Not Your Mate Anymore

I looked around me, everyone looking at me different. 

'She's the new moon goddess?' 

'How is she so powerful?' 

'We shouldn't have turned our backs on her. If she's really the new moon goddess then she'll definitely make us pay for what we put her through.' 

I could hear voices but when I look around from where the sounds were coming from, the lips weren't moving. 

Oh goddess! 

I could hear their thoughts. I could look in to their minds without touching them. Panic started to rise inside me, I need to get away from everyone. 

Xander walked up to me but I took a few steps back. 

My heart was beating way too fast. My skin was burning. I felt like the first night I was going to shift for the first time and I didn't want to hurt Xander. 

I could feel Athena, feel her differently. We were one but we were also separate souls. It was like this new power drove us apart but brought us together to be stronger than ever. Athena had a mind of her own, she wasn't sitting in the back of my mind just minding her business. 

It was like she was in her own world. Her connection to all the wolves surrounding me took a new turn. We could feel their emotions, their needs. I could sense their uneasiness, some still hate me but my power was holding them back from challenging me. My power alone making them want to bow down to me. 

I look at Max. 

He's staring right back at me, his wolf wanting to calm me down but Athena wanting none of it.

We belonged to Xander. 

Xander... 

That snaps me out of my thoughts and I look back at X. He's still looking at me with his hands in his pockets. 

I walk up to him and hug him. He hugs me back and the tears fall down my face. I almost lost him, I almost lost the man that loves me truly. 

I start sobbing uncontrollably and his hold on me tightens. I was angry at my nana for thinking she could get away with killing the one I love. For thinking she could also harm my son. 

My anger wasn't helping Athena. All she wanted was to kill everyone that hurt us. With this new found power, I wanted them to pay but I had no idea how to get to the moon and start with that moon goddess. 

I was mad all over again. I was mad at Percy for being a complete idiot and toying with sacred law. It was written that he was to mate with me but he let earthly things get in the way of our oldest law. 

Sex was an intimate thing to be shared with a mate and he just slept with Ralyn. Then Max, sleeping with another when he was still mated to me. 

I'm angry that Max tried to hurt me by sleeping with someone else. I am angry he took on two mates and went unpunished! 

Xander pulled away from me. I could feel that his wolf was feeling uneasy being this close to me and my new anger wasn't helping. I stepped back from him as my body started to tremble. 

Athena was trembling too. The anger was all too much but it was waking up a soul deep inside me that wanted to punish everyone that disobeyed wolf law. 

The councilman that passed Max's new law. What are we? Humans? 

We don't change pack laws for selfish gains. They are in place for that very reason! The councilman need to explain to me why they went against everything they were taught, to allow Max to rule after all that he has done. 

The laws were simple.

Alpha blood will always rule. How is it the moon goddess allowed this? Why was it making me so angry? 

Why am I even thinking about this? 

One day here equals ten years up there. So the moon goddess had ample time to make sure laws are followed and to punish those that plan on disobeying. 

Just how much had she allowed to happen without this anger wrecking her insides? 

Was there a way to control it? 

'No.' A loud thunderous voice inside my head said. I had to hold my head from the rush of pain I felt when it spoke. 

The voice was angry. 

Angry about the way all these wolves lived life not honoring the laws that were put in place before they were even born, or thought of. 

The voice was angry that things were so out of place and left to such chaos where selfishness rules the heart of alphas. 

The moon goddess allowed this to happen. She let them run wild and yet the voice in my head says one cannot ignore the anger, the need to fix it all. 

Unless she wasn't the true goddess. 

My body started to really shake as a crazy rush of anger took over me and a loud roar came out, two black wolves appearing on each side of me. 

They were huge. Bigger than any alpha I've ever met. The anger that was radiating off of me, fueled them. I knew I had summoned them here by that roar alone. 

They growl, yes. Like all wolves, but this, was next level. Their power was intimidating, not to me but I could feel the atmosphere change the second the pack noticed their appearance. 

'Grandfather, I need you to take Adrastos home with you now. I will meet you there later.' I say and he nods his head. 

