Not Your Mate Anymore

This chapter gets a little dark. There will be bloodshed and mentions of rape(like gang rape etc). It won't be so explicit and in detail but you've been warned.

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Happiness has found me again. I mean I still go on social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so easy when it comes to mates, makes me sad for a bit but I don't let it consume me.

After a long time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm ok.

I feel like myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great for everyone actually...

Things were going great for Green Forrest pack. Max had some of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help of uncle Deacon and Max.

It's been a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there was an opening.

Josey was doing great too. The twins had their pup, I'm not sure what happened to Elise but they don't mention her at all. So now they could focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the alphas any children then their child with Elise will become alpha. If Josey only has girls, he'll still become alpha. Stressful.

Cj was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making his own millions by 18.

I walked into the house to bump into Cj who said was going on run to let his wolf out. I stepped aside to let him out.

He looked upset but I didn't want to question him.

"Aisha's family is moving away." Remi tells me as she walks up to me. I was looking out the door, worry clearly written on my face.

"When?" I ask my mom.

"They leave tonight. Aisha's dad called Christopher. He got a job offer he couldn't refuse and the only downside was that they need him there first thing tomorrow. They fly out at 8pm tonight. You just missed Aisha" Mom said.

I was heartbroken for Cj. I know she wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm sure. The Trent kids sure have the worst luck with love.

"Poor Cj. Things were finally working out for all of us here" I say sadly..

My mom nods. She gives me a hug and then goes up the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I had to study for my physics test tomorrow.

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It was now midnight and I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed out immediately.

I fell in a dream where I was back in blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We were all happy.

We decided to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I looked around me and I was alone, no Percy. No Cj. No Josey.

I shifted back to human. Not a care in the world about my nakedness. A cold shiver went down my spine and then I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid but I couldn't move. I was rooted to the spot. I tried screaming for her to get up and fight but even I couldn't hear my voice through all that screaming.

I saw the wolf catch up and shift back into a human. The man ripped the woman's clothes off with such force and raped her. I saw it all. I screamed but it was like my voice was mute. I couldn't move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed, it was mute but that was all I could do. He walked past me as if he couldn't see me and went after his next victim.

When I turned around to see where he was going, I noticed it wasn't just him. Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates. Laughing and raping them to see who they liked best. It was a nightmare.

The kids had to watch their mothers get assaulted by these men and I couldn't help. I just stood there as tears ran down my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked around trying to see who they were doing it for and my eyes landed on Natalie. The rogue alpha had Natalie and close to her alpha Charley was knocked out on the floor.

The rogue alpha undressed her slowly... trying to prolong the inevitable. I knew what was coming, Natalie knew what was coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling at her to fight! To not give up like this but my voice. I was mute.

The rogue alpha put her on the ground and he followed going between her legs. It's like the time stoood still. No one dared to make a sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his side to see his mate being raped by the man he decided to trust. He tried to get up but was held back by other rogues as they growled in unison.

He had to watch the rogue with his mate as she cried looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing their heads, those that were still alive and fighting going down in pain at the feel of their mates being sexually assaulted. This gave the rogues they were fighting an opening to kill them.

I knew this was a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form, it would take me hours.

My thoughts were interrupted by Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also  held back by rogues.

Reginald pulled out of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on him and  stopped right in front of him.

Clearly to gloat on having Charley's mates scent all over his penis.

Charley who was on his knees and at eye level to Reginald's thing was able to smell her on Reginald by just breathing. This seemed to drive him mad and Charley shifted into his wolf in a fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack to start fighting back but Natalie didn't move. She stayed in position as if she were already dead.

It was then that I saw something shiny in Reginald's hand and I knew what it was. I tried to scream at Charley to alert him of this but I was mute. I continued as if it will change but I wasn't helping anyone. Reginald went off to stab Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could all feel it, the pain of losing a pack member, their pack mother.

This was a battle they couldn't win now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was held down but he also couldn't take his eyes of his mother.

Reginald had won.

The rogue alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods family.

I bolted up from slumber with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I looked at the caller ID and saw Ralyn's name pop up.

"What do you want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy it was Ralyn that did that.

"Sabrina I need your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said through sobs.

"What? What do you mean he attacked??" I asked her.

"He killed her Sabrina. My father killed Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was she telling me something that happened in my dream? 

"How did she die Ralyn?" I ask her. Please don't say a silver dagger. I crossed my fingers.

"He stabbed her with something silver. I couldn't see from my room. Sabrina he promised he wouldn't hurt them. He promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is for the people that have to suffer from Charley's actions.

If I was going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go running to her father.

"Ralyn, your father is the alpha of rogues. You should've known better. What they did now, is their way of life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I care. You did this to yourselves." I said and then I hung up.

Deep down in my heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a matter of time before this happened. This is why we kill rogues.

I had to tell my dad.

