Seducing My Ex's Father In Law

Judy's POV

I wasn't really prepared for us to leave the pack. But as soon as we crossed the borders, I started to feel even more uneasy. Most of the drive was quiet; I kept stealing glances at Spencer, but his expression was unreadable. It was unlike him.

"Spencer, is everything okay?" I asked him when I couldn't take the silence anymore.

He blinked and then glanced at me.

"Yeah, why do you ask?"

"You just seem off," I tell him. "Unlike yourself."

he replied. he gave me a smile, though it didn't reach his eyes. He seemed almost nervous about something, or maybe it was my own nerves attacking the pit of

to not only the team but to the pack as well. I might have only known

a little as I was reminded of that fact. Spencer wouldn't do anything

my other friends even more. I would kill for a girl's night with Nan and Irene. They were my best friends, and I wanted to tell them everything that was going on in my life. I miss my family too; I realized how rash I was in leaving when I spoke to my mom on the phone the other night. I missed her so much, and I know leaving as quickly as I did

was so quick to leave my life behind to escape something that hurt me that I didn't stop to think about those I was hurting in return. I was being just as selfish, and I realized

aware of the fact that I'm carrying

possibly popping. I still couldn't believe a

was scared that Gavin didn't want me, and in turn, he wouldn't want our baby. I was scared that I was going to end up having to do this alone. didn't know anything about being a parent; yeah, I had amazing parents growing up who treated me like their own, even if I was adopted. I had great role models... but could I really