Not Your Mate Anymore

I looked around me, everyone looking at me different. 

'She's the new moon goddess?' 

'How is she so powerful?' 

'We shouldn't have turned our backs on her. If she's really the new moon goddess then she'll definitely make us pay for what we put her through.' 

I could hear voices but when I look around from where the sounds were coming from, the lips weren't moving. 

Oh goddess! 

I could hear their thoughts. I could look in to their minds without touching them. Panic started to rise inside me, I need to get away from everyone. 

Xander walked up to me but I took a few steps back. 

My heart was beating way too fast. My skin was burning. I felt like the first night I was going to shift for the first time and I didn't want to hurt Xander. 

I could feel Athena, feel her differently. We were one but we were also separate souls. It was like this new power drove us apart but brought us together to be stronger than ever. Athena had a mind of her own, she wasn't sitting in the back of my mind just minding her business. 

It was like she was in her own world. Her connection to all the wolves surrounding me took a new turn. We could feel their emotions, their needs. I could sense their uneasiness, some still hate me but my power was holding them back from challenging me. My power alone making them want to bow down to me. 

I look at Max. 

He's staring right back at me, his wolf wanting to calm me down but Athena wanting none of it.

We belonged to Xander. 

Xander... 

That snaps me out of my thoughts and I look back at X. He's still looking at me with his hands in his pockets. 

I walk up to him and hug him. He hugs me back and the tears fall down my face. I almost lost him, I almost lost the man that loves me truly. 

I start sobbing uncontrollably and his hold on me tightens. I was angry at my nana for thinking she could get away with killing the one I love. For thinking she could also harm my son. 

My anger wasn't helping Athena. All she wanted was to kill everyone that hurt us. With this new found power, I wanted them to pay but I had no idea how to get to the moon and start with that moon goddess. 

I was mad all over again. I was mad at Percy for being a complete idiot and toying with sacred law. It was written that he was to mate with me but he let earthly things get in the way of our oldest law. 

Sex was an intimate thing to be shared with a mate and he just slept with Ralyn. Then Max, sleeping with another when he was still mated to me. 

I'm angry that Max tried to hurt me by sleeping with someone else. I am angry he took on two mates and went unpunished! 

Xander pulled away from me. I could feel that his wolf was feeling uneasy being this close to me and my new anger wasn't helping. I stepped back from him as my body started to tremble. 

Athena was trembling too. The anger was all too much but it was waking up a soul deep inside me that wanted to punish everyone that disobeyed wolf law. 

The councilman that passed Max's new law. What are we? Humans? 

We don't change pack laws for selfish gains. They are in place for that very reason! The councilman need to explain to me why they went against everything they were taught, to allow Max to rule after all that he has done. 

The laws were simple.

Alpha blood will always rule. How is it the moon goddess allowed this? Why was it making me so angry? 

Why am I even thinking about this? 

One day here equals ten years up there. So the moon goddess had ample time to make sure laws are followed and to punish those that plan on disobeying. 

Just how much had she allowed to happen without this anger wrecking her insides? 

Was there a way to control it? 

'No.' A loud thunderous voice inside my head said. I had to hold my head from the rush of pain I felt when it spoke. 

The voice was angry. 

Angry about the way all these wolves lived life not honoring the laws that were put in place before they were even born, or thought of. 

The voice was angry that things were so out of place and left to such chaos where selfishness rules the heart of alphas. 

The moon goddess allowed this to happen. She let them run wild and yet the voice in my head says one cannot ignore the anger, the need to fix it all. 

Unless she wasn't the true goddess. 

My body started to really shake as a crazy rush of anger took over me and a loud roar came out, two black wolves appearing on each side of me. 

They were huge. Bigger than any alpha I've ever met. The anger that was radiating off of me, fueled them. I knew I had summoned them here by that roar alone. 

They growl, yes. Like all wolves, but this, was next level. Their power was intimidating, not to me but I could feel the atmosphere change the second the pack noticed their appearance. 

'Grandfather, I need you to take Adrastos home with you now. I will meet you there later.' I say and he nods his head. 

