Pregnant With Twins: My CEO’s Tricky Love

“Maisie, I’m sorry.”

Seeing the first line, Maisie almost didn’t have the courage to read on.

She set the letter aside, covered her mouth, and wept.

Robert could hear his mother’s sobs from outside. Not loud wailing, but muffled, quavering sobs.

In the end, his mother was still hung up over his father. If she could set him aside, maybe she’d be happier later on.

Robert didn’t want his mother to drown in the past.

After crying for an untold period of time, Maisie mustered the strength to read on.

Her eyes were immensely swollen, and her sobs from earlier had her body trembling.

But she’d already taken up the letter before her, and continued to read.

“I once thought that we’d live respectfully together, or become a pair of grudgeful people in our middle years, with you living your own days, and me mine. I was busy with business every day, and you were busy raising our children. It was a mild, boring life to me.

“I married you because I found you elegant and proper, and would make a good wife. Before I met that woman, I’d never loved anyone before. I never felt like I’d feel anything for any woman in this life. To be honest, before meeting her, I didn’t believe in love at first sight, so I felt like I could live the rest of my life with you.

“From since the time I grew up, I’d planned my life well. I thought that after I retired as I planned at fifty and let my son take over the family business, I’d travel the world as a drifter. But that was all my own imagination. I fell in love with that woman the moment I saw her, to the point of obsession.

“I know the things I’ve done are insane, and I know that doing this is letting you down and letting our son and daughter down. But I’d never wanted to live the life I wanted before. It’s the most selfish I’ve ever been in my life, and it resulted in you being hurt so badly. But I still left and decided never to come back, until Robert had his incident, and you had to find me anyway.

“You see, that’s how cold and selfish I am. If I had any pity or love or sympathy for you, I wouldn’t have made that decision. That was how cold I was to begin with. I’m not worth your entire life’s longing, or your entire life’s grudge, and I’m not worth staying in the Simpsons for. I’m planning on having someone give you this letter after my death. I think that if I said these things to you while I was alive, you’d only sneer at me, say I was looking for excuses, and mock me for being a hypocrite.

“But if you’re reading this letter, I must have already departed this world. I’m dead now. Go live your own life. Don’t waste your hate and your emotions on me. In the end, the one person I feel like I should be the sorriest for is our daughter. I didn’t know all that would have happened to her. You see? The person I’m sorriest for isn’t even you, but I still felt like I should apologize to you.

the life you want

ended there, at a

her wheelchair

recalled the year they’d gotten married, the man’s faint smile at her, and the

was fake. It had all

a fool, believing that if she worked hard enough, treated him well enough, he’d

just been her own

outside for a long time, and didn’t hear her sobs

and

all

his father had written something that

ask you. Are you planning

silently. If he said any more, she

Maisie scoffed.

your father said to me in his letter? He wants me to live the life I want to live. Well, the life I want to live one where my son and Casey Allen’s daughter are completely separate, and

You can only choose one. If you choose Georgia, then

though he’d known that his mother would have made him choose, but Robert still hadn’t expected his mother to make such a demand after

daughter, but do you know that Casey had never raised Georgia, and they’d been separated for over twenty years? For all this time, Casey never thought of Georgia, because she’d forgotten everything,

“Are you defending them?”

Maisie sneered.

the subject. Your father’s right. He’s selfish, and only wanted to live his life as he wanted. Now I’m going to be like your father and live the life I

matter if you disown me by word, or by announcing it to the newspapers, or

you for it. No matter where you go, as your son, I’ll keep you safe, and keep your life free of

so angry her

be with Georgia Lane over having me as a mother. How could I have had a son like

choosing to abandon me. But I won’t distance myself from you for it. I’ll take care of

of me? Being with Casey Allen’s daughter and pricking me where it hurts every day is supposed to