My Secret, My Bully, My Mates

"You do not need to explain anything. Of everyone, you see me the most. It's just a lot and overwhelming. I'll get over it and go back to work, I just need a minute." I wave him off and turn my back to them. "We have to handle this pentagram soon and it sounds like a process that will take time."

"Skylar, stop. Just stop, please." Cam says my name like it might scare me off. "Elena won't stop training you because of your dad."

"You can't know that." I whisper.

"Based on the look on her face, I think she was ready to blast him into next week. Kota slides closer.

"You aren't being selfish, Bitty. But this is probably the first time you are telling any of us how you really feel."

"We don't have time for my feelings, they seem to be running in squirrel mode anyway and don't make sense half the time. We need to handle this or we're all gonna die and it won't matter anyway." "Skylar, stop deflecting. We need to talk about that night and get it out once and for all. You are holding that over us, but you have never heard our side."

"Fine, what is your side of the story?" I stop pacing and stand there staring at the three of them. And it hits me, I am so f*cked right now. The three of them standing side by side, Oliver in the center only an inch or so shorter than the twins. The three of them are built so similar, tall and thick, muscles rippling under every piece of exposed skin. Cameron with his full lower lip and piercing green eyes that challenge me without words. Oliver and his kissable full lips and chocolate brown eyes that look into my soul. Dakota's mouth matches his brother's but it's always turned up on one side like he's hiding a secret, ocean blue eyes that are playful. They all have inky black hair in varying levels of disarray. With the low fire in front of them highlighting all their dips and curves, it's a picture right out of any red-blooded girl's fantasies. I love all three of them. It's not a lust thing, I don't think. I don't feel any of the body stuff Sierra mentioned when we would talk, but I know it anyway. I am in love with all three of them.

What the hell do I do with that information?

short circuited there. You okay?" I blink a few times and look right at Oliver for what seems like the first time, and just nod. I have no words right now and I think he knows what is on my mind

voice. "What is

your little bubble, we never know who's listening anymore." Oliver points at the surrounding area. I just nod and like so many

us. Dakota rolls his eyes

We also talked to mom and dad about that night." Cam starts. We are all still standing, them on one side of the fire and I'm on

but if there was magic at play... What am I

can figure out where things got messed

video from that night, but we have also been looking into the situation on the second floor with the bundle and we found a similarity, and we have a

all look at me. "How

"Do what?"

you have totally switched to boss mode.

is easier, it's tangible, I can deal with it and work with it. Emotions are not simple or easy or make any sense to me whatsoever. I try to avoid them as much

Cam mumbles and Oliver