The words came out of my mouth like an order and my grandfather could not disobey. I immediately felt bad for commanding my grandfather around but that was quickly replaced by anger when I heard Max growl as my grandfather sped off with my son in his semi wrecked car. 

have no business getting upset. I'm doing right by Adrastos when I allow you to spend time with him but let's be real here, my nana would've smoked you. He's staying with me until I know he will not come to any more harm." I say in my new voice again.

but he knew I was right. If the moon goddess decides to harm

were with me follow my grandfather as he drives away with Adrastos. I watch them

steps closer to me and holds my hand. I look up at him and smile. I

a disgrace! You all have no honor! I will be changing all of that very soon." I say before disappearing

into loud cackles. He falls on my bed still cackling

he stands up and walks towards me.

fucking the moon goddess all this time." He says and

baddest bitch of all time right? I mean where did that roar come from? And the two gigantic black wolves?" He asks and I pull his hand dragging him out of my room.

baddest but yes, this is some next level shit." I say as we walk

room to find an intruder sitting comfortably on the one seater couch. Xander stood in front of me and growled, warning

The male voice said from behind me. I quickly turn to come face

was seated on the

Xander turned around, 

are there? Fuck it, don't answer that." He says to

revealing your location and I had to see you." Old man says to me. When

you? And what do you mean you felt my power unlock?" I ask looking between

gestures for me to sit on the couch and I sit down. Something inside of me was telling

decades ago, the first family found out Kimberly was pregnant. Kimberly concealed her pregnancy from everyone except from her family. During the time she went into labor, an uprising had begun against the first family and the father had to make a tough decision. A decision to let the daughter go in hiding from the ones that will look to kill her and stop

watched because Kimberly was kidnapped, keeping her away from her daughter and hidden from her family for years. Since only your mother knew your location and she went missing, there was no way to locate you until now. Anyway, the daughter was raised as a normal wolf on earth as Ethia had her powers hidden but all her powers could not be suppressed and slowly they came to life, defeating the very purpose that Ethia had in mind. Sabrina, you are

looked at him incredulously.

I have two siblings so mind explaining how I'm not related to them? I have a

were thrown in to. It is all you know but explain to me how you're the only one with such strength? Yes, your sister is gifted but she can't even lay a scratch on you. Didn't you ever wonder

your million other powers. You can't possibly be fully related." He says to me standing and I step away from him,

don't know who you are or why I'm suddenly the moon goddess but my family is on earth. Stop this nonsense

getting angry. I was confused.

like home, felt like a safety blanket I didn't know I

no

your mother." He says and I chuckle in annoyance.

true anymore!" I

know to be true. Do you know of the first family?" He asks and I shake

didn't know much except for the fact that they were the first family of

father fell in love with a human and she died during childbirth, giving birth to a pup. My father started what you call today a trend and the wolves from our realm would come to earth and have sex with human females which started a whole population of young wolves who could not control their wolves so we

ask looking up at him. He sits back

Hunter. I am your father." He

and he nods his head yes. I looked at Xander who was looking between

guy is not your dad. No way!"

looks back

mother in every way." He

is she?" I ask.

my mother walks in to the lounge carrying

walking

son from her. She smiles sadly and goes to sit next

like the woman in my dreams. The

says and I look

her one hand around as

I do it

you didn't fight

you didn't know

do that. I was in hiding from Ethia and nobody could find

yes! I see it. She looks like

Xander you also have a unique story." My mother says and I look back at

be the moon goddess

but I won't say anymore. You'll know it when the time comes." She says then turns

I'm so sorry we left you at

your mate, what about my father?"

mate. See, I manipulated it to

I ask and she

is the love child I had with Christopher." Mother says and Hunter growls, not

my father is not really

mean by that Sabrina?" My father says walking in to the

Xander says and we all turn to look at him. He scratches his

is crazy. We don't have all day to explain what happened! It's time to put an end to Ethia and you can all come back to explain to the earthlings what is happening. Anthony!" He says and a young guy appears right before Cj walks

like me. In every way but had Hunter's gray eyes and wavy hair. They were the same height too and built exactly the same,

my siblings only to see that Josey's eyes were very red and she looked really sad. I got up

him." She said to me and I hugged

I'm so sorry Josey. Let's go to my room?" I say.

that!" Hunter shouts out

to get going. It's a different fight up with these wolves so we can't have her come here, there'll be too many casualties. We can't protect them

ask looking at him.

wipes her eyes and looks