Pregnant And Rejected

Chapter 13 Bastien Goes To See Her Again

6 Days Until the Rejection Ceremony

Selene’s POV

Early morning sunlight filters through the windows and bathes the room in dappled light. I feel Bastien tracing the patterns its rays form on my skin, trailing his fingers down my spine, circling the shadows and delicate illuminations across my ribcage.

At some point last night he must have shifted and carried me to bed. Now he lies beneath me, the steady rise and fall of his chest rocking my body like a boat bobbing on the waves. I stretch drowsily, turning my face up to his. His eyes are already on me, his rugged features radiating warmth. “Good morning, little wolf.”

I snuggle closer, reacting rather than thinking. “Good morning.” There are dark circles beneath Bastien’s eyes, “You didn’t sleep?”

“No.” He confirms, “I was a bit distracted.”

I can feel the blood drain from my face. “Is Arabella…?”

“She’s going to be fine.” Bastien assures me. “You on the other hand…” he trails off ominously.

| stiffen in his arms, “Bastien, I didn’t do it.”

Frowning, he catches my cheek in his palm. “I know that sweetheart.” He continues petting me, treating me as he might a skittish horse. “Arabella was distressed and confused, she was in a lot of pain – that’s all.”

No it wasn’t, I want to say, but I hold my tongue. “If you know I didn’t push her, why wouldn’t I be okay?”

Bastien raises a stern brow, “Because you, my sweet wife, are in a lot of trouble.”

“But I didn’t do anything.”

“Is that so?” He rises with predatory grace, sitting up in the bed and pulling me into his lap. My legs straddle his thighs and I peek up at him from beneath my lashes. “Have you forgotten already?” Bastien’s rough voice sends a shiver down my spine as his hand closes around my nape. “You didn’t tell anyone you were sick. You flagrantly disobeyed me – though I admit, that was more the fever’s fault than your own.” He concedes, “But you were perfectly lucid when you left the hospital without being discharged or leaving so much as a note, and then isolated yourself when your physical and mental health were at stake.”

I stare at my lap. “How did you know I was here anyway?”

the car and sent Aiden to keep watch. It’s a good thing too, or I wouldn’t have known about the storm – it didn’t hit the leeward side of the mountain.” Bastien’s fingers sink into

trying to do what was best

furrows in confusion.

Arabella you didn’t have to.” I declare sulkily, “It was just a storm, I’m going to

skin. “I’m an Alpha,” He finally reminds me. “I don’t do anything I don’t

that’s all you ever do. Your entire existence is caught up in these notions of duty and obligation, and you

dark intensity, “And

I murmur. “You’d give your life, if it came to

is, Selene.” He states gently, “But you’re wrong if you think it isn’t a choice. I didn’t have to lead, 1 chose this life. And I choose if and how I fulfill my

overwhelming me with emotions I cannot untangle let alone relieve. I don’t know what to do. Everything is coming down on me at once. Every time I think I’ve pinpointed a feeling, a new one pushes it out

The pressure of his embrace forces some of the anxious energy out of me, and his

when I open my mouth nothing comes out. It often happens like this – a maelstrom of feelings I don’t know how to process

it feels like I’ve lost the ability to communicate. Even when I want to speak, I can’t find the words

“Nothing,” I finally say, nuzzling my face into

Until

be

wearing a long, flowing dress the exact shade of Bastien’s eyes, while he sports a

to our secluded city. The Alphas of the Eros and Vega packs would be in attendance with their families,

play hostess with Bastien’s mother, Odette. I love the elder woman dearly, but I

sweep my gaze down his body. “Your tie is crooked.” I tell him,

fabric until it

of Bastien’s intent gaze. He’s been looking at me like I’m a particularly tasty snack ever since I donned

with his collar and failing. The next thing I know I’m sitting on the counter with

his face to my neck, breathing me in. “Goddess you smell good.” He rumbles, nuzzling my throat to add his own scent on top of my perfume. Heat begins pooling in my

he didn’t love, but over time I realized love doesn’t have much to do with it. Regardless of feelings, I’m his wife – his wolf considers me

scruffy cheeks abrade my sensitive skin. “I can’t do this

He croons, sounding anything