Resent, Reject, Regret

Chapter 410 My Heart Belongs to You

“So… This is how you spent four years of your life.”

Deirdre froze as the voice in her ear continued. “What did you do to deserve this, Deirdre? If only I had met you sooner… If only I had known you sooner. I could have protected you!”

Deirdre felt a lump unfurling in her throat. Her body was shaking-pain and self-pity suddenly took the form of a deluge flooding through her veins and breaking into her heart. Her eyes turned red. She thought she had grown accustomed to her fate and was done questioning God’s injustice. She had accepted this as the divine’s inexplicably stubborn grudge against her.

And then Kyran appeared and expressed empathetic anguish. He came and showed concern. And suddenly, the agony she had hidden was exposed. Naked.

It took her a long time to calm down and fight back the urge to cry. She raised her head and smiled. “Why apologize to me, Kyran? This has nothing to do with you at all! I’m happy just to live a peaceful life here. I want nothing now.

“Maybe… Maybe it’s because I’m a tough woman at heart. I just don’t feel much. I even forgot it sometimes.”

Her smile felt like a dagger sunken into his chest.

He could not stop himself from pulling her into his arms. He just wanted to-God knew how much he wanted to warm her scarred, battered heart, thawing it out of that icy prison, someone else had forced it into. He wanted to be that warmth. Even if nothing came out of it, Kyran would try.

never wanted to display my scars and demand the world to pity me. I don’t think my life is any sadder or less than anyone else’s. If

am Deirdre

She meant it.

his hand and caressed her cheeks. His

breath beating down her skin. She closed her eyes. As their lips met-fitting each other perfectly, like two pieces of a puzzle-a tear managed to escape her eyelid and trickled down

steep and unscalable, its interior unreachable… then Kyran was that single ray of sunlight that simply ignored all of her defenses

it made him walk away or walk out on her.

couldn’t she do the same? Why couldn’t she give him

couldn’t she give herself

claps. Then it grew louder and louder until it turned into

ended as the applause turned into

their usual placidity. In fact, they were downright shy now. He

do you mean, Deirdre?”

did not dare to make his question any more explicit. He never

before, right? My heart is too battered to love, so I might never be able to love anyone again. I might never be able to trust anyone at all. But if it’s you… I’ll do it. I’ll try to accept you. I can’t guarantee I’ll forget all about my