbiotic relationship. I don't even know if I will be able to leave them to go back to the training compound again. Just the thought of that hurts my heart.

I stir from my fitful sleep and notice my cheeks are wet. Was I crying in my sleep? This is worse than I thought.

I get up to go shower again. I can only imagine what my face looks like if I was crying. I let the scalding water make my whole body red as I try to wash away the sadness my dreams brought on. When I can't stall anymore, I hop out and get dressed then step back into Cam's room noticing both of them are standing in the middle of the room waiting for me, clearly having a conversation over their mindlink.

Kota grabs for me as I try to pass them and I let him pull my back to his chest as Cam steps in front of me placing his hand under my chin to raise my eyes to his. He doesn't say anything, just searching for something in my eyes. I just take a deep breath, breathing both of their scents and letting it calm me. I shake my head. We have things to get done today and I have months before any of my worries need to be dealt with.

He looks at his brother and something passes between them, he nods looking at me again and they both let me go, following me out of the room.

The walk downstairs is somber, or we are all just tired only getting a few hours of sleep. But the drama hasn't even begun yet. As soon as we get into the kitchen, Kaley's high pitched screech greets us. "Good Morning, my Alphas. I hope I was able to help you sleep well?" She bats her lashes suggestively, standing from the island where she was sitting with her dad. He's wearing a smug look of triumph. "Uh, no actually. Your nighttime activities gave us a migraine. Smalls had to help us out." Kota says wrapping an arm around my waist as Lil spits out and Jena chokes on their first sips of coffee.

"Ah! Wha..?"

keep your link closed when you are having s*x. It's inappropriate

dare y.." Kevin starts, but Cam cuts him off with a hand

you for breakfast." He leads us past the tray that Lenny has set for us with wrapped breakfast burritos piled high, we each crab a couple

good routine with training in just a couple days. I forgot how much I loved this. I love teaching and working with all the kids. I guess each of the lead warriors take turns doing the Sky training, because it is extremely early and kind of brutal since it is a punishment training. It is funny to watch the kids come from SKy training and then get paired with Lil, Jena or I directly after. Many of them are not

the packhouse to work on the pack financials for the month and Oliver and I head down to the bonfire space, following instructions from Elena in

I have been able to levitate it, but not actually move it and if it comes down to a war Elena thinks that will be a good skill, I agree. "So talk me through this, Bitty.

soaked even standing directly behind me." We both laugh, but I am serious. I can only imagine what

like my mind is holding lots of strings pulling them up and suspending them in the air. Now I have to split my focus and suspend some and throw others. The first

them explode but I can isolate better. After about two hours, I can make little dime sized pieces of dirt follow him around the

give us

up the grimoire and stand, brushing the small