Not Your Mate Anymore

This chapter gets a little dark. There will be bloodshed and mentions of rape(like gang rape etc). It won't be so explicit and in detail but you've been warned.

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Happiness has found me again. I mean I still go on social media and see people from my old pack finding their mates. When I think about it, it hurts to think that the man that was made for me wasn't actually for me. Just seeing people have it so easy when it comes to mates, makes me sad for a bit but I don't let it consume me.

After a long time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm ok.

I feel like myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great for everyone actually...

Things were going great for Green Forrest pack. Max had some of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help of uncle Deacon and Max.

It's been a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the shops whenever there was an opening.

Josey was doing great too. The twins had their pup, I'm not sure what happened to Elise but they don't mention her at all. So now they could focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the alphas any children then their child with Elise will become alpha. If Josey only has girls, he'll still become alpha. Stressful.

Cj was still with his Aisha. He was 14 now and still had 2 more years before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of a programme that allows them an internship role at silicone valley. Geek much? All I know is if my brother pushes this human life, he's going to be making his own millions by 18.

I walked into the house to bump into Cj who said was going on run to let his wolf out. I stepped aside to let him out.

He looked upset but I didn't want to question him.

"Aisha's family is moving away." Remi tells me as she walks up to me. I was looking out the door, worry clearly written on my face.

"When?" I ask my mom.

"They leave tonight. Aisha's dad called Christopher. He got a job offer he couldn't refuse and the only downside was that they need him there first thing tomorrow. They fly out at 8pm tonight. You just missed Aisha" Mom said.

I was heartbroken for Cj. I know she wasn't his mate and the minute he met his mate, he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm sure. The Trent kids sure have the worst luck with love.

"Poor Cj. Things were finally working out for all of us here" I say sadly..

My mom nods. She gives me a hug and then goes up the stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head to my room. I was going to miss dinner tonight as I had to study for my physics test tomorrow.

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It was now midnight and I was about done studying. Decided to hit the sack and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed out immediately.

I fell in a dream where I was back in blue moon running around in the woods with Percy and my siblings. We were all happy.

We decided to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was unusual. I looked around me and I was alone, no Percy. No Cj. No Josey.

I shifted back to human. Not a care in the world about my nakedness. A cold shiver went down my spine and then I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid but I couldn't move. I was rooted to the spot. I tried screaming for her to get up and fight but even I couldn't hear my voice through all that screaming.

I saw the wolf catch up and shift back into a human. The man ripped the woman's clothes off with such force and raped her. I saw it all. I screamed but it was like my voice was mute. I couldn't move or scream. I felt powerless watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed, it was mute but that was all I could do. He walked past me as if he couldn't see me and went after his next victim.

When I turned around to see where he was going, I noticed it wasn't just him. Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as men took turns. Some women submitted so they could save their children and the rogue men would pick their chosen mates. Laughing and raping them to see who they liked best. It was a nightmare.

The kids had to watch their mothers get assaulted by these men and I couldn't help. I just stood there as tears ran down my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked around trying to see who they were doing it for and my eyes landed on Natalie. The rogue alpha had Natalie and close to her alpha Charley was knocked out on the floor.

The rogue alpha undressed her slowly... trying to prolong the inevitable. I knew what was coming, Natalie knew what was coming. She was just sobbing. I tried yelling at her to fight! To not give up like this but my voice. I was mute.

The rogue alpha put her on the ground and he followed going between her legs. It's like the time stoood still. No one dared to make a sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his side to see his mate being raped by the man he decided to trust. He tried to get up but was held back by other rogues as they growled in unison.

He had to watch the rogue with his mate as she cried looking at him. She was looking at him but I couldn't tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing their heads, those that were still alive and fighting going down in pain at the feel of their mates being sexually assaulted. This gave the rogues they were fighting an opening to kill them.

I knew this was a dream because I fell asleep at lakeside manor. I couldn't have gotten here. Even if I ran in my wolf form, it would take me hours.

My thoughts were interrupted by Charley roaring loud at Reginald as he emptied his seed inside his mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also  held back by rogues.

Reginald pulled out of Natalie while she stayed on the ground, not moving. She looked helpless and you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all of that still on him and  stopped right in front of him.

Clearly to gloat on having Charley's mates scent all over his penis.

Charley who was on his knees and at eye level to Reginald's thing was able to smell her on Reginald by just breathing. This seemed to drive him mad and Charley shifted into his wolf in a fit of rage and bit off Reginald's penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack to start fighting back but Natalie didn't move. She stayed in position as if she were already dead.

