Savior Of Her Heart

Anupama's POV:-

Only two days have left for Christmas so we are trying to get everything ready on time. Although Kolkata is known to celebrate the festival of Christmas very lavishly but I have never celebrated it before. So this is my first time celebrating this festival and my excitement level is the same as Advira who is running around the house with her brothers on her toe.

I have already bought gifts for everyone so I don't have to think about it. However, currently I am in hurry because of the early Christmas party we have arranged in our house. Mama Melody has already made Roasted Chicken, Mac & Cheese and Cranberry Pumpkin Cake for dinner while I have made Mughlai Biryani, Malai Prawan, Fish Fry, Garlic Naan and Aloo Paneer Tikka. But I still have to make Apple Pie which is requested by Olivia.

Finally after two hours of hardship, the Apple Pie is ready. I cover all the dishes and leave the kitchen to get ready for the cozy little party with our friends and family. Upon arriving at my bedroom I hurriedly get ready in some warm clothes. Suddenly, my phone starts ringing so I take it off from the charger and see that Baba is calling me.

"How are you feeling now Anupama?" Baba asks after I receive the call.

"I am good Baba. How are you and others doing?" I ask.

"We are good dear. Actually, I have something to tell you and that's why I have called you at this time." He replies making me realize that in India it must be very early in the morning right now.

"What's the matter, Baba? Is everything alright there?" I ask him worriedly.

"Everything is alright here, but I am quite worried about you Anupama." He replies with hesitation.

"But why are you worried about me Baba? I know dadabhai told you about the accident at the party but I am perfectly alright." I inform him. It still feels untrue to me that my father is trying to mend the broken relationship between us. However, I know he is not faking anything because I can feel the genuine concern in his voice.

"I am not talking about the accident at the party Anupama. I am talking about what happened three years ago. Don't you think it's time for you to reveal everything to Alessandro?" I nearly drop the phone after hearing Baba's words because I am not expecting him to bring out my past so suddenly. Still, I compose myself and decide to tell him about my fear.

"But Thakurmaa and Pishimaa has forbidden me to reveal the truth to anyone Baba. They have told me that if I said anything to anyone then I will be bringing bad luck to our family." I reply while trying to hold my tears from falling.

"Stop thinking about others Anupama and their orders. I know I have never been an ideal father to you and for that, I am always going to have a huge sense of guilt in me. But now when I am trying to make everything better between us, I don't want you to do the wrong by not telling your husband about your past. I don't think it will be a good idea to keep anything hidden from him." He explains but I don't think I am ready to expose anything yet.

"But Baba Alessandro will leave me after knowing everything and I don't want that to happen." I reply while wiping the traitorous tears that have managed to slip out of my eyes.

"Alessandro will not leave you. I have seen the bond you both share and I am fully sure that Alessandro will die before he leaves your side. That's why I am telling you to tell him everything before he gets to know from anywhere else." He says sternly.

"I know he will leave me because no husband will want a wife who is barren, who can not afford to provide him a child of his own." I answer and break down in tears. I throw the phone on the bed before sliding beside the bedside and pull my knees up to my chest trying to forget about the horrible things of my past. I can hear Baba's frantic voice from the cellphone but I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want anyone to see me so vulnerable.

A terrifying incident of the past has taken my ability to birth a child and the thought of telling this to Alessandro is enough to make me feel like the failure my grandmother and aunt call me. I have been trying hard to forget everything and be happy with my life. But no, it seems like nothing can be good with me. After so much hardship I have finally found my peace in Alessandro and no matter what, I can not let anything take him away from me. But what will happen when he comes to know the truth? I know we have Advira in our life but eventually, he will want to have his own child. Then how will I give him his biological child?

unable to get pregnant, however Kakai never let her feels unlovable for a moment. But what's the guarantee that Alessandro will do the same for me? I know it's ridiculous

room. He stops directly in front of me and I smile at him. However, he doesn't believe my

mumble while the big furry baby looks at me sadly as if he

the problem soon and then we will live happily." I tell

kiss him on the top of his head and go inside the washroom to wash my face to get rid of the stains of tears. After cleaning my face I get out of the room with King walking beside me. When we come into the living room I notice that Bianca is already sitting

direction. I pick her in my arms while spinning her arms

house after learning that we are going to come here today. You have done a great

then Alessandro arrives there with Advira and Mia hanging around his neck like two monkeys. He sits down beside me before dropping the two monkeys on the rug in front of the couch. Both of them give him a pouty look but

give them chocolates before dinner? Now, they are not going to eat their dinner anymore." Bianca complaints

little things. The chocolate bars are not even big so don't

one to take care of them, got it?" I ask while giving him a pointed look. He pecks my

when we were a newly married couple." Bianca sequels while repeatedly hitting Liam in his arms who is trying to

stop thinking about marrying

want to get married." Marco lets out and I can see Riya's face shows an expression of hurt. However, before I

minutes." Our head snaps towards Jasmine di who is frantically walking down the stairs

going?" I ask

I have to leave right now and your dadabhai doesn't want me to drive alone so he

dropping her

mansion. I wanted to have a nice dinner with my close ones

have stayed here if there was no emergency in the hospital. She will be home soon but for now, let's enjoy the rest." Alessandro says while coming to stand beside me. I understand what he is trying to say so

which I excitedly agreed. Also, true to his words Alessandro is able to feed them a good quantity of dinner. We talk, laugh and joke with each other during the dinner. It's amazing to think how everyone trying to relax after the hectic schedule they have to carry on throughout the year. Suddenly, Uncle Gabriel clicks his water glass with a spoon and that's gain

married. However, I think it is the correct time to finally settled down because I don't want to live alone anymore. Although I have Marco with me in the house but it sometimes gets lonely so I want to ask for Alessandro's permission as Melody considers you as her own son." Uncle Gabriel explains while looking lovingly towards Mama Melody. I feel Alessandro going stiff so I grab his hand under the table before giving him a light squeeze. I smile at the cute couple whose

Uncle, that's so great. I am so going to enjoying your wedding." Bianca says while smiling

Marco comments with a teasing smile. But I think Alessandro doesn't like his teasing because he storms away from there while we try to stop him. I excuse myself before running behind Alessandro

him turn towards me. However, when he turns around I notice that his eyes are

does she need to

deserves to be happy like everyone else." I