Not Your Mate Anymore

Josey's POV

"What if I turn them?" I ask looking at my mates. They were breathing heavily with their chest wounds still bleeding.

Arianna gasps as Hunter growls.

"I think we have enough hybrids in the werewolf world. You do understand that your children will be hybrids? Thus creating an entire new species without a realm to monitor it." Hunter says. The elder coughs and we all look at him.

"I don't mean to just insert myself in this conversation but I have to warn you. You are a deity, half celestial. Just like your mother, Kimberly.

Your mates are earthly beings so if you turn them into vampires, they will not be able to walk in the sun like you.” The elder says to me.

I can't lose my mates, how will I survive this life without them? Why did I take this awful mission!?

"No offence...No offence Babe, but I don't want to be a vampire.” Clayton says and a tear escapes my eye at his words.

"You are dying. If you die, I die! I can't have Chase without Clayton and I can't have Clayton without Chase. I need you both!" I say through sobs and frustration.

"I'd rather die than become a creature of the night. I am a proud lycan, I will die a proud one." Chase says to me and this surge of anger runs through me.

It was indeed coming from my vampire.

"You would rather leave me and die, leaving me to face this world alone and without your children to raise! I have to watch Elise raise her son to take over my pack. I would run around the world to be with you but you won't do the same for me." I say, defeated. My wolf was howling.

My heart was breaking.

you, I need you here in this

in a vampire. You are different, you still walk in the day, seeming normal. Your mates won't have that at all." Cj says to me, his

Arianna save whoever, it's clear they don't want to live. They are grown men, they can decide for themselves but what I won't do,

follows me out and grabs

but I can't create the mate bond like that. Only magic can do that and that's what I did. When we lived in human territory, I met your uncle Deacon. It was through him that I met your father, see Deacon is an alpha and a very loud and proud one, which could expose me so I could not date him but your father was just perfect. I know it sounds wrong but I did what I did to protect Sabrina. At that age, before

it, I was pregnant." Mother tells

wait, friendzoned him." Sabrina says from behind us. We turn to

found out Hunter claimed me and your father was the perfect man for it. I do care

about dad? Did he not have a mate? Did you not care that

Sabrina asks.

even think about it."

is going to shit right now. You're the most selfish person I've ever known! Josey's life is messed up right now and if it wasn't for you, maybe just maybe this would not be happening. You were young and I get it. A young girl pregnant and alone, any help is great help and deciding to revisit the consequences

walk back in the recovery room. We

die if I saved one of

Sab, you don't have to do

for life to have

elder says

about. A mate who has made you so happy.” Cj points

my mates but Sabrina has already lost

is already saving Chase. Clayton can't die!"

I have before he dies?" Sabrina

elder responds and Sabrina runs out of the