I picked up the call, Russel said, “Oscar Morse is looking for you, did you block him?”
“Yeah, what does he want from me?” I sat on the couch, eyes closed, resting.
I blocked Oscar when I went abroad. I used to try to find emotional balance through him, but then I realized he was innocent too, dragged into emotional drama at such a young age. So, I blocked all his contacts.
“Don’t you think it’s heartless to ghost people when you’re done using them?” Russel said, but his tone was laced with amusement.
I couldn’t tell he was calling me heartless.
“I feel guilty,” I sighed. “At first, I did use people for emotional comfort. But as time went by, I realized that the boy was actually pretty decent. I didn’t want to treat him like that anymore, so I ghosted him. That proves I still have a conscience.”
“Yeah, you could say you have a conscience,” Russel chuckled at my explanation.
Then he asked, “So, what should I tell him if he comes looking for me?”
Wait, Oscar actually tried to get in touch with Russel for information about me?
I didn’t expect him to care so much.
Feeling even more guilty, I thought for a moment before answering, “Just teil him I went abroad for work after my divorce from Neil and won’t be back for a few years. If he needs help with work in the future, he can turn to you.”
Russel seemed taken aback. “He’s turning to me for work issues? Is he a med student?”
“No, but you’re capable of helping him with his work issues. Dr. Russel, doctors are known for being compassionate. You should lend him a hand” My words left him in silence.
He was probably mulling over how being a kind doctor correlates with helping others find work.
“Don’t worry,” I quickly added, “you can think of it as taking care of a younger brother for me. If you help him, I’ll owe you one.”
wouldn’t mind owing him one.
plan to repay me?” Russel finally
pursue Bonnie?” Remembering today’s incident, I quickly backtracked. “No, forget it, Dr. Russel. Bonnie’s too fake. Marrying the wrong woman can ruin your life, so maybe you should
the other end of the line, seemingly amused.
mocking
set on pursuing Bonnie, then I wouldn’t try to dissuade him anymore. I’d respect his choice.
I liked Bonnie? Why are you so certain that I’d fall
that it was only a matter of time before he fell for Bonnie,
like her,” Russel stated.
didn’t you tell me before that you fell for someone you couldn’t pursue because of certain circumstances? Wasn’t that
Bonnie?”
suddenly turned serious. “Why does it have to
blank. What on
status with Neil when he mentioned ‘certain
once said. She had suspected that Russel treated me differently. At the time, I was a bit puzzled, but I
rebirth mess up all
full of questions and didn’t know how to continue the
There are other women out there besides Bonnie. Why must I
me,” I finally breathed a
had noticed my awkwardness and intentionally offered this explanation
lump me together with Bonnie in the future. She’s her, I’m me. I have no interest in her,” Russel seemed
have troubled him a lot. But I also realized that my omnipotent viewpoint wasn’t absolute. Many
present thoughts, not bind him with what
misunderstood
care of yourself and
up. Just then, I received a
had passed since my last checkup Time flew without my
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