Not Your Mate Anymore

This chapter gets a little dark. There will be bloodshed and mentions of rape(like gang rape etc). It won't be so explicit and in detail but you've been warned.

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Happiness has found me again. I mean I still go on social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so easy when it comes to mates, makes me sad for a bit but I don't let it consume me.

After a long time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm ok.

I feel like myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great for everyone actually...

Things were going great for Green Forrest pack. Max had some of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help of uncle Deacon and Max.

It's been a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there was an opening.

Josey was doing great too. The twins had their pup, I'm not sure what happened to Elise but they don't mention her at all. So now they could focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the alphas any children then their child with Elise will become alpha. If Josey only has girls, he'll still become alpha. Stressful.

Cj was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making his own millions by 18.

I walked into the house to bump into Cj who said was going on run to let his wolf out. I stepped aside to let him out.

He looked upset but I didn't want to question him.

"Aisha's family is moving away." Remi tells me as she walks up to me. I was looking out the door, worry clearly written on my face.

"When?" I ask my mom.

"They leave tonight. Aisha's dad called Christopher. He got a job offer he couldn't refuse and the only downside was that they need him there first thing tomorrow. They fly out at 8pm tonight. You just missed Aisha" Mom said.

I was heartbroken for Cj. I know she wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm sure. The Trent kids sure have the worst luck with love.

"Poor Cj. Things were finally working out for all of us here" I say sadly..

My mom nods. She gives me a hug and then goes up the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I had to study for my physics test tomorrow.

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It was now midnight and I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed out immediately.

I fell in a dream where I was back in blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We were all happy.

We decided to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I looked around me and I was alone, no Percy. No Cj. No Josey.

I shifted back to human. Not a care in the world about my nakedness. A cold shiver went down my spine and then I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid but I couldn't move. I was rooted to the spot. I tried screaming for her to get up and fight but even I couldn't hear my voice through all that screaming.

I saw the wolf catch up and shift back into a human. The man ripped the woman's clothes off with such force and raped her. I saw it all. I screamed but it was like my voice was mute. I couldn't move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed, it was mute but that was all I could do. He walked past me as if he couldn't see me and went after his next victim.

When I turned around to see where he was going, I noticed it wasn't just him. Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates. Laughing and raping them to see who they liked best. It was a nightmare.

The kids had to watch their mothers get assaulted by these men and I couldn't help. I just stood there as tears ran down my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked around trying to see who they were doing it for and my eyes landed on Natalie. The rogue alpha had Natalie and close to her alpha Charley was knocked out on the floor.

The rogue alpha undressed her slowly... trying to prolong the inevitable. I knew what was coming, Natalie knew what was coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling at her to fight! To not give up like this but my voice. I was mute.

The rogue alpha put her on the ground and he followed going between her legs. It's like the time stoood still. No one dared to make a sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his side to see his mate being raped by the man he decided to trust. He tried to get up but was held back by other rogues as they growled in unison.

He had to watch the rogue with his mate as she cried looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing their heads, those that were still alive and fighting going down in pain at the feel of their mates being sexually assaulted. This gave the rogues they were fighting an opening to kill them.

I knew this was a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form, it would take me hours.

My thoughts were interrupted by Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also  held back by rogues.

Reginald pulled out of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on him and  stopped right in front of him.

Clearly to gloat on having Charley's mates scent all over his penis.

Charley who was on his knees and at eye level to Reginald's thing was able to smell her on Reginald by just breathing. This seemed to drive him mad and Charley shifted into his wolf in a fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack to start fighting back but Natalie didn't move. She stayed in position as if she were already dead.

It was then that I saw something shiny in Reginald's hand and I knew what it was. I tried to scream at Charley to alert him of this but I was mute. I continued as if it will change but I wasn't helping anyone. Reginald went off to stab Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could all feel it, the pain of losing a pack member, their pack mother.

This was a battle they couldn't win now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was held down but he also couldn't take his eyes of his mother.

Reginald had won.

The rogue alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods family.

I bolted up from slumber with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I looked at the caller ID and saw Ralyn's name pop up.

"What do you want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy it was Ralyn that did that.

"Sabrina I need your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said through sobs.

"What? What do you mean he attacked??" I asked her.

"He killed her Sabrina. My father killed Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was she telling me something that happened in my dream? 

"How did she die Ralyn?" I ask her. Please don't say a silver dagger. I crossed my fingers.

"He stabbed her with something silver. I couldn't see from my room. Sabrina he promised he wouldn't hurt them. He promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is for the people that have to suffer from Charley's actions.