It was then that I saw something shiny in Reginald's hand and I knew what it was. I tried to scream at Charley to alert him of this but I was mute. I continued as if it will change but I wasn't helping anyone. Reginald went off to stab Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it. Im not sure if it was from the pain of his mate dying but he stopped fighting, Percy stopped fighting too as he shifted back to human form and dropped to his knees. Everyone stopped to witness the death of their Luna. They could all feel it, the pain of losing a pack member, their pack mother.

This was a battle they couldn't win now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying for his mate. Percy was held down but he also couldn't take his eyes of his mother.

Reginald had won.

The rogue alpha has taken over blue moon. Reginald has taken over from the Woods family.

I bolted up from slumber with my phone ringing. I looked at the time and it was 2am. I looked at the caller ID and saw Ralyn's name pop up.

"What do you want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out of that nightmare but not happy it was Ralyn that did that.

"Sabrina I need your help. My father he.. he attacked Blue moon" she said through sobs.

"What? What do you mean he attacked??" I asked her.

"He killed her Sabrina. My father killed Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I saw Natalie die. I saw it all but it was a dream. How was she telling me something that happened in my dream? 

"How did she die Ralyn?" I ask her. Please don't say a silver dagger. I crossed my fingers.

"He stabbed her with something silver. I couldn't see from my room. Sabrina he promised he wouldn't hurt them. He promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself now and help I would but I was hours away. Besides, I don't want to give her false hope. If I do come to help, it is for the people that have to suffer from Charley's actions.

If I was going to help, I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust her to not go running to her father.

"Ralyn, your father is the alpha of rogues. You should've known better. What they did now, is their way of life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I care. You did this to yourselves." I said and then I hung up.

Deep down in my heart, I know I won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a matter of time before this happened. This is why we kill rogues.

I had to tell my dad.

I immediately ran out of my room to my parents bedroom. They were still sleeping when I barged in startling Remi out of her sleep.

"Daddy you have to wake up. Something bad has happened" I said out loud for the whole house to hear.

My father shot out of bed ready to attack until he saw me alone in his room. He groaned in annoyance.

"Sabrina! What is so important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?" He says groggily.

My grandfather, brother and sister came charging into the room too. Looking confused.

"What's going on?" My grandfather asked looking between me, my dad and Remi who was still in bed.

"Blue Moon was attacked. The rogue alpha attacked them. He's taken over daddy" I say to my dad.

"Well Sabrina, it was bound to happen. That's what I told Charley when I was still there and that's why most of us left. What's done is done. Everybody back to bed. Blue moon is not our problem anymore." My father said. I was not going to give up that easily.

"He raped and killed Natalie. I saw it." I say to my dad. Remi gasped out loudly. My father looked at me confused.

"What do you mean you saw it? Blue moon is hours away" Cj said to me also looking confused.

I heard my mothers voice say 'show them. Just take their hands in yours and imagine it. Show them your dream'.

I grabbed Josey's hand and did as I was told. Her body stiffened and her eyes went to the back of her head. I don't know how long we were out of it but my dad pulled us apart eventually. Looking at us confused.

"Oh my goddess.. it's true. How did you do that? I saw it dad. When they raped the women. Oh goddess. How did you see that Sabrina?" Josey asks me.

"Grab mom and dad's hands and imagine showing him what I just showed you. It should work with you as you and I share the same power. I'll show grandfather and Cj." I say to her. She nods and walks over to dad as Remi does the same.

I walk over to Cj and grandpa. I grab their hands and show them everything.

After they have all seen my dream, I run out of their room and come back holding my phone. I dial Ralyn's number and wait for her to answer..

"Hello? Sabrina? Are you coming to help? They took Percy and Charley into the dungeons Sabrina. My dad says he's going to kill them on the night of the Red moon. That's in 3 days. I'm locked in my room Sabrina.. I don't know what to do." She started to sob uncontrollably over the phone.

"You said your father killed Natalie.." I say to her over the phone.

"Yes he stabbed her. Right after raping her he killed her in front of Charley" she said back to me. I then look up at my dad.