The words came out of my mouth like an order and my grandfather could not disobey. I immediately felt bad for commanding my grandfather around but that was quickly replaced by anger when I heard Max growl as my grandfather sped off with my son in his semi wrecked car. 

real here, my nana would've smoked you. He's staying with me until I know

decides to harm my son, Max won't be able to stop

with me follow my grandfather as he drives away with Adrastos.

up at him and smile. I turn to look

changing all of that very soon." I say before disappearing off, taking Xander

pull away from Xander and X bursts into loud cackles. He falls on my bed still cackling

he stands up and walks towards

sorry. It just hit me that I've been fucking the moon goddess all

just become the baddest bitch of all time right? I mean where did that roar come

some next level shit." I say as we

in to the living room to find an intruder sitting comfortably on the one seater couch. Xander stood in front of me and growled, warning the

I quickly turn to come

that was seated on

Xander turned around, 

Fuck it, don't answer that." He says to the old man. He goes to sit

your location and I had to see you." Old

do you mean you felt my power unlock?" I ask looking

from." He says and he gestures for me to sit on the couch and I sit down. Something inside of me was telling me I can

the first family found out Kimberly was pregnant. Kimberly concealed her pregnancy from everyone except from her family. During the time she went into labor, an uprising had begun against the first family and the father had to make a tough decision. A decision to let the daughter go in hiding from

for years. Since only your mother knew your location and she went missing, there was no way to locate you until now. Anyway, the daughter was raised as a normal wolf on earth as Ethia had her powers hidden but all her powers could not be suppressed and slowly they came to life, defeating the very purpose that Ethia had in mind. Sabrina, you are from the first family. The only daughter of the first family and I believe you can't be killed because you are immortal. You are meant to rule

looked at

I have two siblings so mind explaining how I'm not related to them? I have a father back on earth!" I

is the life you were thrown in to. It is all you know but explain to me how you're the only one with such strength? Yes, your sister is gifted but she can't even lay a scratch on you. Didn't you ever wonder why?" He asks and I shake my

powers. You can't possibly be fully

are or why I'm suddenly the moon goddess but my family

angry. I

home, felt like a safety blanket I didn't know I still

no way.

stubborn as your mother." He says and I

even know what's true anymore!" I say close to tears.

mean to upset you. I just, I'm just telling you what I know to be true. Do you know of the first

for the fact that they were the

wolves who could not control their wolves so we stationed commanders on earth to

ask looking up at him.

your father." He says

the first family?" I ask and he nods his head yes. I looked at Xander who was looking between me and the

I see it but this Hunter guy is not your dad. No way!" He

back at me.

mother in every way."

she?" I ask.

female voice says and my mother walks in to the lounge carrying Adrastos

see the two black wolves walking behind her. My grandfather

and take my sleeping son from her. She

woman looked like the woman in my dreams. The woman that I watched die.

says and I look at her confused.

says waving her one hand around as if she didn't just

do it

in my dreams or when you didn't fight back and you let

summoned me. I guess you didn't know it then but you called to me and I answered." She says to

I was a little surprised you could do that. I was in hiding from Ethia and nobody could find me but you."

She looks like you." Xander

a unique story." My mother says and I

tell me I'm supposed to be the moon goddess

say anymore. You'll know it when

moon, I'm so sorry we left you at such a young

your mate, what about my father?" I ask.

mate. See, I manipulated it

I ask and she smiles.

is the love child I had with Christopher." Mother says and Hunter growls,

father is not really my father?" I

mean by that Sabrina?" My father says walking in to the living room and taking

and we all turn to look at him. He scratches his head

crazy. We don't have all day to explain what happened! It's time to put an end to Ethia and you can all come back to explain to the earthlings what is happening. Anthony!" He says and a young guy appears right

looked like me. In every way but had Hunter's gray eyes and wavy hair. They were the same height too and built exactly the same,

only to see that Josey's eyes were very red and she looked really sad. I got up and rushed to her just before mother could get to her. I pulled her in

him." She said to

Let's go

for that!" Hunter shouts out and my father growls at

troops and unless you want her to bring the war here on earth, we need to get going. It's a different fight up with these wolves so we can't have her come here, there'll be too many casualties. We can't protect

ask

Hello twin sister." Anthony says to me. Josey wipes her