If I was going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go running to her father.

"Ralyn, your father is the alpha of rogues. You should've known better. What they did now, is their way of life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I care. You did this to yourselves." I said and then I hung up.

Deep down in my heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a matter of time before this happened. This is why we kill rogues.

I had to tell my dad.

I immediately ran out of my room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling Remi out of her sleep.

"Daddy you have to wake up. Something bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house to hear.

My father shot out of bed ready to attack until he saw me alone in his room. He groaned in annoyance.

"Sabrina! What is so important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?" He says groggily.

My grandfather, brother and sister came charging into the room too. Looking confused.

"What's going on?" My grandfather asked looking between me, my dad and Remi who was still in bed.

"Blue Moon was attacked. The rogue alpha attacked them. He's taken over daddy" I say to my dad.

"Well Sabrina, it was bound to happen. That's what I told Charley when I was still there and that's why most of us left. What's done is done. Everybody back to bed. Blue moon is not our problem anymore." My father said. I was not going to give up that easily.

"He raped and killed Natalie. I saw it." I say to my dad. Remi gasped out loudly. My father looked at me confused.

"What do you mean you saw it? Blue moon is hours away" Cj said to me also looking confused.

I heard my mothers voice say 'show them. Just take their hands in yours and imagine it. Show them your dream'.

I grabbed Josey's hand and did as I was told. Her body stiffened and her eyes went to the back of her head. I don't know how long we were out of it but my dad pulled us apart eventually. Looking at us confused.

"Oh my goddess.. it's true. How did you do that? I saw it dad. When they raped the women. Oh goddess. How did you see that Sabrina?" Josey asks me.

"Grab mom and dad's hands and imagine showing him what I just showed you. It should work with you as you and I share the same power. I'll show grandfather and Cj." I say to her. She nods and walks over to dad as Remi does the same.

I walk over to Cj and grandpa. I grab their hands and show them everything.

After they have all seen my dream, I run out of their room and come back holding my phone. I dial Ralyn's number and wait for her to answer..

"Hello? Sabrina? Are you coming to help? They took Percy and Charley into the dungeons Sabrina. My dad says he's going to kill them on the night of the Red moon. That's in 3 days. I'm locked in my room Sabrina.. I don't know what to do." She started to sob uncontrollably over the phone.

"You said your father killed Natalie.." I say to her over the phone.

"Yes he stabbed her. Right after raping her he killed her in front of Charley" she said back to me. I then look up at my dad.

all your fault. You fix it." I cut the line and look at

saw this in a dream?" My

do with my mother. She came to me in a dream once and now she just spoke to me again."

human? Not a witch or anything supernatural?" I ask him. He shakes his head looking at me. A looked of guilt flashed through his eyes but he quickly closed

right. Mama came to me in a dream too when I found out my mates were having a baby with Elise. She told me I'm not weak and to fight for my mates. That my fight was different from Sabrina's.." Josey said

don't have the luxury of time to dwell on this, we need to save blue moon." I say looking

Green Forrest. That's not enough to take down the rogue alpha" he says to me. My heart

not doing it for my mate but for those that are paying the price for Percy and Charley's  cowardice! They need our help." I say to him with

could do it, she would've left me to live in the big rock we've been hiding under as humans. We are wolves before we are human and if you can't

with me. My brother nodded at me and then I knew that they would follow wherever I decided to go. I sent a nod back at him and one to my sister then turned around to run to Max's pack with my siblings right behind me. He was going to be the one

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everyone was sleeping. I turned to my siblings, "Find

were still on in his office. The door was ajar and I heard some noises. I walked closer and heard that they sounded sexual. My heart dropped. I know he's not my mate but he said he'd wait and I didn't ask him to. I looked through the door and saw that

can deal with this later, I'll just

in his bed. Another girl. What is this guy into?? I was about to walk out when the lights went on

She looked

be kidding me!" I said to myself.. I then turn to look

was looking for Max. Go back to sleep" I said

back together? Why didn't he tell me? This is all too much to

said to me with a smirk on

occupied. Anyway, when he comes to bed, tell him I'm in my room. There's an emergency and I need his help" I said and walked out before she could respond and say something

is going on in this house!? By the size of this person, they were male. I switched the lights on to see Max sleeping in my bed. What the fuck!?

