Pregnant And Rejected

Chapter 48

Bastien‘s POV

“You‘re doing this,” Selene accuses wretchedly, “Your wolf is doing this.”

What is she talking about? I demand of Axel.

She‘s near her mate. Her instinct is to change. It has to happen eventually her wolf has never been free.

I swear under my breath. I know he‘s right, but the timing is terrible. I remember my first shift vividly all wolves do. It‘s a horrible process, requiring almost every bone in the body to break and reform, slow and agonizing. Thankfully shifting gets easier and easier until it‘s effortless, but there‘s no way to make the first few any easier. You just have to suffer through.

“It isn‘t like that sweetheart. It‘s just your time.” I explain apologetically. I gather up Selene and deposit her on the sofa, moaning and writhing, before moving toward the bed to retrieve Lila.

Aiden! I call through our mental link.

He appears almost instantly, and I carry Lila to him, “Selene is about to shift, I need you to take the pup until it‘s over.”

“What are you doing?“ Selene snarls, trying to rise from the couch and crumpling, “you‘re not taking her anywhere!”

Handing off Lila, I return to my mate, pulling her up and speaking softly and urgently in her ear, “Easy Selene, he‘ll take care of her.”

“No!” She insists, a mother wolf in full defense mode, “you can‘t have her, she‘s mine!”

“Do you really want her to see this?” I demand sternly, “She‘ll be terrified.”

Selene‘s brow furrows, and I can see the gears in her head spinning with confusion, emotion warring with instinct. “Don‘t take her from me.” She finally begs, tears spilling from her eyelashes.

“No one is taking her from you, baby.” I vow, “You have my word, they‘re just going to get her someplace safe while you shift. I‘ll take you straight to her in the morning.”

“Let me hug her goodbye,” Selene requests pitifully.

Inod to Aiden, and he returns Lila to her mother‘s arms for a tearful cuddle before removing her again and leaving Selene and I alone in the safehouse.

My mate curls up into a little ball, rocking herself back and forth and clamping her eyes shut. “How long is it going to take?”

If you‘re lucky it will be an hour or so. If you‘re unlucky… it could be all

such a long transformation. I don‘t have the heart to tell her what she‘s feeling

I do now. Sitting by and doing nothing goes against the very core of my being, as does seeing someone in

how to comfort

to touch her. I growl

what she wants right now, she hurts, make her feel better. He orders, a

She tries to fight me, but every time she lashes out, a new spasm of pain cripples her, and her attacks wane. Tucking

okay.” I promise, “I‘m here. I‘m not going to

doing this?” She

scent and trying not to feeling any happiness to have her back in my arms. Yes, under any other circumstances I would be thrilled, but having her writhe in agony next to me kind of takes some of the romance out

you here?” Selene clarifies,

and you

she can answer, a sickening cracking noise fills the air, and Selene‘s back bows as she howls with pain

for this.” She informs me when she can breathe again. If you‘d stayed in Elysium

fair to your wolf, Selene ” I chastise, without venom. “Do you really

“No.” Selene keens despondently.

hair. “If you don‘t know what shifting is like, how will you be able to help Lila through it

to feel

sorry.” I repent, “You‘re right, this is a terrible, horrible thing to go through and I wish I could protect you from it somehow.

and forth now, her eyes clenched shut and

“Why?” I question.

wolf. She cries, seemingly out of nowhere.

up to study her face, unsure whether or not she‘s serious Is this delirium talking? Are you out of

her head,

the first time ignoring her pain, I grab Selene by the shoulders, giving her a gentle shake Selene, look at

eyes are glazed with pain, her pupils pinpricks despite the low light She looks at me hopelessly, and I wish there was a way to steal these thoughts from her brain. “Selene, I have loved you from the first second

“But Arabella”.

“She‘s the one I core for out of

“But” Selene tries again.

mate, and your Alpha now I love