I cut the line and look at my family. I look at my dad who's looking at me

just saw this in a dream?" My dad asks me. I

don't know how to explain this but I think this has something to do with my mother. She came to me in a dream once and now she just spoke to me again." I said and everyone looked at me like I just grew a

I ask him. He shakes his head looking at me. A looked of guilt flashed through

is right. Mama came to me in a dream too when I found out my mates were having a baby with Elise. She told me I'm not weak and to fight for my mates. That my fight was different from Sabrina's.." Josey

Although we don't have the luxury of time to dwell on this, we need to save blue moon." I say looking at

We have about 30 warriors at Green Forrest. That's not enough to take down the rogue alpha" he

but for those that are paying the price for Percy and Charley's  cowardice! They need our help." I say to him with

reason my mother showed me what was happening to blue moon. If she didn't want me to intervene and if she didn't think I could do it, she would've left me to live in the big rock we've been hiding under as humans. We are wolves before we are human and if you can't help me, I'll find it elsewhere" I said this and ran out of their room

my sadness. I saw my sister and brother run outside, then also shift into their wolves to howl with me. My brother nodded at me and then I knew that they would follow wherever I decided to go. I sent a nod back at him and one to my

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house was quiet which meant everyone was sleeping. I turned to my siblings, "Find uncle Deacon and show him my dream. Meet us back in Max's

went up Max's floor and noticed the lights were still on in his office. The door was ajar and I heard some noises. I walked closer and heard that they sounded sexual. My heart dropped. I know he's not my mate but he said he'd wait and I didn't ask

realized another guy I wanted to give myself to couldn't keep his promise. I shook my head and snapped out of it. I can deal with this later, I'll just walk up to his room and wait for him there. If he took too long then I'll just mind

walked into his room to see a body in his bed. Another girl. What is this

She looked

said to myself.. I then turn

was looking for Max. Go back to sleep" I said to

he tell me? This is all too much

know." She said to me with

office screwing a pack member. I was going to wait for him here but I see its occupied. Anyway, when he comes to bed, tell him I'm in my room. There's an emergency and I need his help" I said

is going on in this house!? By the size of this

I whisper yell to him to wake up. I walk up to my bed and shake him

and turns to me. He quickly gets up and looks at me

in your room hey?" He asked me looking guilty and I immediately forgive him

office just now with some girl?" I ask him and before he

is Elise sleeping your bed Maximus Dean

and runs his hands through that unruly

He asks me and I

weren't in your office having sex

the bed to sniff the truth out of him because trust issues, because one

on?" He asks me clearly confused at my actions. Once I was satisfied

looking up at

kid. I told her she's not welcome here and that I'd never let her become a pack member so she claims she's here visiting

way. Elise has been sneaking into my room every night

kick her ass?" I

I think my bed is better than yours anyway" he laughs. He looks at the time and then he

I need to show you something." I said this grabbing his hand and not giving him any more time to say anything, I showed him my dream. How I

me confused. Not knowing

this ability has something to do with my grandmother and

you need me to

their mothers getting raped by multiple men. I can't just sit by and do nothing while they

us Lycans will take on any opportunity to hunt some rogues. The blood moon is

rogues. What about the kids? We need to act now Maximus. In 3 days, Reginald

in there marching

meet us back in your

way to my office." He says to me smiling. I just nod and make

back at me. Max and I walked in and greeted everyone. Then they all turned to look at me. I suddenly felt nervous. What if this is a stupid plan? I could be sending these people to their deaths! What if Ralyn was actually trying to

throat and looked at

are being raped and some have submitted to these ferals. Even Percy and Charley don't deserve to see Natalie killed the way she was. I know I'm asking for a lot, for all we know we could be walking to

in followed by an older woman who looks just like her. She looks at me and smiles. Her face registers in my head and all my memories flood in reminding me who this lady

more like a question than anything.

this is a war bigger than all of you. A lot of people are involved against you all. Its been in the

Are they here as ghosts?

are really

of the moon goddess. I am her younger sister. I was sent to earth to creathe a lineage that will carry power far greater than all alphas combined. It all started with my daughter, Kimberly. Who then had Sabrina and Josey. The power is in our blood and will carry on through Sabrina and

Estelle." When she says her name she releases an aura that has all of us kneeling down to show

Josey. I am your equal. The same power that flows through me, flows through you and even greater. Your age allows for the power to be at its peak without draining your energy. You girls have capabilities far beyond