him to wake up. I walk up to my bed and shake him too because something

He quickly

your room hey?" He asked me looking guilty and I immediately forgive him after

just now with some girl?" I ask him and before he could answer

why is Elise sleeping your bed

sighs and runs his hands through that

me and

open door and back at him.. "so you weren't in your office

sniff the truth out of him because

my actions. Once I was satisfied he didn't smell like sex and

up

I told her she's not welcome here and that I'd never let her become a pack member so she claims she's here visiting Bella. I've been sleeping in your room because it smells

to keep my promise to you. This is the only way. Elise has

me to kick her ass?" I

is better than yours anyway" he laughs. He looks at the time and then he looks back

giving him any more time to say anything, I showed him my dream. How

everything was shown to him he looked at me confused. Not knowing what or how to

something to do with my grandmother and my mother. Josey and I don't believe they were human."

need me

that rogue. You saw those kids having to watch their parents getting slaughtered. How these kids had to watch their mothers getting raped by multiple men. I can't just sit by and do nothing while they pay for Charley's coward ways Max. I can't just go back to my human life and pretend this didn't break my

opportunity to hunt some rogues. The blood moon

submit to these rogues. What about the kids? We need to act now Maximus. In 3 days, Reginald will kill Charley and Percy which will make him the alpha of Blue Moon. We cannot let that happen" I say to him with panic evident

look, we can't just go in there marching in

said to meet us back in your office. I have a

me smiling. I just nod and make my way out and

to his office I saw my dad and grandpa were there, Damon was there, Tristan was there and Nicole. Uncle Deacon sitting on the couch on the phone with someone at this hour. My siblings standing next to uncle looking back at me. Max and I walked in and greeted everyone. Then they all turned to look at me. I suddenly felt nervous. What if this is a stupid plan? I could be sending these people to their deaths! What if Ralyn was actually trying to lure me back to

throat and looked

have submitted to these ferals. Even

like her. She looks at me and smiles. Her

question than anything. "You're here..." I say to

lot of people are involved against you all. Its

Are they here as ghosts? What war? What. The.

If we are really

of this world you see.. I am the descendant of the moon goddess. I am her younger sister. I was sent to earth to creathe a lineage that will carry power far greater than all alphas combined. It all started with my daughter, Kimberly. Who then had Sabrina and Josey. The power is in our blood and will carry on

me. My name is Estelle." When she says her name she releases an aura that has all of us kneeling down to show respect. Somehow we all knew right then

at its peak without draining your energy. You girls have capabilities far beyond your greatest imaginations.

it possible? They said you died. They said you were gone." He

fulfilled it. I'm just happy it was with you and

She says to him

questions but I promise that after this war, you will all understand" Nana says walking

the moon. It is time you learnt of your powers the right way. We will be gone for

grabs his hand, "My sister blessed you with the strength of an alpha.

important role to play in this war and after it. Your sons have an important role to play in future too. You will be coming with us so you can receive the training you need to be the alpha the world needs. Don't worry, you are of beta blood. Christopher and Remi are your parents but the moon goddess needs you and that is why she

and hugged her. Looked at my dad and kissed his cheek then she walked back to stand between

need them. The truth will come out as soon as the sun rises and you all need to keep your strength. Your friends will become your foes in the search for power. Deacon, go find Celine. You will need her power in this war. Maximus, your mate is your enemy." Nana said and with that we weren't in Max's office anymore but in the beautiful field my mother brought me to when

new home for the next 10 years. These will be some tough years my children and you will hate us for bringing you here but it is all necessary for what's to come."

Is this a joke?" I say

you are going, you aren't allowed to see how we get there. I'm sorry to do this to you." Some voice from out of nowhere

seconds everything went dark and I

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social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so

time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm

when I've felt lost for so

of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help

top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there

all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If

was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making

on run to let his wolf out. I

I

me as she walks up to me.

I ask

refuse and the only downside was that they need

wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd

Things were finally working out for

apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I had to

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I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed out

in blue moon running around in the woods with

to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could

I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her

man assault her like that. I tried

for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates. Laughing and

weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I

coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling

sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned

blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the

asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran

interrupted by Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also  held back

of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on

gloat on having Charley's mates

fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the

Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could

was a battle they couldn't win now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was held down but he also couldn't take his eyes

Reginald had won.

blue moon. Reginald has taken over from

with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I looked at the caller ID and

I was pulled

your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said

What do you mean

My father killed Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of

Ralyn?" I ask her. Please don't say a silver

She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is

was going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go running to her

their way of life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I

down in my heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was

to tell

my room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling

bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house to

shot out of bed ready to attack until he saw me alone in his

important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?" He says

brother and sister came charging into

me, my dad and Remi