Not Your Mate Anymore

This chapter gets a little dark. There will be bloodshed and mentions of rape(like gang rape etc). It won't be so explicit and in detail but you've been warned.

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Happiness has found me again. I mean I still go on social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so easy when it comes to mates, makes me sad for a bit but I don't let it consume me.

After a long time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm ok.

I feel like myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great for everyone actually...

Things were going great for Green Forrest pack. Max had some of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help of uncle Deacon and Max.

It's been a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there was an opening.

Josey was doing great too. The twins had their pup, I'm not sure what happened to Elise but they don't mention her at all. So now they could focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the alphas any children then their child with Elise will become alpha. If Josey only has girls, he'll still become alpha. Stressful.

Cj was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making his own millions by 18.

I walked into the house to bump into Cj who said was going on run to let his wolf out. I stepped aside to let him out.

He looked upset but I didn't want to question him.

"Aisha's family is moving away." Remi tells me as she walks up to me. I was looking out the door, worry clearly written on my face.

"When?" I ask my mom.

"They leave tonight. Aisha's dad called Christopher. He got a job offer he couldn't refuse and the only downside was that they need him there first thing tomorrow. They fly out at 8pm tonight. You just missed Aisha" Mom said.

I was heartbroken for Cj. I know she wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm sure. The Trent kids sure have the worst luck with love.

"Poor Cj. Things were finally working out for all of us here" I say sadly..

My mom nods. She gives me a hug and then goes up the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I had to study for my physics test tomorrow.

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It was now midnight and I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed out immediately.

I fell in a dream where I was back in blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We were all happy.

We decided to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I looked around me and I was alone, no Percy. No Cj. No Josey.

I shifted back to human. Not a care in the world about my nakedness. A cold shiver went down my spine and then I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid but I couldn't move. I was rooted to the spot. I tried screaming for her to get up and fight but even I couldn't hear my voice through all that screaming.

I saw the wolf catch up and shift back into a human. The man ripped the woman's clothes off with such force and raped her. I saw it all. I screamed but it was like my voice was mute. I couldn't move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed, it was mute but that was all I could do. He walked past me as if he couldn't see me and went after his next victim.

When I turned around to see where he was going, I noticed it wasn't just him. Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates. Laughing and raping them to see who they liked best. It was a nightmare.

The kids had to watch their mothers get assaulted by these men and I couldn't help. I just stood there as tears ran down my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked around trying to see who they were doing it for and my eyes landed on Natalie. The rogue alpha had Natalie and close to her alpha Charley was knocked out on the floor.

The rogue alpha undressed her slowly... trying to prolong the inevitable. I knew what was coming, Natalie knew what was coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling at her to fight! To not give up like this but my voice. I was mute.

The rogue alpha put her on the ground and he followed going between her legs. It's like the time stoood still. No one dared to make a sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his side to see his mate being raped by the man he decided to trust. He tried to get up but was held back by other rogues as they growled in unison.

He had to watch the rogue with his mate as she cried looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing their heads, those that were still alive and fighting going down in pain at the feel of their mates being sexually assaulted. This gave the rogues they were fighting an opening to kill them.

I knew this was a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form, it would take me hours.

My thoughts were interrupted by Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also  held back by rogues.

Reginald pulled out of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on him and  stopped right in front of him.

Clearly to gloat on having Charley's mates scent all over his penis.

Charley who was on his knees and at eye level to Reginald's thing was able to smell her on Reginald by just breathing. This seemed to drive him mad and Charley shifted into his wolf in a fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack to start fighting back but Natalie didn't move. She stayed in position as if she were already dead.

It was then that I saw something shiny in Reginald's hand and I knew what it was. I tried to scream at Charley to alert him of this but I was mute. I continued as if it will change but I wasn't helping anyone. Reginald went off to stab Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could all feel it, the pain of losing a pack member, their pack mother.

This was a battle they couldn't win now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was held down but he also couldn't take his eyes of his mother.

Reginald had won.

The rogue alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods family.

I bolted up from slumber with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I looked at the caller ID and saw Ralyn's name pop up.

"What do you want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy it was Ralyn that did that.

"Sabrina I need your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said through sobs.

"What? What do you mean he attacked??" I asked her.

"He killed her Sabrina. My father killed Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was she telling me something that happened in my dream? 

"How did she die Ralyn?" I ask her. Please don't say a silver dagger. I crossed my fingers.