I immediately ran out of my room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling Remi out of her sleep.

"Daddy you have to wake up. Something bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house to hear.

My father shot out of bed ready to attack until he saw me alone in his room. He groaned in annoyance.

"Sabrina! What is so important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?" He says groggily.

My grandfather, brother and sister came charging into the room too. Looking confused.

"What's going on?" My grandfather asked looking between me, my dad and Remi who was still in bed.

"Blue Moon was attacked. The rogue alpha attacked them. He's taken over daddy" I say to my dad.

"Well Sabrina, it was bound to happen. That's what I told Charley when I was still there and that's why most of us left. What's done is done. Everybody back to bed. Blue moon is not our problem anymore." My father said. I was not going to give up that easily.

"He raped and killed Natalie. I saw it." I say to my dad. Remi gasped out loudly. My father looked at me confused.

"What do you mean you saw it? Blue moon is hours away" Cj said to me also looking confused.

I heard my mothers voice say 'show them. Just take their hands in yours and imagine it. Show them your dream'.

I grabbed Josey's hand and did as I was told. Her body stiffened and her eyes went to the back of her head. I don't know how long we were out of it but my dad pulled us apart eventually. Looking at us confused.

"Oh my goddess.. it's true. How did you do that? I saw it dad. When they raped the women. Oh goddess. How did you see that Sabrina?" Josey asks me.

"Grab mom and dad's hands and imagine showing him what I just showed you. It should work with you as you and I share the same power. I'll show grandfather and Cj." I say to her. She nods and walks over to dad as Remi does the same.

I walk over to Cj and grandpa. I grab their hands and show them everything.

After they have all seen my dream, I run out of their room and come back holding my phone. I dial Ralyn's number and wait for her to answer..

"Hello? Sabrina? Are you coming to help? They took Percy and Charley into the dungeons Sabrina. My dad says he's going to kill them on the night of the Red moon. That's in 3 days. I'm locked in my room Sabrina.. I don't know what to do." She started to sob uncontrollably over the phone.

"You said your father killed Natalie.." I say to her over the phone.

"Yes he stabbed her. Right after raping her he killed her in front of Charley" she said back to me. I then look up at my dad.

taking action. This is all your fault. You fix it." I cut the line and look at my family. I look

saw this in a

came to me in a dream once and now she just spoke to

just human? Not a witch or anything supernatural?" I ask him. He shakes his head looking at me. A looked of guilt flashed through his eyes but he quickly closed his

having a baby with Elise. She told me I'm not weak and to fight for my mates. That my fight was

out like this dad. Although we don't have the luxury of time to dwell on this, we need to save blue moon." I say looking at

30 warriors at Green Forrest. That's not enough to take down the rogue alpha" he says to me. My heart breaks but then I get an

had to see their mother's raped and killed in front of them. I'm not doing it for my mate but for those that are paying the price for Percy

a reason my mother showed me what was happening to blue moon. If she didn't want me to intervene and if she didn't think I could do it, she would've left me to live in the big rock we've been hiding under as humans. We are wolves

then also shift into their wolves to howl with me. My brother nodded at me and then I knew that they would follow wherever I decided to go. I sent a nod back at him and one

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into my human. I got two shirts for me and Josey and some basketball shorts for Cj. The house was quiet which meant everyone was sleeping. I turned to

dropped. I know he's not my mate but he said he'd wait and I didn't ask him to. I looked through the door and saw that his chair was turned around and one of

I shook my head and snapped out of it. I can deal with this later, I'll just walk up to

room to see a body in his bed. Another girl. What is this guy into?? I

looked up at

me!" I said

was looking for Max. Go back to sleep" I said to

he tell me? This

She said to me with a smirk on her face.

him here but I see its occupied. Anyway, when he comes to bed, tell him I'm in my room. There's an emergency and I need his help" I said and walked out before she could respond and say something to earn her a punch. Sometimes

see someone in my bed. What is going on in this house!? By the size of this person, they were

up. I walk up to my bed and shake him too because something weird

to me. He quickly gets up

be wondering what I'm doing sleeping in your room hey?" He asked me looking guilty and I immediately forgive him after hearing that

in the office just now with some girl?" I ask

why is Elise sleeping your bed Maximus Dean Forrest?"

through that unruly

office?" He asks me

and back at him.. "so you weren't in your office having sex

out of him because

are you doing Kimberly? What's going on?" He asks me clearly confused at my actions. Once I was satisfied he didn't smell like sex and a female,

up at him..

to her kid. I told her she's not welcome here and that I'd never let her become a pack member so she claims she's here visiting Bella. I've been sleeping in your room because

keep my promise to you. This is the only way. Elise has been sneaking into my room every night

ass?" I ask

bed is better than yours anyway" he laughs. He looks at the time and

moon was attacked. I need to show you something." I said this grabbing his hand and not giving him any more time to say

everything was shown to him he looked at me confused. Not knowing what or

could see it all. What I'm sure of is this ability has something to do with my grandmother and my mother. Josey and I don't believe they

me

kids having to watch their parents getting slaughtered. How these kids had to watch their mothers getting raped by multiple men. I can't just sit by and do nothing while they pay for Charley's coward ways Max. I can't just go back to my human life and

