Chapter 1

Michelle

I’m afraid of most men.

I haven’t told anyone, and I’m not seeing a therapist about it, but it all started after I was raped. Of course, no one knows about that either. I’m scared no one would believe me.

Especially since I’m not beautiful, tall, or attractive.

I’m a short little book nerd brunette. An introverted nobody, and it was a famous football player on campus who forced himself on me.

Why did he do that?

Why me?

Those exact thoughts are why I keep it a secret.

No one would believe me if I said Thomas Hennington pushed me into the wall and forced his junk inside me.

Thinking about it makes me sick to the stomach.

It happened during my first frat party before any classes had started. Thomas was drunk, but that is not an excuse.

What he did was wrong.

Yet I feel guilty that I was there.

It feels like everything is my fault.

Sometimes it makes me want to cry.

But no one would believe me if I told them what Thomas did.

Therefore, I keep my mouth shut and try not to think about it. I’m not wealthy enough to see a therapist, and I will be fine. I can handle this. There is worse stuff happening in this world.

I’m not pregnant—I checked.

And my fear of men is a phase that will pass.

Despite the mess inside my head, I silently tap away on my laptop inside the library.

Since its the first year of college, our professor wanted us to bond and make new friends. He grouped us two-and-two to make a presentation together, but my partner wasn’t there.

I actually consider myself lucky because I’m supposed to be working with a guy—Maddox Daniels. And although all the girls squealed, I didn’t want to be paired with a guy.

Maddox Daniels sounds like a super scary name too.

And all the girls called him hot.

Sexy.

One girl sighed and fought the professor to switch partners with me; what the heck was that all about?

Girls are weird…

Yawning, I take a deep breath and stand up from my chair.

I’m getting hungry and should leave the library. I live with two other girls in a tiny apartment. They usually eat my food, but there might be something left.

I roll my shoulders and reach for my laptop. But before I can grab it and get out of here, heavy footfalls approach me.

“Hey, you!”

I slowly turn around and freeze.

Holy shit.

Who is that?

Anxiety churns in my stomach when I lift my chin.

An insanely colossal guy is heading in my direction. A grey hoodie hugs his muscular arms, and I’m forced to lift my chin to meet his irritated eyes; that’s how tall he is.

Judging by his ripped body type, he must be into sports. Football or wrestling? A lineman? Hard to tell, but it must be a position that requires height. I would guess he is six-foot-five, or possibly six-foot-six.

Regardless, he is intimidating and handsome. Enough to make me forget how to function. I just stand there like a fool, staring at him while my IQ rapidly drops to zero.

he a

broody guy crosses his arms over

Deep, authoritative voice.

and whisper.

mine, and he takes a step

fabric of his hoodie almost brushes against me. He obviously lacks respect

Scary.

get away from him if the table wasn’t behind me, but

the library…” the guy mutters. “It must be my

to stare at

is ridiculously broad, and the surrounding air

might be the most intimidating

you listening

I’m checking

sighs. “The teacher said he gave you my number—why didn’t you text or call

“Uhhh…?”

the table. Having

mouth, but

my eyes, and I

too nervous about making a move. Too damn scared of

“Are you on drugs?”

I shake my head.

haven’t you

“C-called?” I stammer.

supposed to work together! Explain yourself! Why didn’t you

Work together?

“I’m…”

“Speak louder, like a normal person! No one is going to

I gulp.

are prickling behind my eyelids already, and my tongue

me for someone

Sorry… But

chest. He sighs and takes a step

What do

He is huge.

in a “he might be a serial killer” way that

to pull out a

move. “Sit

unsure what

lip, the guy glares at me with anger ticking against his

you have any clue who

I shake my head.

a fucking poster of me hanging on the campus wall, and you don’t know who

shake my

head like I’m the weirdo. “I’m Maddox Daniels, your project partner. Now, do you have a speech-related disability

just… Scared around

Especially around Maddox Daniels.

Wait.

does he have a poster on the campus

I should answer

“No… I can

afford to fail this class,” Maddox is eyeing my laptop like a predator. “What

carefully retake my seat. I’m shaking, yet I somehow find my voice. “I haven’t

rolls his eyes and grabs the side of my screen. He pulls the laptop over so he can see

“Hmmm…” Maddox hums.

out. My heart is racing, and my nerves root me to the

eyes roam over my screen. “Who the hell decides to make a presentation about Sweden when you could choose any

“Uhhh…”

up. “Wow, even the most innocent-looking girls are fucking predators. Don’t judge a book

off a

are writing about

are writing

up into his hairline, but the relentless, unfriendly expression returns a second

can see

get the feeling he had

“Good…”

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