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Every time she was with him, Eileen found herself recalling things she thought she had forgotten but somehow still remembered.

In the past… how did she alleviate these inner torments?

The answer was to inflict pain upon herself, using physical suffering to counteract the sorrow within.

Even though it was self-harm there was no sensation, only a greater sense of pleasure.

Eileen found a pair of scissors in the kitchen and cut a wound on her small arm. The first time, it didn’t bleed, but oh how her heart ached even more!

During the second attempt, blood was shed….

The droplet of blood that emerged fell into the pool, its color diffusing into the water before flowing into the drain

Eileen’s mouth curved into a smile.

In the pitch-black room, her laughter resembled that of a tormented spirit.

Then, there was the third time….

Because physical pain lessened the agony of the mind.

Watching the blood slowly drip down, Eileen found a perverse satisfaction. With each drop of blood that flowed, she felt a sense of release.

When Eric saw her self-harming, there was no worry or sadness in his eyes as he discovered her. Instead, he picked up the knife, grabbed her hand, and forcefully made another cut in the same spot.

It was deep enough to see the bone.

Later, due to excessive blood loss, she passed out.

When she woke up, she found herself locked up

“She’s

reality, she was not insane. She knew exactly what she

and it might… it might take a very long time for her

you doing?”

voice echoed in the unlit living room. The

was so intense that it made

over and smatched the scissors from her

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faint gaze. This time, he saw both worry and anger

as if he could explode

a smile, tears trickled down Eileen’s face. I just want to case the pain here,” she said, pointing to

been diligent about taking my medicine and getting a good night’s sleep. But I… I’m really feeling awful. I’ve even thought about tearing out my own heart, wondering if it might case my pain a bit. Do

I’m doing, but I just can’t help myself. Eric, I’m not crazy; I’m just sick. I don’t know how to

if it

sank

she had nowhere to vent were still there. In the same position as before,

a long while. Eileen realized that she had become

holding the blood-dripping

it was not just Eileen

which was quite superficial. Given that the scissors were

“Feeling better now?”

her face was visibly

behind her ear. Tll make breakfast for you. What would

“Just leave.”

then.” The best dish Eric could

as if

He placed it on the table, then turned around to fetch a sinaller bowl. It was for

some pasta into her bowl, then poured in some soup. Some of the soup trickled down

into her hand. However, she threw it in front of him, and the bowl shattered. The soup and pasta spilled

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cut by the shards he picked up. When he looked up at her, Eileen instinctively stepped back in fear, as

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