Not Your Mate Anymore

I looked around me, everyone looking at me different. 

'She's the new moon goddess?' 

'How is she so powerful?' 

'We shouldn't have turned our backs on her. If she's really the new moon goddess then she'll definitely make us pay for what we put her through.' 

I could hear voices but when I look around from where the sounds were coming from, the lips weren't moving. 

Oh goddess! 

I could hear their thoughts. I could look in to their minds without touching them. Panic started to rise inside me, I need to get away from everyone. 

Xander walked up to me but I took a few steps back. 

My heart was beating way too fast. My skin was burning. I felt like the first night I was going to shift for the first time and I didn't want to hurt Xander. 

I could feel Athena, feel her differently. We were one but we were also separate souls. It was like this new power drove us apart but brought us together to be stronger than ever. Athena had a mind of her own, she wasn't sitting in the back of my mind just minding her business. 

It was like she was in her own world. Her connection to all the wolves surrounding me took a new turn. We could feel their emotions, their needs. I could sense their uneasiness, some still hate me but my power was holding them back from challenging me. My power alone making them want to bow down to me. 

I look at Max. 

He's staring right back at me, his wolf wanting to calm me down but Athena wanting none of it.

We belonged to Xander. 

Xander... 

That snaps me out of my thoughts and I look back at X. He's still looking at me with his hands in his pockets. 

I walk up to him and hug him. He hugs me back and the tears fall down my face. I almost lost him, I almost lost the man that loves me truly. 

I start sobbing uncontrollably and his hold on me tightens. I was angry at my nana for thinking she could get away with killing the one I love. For thinking she could also harm my son. 

My anger wasn't helping Athena. All she wanted was to kill everyone that hurt us. With this new found power, I wanted them to pay but I had no idea how to get to the moon and start with that moon goddess. 

I was mad all over again. I was mad at Percy for being a complete idiot and toying with sacred law. It was written that he was to mate with me but he let earthly things get in the way of our oldest law. 

Sex was an intimate thing to be shared with a mate and he just slept with Ralyn. Then Max, sleeping with another when he was still mated to me. 

I'm angry that Max tried to hurt me by sleeping with someone else. I am angry he took on two mates and went unpunished! 

Xander pulled away from me. I could feel that his wolf was feeling uneasy being this close to me and my new anger wasn't helping. I stepped back from him as my body started to tremble. 

Athena was trembling too. The anger was all too much but it was waking up a soul deep inside me that wanted to punish everyone that disobeyed wolf law. 

The councilman that passed Max's new law. What are we? Humans? 

We don't change pack laws for selfish gains. They are in place for that very reason! The councilman need to explain to me why they went against everything they were taught, to allow Max to rule after all that he has done. 

The laws were simple.

Alpha blood will always rule. How is it the moon goddess allowed this? Why was it making me so angry? 

Why am I even thinking about this? 

One day here equals ten years up there. So the moon goddess had ample time to make sure laws are followed and to punish those that plan on disobeying. 

Just how much had she allowed to happen without this anger wrecking her insides? 

Was there a way to control it? 

'No.' A loud thunderous voice inside my head said. I had to hold my head from the rush of pain I felt when it spoke. 

The voice was angry. 

Angry about the way all these wolves lived life not honoring the laws that were put in place before they were even born, or thought of. 

The voice was angry that things were so out of place and left to such chaos where selfishness rules the heart of alphas. 

The moon goddess allowed this to happen. She let them run wild and yet the voice in my head says one cannot ignore the anger, the need to fix it all. 

Unless she wasn't the true goddess. 

My body started to really shake as a crazy rush of anger took over me and a loud roar came out, two black wolves appearing on each side of me. 

They were huge. Bigger than any alpha I've ever met. The anger that was radiating off of me, fueled them. I knew I had summoned them here by that roar alone. 

They growl, yes. Like all wolves, but this, was next level. Their power was intimidating, not to me but I could feel the atmosphere change the second the pack noticed their appearance. 

'Grandfather, I need you to take Adrastos home with you now. I will meet you there later.' I say and he nods his head. 