You know us Lycans will take on any opportunity to hunt some rogues. The blood moon

the women that chose to submit to these rogues. What about the kids? We need to act now Maximus. In 3 days, Reginald will kill Charley and Percy which will make him the alpha of Blue Moon. We cannot let that happen" I say to

marching in without a

had my siblings go get your father and said to meet us back in your office. I have a plan and I need

Kimberly. Lead the way to my office." He says to me smiling. I just nod and make my way out

couch on the phone with someone at this hour. My siblings standing next to uncle looking back at me. Max and I walked in and greeted everyone. Then they all turned to look at me. I suddenly felt nervous. What if this is a stupid plan? I could be sending these people to their deaths! What if Ralyn was actually

cleared my throat and looked at all

some have submitted to these ferals. Even Percy and Charley don't deserve to see Natalie killed the way she was. I know I'm asking for a lot,

by an older woman who looks just like her. She looks at me and smiles. Her face registers in my head and all my memories flood in

comes out more like a question than anything. "You're

bigger than all of you. A lot of people are

Are they here as

If we are really here. Yes we are." The older

the moon goddess. I am her younger sister. I was sent to earth to creathe a lineage that will carry power far greater than all alphas combined. It all started with my daughter, Kimberly. Who then had Sabrina and Josey. The power is in our blood and will carry

you in this room don't know me. My name is Estelle." When she says her name she releases an aura that has all of us kneeling down to show respect. Somehow we all knew right then that she

me, flows through you and even greater. Your age allows for the power to be at its peak without draining your energy. You girls have capabilities far beyond your greatest imaginations. I am here to show you how to unlock them"

up and walks over to my mother. He looks baffled. "How is it possible? They said you died. They said you were gone." He says to here tears falling on his

where I belong. I had a job to do and I fulfilled it. I'm just happy it was with you and I was allowed time to be with you." She says to him. Then she turns to

enough. Thank you." She says to him before pulling grandpa in for

promise that after

powers the right way. We will be gone for some years but don't worry, 10years there is equal to a

to Cj and grabs his hand, "My sister blessed you with the strength of an alpha. Have you not wondered why your wolf was black?"

important role to play in this war and after it. Your sons have an important role to play in future too. You will be coming with us so you can receive the training you need to be the alpha the world needs. Don't

and hugged her. Looked at my dad and kissed his cheek then she walked back to stand between me and Cj, where nana was

Those that are overseas, bring them back because you'll need them. The truth will come out as soon as the sun rises and you all need to keep your strength. Your friends will become your foes in the search for power. Deacon, go find Celine. You will need her power in this war. Maximus, your mate is your enemy." Nana said and with that we weren't in Max's office

you here but it is all necessary for

is this? Is this a joke?" I say out

you are going, you aren't allowed to see how we get there. I'm sorry

seconds everything went dark

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found me again. I mean I still go on social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so easy when

to wake up crying or sad. I'm

myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great

warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way,

a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also

Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the alphas any children then their child with Elise will become alpha. If Josey only has girls, he'll

was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making his own millions

Cj who said was going on run

I didn't

away." Remi tells me as she walks up to me. I was looking out the door, worry clearly written on

I ask my

refuse and the only downside was that they need him there first thing tomorrow. They fly out at 8pm tonight. You just missed

wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm sure. The Trent kids sure have

for all of us here" I

the kitchen to grab an apple and head

studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I

blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We

alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I

heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid but I couldn't move. I was rooted to the spot. I tried screaming for her to get up and fight but even I couldn't hear my voice through all

move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed, it was mute

going, I noticed it wasn't just him. Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates.

assaulted by these men and I couldn't help. I just stood there as tears ran down my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked around trying to see who they were doing it for and my eyes landed on Natalie. The rogue alpha had Natalie and close to her alpha Charley was knocked out on the

knew what was coming. She was just

then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life

looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing

a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form,

Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises.

pulled out of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on

having Charley's mates scent all over

Reginald's thing was able to smell her on Reginald by just breathing. This seemed to drive him mad and Charley shifted into his wolf in a fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding

silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his

Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was

Reginald had won.

alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods

ringing. I looked at the time and

do you want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy

your help. My father he..

you mean he attacked??"

was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was

did she die Ralyn?" I ask her. Please

me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would

going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust

life. We all know this,

heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It

to

room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling Remi out of her

Something bad has happened" I said

attack until he saw me alone in his room. He groaned in

so important that it couldn't wait

came charging into the room

asked looking between me, my dad and Remi who was still in