Not Your Mate Anymore

Chapter 24 Take Care Of You


 

Two weeks have gone by since my heat started. Did I get my relief? Most definitely. 

Xander took special care of me. He listened to my body and knew just what it needed as if he'd been through this before. He was gentle when I needed him to be and rough when I asked for it. He imprinted on me and that's how he knew what I needed. 

Once my heat ended, I stayed a few days with him because of the imprint. His wolf was very possessive and would not let me leave. Did we continue to make love? Have sex? Fuck? 


 

No hour went wasted. 

Am I dying of guilt? Totally.

I'm guilty for neglecting my son for so long over an imprint. I was fully able to leave Max when I had his mark. 

I'm guilty for enjoying it. I enjoyed it even after my heat. Xander was different. He definitely was not Max.

His sex was totally different. For an 18 year old, he sure knew his way around a females body. Max was great but he was supposed to be as he was my first but now after tasting Xander, I'm not so sure if he was my best. 

I've been locked in my apartment for days now. Xander keeps coming to check on me but I asked him to give me space. This was all too quick for me. I have a newborn I need to raise. I'm not trying to draw attention to myself so Max won't find me. Being around Xander frees me in a way where I could risk it all and I have to think about my son more than anything. 

Maybe after some time, I'll try it out with him. Whatever it is that we are doing. 

Right now, the plan was to work on me. Being a mother first. That is my priority. My situation isn't ideal but I will make the most of it because my son deserves better from his parents. I will give him the world, whatever the cost. He will have a good upbringing and I will never neglect him again, especially for a man. 

The claw marks had faded, thank the goddess but I could still feel a slight longing for Xander. It was faint but still there. 

Am I pregnant? Thank the goddess not! I would've died. It didn't rain but I also paid the kind doctor a visit so I can rule out a CJ surprise. I could not handle another kid. 

Tomorrow I was going to face Xander. Tell him I am not with child, although I think the doctor probably beat me to it. I will tell him where I stand with him and hope he understands. 

looking at my love life from the outside, they'd legit call me a social climber.

Athena responds back to

felt alive again. Felt like

able to break the soul tie between me and Max. If it did then

what an imprint can do. How extensive the

than his seed trying to impregnate me. I mean I've showered enough times and the first day I was able to get away from him, I

times in one day to rid myself of his scent.

She'd come in the morning to find the house smelling like chemicals but she didn't say anything to me. I think she understood.

go straight home right after. I would avoid Xander and more so now because all the

 

the longing like I could. If that was the case then his wolf really pulled a number on us. I thought an imprint goes away but now

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Xander's POV 

and I

okay. I wanted

day I'm thinking of

happened after her heat really changed me. I was a mess for her and yet

enticed me. They threw themselves at me but I couldn't get hard for any of them.

never thought I'd feel this way again since my mate passed and this doesn't feel the same but I'm wholeheartedly in to Sabrina and I just hope she feels something for me

or weeks. I'll give her months or maybe even a year to heal but after that, I was going to win her heart. A woman so strong and yet so fragile. So beautiful but has the ugliness of the world on her shoulders.

the pack but because my father is greedy, if he finds out about her power, he will arrange the wedding himself but I can't

an attractive trait no other woman in my pack can compete with and I made that clear on the first day of training. I fell for the girl that let me in even if it was for a brief moment.

life was amazing and I'd learnt so much from her.

He is a lycan and her blood. If I was going to love her, I'll love her child. They'd both been through too much to go through this life thing

care of the both of them from a distance until I feel like it is time to make my feelings known. Until then, I will take no female. I will work on being a better alpha for my mate to

won't ever hurt her feelings but I will spend most of my life making

few months to pull all of them off but it will be worth it. I

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