Chapter 37 Michelle
I barely know what is going on. My brain feels numb, and although things are happening, I’m too heavily medicated to understand what is going on around me. I remember being rushed to the hospital There was an ambulance, and then Maddox arguing with a doctor
Maddox yelled, “No, I’m not her husband, but I’m still the father of the unborn babies. I’m coming with you.” Yes, it’s coming back in bits and pieces…
Driving
Medication
A doctor asked me questions…
Oh!
My water broke, and there was something about one twin not growing normally inside me. I cried when the doctor said one of the babies had a higher survival rate than the other.
That’s it.
The rest is blurry. I wasn’t open enough and needed a c-section; now, I’m on painkillers. Right at this moment, the doctors are performing an emergency c-section, I think? Gosh, I should be sleeping, but I’m like half-awake. I hear monitors beeping and people talling. A smile fills my vision, the person is wearing a mask, but I see their eyes crinkling.
Definitely a smile. I decide that I like this person. Her voice is soothing when she speaks to me too. “Everything is going to be okay.” Somehow, I doubt her words, but I can’t respond. Everything turns into total darkness seconds later.
It’s like sleeping, but deeper, like I’m falling into a deep, deep hole from which my body tries climbing up but repeatedly fails. I sound crazy, but I can’t find a better way to describe it.
sort of vacuum.
the sun until Stephanie appears. Maddox releases my hand, then skitters off into the sunset
Terrible drearn.
blue eyes — Maddox is here with me. But where are
in front of my hospital bed. I try to sit up but
a
this what dying
even though my
they both
a sigh. “They had to be taken into the NICU immediately, but don’t worry,” he squeezes my hand. “Everything will
I’m in inner turmoil, and many questions are on my
over by a truck yet somehow miraculously survived the
the room is bright when I wake up the second time. Maddox is scrolling on his phone but puts it down as if
“Michelle?” He tries.
like into my eyes. My voice doesn’t sound like my own. It’s dry and hoarse. “I
laugh. “Understandable. Your body has been through hell. It will take time to
I won’t recover, and you will
“I will.” Minutes later, I’m speaking to a midwife. She informs me how to look after
mom, but I like her strictness and the fact that she seems to give a rat’s shit about her
ask about the boys, I’m told I can’t hug or be with them right now. Something about their lungs not being ready. The news makes me cry
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