"He stabbed her with something silver. I couldn't see from my room. Sabrina he promised he wouldn't hurt them. He promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is for the people that have to suffer from Charley's actions.

If I was going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go running to her father.

"Ralyn, your father is the alpha of rogues. You should've known better. What they did now, is their way of life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I care. You did this to yourselves." I said and then I hung up.

Deep down in my heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a matter of time before this happened. This is why we kill rogues.

I had to tell my dad.

I immediately ran out of my room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling Remi out of her sleep.

"Daddy you have to wake up. Something bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house to hear.

My father shot out of bed ready to attack until he saw me alone in his room. He groaned in annoyance.

"Sabrina! What is so important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?" He says groggily.

My grandfather, brother and sister came charging into the room too. Looking confused.

"What's going on?" My grandfather asked looking between me, my dad and Remi who was still in bed.

"Blue Moon was attacked. The rogue alpha attacked them. He's taken over daddy" I say to my dad.

"Well Sabrina, it was bound to happen. That's what I told Charley when I was still there and that's why most of us left. What's done is done. Everybody back to bed. Blue moon is not our problem anymore." My father said. I was not going to give up that easily.

"He raped and killed Natalie. I saw it." I say to my dad. Remi gasped out loudly. My father looked at me confused.

"What do you mean you saw it? Blue moon is hours away" Cj said to me also looking confused.

I heard my mothers voice say 'show them. Just take their hands in yours and imagine it. Show them your dream'.

I grabbed Josey's hand and did as I was told. Her body stiffened and her eyes went to the back of her head. I don't know how long we were out of it but my dad pulled us apart eventually. Looking at us confused.

"Oh my goddess.. it's true. How did you do that? I saw it dad. When they raped the women. Oh goddess. How did you see that Sabrina?" Josey asks me.

"Grab mom and dad's hands and imagine showing him what I just showed you. It should work with you as you and I share the same power. I'll show grandfather and Cj." I say to her. She nods and walks over to dad as Remi does the same.

I walk over to Cj and grandpa. I grab their hands and show them everything.

After they have all seen my dream, I run out of their room and come back holding my phone. I dial Ralyn's number and wait for her to answer..

"Hello? Sabrina? Are you coming to help? They took Percy and Charley into the dungeons Sabrina. My dad says he's going to kill them on the night of the Red moon. That's in 3 days. I'm locked in my room Sabrina.. I don't know what to do." She started to sob uncontrollably over the phone.

"You said your father killed Natalie.." I say to her over the phone.

"Yes he stabbed her. Right after raping her he killed her in front of Charley" she said back to me. I then look up at my dad.

fault. You fix it." I cut the line and look at my family. I look at

saw this in a

explain this but I think this has something to do with my mother. She came to me in a dream once and now she just spoke to me again." I said and everyone looked at me like I just grew a tail. I

shakes his head looking at me. A looked of guilt flashed through his eyes but he quickly closed his eyes and when he opened

dream too when I found out my mates were having a baby with Elise. She told me I'm not weak

to be something for Josey and I to turn out like this dad. Although we don't have the luxury of time to dwell on

warriors at Green Forrest. That's not enough to take down the rogue alpha" he says to me. My heart breaks

children had to see their mother's raped and killed in front of them. I'm not doing it for my mate but for those that are paying the price for Percy and Charley's  cowardice! They need our help." I say to

in the

me and then I knew that they would follow wherever I decided to go. I sent a nod back at him and one to my sister then turned around to run to Max's pack with my siblings right behind me. He was going

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was sleeping. I turned to my siblings, "Find uncle Deacon and show him my

heart dropped. I know he's not my mate but he said he'd wait and I didn't ask him to.

my head and snapped out of it. I can deal with this later, I'll just walk up

girl. What is this guy into?? I

She looked

got to be kidding me!" I said to myself.. I

looking for Max. Go back to sleep" I

together? Why didn't he tell me?

