Not Your Mate Anymore

Xander and I had fast became friends. Yes, we both have feelings for each other. Him more than me if I had to compare but I won't rush in to anything. 

At the moment, I was no good for Xander if we were to get in to it. 

He hasn't been in a relationship since his mate died and that's understandable. No other girl can replace his mate, not even me. 

I also took the time to get to know the pack. After my fight with Jade and Myrtle, people feared me and I had to put their worries at ease. Having the alpha helped too. 

I went from being popular at school after people heard I was Xander's new girl, to unpopular thanks to Jade and then popular again thanks to my power. I was known. 

I was the girl with super alpha strength. There was even talk of the rise of female alphas. I had zero intentions on being an alpha but I was happy women were finding courage after feeling what I can do. 

It's strange how men think they are in control when all this time, it has been the moon goddess, a female god that gives us life. 

"What are you thinking about?" Xander asked walking in to my apartment. 

"Oh just old memories. What's up?" I asked him. He sat next to me on the couch but looked uncomfortable. 

"I need to tell you something. You're not going to like it." Xander says. 

"Tell me.." I say. 

"Max's application to change pack laws has been approved. The other day when I left to go to a council meeting, it was about that." Xander said. 

I just looked at Xander. What was he telling me? 

My son is not to be alpha anymore? It is his right! 

"The council called us in to sign the new decree. I was hoping you'd come with me to the meeting." Xander said and I chuckled. 

"What business do I have there? Other than wanting to kill Max for betraying his son, I have no reason to go." I say to him. 

"Actually, you do. I said if Max's new law is passed, then I'd like to take you in my pack and raise your son to be the next in line." Xander said. 

"What?" I asked him. Not in a rude way but more confused than anything. 

"Look Sabrina, I want you in my life. You, as my Luna. You come with a son and if you choose to be, I will raise him as my own." Xander says to me. His eyes holding so much adoration and love. 

"You don't have to do that. I will challenge Max for the alpha position. I didn't want to at first but now that he's hit an all new low, he leaves me no choice. Green Forrest Pack belongs to my son and he will have it." I say with determination. 

I never wanted to humiliate Max in front of his pack by challenging him. He was the alpha and I was his Luna. His support. 

I was never going to challenge him. He was the one who would make all the decisions and I would've stood by him. If he was ever challenged, I'd let him fight his battles as a man. I would've been the dutiful wife. 

I loved him!

I gave that man everything and he's taking more. That greedy fucker! 

me. Whether you're a normal pack member or my chosen mate. Nobody would dare kill you

with me in the end. How can I trust that you won't be any different? Maybe there's something wrong with me. What did I do so bad that two of my mates wanted me dead?"

that way. You were making progress. Please don't think like that." Xander said moving closer to me and gently

right. I'm better than this." I say.

you to get dressed and ready. I will come back to get you in 30 minutes." Xander

the nursery to check on Adrastos. I was leaving him behind on my trip since Max was going to be there. I didn't want to

Max but I don't want to risk it. After

and I hand my son over to her.

a red knee length tight dress and pair it up with matching red

on time in his black collar shirt and matching black dress

not in a bad way. He looked all

Hermes Himalayan crocodile handbag, walked back in the nursery to say bye to

our destination but it wasn't a dreadful drive. Xander kept me out of my head with jokes

soon as we parked I spotted the lycan twins, also known as my

ran up to them and pulled them in

Josey?" I ask but they seem taken back by my

be in hiding?"

remembered how strong I was and climbed out of my hole." I say

me. Told you I'd find her and take her in." Xander chimed in. The twins

a thing?" Clayton

a loud

wish but I'm a patient man." Xander says and that makes me smile. He is patient and

said who's

made our way inside, with me sitting

tight embrace, I forgot to breathe for a second. I didn't long for him and I'm still blaming the imprinting for that one but his

second before he looked away. He didn't

have to commend Xander on this move. He is one smart

could contest this law today. I had the

and since he is still a child, that

passed on to your packs. It has been decided but we will give you the floor to raise your concerns." The old

change the law that has worked for centuries? This is why mates are important. The moon

made a mistake this time." Max

laugh. I laugh

so and I know the moon goddess thinks you're a mistake." I say looking Max. He scoffs and

doing here? She's not

turn to look

share a son together, he doesn't want anything to do with my son and I. I registered him before the law was passed so I believe this should be

Max is allowed to choose

in place effective today, so my

try to say something but

doesn't need to be alpha of Green Forrest Pack, he will be raised to run Red Creek." I say and all the men turn to look at

and

at the first meeting. I want Sabrina and her son. I got them, now I will raise Adrastos as my own so he will be ready to take over when he's 18." Xander