Chapter 1

Michelle

I’m afraid of most men.

I haven’t told anyone, and I’m not seeing a therapist about it, but it all started after I was raped. Of course, no one knows about that either. I’m scared no one would believe me.

Especially since I’m not beautiful, tall, or attractive.

I’m a short little book nerd brunette. An introverted nobody, and it was a famous football player on campus who forced himself on me.

Why did he do that?

Why me?

Those exact thoughts are why I keep it a secret.

No one would believe me if I said Thomas Hennington pushed me into the wall and forced his junk inside me.

Thinking about it makes me sick to the stomach.

It happened during my first frat party before any classes had started. Thomas was drunk, but that is not an excuse.

What he did was wrong.

Yet I feel guilty that I was there.

It feels like everything is my fault.

Sometimes it makes me want to cry.

But no one would believe me if I told them what Thomas did.

Therefore, I keep my mouth shut and try not to think about it. I’m not wealthy enough to see a therapist, and I will be fine. I can handle this. There is worse stuff happening in this world.

I’m not pregnant—I checked.

And my fear of men is a phase that will pass.

Despite the mess inside my head, I silently tap away on my laptop inside the library.

Since its the first year of college, our professor wanted us to bond and make new friends. He grouped us two-and-two to make a presentation together, but my partner wasn’t there.

I actually consider myself lucky because I’m supposed to be working with a guy—Maddox Daniels. And although all the girls squealed, I didn’t want to be paired with a guy.

Maddox Daniels sounds like a super scary name too.

And all the girls called him hot.

Sexy.

One girl sighed and fought the professor to switch partners with me; what the heck was that all about?

Girls are weird…

Yawning, I take a deep breath and stand up from my chair.

I’m getting hungry and should leave the library. I live with two other girls in a tiny apartment. They usually eat my food, but there might be something left.

I roll my shoulders and reach for my laptop. But before I can grab it and get out of here, heavy footfalls approach me.

“Hey, you!”

I slowly turn around and freeze.

Holy shit.

Who is that?

Anxiety churns in my stomach when I lift my chin.

An insanely colossal guy is heading in my direction. A grey hoodie hugs his muscular arms, and I’m forced to lift my chin to meet his irritated eyes; that’s how tall he is.

Judging by his ripped body type, he must be into sports. Football or wrestling? A lineman? Hard to tell, but it must be a position that requires height. I would guess he is six-foot-five, or possibly six-foot-six.

Regardless, he is intimidating and handsome. Enough to make me forget how to function. I just stand there like a fool, staring at him while my IQ rapidly drops to zero.

he a movie

sure I’m gaping like a goldfish when the broody guy crosses

Deep, authoritative voice.

gulp and whisper.

dig into mine, and he

his hoodie almost brushes

Scary.

him if the table wasn’t

the library…” the guy mutters. “It must be my lucky

to

is ridiculously broad, and the

might be the most intimidating guy

listening to

checking you

number—why didn’t you text or call

“Uhhh…?”

was that?” He leans in closer and boxes me further into the table. Having him so close makes my heart pound.

open my mouth, but not

my eyes, and I hold my breath.

glares at me, too nervous about making a move. Too

“Are you on drugs?”

I shake my head.

haven’t you

“C-called?” I stammer.

We are supposed to work together! Explain yourself! Why didn’t you text or

Work together?

“I’m…”

like a normal person! No one is going to hear

I gulp.

eyelids already, and my tongue darts to lick

mistake me for someone

But who are

make him drop his arms from his chest. He sighs and takes a step back to leave

What do they feed this guy with? Screaming

He is huge.

a serial killer” way that shoots shudders up my

him slowly walk away from me to

lips move.

unsure what

my lower lip, the guy glares at me with anger ticking against his

you have any clue who

I shake my head.

fucking poster of me hanging on the campus wall,

shake my

through his sandy hair, shaking his head like I’m the weirdo. “I’m Maddox Daniels, your project partner.

just… Scared

Especially around Maddox Daniels.

Wait.

he have a poster on the

mind, I should

I can talk

this class,” Maddox is eyeing my laptop like a predator. “What do you have so far? And why

somehow find my voice. “I haven’t

rolls his eyes and grabs the side of my screen. He pulls the laptop over so he can see

“Hmmm…” Maddox hums.

is racing, and my nerves root me to the spot. I’m not sure what to

over my screen. “Who the hell decides to make a presentation about Sweden when you

“Uhhh…”

screen, sizing me up. “Wow, even the

about the man jumping off a cliff into the water in one

we are writing about Norway,

are

into his hairline, but

can see

get the

“Good…”

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