She said to me with a smirk on her face. Rubbing it

his office screwing a pack member. I was going to wait for him here but I see its occupied. Anyway, when he comes to bed, tell him I'm in my room. There's an emergency and I need his help" I said and walked out before she could respond and say something to earn her a punch. Sometimes you think you know someone and they just

my room to see someone in my bed. What is going on in this house!? By the size of this person, they were male. I

him to wake up. I walk up to

to me. He quickly gets up and

He asked me looking guilty and I immediately forgive him after hearing that

girl?" I ask him and

your bed Maximus Dean Forrest?"

runs his hands through

in my office?" He asks me

and back at him.. "so you weren't in your office having sex with some shewolf just seconds ago?" I ask him

sniff the truth out of him because trust issues,

my actions. Once I was satisfied he

I say looking up at him.. he

to win me back since giving birth to her kid. I told her she's not welcome here and that I'd never let her become a pack member so she claims she's here visiting Bella. I've been sleeping in your room because it smells like you and nobody bothers me in here." He

This is the only way. Elise has

to kick her ass?" I ask him jokingly

bed is better than yours anyway" he laughs. He looks at the time and

need to show you something." I said this grabbing his hand and not giving him any more time to say anything, I showed him my dream. How I was there and couldn't do

was shown to him he looked at me confused. Not knowing what or how to ask me,

I was there. I don't know how I could see it all. What I'm sure of is this ability has something to do with my grandmother and my mother. Josey and I don't believe they were human." I say to

me

to watch their mothers getting raped by multiple men. I can't just sit by and do nothing while they pay for Charley's coward ways Max.

ok. You know us Lycans will take on any opportunity to hunt some rogues. The blood moon is in 3 days anyway" Max

We need to act now Maximus. In 3 days, Reginald will kill Charley and Percy which will make him the alpha of Blue Moon. We cannot

there marching in without a plan." He says

get your father and said to meet us back in your office. I have a plan and I need your help

to me smiling. I just nod and make my way

on the phone with someone at this hour. My siblings standing next to uncle looking back at me. Max and I walked in and greeted everyone. Then they all turned to look at me. I suddenly felt nervous. What if this is a stupid plan? I could be sending these

and looked at all these

good reason. They worked with rogues but we can't just sit by and let innocent pack members pay for this. Women are being raped and some have submitted to these ferals. Even Percy and Charley don't deserve to see Natalie killed the way

voice says as she walks in followed by an older woman who looks just like her. She looks at me and smiles. Her face registers in my head and all my

comes out more like a question than anything.

than all of you. A lot of people are involved

Are they here as ghosts? What war?

you all are wondering. If we are really here. Yes we are." The older

power far greater than all alphas combined.

me. My name is Estelle." When she says her name she releases an aura that has all of us kneeling down to show respect. Somehow we all knew right then that she

Your age allows for the power to be at its peak without draining your energy. You girls have capabilities far beyond your greatest imaginations.

They said you died. They

had a job to do and I fulfilled it. I'm just happy it was with you and I was allowed time to be with

long enough. Thank you." She says to

that after this war, you will all

will be gone for some

his hand, "My sister blessed you with the strength of an alpha. Have you not

this war and after it. Your sons have an important role to play in future too. You will be coming with us so you can receive the training you need to be the alpha the world needs. Don't worry, you are of beta blood. Christopher and Remi are your parents but the moon goddess needs you and that is why she gave you immense strength."

mother walked up to Remi and hugged her. Looked at my dad and kissed his cheek then she walked back to stand

and you all need to keep your strength. Your friends will become your foes in the search for power. Deacon, go find Celine. You will need her power in this war. Maximus, your mate is

and you will hate us for bringing you here but it is all necessary for what's to come." My mother said before walking away with nana and

what kind of training is this? Is this

For where you are going, you aren't allowed to see how we get

seconds everything went dark and

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hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't

have to wake up crying or sad.

I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great

his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't

to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there was

Elise but they don't mention her at all. So now they could focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete

were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley.

into Cj who said was going on run to let

upset but I didn't

as she walks up to me. I was

ask

the only downside was that they

mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm

were finally working out for all of us here" I say

goes up the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I

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now midnight and I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I

back in blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We

the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I looked around me and I was

a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no.

human. The man ripped the woman's clothes off with such force and raped her. I saw it all. I screamed but it was like my voice was mute. I couldn't move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then

Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their

so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I

coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling at her to fight! To not

your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his

with his mate as she cried looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing their

knew this was a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form, it would take me

Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying.

and you could still see his stuff

having Charley's mates scent all over

and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack

in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could all feel it, the pain of

Charley was on

Reginald had won.

rogue alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods

slumber with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I

Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy it

need your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said through

mean

dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was she telling me something that happened in my dream?

Please

from my room. Sabrina he promised he wouldn't hurt them. He promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is for the people that have to

I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go

way of life. We all know this, you know this.

do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a matter of time before

had to tell my

They were still sleeping when

bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house

until he saw me alone in his room. He

important that it couldn't wait 3 more

grandfather, brother and sister came charging into the room too. Looking

between me, my dad