The words came out of my mouth like an order and my grandfather could not disobey. I immediately felt bad for commanding my grandfather around but that was quickly replaced by anger when I heard Max growl as my grandfather sped off with my son in his semi wrecked car. 

but let's be real here, my nana would've smoked you. He's staying with me until I know he will not come to any more

growls but he knew I was right. If the moon goddess decides

were with me follow my grandfather as he drives away with Adrastos. I watch

steps closer to me and holds my hand. I look up at

I will be changing all of that very soon." I say before disappearing off, taking Xander with me

X bursts into loud cackles. He falls on my bed still cackling and I

he stands

been fucking the moon goddess all this

that you've just become the baddest bitch of all time right? I mean where did that roar come from? And the two gigantic black wolves?" He asks and I pull his hand dragging him out of

baddest but yes, this is some next level shit." I say as we walk

on the one seater couch. Xander stood in front

Sabrina." The male voice said from behind me. I quickly turn to come face to face with an old

was seated

Xander turned around, 

many of you are there? Fuck it, don't answer that." He says to the old man. He goes to sit down

scare you. I'm just here to see if you were real. We felt your power unlock, revealing your location and I had to see you." Old man says to me. When I say old, I mean my dad old. Maybe a little younger but

you mean you felt my power unlock?" I ask

I'll need to tell you the full story about where you really come from." He says and he gestures for me to sit on the couch and I sit down. Something inside of me was telling me I can

her family. During the time she went into labor, an uprising had begun against the first family and the father had to make a tough decision. A decision to let the daughter go in hiding from the ones that will look to kill her and stop the first family from continuing their lineage and rule." He says to me. His

you until now. Anyway, the daughter was raised as a normal wolf on earth as Ethia had her powers hidden but all her powers could not be suppressed and slowly they came to life, defeating the very purpose that Ethia had in mind. Sabrina, you

looked at

I have two siblings so mind explaining how I'm not related to them? I have a father back on earth!" I say and he nods

were thrown in to. It is all you know but explain to me how you're the only one with such strength? Yes, your sister is gifted but she can't

can only control water. You control all elements besides your million other powers. You can't possibly be fully related." He says to me standing and I step away from him, stopping when I've

why I'm suddenly the moon goddess but my family is on earth. Stop this nonsense

was getting angry. I

felt like home, felt like a safety blanket I didn't know I still needed but what he was

just no

your mother." He says and I chuckle

even know what's true anymore!" I say close

didn't mean to upset you. I just, I'm just telling you what I know to be true. Do you

honest, I didn't know much except for the fact

the first lycan family with powers. The family that comes from a realm not of this earth, a realm where we rule and look after the wolves here on earth. The reason why there are werewolves on earth is because my father fell in love with a human and she died during childbirth, giving birth to a pup. My father started what you call today a trend and the wolves from our realm would come to earth and have sex with human females which started a whole population of young wolves who could not control their wolves so we stationed commanders on earth to create packs and have the wolves live within the pack lines. We separated all males that were related to

looking up at him. He sits back

am your father." He

his head yes. I looked at Xander who was looking between me

is not your dad. No way!" He says.

looks back at

your mother in every way." He says and I meet

is she?" I ask.

female voice says and my mother walks in to the lounge carrying Adrastos in

wolves walking behind her. My

stand up quickly and take my sleeping son from her. She smiles sadly and goes to sit

looked like the woman in my dreams.

and I look at her confused.

minds." She says waving her one hand around as

I do it

wasn't you where? When you came to me in my dreams or when you didn't fight back

guess you didn't know it then but you called to me and I

I was a little surprised you could do that. I was in hiding

like you."

story." My mother says and I look back

tell me I'm supposed to be the moon goddess too?" He says jokingly

a special gift but I won't say anymore. You'll know it when the time

so sorry we left you at such a young age." She says

this man is your mate,

I manipulated it

and she smiles.

with Christopher." Mother says and Hunter growls, not liking

my father is not really my

do you mean by that Sabrina?" My father says walking in

turn to look at him. He

happened! It's time to put an end to Ethia and you can all come back to explain to the earthlings what is happening. Anthony!" He says and a young guy appears right before Cj walks in with

Hunter's gray eyes and wavy hair. They were the same height too and

and she looked really sad. I got up

I I I lost him." She said to me

sorry Josey. Let's go to my

shouts out and my

fight up with these wolves so we can't have her come here, there'll be too many casualties. We

I ask looking at him. He smiles at

Anthony says to me. Josey wipes her eyes