"How is it possible? They said you died. They said

I'm just happy it

Thank you." She says to him

questions but I promise that after this war, you will all understand" Nana says walking up to

take you ladies to the moon. It is time you learnt of your powers the right way. We will be gone for some years but don't worry, 10years there is equal to a day here. Which

to Cj and grabs his hand, "My sister blessed you with the strength of an alpha. Have you not

after it. Your sons have an important role to play in future too. You will be coming with us so you can receive the training you need to be the alpha the world needs. Don't worry, you are of beta blood. Christopher and Remi are your parents but the

at my dad and kissed his cheek then she walked back to stand between me and Cj, where nana was standing between

friends will become your foes in the search for power. Deacon, go find Celine. You will need her power in this war. Maximus, your mate is your enemy." Nana said and with that we weren't in

be some tough years my children and you will hate us for bringing you here but it is all necessary for what's to come." My mother said before walking away with nana and disappearing into thin air. We

kind of training is this? Is this

are going, you aren't allowed to see how we get there. I'm sorry to do this to you." Some voice from out

within seconds everything went

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think that the man that was made

long time, I don't have to wake up crying or sad. I'm

myself again when I've felt lost for so long. Everything was going great for everyone

great for Green Forrest pack. Max had some of our warriors take residence in his pack to be trained the lycan way, their mates were welcomed too. I honestly don't know what we would do without the help of uncle Deacon

a year already since leaving Blue moon pack and we have settled in nicely. I fought tooth and nail to be top of my class and also maintain my fashion sense thanks to Lucy. She would drag my ass to the

focus on Josey. We all know Josey's first boy will become alpha because they are mates and will complete the mating ceremony. If Josey can't give the

before meeting his mate so he was still in the clear I guess. He was the school's top student and my parents were proud. Him and 5 other kids from different schools are part of

going on run to

I didn't

to me. I was looking out

I ask

He got a job offer he couldn't refuse and the only downside was

he'd forget about her. It still hurt I'm

working out for all of

stairs. I walk to the kitchen to grab an apple and head

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and what I don't know about the paper tomorrow, I never will. I passed

blue moon running around in the woods with

decided to run back as Remi was going to have our heads if we were late for dinner with the alpha family tonight. The minute we stepped out of the woods the mood changed. It was eerily quiet, you could hear it if a pin dropped and this was

shiver went down my spine and then I heard a scream, then another one and then all of a sudden people were running past me screaming. I saw a lady being chased by a wolf. Why would.. oh no. We were under attack. I tried to run to her aid

watching the man assault her like that. I tried to close my eyes and open them only to see the man get up from sexually assaulting the poor lady and then ripping her head off. I screamed,

Many wolves came through the woods killing men who tried to fight for their loved ones. The women raped repeatedly as

my face. I felt so weak. The wolves started to howl in sadness and I looked

the inevitable. I knew what was coming, Natalie knew what was coming. She

the time stoood still. No one dared to make a sound or maybe I blocked everyone out as he entered her and then it was as if the pain of your mate sleeping with someone else woke Charley up. He roared to life as he turned to his side to see his mate being raped by the man he decided to trust. He tried to get up but was held back by other rogues as they growled in

tell what that look meant. I was crying myself, my vision was blurry. I would close my eyes and try look anywhere but there and all around me was the same thing. Men losing

have gotten here. Even if

mate making satisfied noises. I looked behind Charley to see Percy crying. He looked defeated too as he was also

you could still see his stuff drip from him. He walked over to Charley with all

gloat on having Charley's

penis. Reginald screamed in pain as blood spurted out of him. Percy shifted too and took on the rogues that were holding him down. This seemed to get the rest of the pack to start fighting back but Natalie didn't move. She stayed

continued as if it will change but I wasn't helping anyone. Reginald went off to stab Natalie in the heart with a silver blade. Killing her instantly. Charley saw what happened and roared so loud, I felt it. The whole world must've felt it.

now and they all got down on their knees and submitted. Charley was on his knees crying

Reginald had won.

has taken over blue moon. Reginald

and it was 2am. I looked at

want Ralyn?" I spat out. Definitely happy I was pulled out

he.. he attacked Blue moon"

do you mean

Natalie. He has Charley and Percy locked up. I don't know what to do" she said to me. I didn't know what to say. That dream was real? Then why am I still in bed? How could I see all of it? I

Please don't say a silver dagger. I

promised to make me Luna." She sobbed. My dream was real and I saw it all happen. If I could go there myself

I also couldn't tell her I was on my way. I didn't trust

life. We all know this, you know this. Blue moon can rot for all I care. You did this to yourselves." I

won't just sit by and do nothing. Charley should've known better. It was only a

had to

parents bedroom. They were still sleeping

has happened" I said out loud for the whole

out of bed ready to attack until he saw me

important that it couldn't wait 3 more hours?"

sister came charging into

between me, my dad and Remi who was still