Chapter 29 Michelle

I have peed on every stick inside the RFSU pregnancy test package, and they all show the same thing: two red lines.

“No, this must be wrong…” I stare down at the stick while sitting on the toilet seat. “I can’t be pregnant-I’m not ready for that!”

I’m shaking, close to crying my heart out.

What am I supposed to do? Shit-shit-shit! Someone, please tell me because my entire world has turned upside down!

Hot tears are burning behind my eyes. I’m not against people getting abortions. I understand they are needed in some situations, but I don’t want to go through with one.

Am I selfish for thinking that? This baby belongs to Maddox too, but no matter what, I just can’t… I can’t make an abortion- I want that less than I want to become a mom!

Jesus Christ.

My head is spinning. I want children, but not right now. I think I will be a terrible mother at this age, and holy shit, how do I make my heart stop performing somersaults?!

“Michelle?” Maddox is outside the bathroom door. “Are you alright in there? Do you need more time?”

“No, I’m…” I look at all the sticks on the floor and take a deep breath. I have to talk to Maddox later, but not right before this dinner. “I’m ready to go right now. Are you ready?”

“Yeah, but I hate wearing a tuxedo… It’s tight over my shoulders.”

I snort at the image I’m visualizing of Maddox trying to fit into a snug tuxedo and sweep the floor. I have to see him. “I kind of like men in costume.” Maddox growls. “You better not be into rich CEO books because I swear I will never become an office man. At least not while I’m still in my prime.” “I know, I know! And you don’t have to worry,I like muscular football players more.” “That’s more like it…. “Maddox grows tired then. A few seconds pass before he sounds irritated again. “Wait, is that in plural?”

While laughing, I get rid of the pregnancy tests. Shove the used sticks right into the package and down into the bin. I even dispose of napkins over them so they are hidden. I then think better of it. I can’t risk Maddox finding them, so I dig up the empty package and shove it into my bag. It’s not dirty or anything. I changed the bag in the bin earlier.

“You’re not interested in Jason, Lionel, or Robin, are you?” More laughs come up my throat. “You’re the only man for me-” I fall silent once I open the door and see Maddox cleaned up.

dating me? He

is mostly shaven. There is still a hint of a mustache over his full lips that goes hai -hand with

The suit is making me stupid. I want to rip it off. I’m proud of myself for not having thi myself over Maddox’s pecs and abs yet, but I’m close to ravaging him now. Desire pulsates between my legs. I haven’t had sex with Maddox since we first did it. Hes with a t-shirt on, and so do I, but I would kill to see

are so

I find words. “You’re

curl into a teasing smile. “When shy Michelle Henriksson calls someone sexy-t when pigs fly in the sky. Maybe

And it’s not like you need money-you should leave t lottery tickets

taking my hand and squeezing it as if he can’t keep himself from

I love it.

makes me feel

up at Maddox, and his smile lights me up inside. “Good idea,” his voice is soft. “And you look gorgeous in that blue dress. Breathtaking glad we got it for you.” “Me too,” his facial expression and hungry eyes make it

his hand, and Maddox let me lead

***

food, and I think

do I prevent myself from eating? I’ve been stress eating for

to being around fancy, rich people and dinners cooked by chefs. I knew Maddox came from

have been serving us during the entire dinner, and I’m having trouble not thanking them or talking to them like

Maddox’s mother looked ready to burst, A tiny little vein popped on her

in, and he loves to get a raise out

to dislike me. She keeps glaring at me whenever I pass

you wish

shrugs a massive shoulder, “Shit happens, but rather take a chance at football than

wineglass to her lips, and her eyes keep raking me up

I be excused from the table i

don’t have 10.sk, Michelle, if you need to go to the bathroom, just go. No one will bile oll your locad just because

“Maddox!” Catharina snaps, “Languagel”

however the hell i want If you have a problem with it, then too bad I

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